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Psalm 5:9

Psalm 5:9 “Not a word from their [my enemies] mouth can be trusted;”
 
[Satan, our real enemy, is the father of lies: his native language is deception, so nothing he says can be trusted. Just look at how he dealt with Eve in Genesis 3.
 
Every statement was a twisting of truth either by insinuation (“Did God really say….?”), by outright contradiction (“You will not surely die….”) or by accusation of God (…for God knows that when you eat…you will be like God….”). Not one word from Satan or his forces is reliable.]
 
“their heart is filled with destruction. Their throat is an open grave; with their tongue they speak deceit.”
 
[In our enemy Satan and his forces there is no life or light or love. All is rebellion against what is true, right and good. The words and thoughts of Satan and his hordes are destructive, debilitating and demonic.
 
Yet we somehow naturally believe the lies of the devil, like, “If you do this, you will be happier than in denying yourself for God,” and “Don’t miss this one, you’ll never have another chance to indulge yourself like this.”
 
We are drawn like moths to this flame, to the illusion of comfort and power, excitement and fulfillment. But we end up getting burned and having, as the Psalmist says, a mouth full of gravel, broken teeth and ongoing pain. Such is the result of listening to advice from the kingdom of darkness.]
 
Give us wisdom and insight, Lord, so that we might discern and willfully reject the lies of the enemy and walk instead in the light of Truth and Righteousness and Grace, so that your Spirit can have full reign in our lives, bringing you ever more glory.
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More autobio

More Autobio
 
The Lord gave me the idea of starting each semester at the university with three Local proverbs to set the right tone for the students. I told them, “We will operate in this classroom according to these three proverbs.
 
“The first is this, ‘The rooster that crows at the wrong time gets his head cut off.’ That means, when I talk, you be quiet. If you don’t want to listen, then sleep, read a book or a newspaper. Just don’t disturb those who want to learn.
 
“The second proverb is: ‘A lake is made drop by drop.’ If you do your homework each day, when the exams come, you will be ready.”
 
“And the third one is, ’Each sheep is hung by its own leg.’ So, if you get a 0 or 100 on your test, I did not give it to you, you gave it to yourself. You are the one responsible for the outcome.”
 
Any time there was a problem in class, I simply had to repeat one of these well known proverbs and everyone nodded in agreement.
 
My job in this class was to bring these students’ English up to college level so they could begin attending college classes, all taught in English. Since some of them had very little English, it was a daunting task to reach this goal in one year. But we did!
 
I had to learn “student language” in evaluating excuses about undone home work. One fellow said, “I was unable to complete my home work last night.” “Why?” I asked. “Because,” he said, “I had to attend a soccer match!” “Ah,” I said, “You were able to do it but chose not to!” He hung his head.
 
Each semester I would ask my students if they would like to meet my “first wife.” They looked puzzled, as some of their fathers had more than one wife. The next day I would bring Barbara with me and explained that she was my first and only wife, much to their amusement.
 
And each semester my students asked me the same question, “Do you wash dishes?” When I answered, “yes,” the students would immediately whisper to each other in the local language, “hen-pecked.”
 
Then I would speak up, “No, I am not henpecked.” They were always amazed that I understood them. “If I washed dishes because my wife ordered me to, then I would be hen-pecked. But I wash dishes because I want to help my wife when she is tired. That’s love in action.” The girls would all beam and all the boys would glower.
 
At the end of each semester Barbara and I would invite the students to our home for tea, and there we would share more openly about our faith and the students could ask questions they’d had all semester, but couldn’t voice in school.
 
To this day we have contact with some of those students. In fact just last night Barbara and I visited one of my former students and his family!
 
Sadly, only one of them has become a believer thus far, but happily, his mother and father came to faith also and they all persevered as believers through many years of difficulties.
 
Picture: Barbara serving some of my students visiting our home. One is holding little Nat.
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He leads the way

