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Psalm 34:15-16

Psalm 34:15 “The eyes of the LORD are on the righteous
and his ears are attentive to their cry;”
 
[Praise be to you, Lord, for your rich faithfulness, for your persistent love, for your deep commitment to your children. Praise you that you always watch over us, that you always hear every prayer, every word, every thought. Praise you that you are totally aware of what is going on in our lives.
 
We can rest in your love which is strong and deep and powerful. We can trust you to hear us whether we sense it or not, and to work out what is best, whether we understand it or not.]
 
Psalm 34:16 “the face of the LORD is against those who do evil, to cut off the memory of them from the earth.”
 
[What a stark contrast: from total acceptance to total accusation, from total redemption to total rejection. In your great Love, Lord, you hate evil and will deal with those who choose to live in it.
 
The greatest evil is to reject Jesus and His offer of forgiveness. Out of that rebellion and pride flow every other evil. You will righteously end the lives of all such rebels and wipe out even the memory of them. Praise you for your rejection of evil so that it may not continue in Heaven.]
 
Thank you, Lord, for your goodness which defends us in difficulties, permeates our problems and transforms our troubles into the next step up as we praise you for who you are and what you are doing in them–even though we cannot see any good at the moment.
 
I praise you for allowing the present problems in our lives. I ask that out of your love and wisdom, your righteousness and grace that you give us a fresh “Job experience” (Job 38-42) of seeing your greatness and glory so that we may continually bow before you in humility and confess, “I have nothing to say; you are right Lord, praise you for what you are doing.”
And I praise you now for whatever you will do this day, Lord, for you know what is best and have the wisdom and power to bring it to pass!
 
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Psalm 34:11-14

Psalm 34:11b, 12 “I will teach you the fear of the LORD. Whoever of you loves life and desires to see many good days,”
 
[Here are the results of fearing the Lord: we will live longer (less stress, less broken relationships, less worry, less harmful lifestyle practices), and we will have many days where we have lots of good flowing into our lives. Who doesn’t want that? God definitely wants to such goodness for us. He works to motivate us to desire to fear Him, so that more goodness will flow to us. Fearing Him is caring deeply what He thinks and obeying Him in awe of His marvelous might and majesty.]
 
Psalm 34:13 “keep your tongue from evil”
 
[The first element of the fear of the Lord is not speaking what is evil. No complaining (a big evil in God’s eyes because we are saying He’s not always good), no critical condemning statements, no gossip, no negatives, no cutting others down, no manipulation, no sarcasm, and no selfish boasting–to name a few common to all of us.]
 
“and [keep] your lips from speaking lies.”
 
[Only truth. No more telling ourselves lies (“Poor me,” “Everything is terrible,” “No one loves me,” “Nothing ever goes right.” “I can never win,” “Whatever I do, it’s wrong.”). No more telling others lies, no matter how polite they seem (“I’m fine” when I’m not. Instead of saying, “I’m having a difficult time, but am trusting God in it,” which is an honest answer that brings glory to Him and may open up meaningful conversation). And definitely no intentional lies to protect self or gain advantage.]
 
Psalm 34:14 “Turn from evil and do good;”
 
[Reject darkness and live in the light. I must measure my motives, thoughts, words and actions by Scripture, by what Jesus did and commanded. I must avoid evil at all costs, spotting it early on and rejecting it in favor of doing what God deems good. Confessing ahead forearms and forewarns me; I need God’s help to see evil in every area–before it becomes thought and then action–so I can bring Him glory.]
 
“seek peace and pursue it.”
 
[Not just seek to avoid conflict, protecting myself, but to wholeheartedly run after true peace, push to get peace, beginning with forgiving those who have hurt us, returning good for evil, blessing those who persecute us, and being loving to those who are obstinate. Lord give me wisdom in how to do this well.]
 
Praise you, Heavenly Father, for sending your Spirit to give us your Word: clear, deep, rich, refreshing and transforming. Help me to walk in the light of your Word, in the fear of the Lord today, taking your Word as the measure of what is right and wrong. Alert me to when I am not doing so, and help me to get back onto the path immediately. I praise you now for how you will help me today.]
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Psalm 34:10-11

