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Joy

 
Thank you, Lord, that, even though it is dark and gloomy out today, within me is your light, your Sonshine to warm and cheer me.
I praise you that you want us to have joy: rich, deep, abiding, refreshing and empowering joy. The flow of this joy is dependent on you, and therefore is fully independent of circumstances, feelings, suffering, persecution, weakness or difficulties.
However, the acceptance of such joy into our lives is dependent on us: “May the God of hope fill you will all joy and peace AS YOU TRUST IN HIM…” (Rom. 15:13).
This joy is like a beam of light shining into a dark room through a hole in a wall; if we stand before it, we are enlightened, warmed and encouraged. If we move away from it, we may see it, but it does not touch us.
We have to look away from the darkness of this world and come to you, trusting you to be our Light, our Lord, our Life, and walk in your way. As it says in Proverbs 4:18, “The path of the righteous is like the first gleam of dawn, shining on ever more brightly till the full light of day.”
Then Psalm 86:4 gives us another aspect of receiving joy, “Rejoice the soul of your servant, O Lord, for I lift up my soul to you.” It is that coming into the light, looking to you, Lord, being transparent, open, honest before you, confessing our worries, fears and frustrations to Him, comparing them to Truth and laying them aside as we stand in the warm, healing light of His presence.
This is what Jesus desires for us. In John 15:10,11 He said, “If you keep my commands [don’t worry! Don’t fret! Don’t fear! Trust in me!], you will remain in my love…I have told you this SO THAT MY JOY MAY BE IN YOU and that your joy may be complete [full].” He wants us to be filled with His joy so that we might be light bearers, hope bringers, faith carriers and love givers to all those around us.
If I am negative, worried, fearful, discouraged or complaining, I have stepped away from the light, turned from trusting you, Lord, and will blend into the dark shadows of this corrupt world.
But if I stand in your light, thinking truth, bringing all the sin and weight that entangles me to you, leaving them at the foot of the cross, then I will stand out sharply from the shadows, a flaming torch of hope and joy spilling light and love to all around me.
Lord, help me to live in your light, to rejoice in your goodness, to be filled with joy because I know you, the mighty Creator, the majestic Ruler, the marvelous Shepherd, the magnificent Savior.
Help me, Lord God, to let go of the temporary that entangles and tramples my soul; to hold on to the truth that frees, enlightens, equips and brings joy; and help me then to rise above whatever comes, soaring on the wings of truth, borne up by the shining feathers of your grace and goodness.
Help me to move forward in your love and light today, drawing ever closer to you so that your joy may fill me to overflowing and bring light and life to all those around me.

More on running in the path of God

You are setting me free, Lord Jesus,  from the fear of man, cutting the emotional ties to what others think or value or want. You have established a new connection from your heart to mine. You have given me the knowledge of your presence and a desire to obey you rather than my twisted self-centered doubts and the desires and of those around me.

You are setting me free from impatience helping me to grasp that your plans are unfolding at the right pace; your time table cannot be thwarted; things will come to pass at the optimum time.

You are setting me free from being tied to what I can see. You have opened my eyes to the eternal, to the supernatural, to the working of your hand in all around me. God sightings come often.

You are setting me free from pride, showing me how small, how feeble, how powerless, how sinful I am in myself. You are revealing the depth of the depravity of my natural man and the height of the holiness you have given your children.

You are also showing me your inexorable power and inviting me to join you in your work. You are setting me free from working too hard and are leading me into working smart, away from doing my own thing and into joining you through prayer and seeing you bring all to pass.

Prayer is your idea and part of bringing freedom. It is your invitation for us to join you in your great work. It is a powerful means of being transformed by you. It is tapping into your strength, your wisdom, your goodness, your desires and having them flow in, through and out of us to those around us.

In providing this broad and beautiful freedom, you are moving me mightily towards living like Asaph who, after repenting of his selfishness and self-pity, could say, “Whom have I in heaven but you and earth has nothing I desire besides you. My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever” (Ps. 73:25,26).

Eternal praise be to you, O Lord, for you have truly, powerfully, continually, eternally set my heart free!

To vote or not?

Well, I’ve gotten quite a lot of response to my post on voting, most of it positive. I was informed of an article by John Piper urging Christians not to vote, and then and answering article by respected theologian Wayne Grudem. Take a look at it as it is very informative, wise and biblical. If you like it, post it on your Facebook page. You will probably have to copy and past this in your browser.
 
https://www.christianpost.com/voice/a-response-to-my-friend-john-piper-about-voting-for-trump.html

Running in God’s Paths

I run in the path of your commands, for you have set my heart free.” Psalm 119:32
 
Praise be to you, my Lord and my God, for you have set my heart free, free from the rule of Satan, free from the power of self, free from the chains of sin—as your child I can actually make choices now because you have brought me out of the kingdom of darkness into the Kingdom of Light.
 