Psalm 5:8 “Lead me, O LORD, in your righteousness because of my enemies—make straight your way before me.”
[Praise be to you, Lord Jesus, for you are my Shepherd, who faithfully, consistently, without fail leads me. You enlighen my path like the first gleam of dawn.
Praise you that you guide me in your righteousness, meaning that you never lead me to make a mistake or a wrong turn, never cause me to stumble or get lost. If I do go wrong, it’s my own decision to not follow you.
In your leadership you are sinless, your motives are pure, your purposes are positive, your plans are practical, your proposals are perfect, your provision is powerful. You are the One to be trusted.
And I do desperately need your leadership, because I am the opposite of these qualities: I am small, ignorant and sinful; I have mixed motives, have no control over the future and do not know what is best.
Plus, I am faced with powerful spiritual enemies who desire to bring me down. As it says in Psalm 62: 2,3, “How long will you assault me? Would all of you throw me down— this leaning wall, this tottering fence? Surely they intend to topple me from my lofty place….”
The devil and his demons want to defeat God’s plans by destroying my spiritual life, my witness, my marriage, my family, my future. Alone I am helpless against them, lost before the battle begins.
But you, Lord Jesus, are the mighty Victor. You have conquered Satan and his forces, and I must flee to you for protection: “My salvation and my honor depend on God; he is my mighty rock, my refuge” (Ps. 62:7).
You, Lord,have given me your spiritual armor. You equip me, empower me, employ me in your grace and might against the forces of evil, for in your armor and strength I can “resist the devil and he will flee” from me. (James 4).
Help me today to follow as you lead, Lord Jesus, to be strong in you and the power of your might, to keep on and use your full armor throughout each day. Help me to fight the right enemy with the right weapons so that I may join you in what you are doing, and that you may be honored in my life today.
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Psalm 5:7

Psalm 5:7 “But I, by your great mercy, will come into your house;”
[Before you called us into your family, each of us was one of the abhorred: liars mired in evil and deception. We all had the potential to be like the blood thirsty, murderous and deceitful men who roam the world–we just didn’t have the gall or opportunity to act it out.
I praise you that although you abhorred what we were in our natural state, at the same time loved us, then redeemed and transformed us by your great mercy.
This is an unbelievably wonderful and great turning of the tables, an incredible restoration of true reality, far beyond what any human being could imagine or create. You are a wonder, O Lord of love, God of goodness, King of kindness!
“in reverence will I bow down toward your holy temple.”
[What other response could there be than worshiping before you? And doing so in awe, in adoration, in thankfulness, in joy, in peace, in submission, in belief, in willing, wholehearted obedience?
 
You are God, you are Great, you are Good, and therefore right now I bow before you. May you be glorified in my life today in each decision, each word, each thought, each response, for you are entirely worthy of this honor and much more!]
 
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More Cowboy Wisdom
 
Cody was good at digging fence post holes, and he and John dug a lot. Sam set the posts in and they not only prepared enough to fence in the cows, but more to fence them out of the large garden John and Amanda planned.
Late one afternoon they had a visitor–Amy rode into their yard, accompanied by two of her father’s riders. “I thought I’d come and see how our new neighbors are doing, now that we have peace between us,” she said.
 
Amanda was delighted to have female company and took her immediately into the house. Together they talked and prepared supper.
 
That evening after supper, Sam said to Cody, “Tell me about the heavenly quality of good fruit. What does that mean”?
 
“I’d like to hear that, too,” exclaimed Amy, turning her shining eyes on Cody.
 
Cody leaned back, took a sip from his coffee and looked at Sam. “There are several aspects of good fruit,” he said. “Let me explain each of those to you, then I’ll tell you a story about each.
 
“There are actually four kinds of fruit mentioned in the Bible: the fruit of the spirit, the fruit of our lips offering the sacrifice of praise, the fruit of good works and the fruit of leading people to become followers of Jesus.
 
So, first there’s the fruit of the Spirit which is laid out for us in Galatians 5:22-23 where the apostle Paul gives a clear list of what this entails:
love,
joy,
peace,
patience,
kindness,
goodness,
faithfulness,
gentleness
and self-control.
 
These will begin to appear in our lives as we get to know God better after deciding to follow Him. As it says several places in the New Testament, as we grow in our knowledge of Him we are transformed, bearing the fruit of the Spirit.
 
“One of those places is Colossians 3:10, which says, “…put on the new self, which is being renewed in knowledge in the image of its Creator.
 
“I often pray for the fruit of the Spirit to grow and overflow from my life. Here’s what I pray.
“Lord may there be love for others in my life as you have loved me.
“May there be joy because I am yours.
“May there be peace because I receive your forgiveness, forgive myself and others.
“May I be patient because I know that you are orchestrating all events in my life, that my times are in your hands.
“May I be kind as you are to me.
“May I do good to others as you do to me.
“May I be faithful as you are.
“May I be gentle, that is sweetly reasonable, as you are with me.
“And may I exercise self-control continually and thereby bring you honor and glory.
 
“I know a cowpuncher who could swear the hair off a cow’s hide. But after he accepted Christ as his Savior and was born again, he got bucked off a horse and hit the ground pretty hard.
 
When he struggled to his feet, he suddenly realized that he hadn’t uttered one single swear word. He had been changed! Patience, kindness and self-control were sprouting in his life.”
 
They all laughed.
 
“Now, I am not by nature a patient person. I can be really pushy and irritated by slow people, especially if I have to work with them.
 
