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First Love Killers

Recently I wrote about renewing our first love for Jesus and about nurturing that first love. Those posts spoke to me, causing me to realize that I had lost my first passion, my first love for Jesus.

So, I confessed this sin and began to take steps to restore it. Part of this was asking God to show me what was hampering my first love. The  obvious things were being busy with work, projects and reading email, which diverted my attention away from the important to the trivial. Repentance and working to make a switch here helped.

But there was a deeper problem, draining the passion from me. This came out as I was journaling. Every day we pray for persecuted Christians around the world (an estimated 220 million). We read stories about them and the horrendous things some of them suffer. Deep down in me there was an anger developing at God for allowing this. It came partly because I felt so bad for these brothers and sisters—but also because I feared God may bring such suffering to me.

What should I do to correct this anger, this “first lover killer” fueled by my unbelief and rebellion.  Tomorrow I will tell you what God led me to do about it.

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Always the Peace

More on the peace that God offers us—peace with Him, peace with ourselves, peace with others.

We can carry this peace into our day by  trusting in God. One primary way of walking in peace is lifting up the shield of faith by praise when difficulties come; this is the demonstration of our trust in you, Lord,  for, “You are good and ready to forgive and plenteous in mercy to all those who call upon you” (Ps. 86:5, KJV).

And as we trust in you, your peace continues to fill us, and opens the way for joy and hope. As it says in Romans 15:13,  “May the God of hope fill You with all joy and peace as You trust in Him so that Your lives may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.”  Without our trusting Him, none of this will come to pass.

We praise you, Lord Jesus, for you are

the Lamb of God,

the Savior of the world,

the Prince of Peace,

the Harbinger of Hope,

the Lover of our souls,

the Bringer of justice,

the Minister of mercy,

the Creator of all,

the Beginner and Ender of time.

Therefore, We exalt you, Lord Jesus: we lift up your name, we magnify your majesty, and we bow down in worship, then we rise up to obey. Help us to trust you fully today so we might be filled with all joy and peace, and overflow with hope.

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The Table of Peace

Praise be to you, Lord Jesus, King of Peace, God of Grace, Giver of Good. You, in your wisdom have brought to us the possibility of peace,  providing for all people a passage from the kingdom of darkness into the Kingdom of Light.    Without you, Lord Jesus, there can be no peace. Without trusting you there can be no rest. You are a wonder, loving your enemies so much that you provided them peace at great personal cost.

You have made peace available to all by sacrificing yourself.but have left  the practice of partaking, implementing and enjoying it to us. You invite us to dine with you at the table of peace; if we refuse to sit down and join you by trusting you, we, by our own choice, will live in peaceless turmoil, worry and fear.

So now we can have peace, first with you, Heavenly Father, through the Lord Jesus Christ, by confessing our sins, receiving forgiveness and surrendering to you as our Lord.

Then we can have peace within when we forgive ourselves as you have forgiven us.

After that we can have peace with others by forgiving them as you have forgiven us, and by asking for forgiveness when we commit an offence against them. The outcome is the release of grace from above, bringing peace within and the flow of peace without, to those around us.

Help us to daily join you at the banquet of peace, honoring you and bringing grace to those around us.

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Restoring Your First Love

What can we do to nurture, strengthen and deepen our first love for Christ? Here’s what I’ve found effective in rekindling that flame.

First, repent: acknowledge that our relationship is not what it should be.

Second, remember: take the time to think about the early days of our walk with Him, the delicious sense of freedom from condemnation, the giddy wonder of having a new start, the soothing warmth of being fully accepted by God.

Third, reveal: practice lifting our souls to God, regularly telling Him honestly what we are thinking (mind), wanting (will) and feeling (emotions), then evaluate these by the Word, surrendering each to Him.

Fourth, rejoice: spend time daily in personal worship, extolling Him for who He is without thinking about how that benefits us. This kind of worship is standing in the light of God, seeing more and more of Him, having sin exposed, being transformed (2 Cor. 3:18), reveling in His love and grace. As I do this, usually by writing my worship thoughts in my journal, there is continual renewing of my first love, there is a growing passion for Christ—and Barbara can see the difference!

