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The Secret Life of Walter M. Christian, Part 1
Praising God for His Faithfulness in the Morning, His Love in the Evening
[Written in early 2011 while living in Germany to care for Omi, Barbara’s mother.]
Praise you, Lord, for the knowledge that you are the manager of my life: in your goodness, wisdom, grace and love you are constantly at work, arranging events, filtering out evil, giving guidance, protecting and directing.
Thank you for the surety that, as I pray about the day, you hear, you answer, you reach down from on high and take hold of me, you draw me out of deep waters, you rescue me from my powerful enemy, from my foe who is too strong for me. You bring me forth into a spacious place. You rescue me because you delight in me. (Psalm 18:16-19)
What wonderful, rich, peace-giving, joy-providing, rest-producing Truth. Whatever comes I can praise and wait for your wise and good timing in bringing me through it.
In relation to Omi and the potential end of our time here, whether we leave in August or December, it’s fine: your timing is perfect. I can trust you to work things out: Omi’s accepting the change; a place opening up at the right time in the nursing home; the selling of her house; the outworking of disposing of all her goods; the shutting down of all utilities; the closing up of our apartment; the actual leaving.
Praise you, Lord, that you have all these things in hand, will guide us through the maze and will cause each thing to happen at the right time. Praise be to you ahead of time because you are always good, gracious and righteous.
Epilogue: the Lord answered and brought every one of these events to pass, later than we expected (almost a year later, by March of 2012), but at the right time and in the right way, including providing Omi a place in a brand new, beautiful nursing home, with her being willing to go and then in the last week of our time in Germany, the selling of Omi’s house for the price she wanted.
Truly, Lord God, you are the God of hope, who wants to fill us with all joy and peace, if we will only trust in you. Then you will cause our lives to overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit, blessing all those around us (Rom. 15:13). Help us, Lord Jesus, to trust in you continually, fully, richly and willfully so we can be carriers of hope to all those around us.
Psalm 20:8,9
Psalm 20:7
Psalm 20:6
The Cost of the Cross
“God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.” 2 Corinthians 5:21
The death of Jesus on the cross was an event he shrank back from, so horrendous was the prospect. In Gethsemane, “horror and dismay overcame him, and he said…‘My heart is ready to break with grief’” (Mark 14:4 NEB). Three things brought on this horror, and one of them was not the physical suffering he would endure in being crucified.
First he was to become sin. The ugliness, the stench, the putridness, the repulsiveness of sin, these he would become. Think of being lowered into a pit of liquid cow manure, its surface roiling with maggots, the stench overwhelming; and as you go down into it, it gets into your eyes, nose, mouth, and then lungs, engulfing you in its terribleness. This is nothing compared to Christ’s becoming sin for us, the evil of it entering His very being as a human.
Then He was under the righteous wrath of God, which had been stored up from the beginning of time against all the sin ever committed and all that will be committed. This unimaginably immense weight of wrath came down on Jesus, crushing him.
And third, Jesus was torn out of the relationship of the Trinity, the perfect place of peace, the flawless unity, the beautiful balance, the wonderful warmth that had existed from eternity. As He became sin and had wrath poured out upon Him, He could not stay in that intimate relationship. His Father turned away and the fabric was ripped, the essence smashed, the unity destroyed. This separation brought the greatest suffering of all in His sacrifice, not only to Jesus, but to the Father and the Spirit as well.
The amount of horror for Jesus in this experience was immeasurably great. It is an infinite suffering borne by an infinite heart of love under an infinite wrath. And it brought about an infinite solution for finite beings. Only a God who is Love could do this. Only Jesus could be our Savior, both God and man, willing to go through such suffering, which is beyond the comprehension of even the angels who live in the presence of God. And He did this to save us, who are lower than angels, sin-warped rebels who fight viciously against Him, rejecting His way and serving Satan and self. But now He has given us the possibility of being rescued from the dominion of darkness and becoming His children. Hallelujah!