“On one ranch where I worked there was a young helper named Tye. He was a nice kid, but he was slow. When we were digging post holes, I could do five for each one he did. That didn’t bother me, as I could move as fast as I wanted. But when we had to do things together, like in building something or herding cows, it drove me to distraction. He would drag behind, making us all wait.
 
Then, as I was reading in Psalm 31, I was struck by verse 15, “My times are in your hands.” I suddenly realized that God is in control of the events around me. I could relax in this knowledge and not let Tye’s slowness irritate me.
 
“The interesting thing was, as I had the fruit of patience growing my life, Tye was much more open to direction in how to work faster!
 
“Well, I think that’s enough for tonight, we’ll talk more about the other good fruit at another time,” said Cody as he stood.
 
Picture: John and Cory’s fence
 
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Psalm 5:4 No Pleasure in Evil

Psalm 5:4 “You are not a God who takes pleasure in evil;”
 
[Praise be to you, Yahweh, for you are holy and wholly good: you hate evil, you abhor wickedness, you are repulsed by sinfulness and will punish it.
 
It is wonderful that You, O Lord, are the opposite of evil,
being pure, pristine and positive,
kind, loving, and gracious,
righteous, forgiving and merciful.
You do no evil,
wish no evil,
promote no evil.
You are good through and through.]
 
“with you the wicked cannot dwell.”
 
[In your holy presence, in your blinding, shining light of purity the wicked are excluded, unable to stand before you. This is a marvelous truth, because it means that in the new Heaven and the new earth there will be no wickedness!
 
Even in this world, those who choose to remain wicked– rejecting your offer of forgiveness in Jesus and cleansing from sin, receiving the righteousness of Christ–cannot live with you. They cannot be in your family—although you invite them to come in–they cannot dwell in your light, and they cannot live in your joy because they choose not to do so.
 
“Light has come into the world, but men love darkness instead of light because their deeds are evil. Everyone who does evil hates the light and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed.” (John 3:19,20).
 
Help us to come to the light every day, every moment that the world may know that our deeds are of you, not ourselves.
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Psalm 5:3

Psalm 5:3 “In the morning, O LORD, you hear my voice; in the morning I lay my requests before you and wait in expectation.”
 
[Each day, when I awake, you are there, O LORD, waiting, wanting to interact with me. Because of your great love, you want to hear my voice, you want me to lay my requests before you. You desire to have me join you in your plans for today, you want me to look to you for all I need.
 
There is no other God like you, who hears my prayer, who answers in wisdom and goodness, whom I can expect to always do what is right. You are the Great I AM, the everlasting Holy God, glowing with glory, shining in purity, sparkling in wisdom, enlightening all around you.
 
To you belongs exaltation and honor, praise and power, adoration and awe, the bowing of our knees and hearts, the flowing of eager obedience.
 
Today may you be glorified in my life: help me to follow in the footsteps of the second Adam, obeying you with all my heart. Then I can give you glory, please you in every way, and honor your name before men. I wait with great expectations, praising you now for how you will answer me today, for you are faithful, the God who hears and fulfills prayer.]
 
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Psalm 5:2 Ever present help

 
Psalm 5:2 “Listen to my cry for help, my King and my God, for to you I pray.”
[Praise you, Heavenly Father, that with the help of the Spirit, we can come at any time to you through Jesus in prayer. Praise you that when we don’t know how to pray or what to pray, you, Holy Spirit both guide us and intercede for us.
Praise you, Lord Jesus, that you also pray for us. Prayer is your idea, it is your invitation for us to join you in your great work; it is your invitation into your throne room, into your heart.
Praise that you always give ear to us, consider our heart’s desire, listen to our cry for help—and that you will answer. “In the day of my trouble I will call to the Lord, for he will answer me” (Psa. 86:7).
 
Yesterday I got a very large, unexpected bill, and could turn to you, call to you for help, and then choose to rest in you, knowing that you will somehow answer—although I don’t know how at this point. But I do know that, “The Lord fulfills the desires of those who fear him, he hears their cry and saves them” (Psa. 145).]
[The One we pray to is our King and our God, not to some far away deity, not to some heartless, capricious, unconcerned god like that of Is.lam. No, our God is the Ruler of the universe, the Sovereign over all, the Creator and Sustainer of life, the final Authority, the Beginner and Ender of all—and our Father, Companion and Guide to whom we belong! You will answer us in love, wisdom and power.
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More Autobio

In the spring of 1982 we left for a short time away making the long drive to Europe again. We spent time in Germany and in the US, visiting our friends.
 
