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Soul Lifting

 
An example of “lifting my soul to God,” written in my worship journal several years ago.
 
Lord, I praise you this morning for your gracious and good presence: while I slept, you watched over me; when I awoke, you were there. Praise you that we can trust you to carry us forward and upward in life, to lead us through and out the other side of every happening that will come to us with your permission and good intent.
 
It is wonderful that your faithfulness does not depend on mine; you are there no matter what I do, working on me with grace, patience and wisdom. Thank you, Lord, for exposing my sinful old nature last night when I got upset over my friend’s accusatory statements.
 
I was, as he pointed out, touchy. He is wrong in the way he makes blame-shifting statements, but that is no reason whatsoever for me to be touchy. That means I reacted in a “fear of man” mode, giving his statements more credence and importance than I should. This is looking to my friend for support and truth, when I should be looking to you for that, Lord.
 
Forgive me, Lord, transform me in this area, help me to respond in a godly, wise and gracious manner rather than in a selfish, whining, self-pitying way.
 
Lord, help me to embrace the humiliation of my failure and the fire of shame, allowing it to refine me, to move through it and on into humility, accepting the fact of my depravity on one side and affirming the holiness you have bequeathed me with on the other.
 
Thank you for this further step in my ongoing revival, the exposure of my depravity and the further revelation of your gracious and powerful sufficiency in love, forgiveness and cleansing. Praise you for the warnings of your Word and the perspective your Spirit gives us; we need them so much to keep us balanced and effective for you.
 
May this revival continue. May you be glorified in the process. Guide me today in checking in with you often and following the direction of your Spirit, that I may honor you in all.
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Psalm 30:9-11

 
Psalm 30:9 “What gain is there in my destruction, in my going down into the pit? Will the dust praise you? Will it proclaim your faithfulness?” I feel like this as our weakness drags on confining us to home!
[This is David’s desperate appeal for help as he faces the real threat of death; it was done in logic and in a desire to honor you, Lord; he desired to live for the magnificent purpose you have granted us: giving you glory. Help us to grasp, like David, the privilege of honoring you each moment of our lives—and to live that out.] Yes, especially in the midst of this present illness.
Psalm 30:10 Hear, O LORD, and be merciful to me; O LORD, be my help.”
[It is a wonderful truth that you, O Lord, do hear and are richly, powerfully merciful. You are our ready help, you will answer in the right way and at the right time. Therefore, I can give you praise in and for all, long before any answer comes.
I praise you now for how you are going to work in the situations in my life. Praise be to you for your goodness, continually emanating from your perfect and beautiful character.]
Psalm 30:11 “You turned my wailing into dancing; you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,”
[You answered David, you brought him through the dark valley, you delivered him from his fears, his enemies, his dangers. And for what purpose?]
Psalm 30:12 “that my heart may sing to you and not be silent.”
[You saved him so David might have the privilege of exalting you further, you who are worthy of worship, of love and obedience.]
“O LORD my God, I will give you thanks forever.”
  1. Please be in prayer for my brother Sam who is not doing with Covid, going down hill
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Chapter 25 The End in Sight
During the month of May the Island’s shore ice, which has been stationary all winter, softens as the temperatures rise. Then when some strong sea swells come, the ice breaks up in a matter of minutes.
 
One day after school I rode my ski-doo to the other side of the village and then took a shortcut back over the ice to the point of land where my house stood.
 
I parked my ski-do, went inside and looked out the window. I was amazed to see that in the several seconds I’d been back on land, the ice had broken up into small pieces! If I had come just a 20 seconds later, I would have been on the ice when it broke up and would have fallen through into the deep, freezing water! That would have been a life-threatening experience. Here was another God sighting, a 3.5 star one of supernatural protection!
 
After the shore ice breaks up, the Eskimos go hunting and I went out with them again. This time there was lot of open water, and as we were searching for walrus, a whale suddenly surfaced a few yards to our right. Its huge head broke the surface of the water and then curved back under. The rest of its body followed, and followed, and followed. Then finally its gigantic tail emerged and slapped the water, throwing up a great spray.
 
It is one thing to see such an event on film. It is completely another to watch it from a few yards away while in a fragile skin boat! What a huge, majestic, powerful animal. Another reminder of the smallness of human beings in the greatness of creation. More than once whales have attacked these little skin boats and snapped them like straws. I was thankful that we were able to return safely home.
 
The end of the school year was approaching, and I was glad. I was not going to sign on for another year because it was clear to me that teaching junior high was not something I wanted to do the rest of my life!
 