Let us stand in ever-growing awe at the amazing, unbelievable, contra-conditional and compassionate sacrifice made by the Living God to save us who are captives of death, of the devil and of destruction. May this awe transform our mind, will and emotions so that we thirst after God and eagerly spend time with Him every day.
Prayer: “Lord Jesus, forgive me for trivializing your immense sacrifice to redeem us, your evil enemies. I praise you for your great love, your deep commitment, your incomprehensible grace. Help me to live in the light of your mighty and infinite love and to love you back in consistent obedience. May your light and love shine out of my life today, bringing you ever-increasing glory. Amen.”
–from the devotional book EDIFIED
Knowing Jesus IS enough for Joy
Psalm 20:4,5
Psalm 20:1-3
Psalm 20:1
For the director of music. A Psalm of David and a wonderful prayer for us:
“May the LORD answer you when you are in distress;”
[Praise you, Jehovah Yahweh, that you do answer: “I will call upon the Lord in the day of trouble, for he will answer me” (Ps. 86:7).]
“may the name of the God of Jacob protect you.”
[You, heavenly Father, are the strong and faithful One, and in your name is power. You kept on working with that rascal, Jacob the deceiver, persisting to the end and finally brought Jacob to surrender in worship on his death bed. And now, in spite of his ugly past, you are not ashamed to be called “The God of Jacob!”
You protected him all through his life, and in like manner, you, O Elohim, the powerful and faithful One, protect me in all times, in every place, in all circumstances. You are rock-solid-sure in your love and power.]
Psalm 20:2 “May he send you help from the sanctuary and grant you support from Zion.”
[Praise you, Lord God, that we can enter your sanctuary any time and know that you will hear and accept us. Praise you that you always send help, just the right help, at just the right time—which may be much later than we want it, but then we have a chance to live by faith as we wait for your perfect and wise timing.]
Psalm 20:3 “May he remember all your sacrifices and accept your burnt offerings.”
[Praise you, Lord Jesus, that in your name and by your grace, we are able to offer acceptable worship to you. We are able to give you honor and glory in ways that are pleasing to you. Only in you and by your sacrifice is this possible. Praise you for opening the way for us.]
As we pray this prayer, help us to see your answers in our lives today. Thank you for how you will respond, O Lord, our God.
Selah
The God of Provision
You, Lord, are the God of provision, flooding our lives with your gracious goodness, your constant kindness, your wide wisdom, your penetrating insight, boundless strength and great grace. Truly, our cup overflows, you have brought us into a spacious place, your have rescued us because you delight in us. What goodness you have poured out on us:
–the great and glorious privilege of being your child, the sons and daughters of the Most High King;
–the grace of knowing and living ever more intimately with you, the Great and Glorious God;
–the vision-shifting truth that whatever comes into our lives is part of your plan to work good, to give opportunity for us to fulfill the purpose of our lives (giving you glory) and to give us significant parts in moving history to its conclusion;
–the powerful possibility to rewrite every hurt from your point of view and to forgive the offender as you have forgiven us, thereby freeing ourselves from the cruel bonds of resentment;
–the wonder of your love lavished on us in undeserved richness, in marvelous breadth and length and depth;
–the joy of belonging, of having worth, of being competent in you;
–the security of knowing where we are going;
–the anticipated joy of spending eternity with you.
With these shining, beautiful and powerful truths, I can enter this day at your side, joining you in the adventure you have for me, the work you have for me to do in partnership with you.
There may be disappointments, hurts, troubles and difficulties, but each one is a fine tool you will use to shape me more into the image of Christ. And each one will be an opportunity to be weak in myself but strong in you, to praise, to rise on wings of eagles, to see things from on high and to give you glory. What a life you’ve given what joy you share with us, what a God you are!
May you be glorified in my life today by the working of your Spirit and Word on my will to bring me to quick, eager, loving obedience in each situation.