By the time we returned in the fall, Josh had turned seven and was ready to begin school with Dan and Nancy’s two children. A teacher from Connecticut had come to teach our kids for two years.
 
We also moved down the hill to a more central place so it was easier to get around. Our new apartment was located at the end of a bus line, had a small corner grocery, a green grocer and a butcher on our block, and one block further was a large once-a-week vegetable market.
 
There was also a large dirt yard behind our building with garages along the back wall. It was a great place for the boys to play and get to know the local children. An older boy who lived across the street became a good friend and visited us often.
 
We put Nat into the German school Kindergarten so he could solidify his grasp of German. When picking him up one day, I chatted with the father of another child. He asked me where I worked. When I told him that I was out of work at the moment, he suggested I apply to an English medium university in town from which he had graduated. “They always need teachers,” he said.
 
It would be good to have a job so I could fit into a positive pigeon holes that society had for people. I remembered the lawyer’s pessimistic prediction that I’d never get another work and residence permit, but after praying about it and talking it over with Barbara, I decided to put in an application at the university anyway. And after several months, I was hired.
 
This time the school did all the work for the residence permit so I didn’t have to exit the country. When my permit finally arrived, Barbara pointed out that it had the same number I’d had before being expelled! The lawyer was wrong. God overrules the ways of men!
 
This teaching position remained my job for the next five years; it ended only when I was falsely accused to doing something wrong (I was eventually acquitted).
 
While I was happy to have a work place, the boys were not too happy about it, because our residence permit ended the need for exit trips to Cyprus for new visas!
 
One nice benefit of my new job was that there was a service bus for us university teachers leaving from right near our house. I began to use the forty-five minute ride as part of my prayer time. So in one sense my new job actually gave me more focused time on my most important work!
 
That first year of teaching was challenging. Budget problems at the school meant there was no heat in the classrooms, so we all kept our coats, hats, scarfs and gloves on. I began bringing a hot water bottle with me and wore it under my coat for added warmth.
 
I was assigned a class of twenty-five students per semester and had them for four classes each morning. This was excellent for developing relationships. I was not allowed to speak about politics or religion in my teaching, which was fine, but every day I wrote a proverb in English on the board, most of which were from a “Middle Eastern philosopher” whose name I never mentioned: King Solomon. My students diligently wrote these down in their notebooks, unknowingly imbibing biblical truth.
 
Each semester we had discussions on love, on marriage, on purity. During these interactions, I would write 1 Corinthians 13 on the board and we would discuss it. One day after class a girl asked me, “Mr. W, where do I find a man that can love like that?” Sadly, I had to answer that I didn’t know–because there were so few followers of Jesus.
 
Some of the students called it “stupid love” because it did nothing to protect self and its honor. Such love was way outside their cultural norm. Later, however, several students told me I was the only adult that talked with them about marriage, including the positive role of sex, and they were thankful for my input.
 
Picture: the boys playing on the back dirt yard with friends.
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Prayer or Pain

Psalm 5:1 “Give ear to my words, O Lord, consider my sighing.”
[Praise you, LORD Yahweh, that you are the prayer-hearing God: you listen to my sighs, and are glad when I come to you about my burdens, my unrest, my fears, my disappointments, my tiredness.
 
You hear my thoughts and understand them fully. You know my needs and have prepared provision for me, for you are loving and good: “The Lord is faithful to all his promises and loving towards all he has made” (Psa. 145:13b).]
“Listen to my cry for help, my King and my God, for to you I pray.”
[You, Lord God, are the One we must come to first; prayer is our greatest recourse, our first step, our wonderfully great privilege, the most we can do.
You are my King—the Ruler of all, Lord of my life, Commander-in-Chief of the hosts of heaven, Protector and Sovereign One–able and willing to listen and hear and answer. “The Lord is near to those who call upon him in truth. He fulfills the desires of those who fear him; he hears their cry and saves them” (Psa. 145:18-19).
And you are my God–that is, my final authority, the decider of what is right and wrong.
 
You call us every day to play out a repetition of the Garden of Eden: will we choose to obey you, or to rebel? Will we choose to believe you or to listen to the siren call of the world, the flesh and the devil?
 
Will we choose to make you the One to decide what is good and what is evil in our lives or do it ourselves? Will we just respond to what is around us, or will we be proactive early on in following your lead?
If Adam had kept God as his final authority, he would not have fallen; that was a very real possibility and is one that I also have now. Each day I will choose many times: will God be my final authority, deciding for me what is right and wrong, or will I usurp His right and lead myself down the path of the first Adam?
 
The reality is, I can actually make the right choice right now, at the dawn of each new day, ahead of time, deciding to obey God before any temptation comes so I will be ready. Let’s all make that decision!