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As another new year rolled around, we expected more arrests, because at this time of the year the authorities had less to do. However, January came and went without an incident.
 
During my semester break in the last week of February, we took a trip to the south for a little vacation. We returned home late Saturday evening to the news that Barbara’s father had died.
 
The next morning on the back page of a national newspaper was a long and negative article about Christians in general and me in particular.
 
The article said I was corrupting the youth and was trying to get people to become Christians by offering them free English lessons or money or a foreign wife.
 
Monday morning, I went to the university to talk with my boss about going to Germany for my father-in-law’s funeral. Then I went and bought plane tickets for us all to leave that afternoon.
 
Shortly after I got home the doorbell rang. I opened it to find a policeman with an invitation for me to go with him to the National Police Headquarters. I went with him.
 
They took me into a large office and began to ask questions about the information in the newspaper. I told what I knew to be true and made clear what was false. I also told them about my father-in-law’s death and our plans to go to Germany for the funeral, showing them my ticket.
 
“Looks to me like you’re running away because this news article exposed your illegal actions,” said one policeman.
 
“I could not have planned either the article or my father-in-law’s death,” I said. “I can prove his death with the obituary notice if you want. I have no reason to run away. My home and my work are here.”
 
That didn’t sway them, and they intentionally kept me just long enough so I missed the plane.
Barbara and I had agreed that if I didn’t come back that she would continue with our plans and fly to Germany that afternoon. As it got closer to the time for her to leave, Barbara called one of our teammates and asked him to take her to the airport. Bless him that he was willing to do so. Richard was willing to be supportive of Barbara, even at risk to himself. It was a stressful time for all of us, and the stress manifested itself in Josh coming down with a fever during the flight.
 
The next day I went to my travel agent, got my ticket changed and flew off to Germany. We were glad to be together for this important time, and made plans to share some of the gospel with those who would come for the burial.
 
The funeral was a typical German affair, everyone dressed in black and very somber. Most German Protestants have no assurance of salvation, and rightly so, for they rely on the sacraments of the church to save them.
 
After a short ceremony in the graveyard chapel, the coffin was carried to the grave and lowered in. Then all the relatives and close friends each tossed three small scoops of earth on the coffin.
 
Normally at this point everyone leaves, but after we threw our scoops on the coffin, I stepped up and began to speak while Barbara translated.
 
We talked about how one could be saved and know it, explaining how all the rituals that Protestants normally rely on for grace (baptism as a baby, confirmation, being married in the church and buried by the pastor) were totally inadequate.
 
We briefly but carefully outlined the gospel and called people to accept the eternal life that Jesus offered. Years later, some neighbors who came to Christ in their late forties, cited this talk as one factor in their coming to faith.
 
After a week in Germany, we flew back to our home and I resumed my teaching. My students knew of the article in the newspaper and asked me if I were a missionary. That word in is a very negative term here, indicating someone with a political agenda to undermine the country carried out through religion. I tried to dispel their wrong thinking, but don’t think it was very effective.
 
On March 12, the police again came to our house while I was at school and left a message for me to come to their headquarters.
 
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The Gift of Freedom
Psalm 146:7b “The LORD sets prisoners free….”
[Right from the beginning of our lives we are all imprisoned by sin in the web of Satan, where everyone is ensnared in his sticky strands of lies, fear and violence. Just being born into a broken and twisted world results in quirks and knots in our personalities that bring problems, difficulties and oppression.
Then our upbringing and family culture with fallen parents instill further dysfunctional thoughts, feelings and desires into us. And then our culture’s worldview, with its unhealthy internalized values of materialism, selfishness and pride lock us into destructive feelings, desires and goals.
All these lead us to emotional pitfalls, to accepting false answers to the great human thirst for love and approval, for significance and security, for fulfillment and belonging.
 
These wrong answers then produce fear: fear of man, fear of the future, fear of failure, fear of pain, loss and hurt. Satan uses all of these to oppress, control, and in the end, he wants to crush us like the car in the picture below, killing all he can.
 
But You, Lord Jesus, have made a way out of this prison of oppression, opening the door to the cell of hopelessness. You have called us to step out of the darkness of fear into the light of your Love, into the rich and warm relationship with you .
 
There our fears can be washed away in the river of your forgiveness and goodness, your grace and glory. You don’t want to crush us, but to transform us and make us like new, like the second car below.
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Perspective

Today a different kind of post.
 
