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Psalm 34:1-5

 
As we face problems in life, attacks by Satan through people and circumstances, failures and disappointments, we can come to you, Lord Jesus, and ask for your help, knowing that you will assist and protect us. As David said:
 
Psalm 35:1 “Contend, O LORD, with those who contend with me; fight against those who fight against me.”
 
[Whether those attacking us be ISIS, the neighbor next door, the IRS or the devil himself, they are all too strong for us to personally defeat; we desperately need your help, Lord.]
 
Psalm 35:2,3 “Take up shield and buckler; arise and come to my aid. Brandish spear and javelin against those who pursue me.”
 
[When David wrote this, he stood in physical danger; we more often are in spiritual danger, being attacked with temptations, problems and difficulties, which push us to act without faith. But more and more there will be actual attacks on those who follow you, Lord, as laws, government agencies and groups seek to still our voices and try to force us to conform to their worldview.]
 
Say to my soul, ‘I am your salvation.’”
 
[I need this reminder daily, for it is easy to forget, in the jumble of events, that you only are my salvation, Lord Jesus. You are the mighty One, who delivered me from the dominion of darkness, from the oppression of the devil, from the deceit and destruction of this world. And you fight for us now, for we are your beloved children: you protect us from true harm, you stand with us in our troubles, you carry us through our difficulties. Praise be to you.]
 
Psalm 35:4 “May those who seek my life be disgraced and put to shame; may those who plot my ruin be turned back in dismay.”
 
[On a human level there are those who seek the lives of Christians–Jihadists for sure, and others. In the picture below is a page from the Bible, stained with the blood of martyrs killed in a bombing of a church by Jihadist Muslims in the Middle East. May they be disgraced in their wrong thinking and evil intent. May they fail, be exposed, and be chastened that they may see the error of their ways.]
 
Praise be to you, the God of Power, the Lord of glory, the King of victory for keeping us safe, for preventing in the long run Satan’s triumph and evil people’s victories. Instead, in the midst of suffering and difficulty, we are safe in you, Lord: empowered, protected, helped and sheltered. We praise you for your love demonstrated, your power displayed and your goodness proven. To you be glory and honor today. Amen.
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Mission Vision

Chapter 38 Steps Towards Missions
Barbara talked a lot about her experiences in France with Operation Mobilization [a large mission group specializing in short term trips], detailing the many good things she’d learned, the difficult experiences she’d had and the vision OM had given her.
 
She was on OM’s mailing list and one day the mail brought us an invitation to a big OM conference in Detroit. We prayed about going and sent in our application.
 
At Barbara’s suggestion we began a monthly prayer meeting in our home on a Saturday night. The first hour or so was given to worship only: no requests, just focusing on giving God glory.
 
Then we would turn to intercession for the world. OM had produced a pack of cards about the spiritually neediest nations of the world. Each card gave facts about a particular nation and specific prayer requests. We would each take a card and pray for the needs of that nation.
 
This began to open my eyes to the spiritual needs of the world. Our church was very missions-minded, supporting a good number of missionaries and they all came to speak at our church at different times. So I’d had input about foreign missions, but God was about to take me to another level of worldview.
 
It was June of 1975 when we drove out to the OM conference in Detroit. Barbara was getting quite round with her pregnancy, although from the back, you wouldn’t know she was expecting; she only gained weight in the front. Overall, her pregnancy went well with very little discomfort until the end, so the trip was not a hardship for her.
 
The conference was beyond anything I’d ever been to with thousands of attendees in a large hall, seated together in a great horseshoe. There were powerful talks, clear presentations of the needs, especially of the Muslim world and opportunities to join outreaches in Europe, the Middle East and Asia. I was ready to jump right on the next plane—but Barbara’s pregnancy clearly dictated against this.
 
During one worship time near the end of the conference we were singing a song of praise when people at one end of the hall began to laugh: it was a happy, sparkling laughter. The sound moved across the room like a wind. When it came to us, we laughed too: free, joyful laughter that left us refreshed and alert as the wave passed on to others. A movement of the Spirit? I would say so: God sharing His joy from our worship.
 
On our drive back to Connecticut we talked more about going on an OM outreach the next summer and committed to pray about it.
 