Fifth, enter the day with God and consciously work together with him, “checking in” often to see what direction He might give you.

Prayer: “Lord, I confess my failure to intentionally nurture my first love for you. Forgive me and help me to do this every day in worship, in your Word, in praise and in obedience to what I know to be right. Amen.

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First Love

“…I have this against you, that you have abandoned the love you had at first.” Revelation 2:4

Barbara says it’s easy to tell when I am “in cahoots” with God, because then I am in tune with her.

What she is referring to is the condition of my first love for Christ.

I can perform all the spiritual disciplines correctly (quiet time, prayer, attendance, giving, being nice) but Barbara can tell when the connection with God is missing, when I have no passion for Him.

As you may remember, when Jesus spoke to the Ephesians in the opening chapters of Revelation, He had a lot of positives to say about them, but ended with rebuking them for losing their first love. They had all the mechanics right, but their hearts had grown cold.

His command to them was, “Remember therefore from where you have fallen. Repent and do the things you did at first. If you do not repent, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place” (Rev. 2:5).

So it is with us: we get busy, we give our heart and passion to something else, like our work/ministry/hobby/sport/movies. As a result, our relationship with God grows cold, so slowly that we don’t notice it. But our spouse often does because our marriage relationship reflects the warmth or coolness of our walk with God.

So, what can we do to nurture, strengthen and deepen our first love for Christ? Tomorrow  I’ll share with you what I’ve found effective in rekindling that love.

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Superior Salvation

You, Lord Jesus, have worked salvation for your enemies. Your amazing love is astounding, with your overflowing grace, your deep compassion and your tender concern for those who oppose and resist you

At the right moment, in a burst of blinding righteousness, the Father raised you from the dead, defeating all foes, opening the way for all to receive power and wisdom and grace, ushering into your Kingdom all who believe.

Your work of redemption was finished, the shelter from your coming wrath was complete and the invitation went out to all, for “all the ends of the earth have seen the salvation of our God” (Ps. 98:3).

You invite us–we who are the opposite of you in every way–to come into your family, into your Kingdom, into your shelter, into your fortress, into your loving embrace where you become our Father, Savior, Brother and King.

You made us to “dock” with you, to fit into a perfect relationship with the Triune God, and you have stopped at nothing to make that possible again after the fall. We must, “…shout for joy before the LORD, the King” (Ps. 98:6b). Psalm 98:4,5 Help us to lıve worthy of you ın your Kıngshıp and Kıngdom.

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Strength in Weakness

More thoughts on  2 Corinthians 4:16, “Though we are outwardly wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day.”

Aging becomes an opportunity to further shift our focus away from the passing things of earth to a deeper and timeless mindset as seen in Psalm 72:25, “Whom have I in heaven but you and earth has nothing I desire besides you.”

This leads us to thinking Truth rather than half-truths, thinking eternally rather than temporally. “So, we fix our eyes not on what is seen but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal” (2 Cor. 4:18).

Aging is also a further chance to understand Paul’s statement, “When I am weak, then I am strong” (2 Cor. 12:10). My increasing lack of competence in the natural realm is a platform upon which the grace of God can be displayed to all around me. It is an impetus to look forward to what God has for us as we age and can no longer depend on our own abilities!

Old age is the process of losing things; maturity is letting them go, embracing the truth that God has better things for us.

Prayer: “Father, help me to be continually moving from a natural mindset to a supernatural one, praising you in all, seeking to give you glory, seeing you as my all in all, letting go of what I can’t keep, holding on to what I can’t lose, and rising above the losses of life with joy. Amen.”

Here’s and example of “when I am weak, then I am strong,” Nick Vujicic, born without arms and legs, but as a enthusiastic believer is an inspirational speaker and evangelist, as well as husband and father.

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The Benefits of Old Ager

Though we are outwardly wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day.” 2 Corinthians 4:16

 

The following thoughts flow from my beginning to lose hair and facing the possibility of becoming bald!