Here is part of a thoughtful essay by Tony Perkins on the latest school shooting which I think gives good, biblical perspective.
 
“Despite what the Left says, our children aren’t picking up rifles and killing people because there’s a Second Amendment. There’s been a Second Amendment for 231 years — and school shootings have only been around the last 30.
 
“As Dr. Ben Carson has said, “The heart of the matter is not guns. The heart of the matter is the heart.” And until we, as a nation, are willing to admit that, nothing will change.
 
“These tragedies, whether they’re in Sandy Hook or Santa Fe, are the slow burns of the cultural crisis that’s destroying us. In a country that’s seen far too many evils, it’s time acknowledge that we are a broken people in need of the God we keep pushing away.
 
“Now is the time for honesty. What’s really wrong, Peggy Noonan wrote after Parkland, is something deep down we all know. “The family blew up — divorce, unwed childbearing. Fatherless sons. Fatherless daughters, too. Poor children with no one to love them. The internet flourished. Porn proliferated. Drugs, legal and illegal. Violent videogames, in which nameless people are eliminated and spattered all over the screen… The abortion regime settled in, with its fierce, endless yet somehow casual talk about the right to end a life… So much change, so much of it un-gentle. Throughout, was anyone looking to children and what they need?”
 
“Four years later, the flags are at half-mast again. Most people have refused to go beyond what they see to what we know: that this is a spiritual problem. And only God’s truth — the same truth society has ridiculed, mocked, and rejected — is capable of fighting the evil plaguing our nation.
 
“As my friend Ken Blackwell says, “You can’t run faith out of the public square and not expect to have these sort of consequences.”
 
Our response? Prayer and doing what is right, reaching out to those who have needs, as Jesus did: “When he saw the crowds, he had compassion on them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd.” Matt. 9:36

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All Things work for good. Another story from Nancy
 
Eight days earlier, Don and I had parked the car at the USA/Canada border crossing. We were flush with documentation, healthy, and trusting God for an exemption to the travel-mandated quarantine.
 
The slightly overweight guard, a mask plastered over his beard, darted back and forth between our SUV and the computer in his kiosk. Asking questions. Entering data. Issuing covid test kits. Leaning into our car window to explain the rules for our 14-day quarantine. Reminding us that change happens at the ballot box. And finally, welcoming us home with a pained expression on his face.
 
Locked in our own world, we drove north. The stunning beauty of the Okanagan Valley with its cherry blossoms, quaint farms, and vineyards flew by our car, but I was numb. Like one returning to a childhood home owned by someone else now, I felt detached.
 
A card detailing quarantine rules and penalties perched like an intruder in my cup holder. Head and shoulders turned away from my husband; I slouched in the passenger’s seat. Instead of my usual prattling on about everything, I was silent. God’s will was cutting across mine.
 
The clock was ticking. My attitude was negative, complaining and dangerous, and I knew it. Reaching down, I grasped the scruff of my soul’s neck and yanked it up from the car floor, where it lay buried underneath the covid test kits.
 
Shifting back and forth in my seat as we rounded the mountain corners, I closed my eyes. Like a child surrendering a broken toy to her father, I thrust my questions heavenward and exchanged them for the Truth that sets free.
 
Sanity and wisdom began to trickle, then flow into my cranky disillusioned heart. Erect, leaning against the headrest, my eyes were wide open. Guarded on either side by ponderosa pines crowded together on jagged hills, Okanagan Lake sliced up the valley like a long crooked scar. Evening hues of blue, green, and grey glazed over everything, transforming everything.
 
On Day 8, confined at home, I was ready for Alex, the twenty-something government “observer” who appeared on my computer screen to validate my required, at-home covid test. We sprinted through the formalities—swabbing, labeling, and packaging my sample precisely as directed.
 
Then Alex and I veered off-topic. He had never understood that one could be sure of having eternal life through faith in Christ alone. God had been expecting us. Only because I had to go through this covid stress did I have the chance to share with this young man.
 