We stopped at the college I’d graduated from in Gettysburg on the way home and had a good chat with one of my old psychology professor. I told him how God had worked in my life in so many ways, and how He’d answered so many prayers. “For example, I prayed for a wife, and just see what He gave me!” I concluded, putting my arm around my beautiful wife, who was glowing with the healthy bloom of pregnancy.
 
“Well, that’s certainly a good advertisement for your faith!” said the professor, smiling.
 
Picture: our harvest from Barbara’s garden that fall
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Perfect God

Exalt the LORD our God and worship at his holy mountain, for the LORD our God is holy.” Psalm 99:9
 
You, O Lord our God, are wholly holy: you are completely other than your creatures and creation. Unlike us, you cannot sin, which means you cannot lie, or think an evil thought, have a bad motive, have a bad attitude, speak an impatient word, gossip, slander or say too much. You cannot have evil plans or intent, you cannot be selfish, you cannot bring harm with hurtful intent, you cannot judge unfairly, you cannot have unrighteous anger, you cannot do anything wrong.
 
On the other side, this means that you always do what is right, you are always good, pure and positive; you are always loving, gracious and wise; you are always light, love and life, you are always great, gracious and good. Your plans are edifying, your intents are positive, your motives are pure, your words are helpful, your thoughts are high and healing, your utterances are always true and trustworthy.
 
You judge in full knowledge and righteousness; your anger is pure and directed correctly against evil. You are perfect, without fault, solidly balanced, unchanging, utterly faithful and eternally without inner conflict or contradiction. You are the God we can trust– continually, constantly, completely.
 
Truly it is right to exalt you, the Lord our God. You are worthy of worship, of obedience, of faith, of praise, of exaltation. Before you we bow in surrender, eagerly offering all that we are in worship, for you are the God of all creation who deserves full, wholehearted love, honor and glory.
 
Prayer: “This day, in all I do and say, may you, the great, wonderful and holy God–my God–be honored and lifted up before all the unseen hosts. To you be praise in my life both today and forever. Amen.”
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Watching over us

“I love the LORD, for he heard my voice; he heard my cry for mercy.” Psalm 116:1
 
Praise be to you, Heavenly Father, the Great I Am, the Creator of all and the Director of Life. You are the glorious One, worthy of praise, worthy of honor, worthy of love, for your ear always “is open to my cry and your eye is on the righteous.”
 
There is not a second when you are not focused upon each individual in the world, especially your children. “From heaven, the Lord looks down and sees all mankind” (Psa. 33:13). No event escapes your notice, no happening comes without your permission.
 
You do not prevent every difficulty or trouble from coming to us, for in your wisdom you know that our growth comes in and through problems and hardships. And each uncomfortable, unwanted situation is another chance to honor you with faith and the sacrifice of praise.
 
It is an opportunity to dance with joy on the stage of life, clothed in grace, energized with truth, surrounded by the light of your love.
 
My response should be the same as David’s in Psalm 116:1 “I love the LORD, for he heard my voice; he heard my cry for mercy.” Your love, O Lord, your care, your compassion for me in and through difficulty awakens in me more love for you.
 
To look away from our personal situation to the great context of your wisdom, your power and your grace frees us to reject self-pity, anger, rebellion and unbelief. As you did for Elisha’s servant, you open our eyes to see the forces of the Lord surrounding us: “The angel of the Lord camps around those who fear him and he delivers them” (Ps. 34:7).
 
When I think back in my own life, there are many examples of your surrounding me with your protection in the midst of difficulty. Such as taking a trip to Virginia in a cold, snowy February on dark narrow roads. The morning after we got home, I went out to start our aged van and the power steering hose blew off making it unusable! If that had happened on the trip it would have been a severe difficulty, but God had it happen in my yard where I could fix it myself!
 
Praise you, Lord that you are the God of hope and goodness so we can rest in your passionate love and gracious kindness. Help us to do that all through the day.
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Stories from Alaska

More from the Add-on Eskimo
 
God Reaches Down
 
It was the year of 1909 and Ayit and his family were again hunting on Sivukuk. While in the village he and his father spent much time with Kalowi, absorbing what he taught them like sea sponges.
 
