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Weak?
“…the Spirit helps us in our weakness.” Romans 8:26
It is actually good to be weak, at least to realize that we are weak, so we can say,
“O Lord our God…we do not know what to do, but our eyes are upon you” (2 Chron. 20:12b).
It is in this weakness that we begin to really see that His ways are far above our ways, and His thoughts much better than ours.
Often when I see a need, my first inclination is to jump in and meet that need with my own ideas, strength and resources.
However, as I am slowly learning, that is not always the best thing,
for I can inadvertently remove a pressure the Lord wanted to use in that person’s life.
Fortunately, most of the time the problems we faced in the Middle East were so large and complex
that there is no way my feeble efforts could begin to solve them.
The only recourse open to me was and is prayer, as well as asking others so pray with us:
“Lord, help me to see my weakness and inabilities as opportunities
to pray more and thereby join you in the great things you are doing,
rather than complaining and feeling sorry for myself. Amen.”

Risen for Us
More on what Jesus endured for us.
“Your wrath swept over me, your terrors destroyed me…the darkness is my closest friend.” (Psalm 88:7)
You, Lord Jesus, endured this wrath, moved through it, drinking every last drop of the bitter pain—
you not only endured the jeers of the Jews,
but also all the aggressive attacks of the absolutely evil demonic forces.
And You waited until the right second to rise up
to defeat Satan and death, shattering the strength of the foe
who had enslaved all mankind with the fear of death.
You triumphed in a dazzling blaze of glory,
defeating, dethroning, destroying death
and the devil with all his diabolic plans.
Only you, only you, Lord Jesus, could have done this,
and you did it at the right time and in the right way!
You accomplished it perfectly!
Your work is finished, opening a doorway
between the dominion of darkness and the Kingdom of Light,
calling all the prisoners of the devil
to come out into the warmth of your love and forgiveness.
You, Lord Jesus Christ, are worthy of all Praise and Honor, all Exaltation and Magnification.
You are the Great and Humble Lord,
the Mighty and Meek Savior,
the Most High and the Most Holy.
To you be glory, both now and forever more!
Picture: Jesus opened the way out of the dominion of darkness into the Kingdom of Light

Crushed for us
“O LORD, the God who saves me, day and night, I cry out before you.” Psalm 88:1
May your name be exalted, Lord Jesus, for your willingness to be the Suffering Servant.
You are glorious in your desire to suffer for your enemies.
As Psalm 88 prophetically says about you, “You have put me in the lowest pit, in the darkest depths.
Your wrath lies heavily on me.
You have overwhelmed me with all your waves. I am confined and cannot escape.”
So you were, Lord Jesus, overwhelmed, struck down, trapped under wrath and totally crushed.
You placed yourself directly in the path of God’s anger and were unescapably confined to it.
“Why do you reject me and hide your face from me?”
When you became sin, the Father turned from you, leaving you utterly alone under His wrath.
“I was taken from my closest friends; you made me repulsive to them.” You took upon yourself the sin of the whole world.
Yes, You became sin for us: ugly, repulsive, and despicable. And because of this, the fabric of the Trinity was torn—
those eternal, rich, beautiful, warm and perfect relationships were ripped apart as you,
Lord Jesus, became sin for us and as you, heavenly Father, crushed the Son to save your enemies.
We must bow down before such love, such grace, such goodness, exalting the Holy God of Goodness.
Picture: Jesus was under the dark wrath of God

Counterfits
The bank teller looked up, “Where did you get this?” he asked the man standing before him.
“I sold my lawnmower,” he said. “Why do you ask?”
“Because this $100 bill is a counterfeit!”
“Really?!! How do you know that?”
“Well I have seen so many legitimate $100 bills that I can instantly spot a fake. See here, this line is too thin. Look at this regular bill, see the difference?”
“Yes, I do,” the customer reluctantly admitted. “So what do we do now?”
“I’m afraid I’ll have to confiscate this and you are out $100. If I didn’t know you, you could be arrested, but I’ll let you go.”
How about us? When we are presented with a teaching, a perspective, a spiritual idea, are we able to quickly spot an error?
To be able to do that, we must immerse ourselves in Scripture, to know it so well that we can quickly discern an aberration,
and there many out there.
Many people listen to pod casts, read things on line, follow a certain preache–but don’t get into the Word themselves,
they are at the mercy of whatever they come across, like health and wealth, or Jehovah Witness doctrine, or liberal ideas.
But if you know the Word for yourself, your will spot the lies quickly, protecting yourself and others.
How are you doing with this? Reading in the Word every day? Reading in an orderly fashion, going through books, a chapter at a time?
And then memorizing striking passages, like Psalm 23? And learning to pray Scripture, like Paul’s prayer in Ephesians 4?
“The decrees of the LORD are firm, and all of them are righteous. They are more precious than gold, than much pure gold;
they are sweeter than honey, than honey from the honeycomb. By them your servant is warned; in keeping them there is great reward.” Psalm 19:9-11
Picture: taking God’s Word very seriously