“And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.” (Romans 8:28 nasb)
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The Gift of Beauty
Praise the LORD, for another sunny day with pleasant weather and a beautiful countryside: rich, warm morning sunshine streaming over the hills, casting long, deep shadows from the trees and buildings, bringing out every dip and rise in the land.
The trees are silver with dew, the river is clothed in shimmering wreathes of fog, flowers are peeking out from bushes, gardens and graveyards, the birds are joyfully flitting about and singing in the new day’s light.
You, O Lord God, are a lover of beauty, and are so gracious to share this visual feast with us, a breakfast for the eyes, a refreshment to the soul.
I praise you for your marvelous creativity, making all so practical and yet so beautiful. You could have made everything black and white, ugly and efficient—but you have chosen to clothe usefulness in gracefulness, practicality in loveliness. You cover fruit trees with fragrant and colorful blossoms; you make water sparkling and pure; you give the hills and trees many shades of green.
Praise you that you do the same in our lives, making food festive, procreation pleasurable, worship wonderful.
You are yourself beautiful, O Lord.
You are lovely in goodness, graciousness and gloriousness.
You are righteous, pure, positive and just.
You are kind, compassionate, forgiving and long suffering.
You are present, protecting, seeing and caring.
You uphold all who are bowed down.
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You heal the broken-hearted.
You guide the lost and save the sinner.
You are:
The God of goodness,
The Lord of eternity,
The Shepherd of salvation,
The Father of faithfulness.
Therefore, you are worthy of worship, praise, glory and honor. So I bow before you now in awe, praising you in gratefulness; I rise up in your joy to exalt you in thankfulness and obedience. May you be glorified today in my thoughts and actions, words and reactions, O great and mighty, lovely and lavish Lord Jesus!

Faith tested right now!

No post today, too sick, please pray for me and for Imtiaz in Pakistan who is also wretchedly ill. Thank you

Faith Tested

In January of 1986, the believers in a small church in the south were arrested and kept in jail for a week. Although we had no details, we knew it was the normal practice to make those arrested “uncomfortable.”
 
As a result and subsequent pressures put on them, those believers were intimidated and the little church fell apart. The authorities were encouraged by these results.
 
A year later, the pressure moved closer to home. Early one morning, they began to arrest the believers in our city, one-by-one.
 
It all actually began with the apprehension of a car thief, whom Ivan had witnessed to. In order to get the attention off himself, the car thief told all he knew about the believers in the city.
With their mistaken ideas about Christianity, it sounded to the the authorities like this was an illegal group of political activists, so they began to round them up.
 
By Sunday they had arrested several believers, including Harry, Ivan, Orin and Mr. Smith, plus some people who had merely shown interest in the gospel. They also visited the home of one worker, hoping to arrest him also, but he was away at the time.
 
We had to piece the story together from the newspaper articles and from what scant information we could get from distraught relatives. Much of what was in the papers was quite distorted and made those arrested sound like a group of terrorists.
 
We knew that it was very possible for us to be taken next, so I made preparations. Although I was very willing to go, I asked the Lord if I might just finish out the week of teaching, since it was the end of the semester; He graciously granted that desire.
 
On Thursday evening we got a call from a joyous believer, saying that all but one had been released and all charges had been dropped. We praised the Lord for this.
In the days that followed, I interviewed each one who had been arrested in order to put the whole story together and to be prepared for the next incident.
 
We knew from previous events that Satan would, after this frontal attack, try to attack from within by getting those who had been taken in to accuse each other. This was not long in coming; two had denied their faith and were very angry with those who had been so open in what they told.
 
We arranged a gathering for all those involved, giving them the opportunity to talk through their differences . It was a “hot” time, especially for Harry. Ivan, the first to be taken in, had given very little information, even when some “discomfort” was applied; he was a tough character, able to take the pressure put on him.
 
Harry, however, decided to be open right from the beginning, for he felt he had nothing to hide. He was helped along in this by the fact that the the authorities found his address book with the names of most of the believers and workers, and he had to explain who all these people were.
 
We had asked Harry not to keep such a record of names and addresses, but he hadn’t listened. We, as workers, often did not even know each other’s last names or actual addresses so that when pressed by the authorities, we could say truthfully we didn’t know.
 
At first the police didn’t believe that Harry was leveling with them and applied a bit of “pressure.” However, when they saw that he was truly aboveboard in his responses, they abandoned that tactic.
 
Harry took the police to the homes of four believers, and gave full details about the fellowship and the situation there, including our names and addresses. In the eyes of some, this was betrayal, especially according to those who had denied their faith or had lied.
 