Psalm 34:10 “The lions may grow weak and hungry, but those who seek the LORD lack no good thing.”
[Here is an earlier truth repeated (“Fear the LORD, you his saints, for those who fear him lack nothing”), this time with an example and action.
Even powerful and wild lions can grow weak when they don’t find food. In comparison, those who look to God, especially those who are weak, who actively seek Him, who intentionally follow Him—will not lack any good thing. This includes provision of needs for life (physical, emotional, relational) as well as the privilege of experiencing difficulties to make us grow and deepen spiritually, equipping us and providing us opportunity to give God glory.
Help me to live this way, Lord, to seek you and your wisdom in every circumstance, every decision, every relationship, every moment. Help me to think, obey and live Truth, keeping on the armor of God, embracing all that is right and good, taking up my cross daily, praising you in and for all, and following you with all my heart. I praise you ahead of time for how you are going to help me in seeking and fearing you throughout today.
Psalm 34:11 “Come, my children, listen to me;”
[This is God calling us to be teachable like children who are more honest than adults in recognizing their limited abilities, their dependence on their elders, and are open to input. Little children tend to be eager to learn and accept guidance. So should we be, always ready to hear from God rather than proudly relying on our own tiny thoughts and warped wisdom.]
I praise you, Lord Jesus, for how you will provide all I need, in your faithfulness protecting, guiding and sustaining me through whatever you allow.
I praise you now for your goodness yet to be displayed as we personally walk through various valleys, like the valley of the shadow of depression. Glory be to your name as you help me learn to walk in the fear and awe of you, actively seeking you and your will in each instance, praising you in and for all things. Amen.
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Reveling in the Beauty of God

 
I praise you, Lord Jesus, that, in spite of things not going the way I desired yesterday, you gave wisdom and grace to respond with thanksgiving and surrender, to move through with your grace and wisdom, not giving into fear or disappointment or self-pity. the truth is, You are the One who ultimately decides what will actually happen, whether it lines up with my desires or not, so I thank you for your chosen goodness which you constantly pour out on me.
I praise you for your Eternal Goodness, your Rich Wisdom, your Almighty Strength, your Perfect Righteousness, your Exacting Justice, your Marvelous Mercy, your Great Grace, your Lavish Love, your All-pervasive Presence. I thank you for your Inscrutable Triuneness, your Tender Care and your Flawless, Unchanging Character.
You, Lord God, are the One to be worshiped, to be praised, to be trusted and obeyed. Forgive me for being too absorbed in the details of life and therefore not reveling and basking more in the beauty of your Being, in the light of your Love, in the loveliness of your Life, in the goodness of your Grace. Help me to spend more time “smelling the flowers” of your beautiful, gracious goodness.
You are worthy of honor, exaltation, magnification and thanksgiving in all circumstances. Your sovereignty, your wisdom, your love, your grace all insure that you are moving the world to a conclusion of redemption, reclamation and re-creation, where evil will be eliminated and holiness will rule along with love and grace.
Therefore, we can trust you in all that comes with your permission, we can think your Truth, see with your eyes, give you glory in thanksgiving and praise, and be carried by you to the conclusion you have planned.
I praise you for the joy of knowing you, for the salvation of your love, the security of being in your hand, the significance of being your child, the certainty of our future. To you be glory and honor, praise and exaltation, for you are worthy, O Lord. You are the Creator, you are our King, you are our Shepherd, you are our God–you alone are Lord.
So, I bow before you now and surrender to you all you have given me. To you be glory in my life today, O Lord God, Heavenly Father, Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit. May all around me see you at work in my life; may your Spirit overflow from my being and touch all I meet. May you be the exalted and extolled One today. Amen.
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Another Arrest

In January of 1989 our team had a visit from a psychiatrist who did counseling for our group. After our weekly prayer meeting he came back with us to our home.
 
As we walked up the stairs to our apartment, two men seated on the flight above got up and came down to meet us. One of them presented me with a paper summoning me again to the police headquarters.
 
“Do you have a car?” he asked. When I said I did, he said, “Drive us to the headquarters.” So off we went. It was about 4:30 pm when we got to the police headquarters. They took me downstairs to a large office where there were several policemen. Most of these men I knew from my previous “visits” and they all greeted me.
 
After a while their boss came in. “Well,” he said, “It’s time for me to go home. We’ll have to talk tomorrow morning. If we weren’t already acquainted with you, we’d give you accommodations here, but since you are well known to us, I’ll let you go home for tonight. Be back here in my office by 9 am tomorrow!”
 
I was glad to leave and hurried home for supper and a visit with our guest. He had to leave the next morning so this was our last chance to be with him. During our discussion, he gave us good advice about dealing with Barbara’s mother.
 
Also, Barbara and I had planned a trip for the next day to visit Tom, my old language tutor. His job had taken him to another city. Our tickets were for a bus leaving at 1 pm, so we prayed that I’d be back from the police in time to make the bus.
 