“The way of the wicked is like deep darkness; they do not know over what they stumble” (Pro. 4:19). You have set me free from a life of fumbling and stumbling in the dark, bringing me out into a life of light. You, Lord Jesus, are the light of life and have caused the light of salvation to shine deeply into my heart. You have invited me to walk on the path of the righteous, illuminated by your Word, bringing me ever more into the full light of your day. Now in your grace I can choose the shining way of Truth revealed by your Word and your Spirit.
 
You are setting my heart free from fear, from bondage to selfishness, from lust, from anger, frustration and negative thinking. You have set my feet free from the shackles of Satan that led me to shuffle down the path of sin, to choose what is destructive, to react with violent, knee jerk negatives.
 
Now I can run free in the path of goodness, my feet unbound, my legs strengthened by your Spirit, my eyes opened by the light of your Word, my soul ready to soar.
 
You are setting me free from the anxiety and fear expressed in my hot anger when things around me are out of my control, when I get lost on a trip, when people fail to follow through, when I feel like a fool.
 
You are setting me free with the knowledge that in you I am secure, that you are my Shepherd, you are my King, that you are taking me to and through whatever you know is best. In you I am significant and can rest in this no matter how I may act, feel or fail.
 
Prayer: “ Help me, Lord, to run freely in the paths of your commandments, in the light of your Truth, in the joy of your presence, that I may give you glory today. Amen”

vote?

Some Christians I know have said they are not going to vote because they don’t like the candidates. Here are some things to consider on voting.
Men and women in the military have died fighting for us to have the right to vote; failure to do so is dishonoring to them.
If we don’t vote we have essentially voted for the winner. This is what happened in 2018 when millions of evangelicals didn’t vote and as a result those who are for infanticide, higher taxes and violence took control of congress.
Voting is an opportunity to influence what happens on a local, state and national level. This year we will be voting for state legislators and senators and well as a national congressman. One side is pushing abortion, curtailing home schooling and more taxes. If that’s what you want, then don’t vote.
Don’t think about personalities, but think about the candidate stands for: is it abortion, curtailing religious freedom, high taxes, rioting, ending the oil industry? If that’s not what you want, then vote, and vote for the opposite.
Personally, I am voting not for a person but for:
Freedom of religion
Freedom of speech
Freedom to bear arms
Freedom of Law and order
Freedom of life (Pro-life)
Better economy
Common sense
Good international policy (peace for Israel)

Gracious Salvation

What a wonder the gift of your salvation is! What I actually deserve as a sinner is condemnation, punishment, eternal separation, failure, suffering, hopelessness, despair, death and hell.
 
But instead, your great and marvelous grace—ever flowing, never ending, always giving—pours continually into my life, bringing undeserved forgiveness, gracious cleansing, ongoing transformation, needed strengthening, clear guidance, great goodness, positive power and wide wisdom.
 
To live in the light of your presence, to walk in the shining paths of your righteousness, to bask in the radiance of your love, to see by the brilliant illumination of your Word—these are the privileges of the children of God and we praise you for them.
 
We are saved by grace, sealed by grace, sanctified by grace, strengthened by grace. And in you, Lord Jesus, we are safe, for you are the Most High, you are the Almighty One, you are the undefeated and undefeatable One. In you we can rest. Glory be to your Name!
 
Prayer: “I praise you for what your power and grace will do in and through me today, in spite of how I may feel and fail. May all be for your glory. Help me to focus on you, draw my stability, wisdom, strength and understanding from you, Lord Jesus. May I honor you in all I do today. Amen.”
 

Marvelous Grace

“I will run in the path of your commands, for you have set my heart free.”
Psalm 119:32
 
My heart has felt distant from you, Lord. Being out of my schedule can bring a sense of disorientation. However, my stability, peace and sense of rightness should actually come from you alone, O God, not from the structure of my life.
 
As your Word says, “My God is my rock in whom I take refuge. He is my shield, the horn of my salvation, my stronghold” (Ps. 18:2b). So, whether I am firmly in a protecting schedule, or my life is chaotic, you are there, Lord God: solid, sure, always loving, kind and firm. You are my Light, my Love, my Life.
 
This unsettledness is actually a positively powerful thing, surfacing my wrong dependence on accomplishment, achievement, action, maintaining control and being good in my own strength. It points me to repentance and setting my eyes and heart on you, Lord Jesus.
 
So I turn my eyes to you and praise you, Lord God: my Triune, Eternal, Personal and Holy God—utterly other, entirely independent, sincerely sinless and incomprehensibly complex. You created me, chose me, cleansed me, claimed me as your child, commissioned me to special service, and I stand before you dearly loved, deeply cared for, delighted in, doted on and positively dependent on you.
 