However, the final outcome was an acquittal of Harry’s approach. The prosecuting attorney wrote a powerful defense of our freedom of religion, including the right to meet, witness, and spread our faith. The authorities who dealt with the four who stood firm saw clearly that they were people who had done nothing wrong. From this standpoint the net result was a victory.
 
Those who had denied their faith, or lied, however, failed the test. This, in and of itself, was not so bad, for only when our faith is tested can we see whether it is real or not. We hoped that those who failed would truly repent, as the Apostle Peter did and press on with the Lord.
 
We talked together as a fellowship about what the Lord was doing through this, uncomfortable as it was. We had to take our cue from Scripture: “…we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope” (Rom. 5:3-4 – emphasis added). But in the end, for some, that hope did not materialize.
Picture: where the cell church was formed
 
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The gift of Supply 2

Psalm 146:7 “He upholds the cause of the oppressed…”
[You, Heavenly Father, with the resurrection of Jesus, went right to the core of the issue and provided the most important of our needs: an escape from the three foundational sources of oppression: Satan, sin and self. All other oppression we experience flows out of these.
Praise be to you, Lord Jesus, for paying the price of great, deep, profound, excruciating suffering to provide the only possible way out from this oppression. Praise you that daily you give grace, guidance and goodness to your children in the midst of every oppression so we can let go of what is temporary, hold on to what is eternal and rise above whatever difficulties come to us. .]
“and [He] gives food to the hungry.”
[You are the One who provides our daily bread. You give enough to live on and you give us the freedom to share this with others, the privilege of being the conduit to supply their needs. Help us not to. squander your supply or withhold from others the abundance you constantly give. We praise you that you are wonderfully generous and give freely, fully to all. May we do so, too.]
Help us to recognize the marvelous supply you give us every day in the unending stream of gifts, including wisdom, protection, help and guidance, which you pour into our lives. Help us to live in the light of your love today and to bring honor to you in all we do.
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The Gift of Supply

Praise be to you, Lord, for your great and gracious heart. Praise you that you look down and see every single person on this earth, all at the same time, and that you are aware of each one’s needs, motives, desires, suffering, rebellion and anger.
I praise you that you work in the life of each person–believer or not–to supply their needs in an ever-flowing river of good: “… your Father in heaven…causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous” (Matt. 5:45).
You bring each one help on every level: “The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit” (Psa. 34:18).
And most importantly you offer the opportunity for all to enter your Kingdom: “when he [the Holy Spirit] comes, he will convict the world [everyone] of sin, righteousness, and judgment…” (John 16:8-10) and “…whosoever believes should not perish, but have everlasting life” (John 3:16b).
 
Romans 8:32-34 sums this up beautifully: “If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?
 
Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies.
 
“Who then is the one who condemns? No one. Christ Jesus who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us.”
 
Whoa! What a flood of Supply. This is the God we can fully trust, by offering the sacrifice of thanksgiving every day!”
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The Gift of Faithfulness

The Gift of Faithfulness
 
Psalm 146:6b “The Lord who remains faithful forever.”
[You, Lord, are the persistent God of Hope, forever pouring joy and peace into our lives as we trust in you (Rom. 15:13)–so that our lives may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit and that we may live lives worthy of you.
For this I praise you, Lord Jesus, I exalt you, heavenly Father, I honor you, Holy Spirit, for your consistent, continual commitment to Truth, to Righteousness, to your Promises and, most importantly, to your rich and beautiful Character.
In the garden of Eden you promised a Savior who would crush Satan’s head. You prepared the way for His coming, choosing Abraham, protecting him and his off-spring through many years of danger, oppression and difficulty. Through Joseph you saved Judah from whence came the Christ.
And at the right time you arrived, Lord Jesus: in weakness and vulnerability, a helpless babe born to inexperienced parents in a dirty and sickness-filled society where infant mortality rate was high and enemies abounded.
You lived among sin-warped people, in evil systems, under oppression by Rome and rejection by your own. You willingly suffered unjust condemnation, torture, death and seeming defeat that you might save all who were willing to come into your shelter of faithful forgiveness and family, of love and new life.
You are the ultimate in faithfulness and therefore we can trust you fully each day to carry us through whatever will come, granting us opportunity to work with you in your plans and to give you honor by offering the sacrifice of thanksgiving in each difficulty, disappointment and discouragement.
Help us to take up your out-poured grace, Lord Jesus, to live in the light of your love and to rest in the fact of your faithfulness, so you may be honored today before all human beings around us.
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