One day the three of them visited the home of Mr. Campbell, the teacher. As they were talking, there came a pounding on the door. Mr. Campbell opened it to find Inoniki, a shaman from a different village.
 
“May I come in?” he asked.
 
“Yes, certainly,” replied the teacher and led him to the table where the others sat.
 
Okfagit leaned over to his son and whispered, “This man is a very powerful shaman, one to be leery of! Be careful what you say.”
 
After being served tea, the shaman looked intently at the teacher. “I want to tell you what has happened to me”, he said, “and to hear what you think about it.” He looked at the floor for a moment, gathering his thoughts before continuing.
 
“I went out onto the tundra to gain more power from the spirits. I was playing my drum to call them when a man in a long white robe appeared. I knew this was the Jesus you have told us about. I tried to capture his power, playing the proper rhythm on my drum to call his spirit power to me. But Jesus did not come to possess me as our spirits did; instead he disappeared.
 
“I continued playing my drum. Then he appeared to me again. This time he called me to himself. In his hand he held the book that you use, what do you call it, the Bible? He said to me, ‘I am not the devil, you cannot use me. I am Jesus, your God. Stop following the devil and follow me. I have mercy on you and have come to you. Now come to me and I will give you freedom. Then you are to go to Sivukuk and tell them of this experience.’ And with that he reached out and hit me on each side of my face with his Bible. Then he disappeared again.” Inoniki paused and looked at Mr. Campbell. “Do you think this really was Jesus? And what does it mean?”
 
Mr. Campbell was quiet for a minute, then said, “Let us pray before we talk about this.” He prayed, “Lord Jesus, thank you for this man’s experience. Help us to know how to understand it. Amen.
 
“Well, Inoniki, if we look at the words this person spoke to you, it would be what Jesus would say, ‘I am your God.’ Jesus is God, so he spoke correctly. Then, ‘Stop following the devil’ is correct, as seeking to get power from the spirits is getting power from the devil. And you know how often the spirits do destructive and evil things.”
 
Inoniki nodded. “I cannot deny that.”
 
“But why did Jesus hit you with the Bible? That I don’t understand,” exclaimed the teacher.
 
“I know why!” Ayit interjected. “That is the way a young man is welcomed into the community as an adult. After he has achieved a big success in hunting, his father takes him to the shore and strikes him hard on each cheek. So maybe Jesus was welcoming Inoniki into the heavenly family!”
 
The teacher turned his eyes to Inoniki. “So, what do you believe about Jesus now?” he asked.
“He is God, He came to me to save me. Now I don’t have to follow the devil!”
 
“Do you believe that Jesus died for you and rose from the dead?”
 
“Jesus is powerful, far above the spirits. He can do anything, so he could rise from the dead.”
“Is there anything to keep you from
surrendering to him now?”
 
“No!” replied Inoniki. Drawing on all he had heard from his conversations with the Christians in Sivukuk, he said, “I will pray now. Jesus God, I believe in you, I believe you are the great and good God and that you came to the world and died for me, rose from the dead for me and that you forgive my sins. I will now follow you. I will give up all my amulets, my charms, my drum and ceremonies. I believe you are powerful enough to protect me from the devil and the spirits. Help me to follow you well.”
 
“Amen!” said the teacher, with Ayit, Okfagit and Kolawi, all smiling broadly.
 
Inoniki held up his hand. “One other thing,” he said seriously. “I have come in obedience to Jesus to Sivukuk to tell others what Jesus did for me. I have told you. Now I must tell the others in the village, so I want to speak in the meeting this Sunday.”
 
“Most certainly,” said the teacher. “We will look forward to that!”
 
The news of Inoniki’s becoming a Christian spread throughout the village. And when the next day a large comet with a tail appeared in the Western sky, shining like the sun, the villagers took it as a sign that Apa, God was calling to them.
On Sunday the little schoolhouse was packed, especially with older men. After sharing about his experience with Jesus on the tundra and how he had decided to leave the old way and to follow Jesus, the older men asked Inoniki many questions.
 
Okfagit and Ayit also shared how they had come to follow Christ and how He had protected and provided for them. All left the meeting wondering what would happen next.
 