I’d saved most of my earnings, not having much to spend it on anyway, so I decided that I would go on an Intervarsity Christian Fellowship Tour to Europe. I made my application before leaving the Island in June.
 
I first flew to East St. Louis to visit my grandmother. After I’d arrived at the airport and collected my baggage, a guard stopped me and wanted to see my baggage claim tag. This was the only time this has ever happened to me, and it was also the only time I’d lost my tag!
 
“Ok…..,” said the guard, “Tell me what’s on the bottom of this bag!”
 
“That’s easy,” I replied. “A ivory walrus tusk with the names of 15 Eskimos families carved into it—and mine at the bottom.” The guard’s eyebrows went up, but when I produced the tusk, he shook his head and let me go. I was thankful that the Lord had the guard pick that particular bag, another God sighting.
 
It was good to travel back to Connecticut for a few weeks. I brought home presents for everyone, including a handmade parka for my mother with white arctic fox fur around the hood. I don’t think she ever wore it, but appreciated the thought.
 
At the end of June I went down to New York to join the Intervarsity Tour. We visited England, France, Germany and then went to Schloss Mittersill, a castle in Austria where we attended a conference. I enjoyed the great teaching and also got to know the International Intervarsity director and his family while I was there.
 
After further trips to Italy, Czechoslovakia and East Germany, the tour ended, but I stayed on as I had made arrangements to study at L’Abri, under the ministry of Dr. Francis Schaeffer.
 
He was a renaissance man, a prophet for the second half of the 20th century, an intellectual on the level of Luther, a man who helped many find their way through the mental and emotional mine fields of our time.
 
The community of L’Abri, located in the Swiss Alps, accepted students to stay for ten weeks of study. I arrived at the beginning of September.
 
Mrs. Schaeffer described our group as a “colorless lot.” Not one of us had come to Christ in extraordinary circumstances, nor was there anyone among us who was an intellectual, a celebrity or an oddity. We simply all had come with questions and needs, and this was a good place to have them met.
 
Mornings I spent listening to tapes of teaching by Dr. Schaeffer and other leaders of L’Abri. In the afternoons we did work for the community. There were also special lectures and discussions in late afternoon and evening.
 
Meal times were for discussion, and it was interesting to sit at the table with Dr. Schaeffer, listening to him patiently answer questions, most of which he had probably heard many times.
He spoke in five-minute-long sentences, his powerful mind grappling skillfully with all aspects of an issue. Most people didn’t expect an answer that complete and he did try to scale it down for us, but I could see that for him it was like trying to drive a 900 horsepower car at fifteen miles an hour.
 
After the meals, the house leader would ask for volunteers to do the dishes. Many of the students there had never done much in the line of practical work and were very slow. It could take some of them hours to do the dishes for a group of twenty.
 
I quickly learned that if I wanted to get this task over with, I needed to volunteer to be the washer. And others understood just as quickly that if I volunteered to wash, they would end up with more free time if they worked with me. So everyone would wait to see if I volunteered–then there was no shortage of others willing to put things away. This was one place that my speediness was positive as I washed through those dishes in about 20 minutes.
 
One day my house leader told me he wanted me to spade the garden, a smallish plot of ground–maybe twenty yards by ten yards. I got the spade and went to work. Two hours later I came to him and said, “I’m done.”
 
He looked at me in amazement, “What? How can that be? Last year it took the guy assigned to that job two weeks to get it done.” That helped me appreciate even more the farm training and work ethic my father had passed on to me.
 
picture: one of the chalets where I spent time
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Shepherd

Day 17 of covid and I’m glad to report noticeably improvement including lessening of brain fog! I am thankful! Barbara is also better. Today’s post is good for us.
 
You, Lord Jesus, are my serene Security, my superb Stability, my unshakable Surety, my supreme Savior. With all that swirls around us in life, we could not make it without you as our firm Foundation, our strong Anchor, our great Shepherd, our powerful King.
Praise you that you are our impenetrable Shield, our impregnable Fortress, our intrepid Defender, our immense Stronghold.
In you and your protection there is no gap, no chink, no forgotten loophole for the enemy to come through. You are the great wall protecting us from true evil, and you are the great and gracious gateway through which comes all that is profitable, helpful and positive, whether it is painful or pleasant.
Praise you that you protect and provide through your wide wisdom, your complete knowledge, your rich love and your perfect patience.
 