Always Give Thanks

Feelings or Truth
From my journal.
“God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble.” Psalm 46:1
Praise you, Lord God, for you bless your children with your continual presence.
Today I feel far from you, without much positive emotion and for this I thank you—
it is an opportunity to live in faith, to trust your Word, to live by Truth, not sight or sense.
You, O Lord, have proclaimed yourself as the God who saves us—you are there, despite all the negatives.
And in the midst of the woes of this world, you are at work, guiding, protecting, carrying, teaching.
You are giving faith-opportunities to offer the sacrifice of praise—times when
there is no visible reason to trust you, but plenty of reason from your Word to rejoice in you.
Thank you that our feelings are not the measure of truth,
that although our view is so limited,
yours is high and wide,
full and complete,
total and eternal.
We can trust you to act in power and wisdom out of your understanding.
So I praise you now for whatever will come today, whether I like it or not!
Picture taken from our porch: A Glorious start to a new day

God’s Detailed Help
“From heaven the LORD looks down and sees all mankind;
from his dwelling place he watches all who live on earth—
he who forms the hearts of all, who considers everything they do.” Psalm 33:13-15
It never fails to amaze me how detailed an interest our loving God takes
in the practical aspects of our lives. Today I had 4 God sightings that proved this.
God sighting number 1: I went to Home Depot to buy some pellets for my neighbor.
But as I wheeled them to the register, I noticed a display of clearance items, so I paused,
There was an electric lawnmower I had been thinking about buying,
but it was too expensive, being priced at $330.
God sighting number 2: it was reduced to $165! 50% off! I could afford that!
And that price included the 40 volts battery, which was a separate item, sells for $215.
God sighting number 3: I decided to get it, but before taking the box, the thought came,
“I should check and see if everything is in the box.” And, upon checking, found there was no battery!
But there was second one, and when I looked in, there was a battery! Obviously someone had stolen the one out of the first box.
Then one last little God sighting. Since I had opened the big box, the idea came to take the lawnmower
out so it would fit better in the car, which made transporting it much easier!
All this is very mundane, very unimportant in the big picture, but show’s how intimately God is with us,
aware of what we are doing and helping us in our decisions, building our faith. How good He is to help
us “know His love that surpasses knowledge.” Eph 3:19

Divine Protection
“Bow down your ear and hear me, O Lord, for I am poor and needy….” Psalm 86:1
If there is one thing that we begun to learn while living in the Middle East, it’s how poor and needy we are—that is, how much we are in need of the Lord in every way.
There are many other opportunities for God to act into our neediness.
While in Syria, we gave a ride to a fellow who befriended us. As we drove through a rural area, there was a drought looking man standing beside the road holding an AK47. He waved for us to stop, but I just stepped on the gas and kept going. I wasn’t going to stop for some bandit. Our new friend, however, was appalled. “That was a policeman,” he said, “you should have stopped!” But I didn’t and the Lord protected use.
The next day we returned from our exit to Syria. The trip itself was long and arduous with heavy traffic, many big trucks, and rough, winding roads making travel slow. Near evening I failed to see a large pothole and when I hit it, the right front rim was bent and the tire began to go flat. But, praise God, it was not totally dark yet and we were able to drive far enough to find a place to get off the narrow, heavily traveled road and change the tire.
If the tire had gone flat immediately, it could have been a disaster, both for us and the others on the road, as we would have blocked everyone. We didn’t have control over these things, but God did!
And we are thankful that He got us home before real winter weather set in the next day with freezing temperatures and lots of snow.
There is so much out of our control, but our Heavenly Father is totally watching over us, every minute, every hour, every day. We can rest in His goodness.
Picture: slow traffic on the way home

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An instructive adventure from 1982
The Syrian border policeman looked up from our passports. “Not only does your wife have the wrong visa, but your children are not mentioned in it! You’ll have to go back to the capital and get her visa changed!”
We had just driven two difficult days from the capital city, and now stood in the gathering darkness between the border of our country and of Syria, caught in a no man’s land. Since our tourist visas for our country had run out this day, going back was not possible. Plus, without a stamp from the Syrian border in our passports proving we had entered another country, we could not return to our country.
We went outside the border guards’ building and stood there wondering what to do. The Lord brought Psalm 23 to mind, “The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.” And Psalm 50:23 “He who offers the sacrifice of thanksgiving honors me and opens the way that I may show him the salvation of the Lord.” So we thanked God and asked for wisdom.
This tension-filled event of unexpected difficulty was in reality the privilege of actually living out the truth of Psalm 86:6-8: “Hear my prayer, O LORD; listen to my cry for mercy. In the day of my trouble I will call to you, for you will answer me….” We did not know what God would do, but were certain from both this Psalm and past experience that He would help us.
After praying I went back in and talked with the policeman again. In God’s providence he spoke English well (my Arabic is lower than zero!) and listened to my plea. He sighed and stood up.
“I will help you,” he said, taking our passports, “But you must go to the police station in Aleppo and get the proper visa for your wife.” He stamped and signed the passports and waved us off into the night.
God answers when we praise Him! In this case the answer was immediate and we were very thankful!
picture: Syrian border guards