What did happen was that a number of leaders, boat captains and old men also decided to leave the old way of living under the evil oppression of the spirits and to follow Jesus, the great Creator God.
 
The next week the new believers brought their amulets, magic sticks and spirit drums to the church. After listening to a sermon about King Asa destroying idols, they all burned their spirit equipment in the school’s potbellied stove.
Inoniki then returned to his own village on the other side of the island. There he continued to share about his new relationship with Jesus, led several men to faith in Christ, started a church and preached on Sundays.
 
But the old spirits did not leave him alone. They tempted him to come back to the power he had. His spirit calling drum would magically appear to him at times as he went about his work.
One day he left to go hunting but did not return. He was later found dead on the trail, shot. It was assumed that he had been killed, but no one ever found who had done it. It is highly probable that he died for his new faith in Jesus, perhaps killed by another shaman who was angry that Inoniki had abandoned the old way.
God continued working in extraordinary ways to open the eyes of the Eskimos and bring them to Himself. Another Sivukuk resident, Simdet, was especially conflicted, not sure which way he should go.
 
He became unbalanced and did strange things as he was continually agitated. His family tried to help him, taking him to one shaman after the other, but no one could help him. The last shaman told him, “It is only Jesus who can help you!”
 
One night, in his dilemma, he went outside to the beach where he walked back and forth. Suddenly a brilliant rainbow appeared in the night sky. Simdet realized this was God’s sign to him and he came down firmly on the side of Jesus. His agitation and restlessness disappeared, and he was once more in his right mind.
 
After Simdet married, his wife had a very difficult time giving birth to their first child. So, he took his Bible to the beach and prayed long and hard, promising God to dedicate this child to him. His wife finally was able to deliver the baby and both mother and daughter lived. This greatly strengthened Simdet’s faith, and he became an encourager of others.
 
Picture:Shaman leading a ceremony  from jstor
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Self pity or self control

Take up the shield of faith with which you can quench all the fiery darts of the wicked one.” Ephesians 6:14
 
The fiery darts, the negatives of life, may come from the hand of the devil, but come with the permission of God and God intends to use them to drive us into the Word and into the arms of Jesus. We get to choose whether to take His hand and cooperate with the Lord, or to let the flesh lead us into the swamp of self-pity, anger and despair.
 
Recently I visited Rick, a fellow I’ve known from his youth, now 40 years old. Humanly speaking he is in bad shape, and has been for years. Having severe genetic diabetes (even though he is not at all overweight), he has had parts of both legs amputated, first below the knees, then above them, as well as some fingers; his kidneys have failed so he is on dialysis 3 times a week; his arms are one mass of scars from infections from plastic inserts to deal with dialysis; he has continual reflux and scaring on his esophagus, partly from severe vomiting when he was poisoned by infections in his legs; in addition, he has experienced heart attacks and insulin attacks and could die at any time.
 
My intent in visiting him was to give him some encouragement and perspective. How wrong I was! I came away so encouraged! Sitting there in his wheelchair, Rick was cheerful, upbeat and positive. He said that he is still alive because God has a purpose for his life. He believes that his job is to pray, so he intercedes about everything: what he sees on the news, what he hears from others, the people he has met in his medical world.
 
He may be handicapped humanly speaking, but he is focused spiritually on what God has for him. He has allowed these difficulties to drive him into the arms of Jesus, not into the swamp of despair and bitterness. I’m sure that he has had his times of discouragement and self-pity, but he has moved out of them into the light of God’s continual presence.
 
I thought to myself, “If I were in Rick’s place, would I think positively like that?” The answer is, humanly speaking, “No!” But if, like Rick, any one of us took up the grace of God and let these difficulties drive us into the Word and into a deeper dependence on God, we, too, could be joyfully useful in His hand.
 
Hebrews 12:15 says, “Take heed lest any man fail of the grace of God [meaning we fail to take up and use the grace that God offers], lest any root of bitterness springing up trouble you and many thereby be defiled.”
 
Rick is a living example of obeying this verse and principle. He takes up the grace of God every day and rejects the temptation of self-pity and selfish thinking, instead praising God in and for all. Therefore, he is not bitter, and does not spread the poison of discontent to others; instead he is sweet, bringing help and joy to all he meets. May we who have much easier lives, be and do the same.
 