When I got to the police headquarters the next morning and told the policeman on duty where I was supposed to go, he laughed. “No one gets to go there unless they’re brought in,” he said.
 
“Well, I was brought in yesterday, and this officer told me to come see him this morning!” I handed him my summons paper. It took about twenty minutes to convince him to let me go downstairs for my appointment. When I finally arrived, fifteen minutes late, the officer was none too happy.
 
He put me in a room to wait. Other policemen wandered in, bringing me tea and staying to chat. We visited for a good two hours. They asked me what I actually believed, and I was able to lay out the whole gospel for them. I offered to bring them each a New Testament. They laughed. “We have a whole storage room full of ones that we have confiscated,” they said.
 
Then one leaned forward, “What do you think about these accusations that we torture people here?”
 
I paused for a quick prayer. This required a delicate answer. “Well, you know that I’ve been here for a couple of visits. During that time I heard and saw the results of what was done to people.”
 
“Well, what else can we do?” one sighed, “We’ve got to get them to talk somehow! Our people only know how to be truthful if you put a little pressure on them.”
 
Just then the boss came in and noticed me. “Why is he still here?” he asked. “Take him down to the prosecuting attorney for publications. Show him the brochure this prisoner has printed.”
 
It was only then that I realized they had called me in because of the booklet I’d produced on the rights of believers. So off we went to another part of the city. The prosecutor looked through the booklet and tossed it on his desk.
 
“We can’t arrest him for this,” he said, “It’s mostly just our own laws. It’s not illegal to publish those!”
 
“No, no, we can’t just let him go like that!” objected one policeman.
 
“But there’s nothing to accuse him of,” replied the Prosecutor. He waved his hand at me, “You can go.”
 
The policeman began objecting again, but I didn’t wait to hear what he said. I walked out the door, ran down the steps, hailed a taxi and made it to the bus station just a few minutes before our bus was to leave! And there was faithful Barbara, sitting in the bus, patiently waiting for me. Her trust in God was wonderful.
After our return from this trip, Orin called to tell me that he was being reassigned to a new place in a small city. In actuality, he was being exiled, punished for his faith in Christ and for not being willing to return to the local religion.
“I’m going there to find a place to rent. Would you come with me?” he asked. I agreed and drove him three hours to his new assignment. Orin told me that he would be working in a car repair shop. This was very clearly an attempt to get him to resign, demoting an experienced engineer to work as a clerk in a small repair garage in a little backwater town.
 
The place was small, provincial and had only one main street. We found a suitable apartment on the edge of town. Later, when Orin moved, I went with him again and helped carry all his stuff up the four flights of stairs. For the next three years we went once every five weeks to visit and encourage him and his family.
 
His new boss humiliated him further by not giving him any work to do. Orin just sat at his desk all day. But being a diligent man, he was not idle. Through his daily observations, Orin discovered a purchasing scam going on. The boss was buying many supplies from his relatives’ shops without first putting out the required bids.
 
Orin reported this to the supervisor in the capital city. An inspector was sent out and confirmed the scam, but joining forces with the boss, tried to make it look as if this were Orin’s doing!
 
In the end Orin was demoted again, this time to changing oil in vehicles, which gave him more than enough to do. In an honor-based society like this one such humiliation and degradation are bitter pills to swallow. Orin struggled with it, and at times was angry with me for “causing” this trouble in his life.
 
After three years, he was eligible for a transfer and God graciously answered our prayers by moving him into a good office job in a larger city. Even there he was viewed with suspicion, but Orin stuck it out for two more years until he reached retirement age.
 
Then, while we were on furlough, he moved to the biggest city in the country and disappeared. Our efforts to locate him have been futile. We continue to pray for him and know that the Lord is watching over him and his family.
Picture: house fellowship meeting with Orin on the far left, I am on the far right.
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Psalm 34:9