You are the One to be trusted, Lord and King, Triune and Holy God. I praise you for what you will bring today in your wisdom and love, your purpose and plan. Help us to follow you well, joining you in what you desire to accomplish today–in, through and around us. May you be honored in all we do.
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Proverbs 3:5

Today’s devotional is exactly what I need. It is now 14 days since testing positive, with very little improvement. Barbara seems to be doing a little better than I am. In addition to the early problems, now I have entered a fog, unable to make good decisions. I can’t type right, I can’t do anything with the tax and zoning issues before me, I can’t even watch a movie to relax.
 
This reminds me very much of when I Hepatitis A in the 80s. My brain just shut down. About 3 months into it, the lights suddenly came on again. I am hoping and praying for a similar but quicker recovery here. In the meantime I will take this devotional to heart.
 
“Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;” Proverbs 3:5
 
Proverbs 3:7 says, “Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the LORD and turn away from evil.” Sometimes we find ourselves frustrated in all our plans with none of the things we’d like to see happen getting accomplished. In this I have to remind myself that my main purpose as a Christian is not productivity, but knowing and worshiping our Lord Jesus Christ. We are to be ever drawing closer to Him. We may be successful in the eyes of the world because of our accomplishments, but if we aren’t close to Him, it’s all a mirage.
 
The Lord has been stressing to us again and again the importance of getting closer to Him by praising, and recently gave me a new insight about this. When we praise God for each thing that comes to us, whether it seems good or bad from our perspective, we are surrendering to God at that particular moment, reaffirming our trust in Him. In such praise we are declaring His goodness and His power to all those around us. We are getting up the shield of faith and quenching the fiery darts of the devil. We are proclaiming God’s intent to bring to us only what is for our good and His glory.
 
Conversely, failure to praise (complaining) is resisting God’s working in our lives. It is a form of rebellion. This is declared in Psalm 106:24-26, which tells of the Israelites’ response to the report of the spies after they had seen the promised land. “Then they despised the pleasant land; they did not believe his promise. [They failed to praise, to trust, to submit to God’s leadership] They grumbled in their tents and did not obey the LORD. [Instead of praising, they complained, rebelling against what the Lord was giving them.] So, he swore to them with uplifted hand that he would make them fall in the desert.” [that is, the Lord did not give them the good things He had offered and waited till all those grumblers had died before bringing the Israelites into the land].
 
In contrast, we should more follow David’s example in Psalm 34:1-2. “I will extol the Lord at all times; His praise shall continually be on my lips.” [We can always say, “Thank you, Lord God, that in every happening there is potential growth in my focus on you and a platform upon which I can demonstrate your grace to the world.”]
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More from the Add-on Eskimo

Winter Sight for the Add-on Eskimo

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As winter came on and the daylight faded in the Artic night, the Eskimos gathered in one home or another to visit, with the seal-oil lamps burning to give light and heat.

It was also a time for the shaman to practice his arts. Several families would crowd in together as the shaman got his drum, made from a piece of wood bent in a circle and tied to a handle. The skin was made from a walrus stomach and made a satisfying boom when struck with a stick.

The shaman sat cross legged, closed his eyes and began to beat out a rhythm. Okfagit leaned over to his son, “He’s calling the spirits,” he said. As Ayit watched, suddenly a tiny artic fox appeared and began to run around the perimeter of the drum. “See, that little fox is a spirit,” whispered Okfagit. The shaman chanted on, now keeping his eyes closed.

When he was done calling the spirits, he said, “The spirits give power,” and lifting his parka, he plunged a knife into his stomach. Withdrawing the knife, he put his hand on the bleeding wound, muttered an incantation, then took his hand away, revealing a fully healed stomach, only a scar remaining.

He played his drum and sang some more, then fell into a trance and lay twitching on the floor. When he awoke, he shouted, berating several men, one at a time, saying they had angered the spirits. Then he said, “The spirits call us to worship them, to praise them, for they created everything, all belongs to them. They loan it all to us, but we must use all only as they direct us.”

Ayit shuddered at the dark, ominous feeling all this gave him. He longed for someone who could bring light into their family and village, who could protect them from these evil, demanding and destructive spirits. But there was no one.

The next day Ayit trudged behind his father on his snowshoes as they hunted caribou before the snow got too deep. He looked around at the beauty of the snow-covered landscape, the tall pines lifting their heads up on the mountain sides, the rugged cliffs and the still flowing brook.

Looking back, he saw the view of the expansive sea. It was breath-takingly beautiful. He thought of the summer when the short tundra grasses had waved in the wind while the thousands of birds wheeled overhead. He thought of the many animals around them—seals, walrus, bears, caribou, foxes and wolves—and noted how each was unique and fascinating.