Prayer: “Lord, help me to remember Rick whenever things don’t go the way I would like. Help me to reject the temptation to feel sorry for myself, to be angry, and instead help me to take up your grace, to praise you, remembering that you will use my disappointment and discomfort for good, and to give you glory in the moment and throughout the day. Amen.”
 
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The answer to evil

You, Lord, are the God of Justice and Righteousness, meaning you must judge and punish sin—which is wonderful because if you weren’t and didn’t, there would be no hope for a solution to evil. Along with being the just Judge, in your mercy you have provided the way for all human beings to avoid judgment by taking that punishment on yourself.
 
Praise be to you, Lord Jesus, for your willingness to enter the land of darkness and death, to shine your light of love on those who hate you. Thank you that you were willing to be abused, beaten, crucified and defeated in the eyes of men. You did this so that every person may have the possibility of being forgiven, of being snatched from the jaws of eternal death and translated into a child of light and love and laughter.
 
The wonder of it grows as you give me a greater grasp of where I was: under your wrath, in the kingdom of darkness, on the path to destruction, with the host of the condemned, filled with evil and controlled by rebellion. There was no reason for you to choose me, save me, adopt me, love me.
 
But you yourself are the reason you have done the marvelous, brought about the magnificent and provided a majestic salvation for all your human enemies. You are more than amazing; we must stand in awe of your strong love, your infinite grace, your deep patience, your rich goodness.
 
You are the One who should fill our vision, absorb our attention and attract our thoughts. Forgive us for being distracted by the tinsel of this world, the worthless fascinations of our hearts and the destructive temptations of our environment.
 
These all fade into the background when we turn our attention to your beautiful character, your infinite power, your unending love, your eternal goodness, your limitless grace. As we see these more and more, to you we bow, to you we give homage, honor and praise. Then we can rise up to live in the light of your presence, looking only to you, Lord Jesus, the Author and Finisher of our faith.
 
Fill us so full of your Spirit that He may overflow into the lives of all we meet today. Help us to daily run the race you have set before us with the endurance and patience you offer, that we may be a light bearer to all around us, opening the way for them to believe, to follow, to trust you, to know you in all your beauty and goodness, that there may be more worshipers in eternity.
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He’s waiting for me each morning.

Praise be to you, Lord, O Wise and Wonderful God, my heavenly Father, my resurrected Brother, my indwelling Spirit. You have given me a new day, fresh from your hand, ready to be used for good.
 
I praise you for the wonderful privilege of waking up to find you there, waiting for me, ready to carry me through all that you have planned.
 
I praise you, Lord, for your love, your wisdom, your power and your goodness, for including me in your plans, for giving each of your children an important part in all you are doing.
 
It is you who have made me yours–against all logic, all reason, all expectation, you called me out to be your son, you desired to have me in your family, and you have reserved for me a place of honor and responsibility in your Kingdom.
 
Why? Not for any reason found in me, but because you are the Lord of love, the God of grace, the Father of forgiveness. The one who is worthy of worship, obedience and devotion. Guide me in giving you these today,
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The first summer

Chapter 37 Impetus for Maturity
The first summer of our marriage was full of gardening: planting, watering and weeding both in our backyard and in the hearts of our young people. We were busy and happy, living the ideal life with a good marriage, good church, good ministry and good work.
 
Although we’d planned to wait at least a year before beginning a family, the Lord had other plans and in the beginning of January Barbara announced that she was pregnant.
“Well,” I thought, “better early than too late!”
 
During the Spring, as our anniversary was approaching, I thought back over our first year of marriage. Because of some erroneous expectations on my part, in a number of ways it had been a time of disillusionment. That is, several of my preconceptions had been proven wrong.
 
One was my view that as husband and spiritual leader, I should have all the ideas and make all the decisions. It was disconcerting to realize how many times Barbara had a better idea than I did—probably about 85% of the time!
 
Also, the process of making decisions proved much harder that I’d imagined. Although she was not trying to compete, Barbara was a first born as well as an only child and I was the oldest son. That meant that both of us had definite ideas about how to do things and they rarely lined up. So we had some lively discussions during the decision-making process.
 