Written in 2015
Psalm 34:9 “Fear the LORD, you his saints, for those who fear him lack nothing.”
[The call here, the command, is to fear God–to be so in awe of the Powerful Creator, the Faithful Ruler, the Righteous King of glory, that we reject our natural responses and obey Him instead, trusting His wisdom, knowledge and goodness.
It means caring deeply what He thinks and thereby rejecting what I or others think when it is different. It is submitting our will, our emotions and our intellect to Him and His Word (which is one definition of humility). If we do this, the promise is that we will lack nothing.
That is a huge all-encompassing promise: everything I need will be given! This, of course, is an echo of Psalm 23:1 “The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want…,” which also implies surrender to Him as Lord.
Part of fearing God is accepting that He knows what we actually need. This may be getting what we personally desire, or the opposite. For us right now, it means my wife being sick with chronic Lyme’s Disease, suffering weakness, pain, confusion and depression (she has since been cured of this). In the midst of this Jesus is with us, shepherding us, equipping us, using us.
Part of fearing God is believing His Word, knowing that He has a plan in our pain: “‘For I know the plans I have for you,’ declares the LORD, ‘plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future'” (Jer.29:11).
Help us, Lord, to grow in fearing you, to rest in your greatness, to do what is pleasing to you, to reject the pressures of people, the pull of our own hearts to complain and instead do what is on your heart, praising you in all.
I praise you, Lord, for your faithfulness in graciously tying us to yourself, in making us to be dependent on you , which includes allowing us to grieve you when we disbelieve and disobey.
In exchange for surrender, you give us much joy as we see you answer prayer, grant us your wisdom, lead us aright, demonstrate your faithfulness and display your might.
Help us to consistently fear you today and forever, to walk in faith and trust during our present period of problems, resting in your goodness and waiting for your wise timing to bring your desired future.]
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Psalm 34:6-8

 
Psalm 34:6 “This poor man called,”
[When I recognize my weakness and poverty of wisdom, my lack of strength and the smallness of my resources; when all my pretenses were laid aside and I am honest with myself and before you, Lord, then I call to you all the more whole-heartedly, all the more earnestly. I will be more open to you in my need, knowing that I cannot trust in myself. I am then in the position you desire so that you may act in wisdom and power.]
“and the LORD heard him; He saved him out of all his troubles.”
[When I cry out thus, then you act, then you save. You wait for us to come to the position of surrender and trust, seeing and embracing our weakness before you act to snatch us from the jaws of the dragon, to pluck us out of the fire, to surround and shelter us in the midst of turmoil.]
Psalm 34:7 “The angel of the LORD encamps around those who fear him, and he delivers them.”
[Here is the summary of your plan for protection. You pursue partnership, wanting trust, surrender and obedience from us. That is we fear you, standing in awe of you and acting out of that awe, caring deeply what you think about everything–and then you continually deliver us.
 
As we fear you, you send your angel to surround us with love, power and grace, you have him deliver us consistently—but only as we fear you. Help us, Lord, to fear you, to live in awe of you at all times.]
Psalm 34:8 Taste and see that the LORD is good;”
[Here’s God’s challenge to us: if we don’t believe He’s trustable, remember how He’s protected and provided in the past for characters in the Bible: Abraham, Joseph, Daniel, Jesus and Paul. Then remember what He’s done in our lives, including rescuing us from the dominion of darkness and bringing us into the Kingdom of Light.
 
Also, if we will think back, we can see many God Sightings where He reached into our lives to protect or provide. This is tasting and seeing what the Lord really is: good. Remember all the goodness He has poured out in our lives and those of others. Start trusting and see what He does. ]
“blessed is the man who takes refuge in him.”
[How happy, protected, helped and safe is the man who acts on this Truth and runs to God for protection and shelter. Again, here is the partnership God desires: He stands ready to act, waiting for us to seek refuge in Him.
May we honor you, Lord, by partnering with you throughout this day, tasting you, trusting you, fearing you, taking refuge in you each moment.]
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Trust in Testing

Written in 2016
 
In the midst of Barbara’s debilitating illness, thank you that I can rest in the plan that you have for us, Lord God, and praise you with all my heart. I give you glory, O Triune Lord, for your wise and gracious, good and powerful being.
 
I praise you Heavenly Father for your unchanging plans and purposes for my life. I praise you, Lord Jesus, for your faithful and wise shepherding, providing all I need, making me to lie down in green pastures. I praise you, Holy Spirit, for your gracious, gentle and persistent teaching, convicting and guiding in all.
 
“I love you, O LORD, my strength. The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge, my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. I called to the LORD, who is worthy of praise, and I have been saved from my enemies” Psalm 18:1-3)
 
You are the One who is in control, and your Ruling is always right, your Sovereign Shepherding is always wise and good, your Guidance and Grace are always timely, your Teaching and Tenacity are always trustable–even if we cannot understand them.
 
“The cords of death entangled me; the torrents of destruction overwhelmed me.The cords of the grave coiled around me; the snares of death confronted me. In my distress I called to the LORD; I cried to my God for help. From his temple he heard my voice; my cry came before him, into his ears” (Psa. 18;4-6).
 