Suddenly a thought came. “I don’t believe the spirits created all this,” he said to himself. “They are so ugly and mean, so evil. They destroy those who don’t obey them, and they randomly bring sickness and suffering to others. No, they couldn’t have created all this beauty. I think there must be a good, creator god. Perhaps it is our Apa, but he is so far from us, I don’t know.”

He trudged on, not realizing that the Good Creator God had just spoken to him, giving him insight beyond his 16 years and beyond his human ability. This revelation was to lead him on to the most significant event of his life.

They wound their way up to the mountain’s edge and then turned to follow its skirt. As they came around one bend, there was a small herd of caribou digging through the snow, looking for the lichen they favored so much.

Both men quietly knelt in the snow and slowly raised their rifles. Each fired twice before the remaining caribou fled. They stood and walked across to where the four bodies lay.

First, they offered each a drink of fresh water to honor their spirits. Then they began preparing them to take home. When they had the hides off, Okfagit sent Ayit back to bring the dogs and the sled they’d left further down the hill, tethered where the dogs would not disturb any game.

When he returned, Ayit helped his father to put the caribou skins on the sled, then piled the meat on top, lashing it all down. They were both pleased with their success, and not only because of the meat they’d gotten. The caribou skins were highly prized because they were the warmest type of skin they could find. This was because the hairs of the caribou are hollow, providing extra insulation for the animal—and for the person who wore the skin.

When they got home, the meat was cut into smaller parts and put outside up on meat racks or on a platform to freeze. Then Nisana and her daughters carefully scraped the skins to get all the fat off. When the skins were ready, they put them into small wooden vats full of human urine to cure. When that process was complete, they would hang them outside on the walls of the house to bleach and soften. In time the skins would be ready for making blankets or clothes.

Unlike other Eskimo families, Ayit had no grandparents. Life in the artic was often cruel and short lived. His father’s father had died in midlife, frozen in a snowstorm. Nothing could be done to save him. His mother’s father died of an illness brought on by parasites found in their drinking water. One grandmother had died when she fell through the ice while crabbing. The other died from an illness, probably contracted from the whalers who stopped by in the summer. Ayit was thankful that his father was still alive to teach him the skills needed to survive in their harsh climate, and for other elders in the village taught him the customs of his people.

 

Picture: inside of an Eskimo house where the neighbors gathered

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Psalm 37:4

“Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart.”
Psalm 37:4
 
To delight in you, Lord, in one sense is so easy, for in every aspect you are wonderful beyond conception. You made all, you know all, you hold all together. You know the makeup of every atom, the information in every DNA molecule, the workings of every synapse in the brain, the condition of every artery, the reproduction of every cell—nothing escapes your attention and knowledge.
 
You have control of all events, balancing perfectly the genuinely responsible choices of billions of people with the specific plans you have for each individual, each moment, each generation, each epoch.
 
And at the right time you will bring about the end of history, of time and of evil. You are perfect in your wisdom, perfect in your love, perfect in your justice, perfect in your mercy, perfect in your timing.
 
You are the God of grace, the Dispenser of justice, the King of righteousness and mercy, of truth and love, of Heaven and Hell, light and mystery, purity and punishment, forgiveness and vengeance—each in its time and place.
 
You are in every way the delightful God: there is no repugnant, ugly, unjust, impure, evil or wrong aspect to your nature, your character, your thoughts or your actions.
 
So in the midst of many things going wrong from my perspective, I can offer the sacrifice of thanks giving, let go my idols, hold on to truth and rise above–thereby honoring you!
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Chapter 24 Stranded in the Mountains

 
This year there was no trip to the outside for New Year’s because BIA funds were low. I had bought a used ski-do, so on a school break I took my own trip to Gambell with an Eskimo friend.
 
Hunting had been slow in Savoonga, so we each pulled an empty dog sled in order to bring some walrus meat back from Gambell.
As we were passing through the mountains, my companion stopped and pointed back. “If you ever come through here alone, just go past these four little mountains, , then veer left for fifteen minutes and you will see the village.” It was very unusual to get such tips, and I was soon to find out why the Lord orchestrated that.
 
Near the end of our eight hour trip, we paused for a break. “Look here,” my friend said. I went over to him. He pointed at the snow. “See, there has been a polar bear here recently. They are also probably having trouble hunting and are coming inland. They will hunt and eat anything, so be careful.” I was glad I had my rifle with me.
In Gambell I visited with the Bible translator, Dave Shinen, who had become my spiritual father. He took me with him when he went out in the cold wind to fire up his little generator. It didn’t want to start, so he was squatting over it, trying to coax it into life.
 