In the beginning I was actually shocked that she did not think the same way I did, and at one point, about two months into our marriage, was so angry with her for refusing to agree with me that I wanted to punch her in the face! Anger was again rearing its ugly head inside me.
 
Fortunately the Lord restrained me and I turned and punched the wall instead, putting my fist right through the drywall. I never did that again; it hurt too much! The pain helped me to want to do something about my anger.
 
The Lord was certainly using our marriage to begin to expose the source of my unreasonable anger. I had no idea at the time that it flowed from my great insecurity, but God would reveal this in time.
 
Looking back, I can see that the two primary means the Lord has of maturing us are first marriage and then children. I would find out later that children are definitely the more effective because they are immediately and totally dependent on us, their cries for our help are always urgent and they don’t go away! Maturity on our part is necessary for survival—both for the children and us.
 
I already knew that as a husband it was my responsibility to meet certain needs of my wife—my problem lay in that her definitions of “needs” were not the same as mine.
 
One day she began talking about replacing the wallpaper in the living room. My aunt had put that paper up for my sister’s wedding just ten years ago! I liked that wallpaper and it looked fine to me, therefore I was not willing to spend any money for what was obviously such an unnecessary item.
 
We had a number of discussions about this, most of them ending in tears, Barbara’s tears. I stood firm, and finally she agreed not to spend the money for it. I breathed a sigh of relief. But a short time later, she excitedly announced that her mother would pay for the new wallpaper. At this point I saw that the wise thing to do was agree. We put up new wallpaper, the living room had a fresh, new look and I had a happy and contented wife.
 
What I learned from this is that beauty is not just a “want” for women, it is a necessity. They function much better when their “nest” is more than just a place to live, but surrounds them with beauty for their souls.
 
Another lesson was tied to the reason for our marriage: that we could serve God better together than separately. Whatever helped us work better together was a good thing. This turned out to be a effective guide for us in making other decisions. We learned to ask ourselves, “If we do this, buy this, don’t do this, will we be more effective for God?”

Picture: Barbara the master gardener

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Shout for Joy

“Shout for joy to the LORD, all the earth.” Psalm 100:1
 
What a joy to know you, Yahweh, the completely other One, the Mighty God, the Holy Lord, the Hater of sin, the Judge of all evil, the Lover of sinners, the Provider of salvation to all your enemies.
 
What a great privilege to be called to you; what a wonder and joy to be chosen to be your child, to have you as our ideal Father. You are always perfectly balanced between love and discipline, grace and judgment, warmth and firmness, forgiving and chastening, continual correction and consistent cherishing, whole-hearted happiness in us and grief at our sin.
 
The human mind could not begin to conceive of a situation better than having a God like you—and that is because you are beyond conception. No one has ever thought up a triune Creator, a three-in-one God who is our Father, Brother and Spirit at the same time. No one could imagine a God who loves those who hate Him, who redeems those who spurn Him, who woos those who reject Him.
 
After redeeming us, you patiently endure as we grieve your Spirit every day with our sin, and quench your Spirit with our refusal to obey your promptings. You graciously, patiently, firmly work to bring us to maturity in Christ—such a love is beyond our human experience, our conception, our wildest dreams—and that is what you are, Lord God, far beyond anything we could imagine. In your eternal infiniteness there will be no end to knowing you, learning about you, rejoicing in your marvelous, majestic, mighty Being.
 
You, Lord, have put us in the perfect position as your beloved children, giving us supreme support, continuous correction, lavish love, great goodness and unending, unlimited attention.
 
You are a marvel in your mighty majesty managing to love miniscule mankind, creatures of no consequence, especially in light of the immensity of the stars and the size of the universe. In spite of our microscopic size, to you we are valuable, precious and dearly loved.
 
We bask in the warmth of your love, we dance in the light of your eyes, we rejoice in the strength of your embrace, we “worship the LORD with gladness” (Ps.100:2); what less can we do in the light of your gracious grandeur?!!!
 
Prayer: “Lord, help me today to bask in the beauty of your being, to rejoice in the undeserved and lavish privilege of knowing you. May your greatness, glory and goodness fill my vision throughout this day. Amen.”
 
–from EDIFieD!
 
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