And in your faithfulness you helped me, you saved me, you protected me.
 
“He reached down from on high and took hold of me; he drew me out of deep waters. He rescued me from my powerful enemy, from my foes, who were too strong for me” Psa 18:16-17).
 
I bow before you now, Lord God, in thankfulness for your rich, deep, wise and wonderful character, filled with the treasures of goodness and righteousness, mercy and love. You are worthy of total worship, of complete surrender and utter obedience, of persistent praise and great glory in every situation. I bow before you now; guide me in giving you glory throughout today.
 
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Psalm 34:4

Psalm 34:4 “I sought the LORD, and he answered me;”
[Yes, Lord, in your faithfulness you always answer: at the right time, in the right way, with the right means. Therefore,you are trustable in your goodness, you are reliable in your unchangingness, you are beautiful in your consistency.]
“he delivered me from all my fears.”
[This was not the help I really wanted, but in your wisdom, Lord, you start answering on a much more foundational, inner level in order to bring an answer much bigger than my request.
The troubles in my life reveal these fears, fears you want to deliver us from: the fear of man, fear of the future, fear of loss, fear of humiliation, fear of suffering, fear of failure, fear of death. I’ve heard that you command, “Fear not!” 365 times in the Bible. One for every day of the year.
So, you turn our eyes to you so that as we gaze upon you, seeing you in your great power, your deep wisdom, your gracious compassion and your rich love, we may remember how many times you have protected and provided for us in the past. Fear will then have no place to cling and will fall away. You are the fear Killer, the freedom Bringer, the peace Giver. Praise be to you.]
Psalm 34:5 “Those who look to him are radiant; their faces are never covered with shame.”
[Because you are faithful and powerful, wise and good, you always answer by meeting our true needs. So, we are never put to shame when we trust in you. People and Satan may try to shame us. But we , like Jesus in Hebrews 12:3, can endure our cross, despising the shame, looking instead to the joy we will have with you when seated at the banquet table in heaven.
As we look to you in our troubles, Lord God, we are transformed more and more into your image (2 Cor. 3:18). As we meditate on your great and good character, as we bask in the light of your glory, we join you in being a light to the world, for we will reflect that glow of your greatness to all those around us–the radiance of trust, peace and contentment in you. And may we so honor you today.]
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Light in Darkness

 
The following was written in 2011 following an unsuccessful attempt to resolve a conflict on one of our teams, a painful event with a sad outcome.
Psalm 34:1 “I will extol the LORD at all times;”
[Even now, in the midst of this painful failure, in darkness and despair, I will extol you, Lord, I choose to praise you, the great and sovereign God who is at work doing what is right, bringing good out of every situation. You, Lord God, are worthy of worship even in the worst of circumstances, humanly speaking–for you do not abandon us. You press on in spite of this pain you suffer with us. You are faithful to the end, and therefore worthy of all exaltation.]
“his praise will always be on my lips.”
[Always, no matter what happens, in every difficulty, every hardship, every form of suffering, failure and evil, I can praise you and I choose to do so. You, Lord God are good, through and through. Therefore what you do is good, what you allow you will use for good for your children, bringing breaking and transformation. Lord God, do good in this situation. Have us suffer as long as is necessary; may we learn what we need to and go through what you know is necessary, with your power and strength.]
Psalm 34:2 “My soul will boast in the LORD;”
[If I am honest, there is nothing to boast about in myself, I can only boast in you, Lord Jesus, the perfect One, the pure One, the holy One who never makes a mistake, never fails. To you certainly belongs honor, praise and worship. You are the One to boast in, not myself.]
“let the afflicted hear and rejoice.”
[In this case I am afflicted, beaten down, a failure, but as I think on you, Lord, I can, with my will, rejoice in you.]
Psalm 34:3 “Glorify the LORD with me; let us exalt his name together.”
[This is the purpose for which I was created, Lord: to bring you honor, praise and exaltation. In this situation, I honor you by faith, clinging to you and to your truth, praising you for what you are doing–what I can’t see or understand yet. To trust you in the darkness brings you glory. Thank you for the light of your Word in this darkness, as illustrated in the picture here.
I will focus on this now, Lord, giving you praise for how you are working things out. At present, from my perspective, there is only total failure and loss, but in reality, there also is the opportunity for giving great glory to you as, by faith, I rest in your wisdom and grace, offering the sacrifice of thanksgiving.]
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