Suddenly he stood up, looked me in the eye and said, “If you want to know the will of God, tell Him what you want, then tell Him you will also accept the exact opposite if that’s His will. That will leave open the whole spectrum of possibilities between those two points for the Lord to do what He knows is best.”
 
Then he squatted back down to work more on the generator.
What caused him to say that out of the blue? I didn’t know at that moment, but am sure that God prompted him, for ever since then I have lived by that principle of surrender to God’s wisdom! This was a significant reason God had for my making this visit.
 
The next day, Sunday, the other Eskimos from Savoonga left Gambell in the morning to return home, but I wanted to stay for church and for lunch with Doug, the nurse.
 
“I can easily follow the tracks of the Eskimos to get back home,” I thought. “No problem.”
 
At about 3 pm I was all packed up and my sled loaded with walrus meat. The trail the others had left was plain and easy to follow. It was getting dark, but my ski-doo had a good headlight.
As I began to go up into the mountains, however, the wind picked up. Soon it became a ground blizzard, the snow blowing hard across the tracks, making it difficult to follow them. I went slowly, squinting into the growing darkness and snow.
Suddenly I shot out of the snow onto black ice. A pond! There was no trail to follow across the clean, wind- swept ice. I turned to the left and followed the shoreline around the pond until I could see where the Eskimos had exited the ice. I breathed a sigh of relief.
 
The wind got stronger, making it even harder to follow the trail. As I went further up into the mountains, the trail got steeper, harder to navigate, especially with the heavy load of walrus meat holding me back. I came to a point where I couldn’t go further.I decided to dump the meat so I could go on. “Better to lose the meat than die with it,” I thought.
 
After off loading the meat, I gunned the engine and was able to make it up the steep slope to a flat place, but then the engine stalled. I pulled the starter rope and it came off in my hand!
 
Here I was, in the middle of nowhere, with polar bears looking for food, a pile of walrus meat nearby, no one knew where I was and my ski-doo was broken.
 
I knew I had to have some shelter or I would freeze. It was only about ten below zero, but with the powerful wind, the chill factor made it feel much colder.
 
I turned the sled with its handle at the back towards the wind. Then I took the hood off the ski-doo and propped it up against the handles of the sled. The strong wind held it there and if I sat on the sled, it would shelter me some.
 
I turned to get my bag of supplies, but the strong wind ripped it from my hand and the contents spilled out, skittering across the snow. I opted to chase and catch the sleeping bag. My food was gone, but I could live for a while without it. The sleeping bag was much more vital.
 
I took my rifle scabbard off my back, climbed into the sleeping bag, and sat down on the sled with my back towards the hood, shielding myself from the brunt of the storm. Then I set my rifle on my lap so I could be ready if a bear came during the night.

This was one of those times when there was no guarantee I’d survive, but I was calm in the Lord. More than one Eskimo had died when caught in similar situations. If I died, I go to him. If I lived he had more for me to do.

It was a long night. I tried to sit so that my body had minimum contact with the sled to keep heat loss low, just touching my heels and my bottom to it and the back of my head to the handle on the back of the sled. Even so, several times in the night I had to get up and run about, jumping up and down to warm myself up a bit. It was good I had on sealskin pants and boots along with a good parka.
 
Morning came with a cobalt blue sky and a strong sun shining red and gold in the frosty air. I got out my toolbox, took the cover off the starter mechanism and was able to get the rope reattached. The motor started on the third pull.
 
I put the hood back on the ski-doo, tied my sleeping bag to the sled and took off. The trail was now partially covered by the blowing snow, but enough was left to follow it until I got up among the last mountains where the snow had covered it completely. There I followed my friend’s directions: go past these four little mountains, turn left and go for 15 minutes.
 
Sure enough, there, down in the distance was the village, a tiny smudge on the edge of the shore ice. I turned my ski-doo towards it and raced home.
 
In my excitement I forgot to periodically warm my face with my hand to prevent frostbite, and arrived home with frozen cheeks and forehead.
 
When I reached my little house, I was looking forward to warming up, but found that the kerosene had run out while I was gone and it was just as cold inside as out. I went to find the janitor and he helped me fill that tank and get it started.
 
The Eskimos were both angry with me and amazed. They were angry because they’d been worried and had come out looking for me but to no avail. And they were amazed that a white man could survive out in such weather, fix his broken machine and come home by himself!
 