Aging is, to put it bluntly, the process of progressive deterioration of the body and loss of abilities and qualities. Hearing fades, eyesight dims, muscles lose strength, flexibility decreases, joints creak, energy wanes and the mind slows.

Many of these losses are more than physical, for they are also the loss of what has made us feel good about ourselves, of what gave us a sense of worth, importance and the ability to reach our goals. Therefore, the process of aging can be doubly devastating as things physical, mental and emotional are taken from us.

Looking at this from a different perspective, however, aging is an opportunity for a deepened life. It should force us to reexamine the values we have adopted, especially on an emotional level. As our ability to perform is taken from us by these losses, it is an opportunity to further turn our attention towards enduring values and truths.

It is an opportunity to affirm that our worth actually does not depend on our accomplishments but upon two unchangeable facts: as human beings we are made in the image of God and as believers we are redeemed by the blood of the Lamb. In addition, our significance does not come from what we can do with our bodies and minds, but from being given important and vital roles in God’s overall plan for the universe: praise, prayer and persistence in doing what we know to be right and propagation of the gospel.

These all can be carried out in old age even better than in our youth, as we have had time to develop a character that reflects Christ. When we age to the point where we can do nothing else but exist, Christ’s kindness, love and grace can still shine out of our lives as we continually offer the sacrifice of thanksgiving (Ps. 50:23).

Picture: two deteriorating  old folks!

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Unbelievable Love!

“Rejoice in the LORD, you who are righteous, and praise his holy name.” Psalm 97:12

You, Lord God, are good and pure and  gracious.

I am impressed more and more with your great heart of creative goodness, of how you can take the wrong choices of people, as well as the negative consequences that flow from them, and turn them into good for the very rebels who shake their fists in your face!

You are so loving, so wise, so powerful, so persistent.

You continually pour out goodness on your evil creatures. You patiently wait for the right time to work in their lives; you wisely let them go off on their own ways so they can come to their senses and turn to you.

You are always there, patiently waiting, and patiently suffering with them as they grieve your heart over and over, rejecting the work of the Holy Spirit, choosing darkness rather than light.

You don’t up until belief or the final rebellion comes, and thens new life or deserved judgement.

May we consistently live in your love by obeying your commands today.

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Answer to Prayer

A story of God’s foreknowledge and grace.

“Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes.” Ephesians 6:11

In the cold of late December snowy while I was talking in the hall with our upstairs neighbor about the problem of getting more fuel oil for the furnace, one of the landlords of the building walked by. I took the opportunity to talk with him about his share of the building’s heating bill, which he had not paid. However, because he doesn’t live here. he was unreceptive to my suggestions, which meant that the rest of us had to shoulder his share of the cost–if we wanted any heat in our homes.

As he resisted all I had to say, I felt a hot flash of anger beginning to rise up in my chest at his imperious and negative replies. Knowing that if we talked much longer I was going to say something I’d regret, I abruptly and somewhat impolitely cut off the conversation and retreated into our apartment.

It was obvious, however, to all involved that I had become angry and I was chagrined about that. It was one of those instances where I hadn’t seen one of Satan’s traps coming my way and fell right into it.

One of my regular prayers is that God would help me to see Satan’s wiles before I fall into them, not afterwards. However, God does not always choose to answer in the way I’d like. In this case, He helped my humility develop a bit more with a little humiliation, and, more importantly, without my knowing it, prepared me for a more significant event.

A couple of days later I was having a very difficult conversation with one of our teammates here, and the same hot flash of anger began to rise in my chest. But the Lord used my previous failure to alert me so I could recognize what was happening. I could immediately turn to God for help, use His weapons of the shield of faith and the helmet of salvation and not fall into Satan’s attempt to trap me in my natural temper.

This situation was much more important than the earlier one, and I am so thankful that the Lord chose to warn me as He did, so I would not ruin several months of careful relationship building with one impatient response!

He very definitely answered my prayer: “Lord, today help me to keep on the armor and see the wiles of the devil before I fall into them! Amen.”

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