Of course it could only have happened with God’s intervention—He prepared the way, gave me the information I needed, and protected me in the night. It was an example of His care that I remembered often, a four star God sighting.

Picture:  My snow traveler and dog sled loaded with walrus meat

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saturday

Well, I’m having a hard time keeping up; we are so tired we are sleeping 16 to 18 hours a day! Today’s devotional is a good one for me. My brother Sam is somewhat better, out of danger, but the doctor said he has a very long road to recovery.
 
“Through Jesus, therefore, let us continually offer to God a sacrifice of praise—the fruit of lips that confess his name.”
Hebrews 13:15
 
Once upon a time there were two people living in a foreign land who got a package from Germany. When they went to the post office to pick it up, the customs official opened it and took out two packages of tea, the kind of tea that they really liked but wasn’t available locally. Smiling, he said, “You can’t have these; customs regulations!” And with that he put the tea into his desk drawer.
 
Now, how should these two people react to such random injustice? There are only two basic possibilities: to complain or to praise, and we all know which is correct. These two people took a moment to pray, “Lord, thank you for all the times tea did come to us and customs let it through. Thank you that this time you chose to have it otherwise.” Then those two left the post office with light hearts and good thoughts and had a really good day.
 
Praise is a wonderful responsibility that God has given us. It keeps us dwelling in the Truth, and, as you know, Jesus said in John 8:32, “…the truth will set you free.” Praise sets us free from the nasty so we can dwell on the nice, as Paul pointed out in Philippians 4:8 (think on whatever is true, noble and right, whatever is pure, lovely and admirable).
 
Very often we seek God’s will in certain matters, but more often we forget God’s will for all matters: Praise. “…give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus” (1Thes. 5:18).
 
Praise is commanded or demonstrated over 250 times in Scripture—that alone is a powerful indication of its importance in our lives. And in Revelation it is indicated that praise will be our primary occupation in the life to come.
 
Do you know why we can praise God in and for all things? It is because of His Character. He is light itself; He is clothed in light, shining in glory, resplendent in honor, great in truth and beautiful in holiness. In the light of His wisdom He sees all, understands all, does all that is best in the long run. The Son shines ultimate goodness into our lives. Praise itself directs our attention to the powerfully beautiful Character of our Lord Jesus Christ and releases into our lives a fragrance that will attract others to Him.
 
Prayer: “Lord, such praise is so unnatural for me. Help me to gaze upon your Character everyday so I will respond to the events in my life with praise rather than complaining. May I thus give you a continual stream of glory before all those around me and shine your light upon them. Amen.”
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beautiful paradoxes

I was so tired last night that I forgot to post. This one’s for the 28th and 29th
 
Thank you for your prayers; we are better. My brother, Sam, however, is hovering on the brink of death from his covid. Please pray for a miraculous recovery.
 
“For the LORD God is a sun and shield; the LORD bestows favor and honor; no good thing does he withhold from those whose walk is blameless. O LORD Almighty, blessed is the man who trusts in you.”
Psalm 84:11,12
 
Praise be to you, Lord God Almighty, Commander of the hosts of Heaven. To you we give glory and honor and praise, for you, King Jesus, Mighty Father, Holy Spirit, are the most High, the most Wise, the most Powerful, the most Good and the most Holy One.
 
You are without beginning, without end, without change, without lack, without evil, sin or darkness. You are all that is good, all that is right, all that is positive. You are perfect, you are present, you are powerful.
 
You are the junction point of opposites; your wisdom is on display as you combine what to us looks like oil and water, or square and circle. You join justice and mercy, truth and grace, holiness and redemption, sovereignty and man’s responsibility. You remain just while having mercy triumph over justice.
 
You speak the truth, hurtful and condemning as it may be (“…light has come into the world, but men loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil” John 3:19). At the same time you use this truth to open us to the grace of your gospel (“But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God” John 3:21).
 
You, Lord Jesus, remained holy while becoming sin for us. Only you in your eternal infiniteness could combine such qualities which to us are so different as to be mutually exclusive.
 
Truly, only you are worthy of obedience in total surrender. It is right to bow down to you in worship, it is right to rise up before you in obedience. Praise be to you, Lord God, King of Glory and Lord of all.
 
Prayer: “Lord, I so often rely on my own understanding of things, forgetting that you have a much fuller, deeper, longer, higher view of the situation. Help me to rely on you, not my own weak logic. Help me to submit my intellect to your Word. May I value and obey your Word above all. Amen.”
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