What I actually deserve as a sinner is condemnation, punishment, eternal separation, failure, suffering, hopelessness, despair, death and hell.
 
But instead, your great and marvelous grace—ever flowing, never ending, always giving—pours continually into our lives, bringing undeserved forgiveness, gracious cleansing, ongoing transformation, needed strengthening, clear guidance, great goodness, positive power and wide wisdom. What a wonder!

Visiting Ketchikan

The next morning when I woke, the rain had stopped and the pine grove was white with mist. As I sat up, I saw a car parked at the entrance to the picnic place. “Ah,” I thought, “someone else on the way to Prince Rupert didn’t make it last night.”
 
After I had packed my gear on the bike and was wheeling it out to the road, I noticed that the car had a Connecticut license plate! What a coincidence: two Connecticut people spending the night in a remote park in the far North of British Columbia! But the driver was still asleep, so I didn’t bother her.
 
I rode on and reached Prince Rupert about 10am and found my way to the ferry terminal to buy a ticket. The ticket seller told me that the ferry would be delayed by several hours as it had missed the tide when leaving an earlier port. I stuffed my ticket in my pocket and went to wheel my bike into the line of vehicles waiting for the ferry.
 
I sat there for a while and then it began to rain, not just a drizzle, but a steady, soaking rain. Soon a man in a car near me stuck his head out of the driver’s window and called to me. I went over.
 
“Sitting in that rain isn’t going to make you any healthier! Come on in here where you can wait in more comfort,” He motioned me to the back door. I got in, thankful to be in a reasonably dry environment.
 
A couple of hours later the ferry arrived and everyone eased on board, glad to get moving. I parked my motorcycle up in the front of the boat and went to the cabin area, looking for a good place to spend the night.
 
Being used to sleeping on picnic tables, I was not at all intimidated with the idea of sleeping on the steel deck. I found a place behind some chairs and spread out my sleeping bag.
 
Then I got out my peanut butter, jelly and bread to make myself a late lunch. Two couples sat down nearby and got out their own sandwiches.
 
The older couple chatted with me a bit, telling how they were on their way back from Seattle where their son had just graduated from seminary. I watched the son and his wife as we talked.
 
“He sure must see something in her that I don’t,” I thought, “she is certainly one unattractive girl from a physical standpoint!” As I said that, it struck me how shallowly I judged people, almost entirely on their looks. This young fellow seemed to be a deeper judge of character.
 
The father was an old-timer who had come to Alaska around the turn of the century. He’d made a fortune in logging, although you’d never know from his demeanor that he was a millionaire. He told me some stories of the early days.
 
He also talked of his faith. He was a Seventh Day Adventist, he said, but also seemed to be a genuine Christian and told about how he’d been born again, seeing God transform his life.
 
I tucked that away in my mind with the other recent impressions: a tough old logger who had seen God change his life. Impressive. And, although I didn’t know it, the Lord had more for this man to do in my life.
 
After my late lunch I explored the ferryboat. Now that it had stopped raining, I spent some time on the deck, admiring the wild scenery. Looking off across the water towards the mountains I saw some sparrows flying in the distance.
 
Taking a closer look, I was amazed at how long their necks were; then with a start, I realized they were Canadian Geese, so dwarfed by the expanse of the sea and the height of the mountains that they looked as small as sparrows. This was my introduction to the vastness of the Alaskan wilderness. I spent the afternoon watching the exotic landscape go by.
 
In the evening, looking in my motorcycle’s handbook, I saw that there was a BSA motorcycle dealer in Ketchikan, a fishing village where the ferry would stop. I decided to get off there and see if I could get my headlight fixed.
 
Having made that decision, I went to the spot I’d found to roll out my sleeping bag and was soon asleep, enjoying the steel floor bed.
 
A blast of the ferry’s horn woke me. I looked at my watch: 5:30 am. We must be coming into Ketchikan. I quickly rolled up my sleeping bag and made my way outside to see what was happening.
 
The steward confirmed that this was Ketchikan, so I went down to where the vehicles were parked and strapped my sleeping bag onto the back of the bike.
 
Ketchikan proved to be an interesting place. A narrow town built on a thin strip of land between a steep mountainside and the sea, it had room for only one street. However, the ingenious residents had built wooden side streets running up over the houses, giving access to the mountainside, where more houses had been built.
 
I found a grocery store and bought a dozen eggs, a pound of bacon and some bread. Then I went to a camping area outside of town and cooked myself some nice breakfast over a fire.
 
I had a bit of trouble getting the fire going because it was still drizzling, something it seemed to do a lot in Southeast Alaska. I found myself a picnic table where I could sleep that night, then went back into town to find the BSA dealer.
 
It was a pretty small dealership, so I wasn’t sure they’d have what I needed. The parts man came to look at the bike and had me to turn on the light—and surprise, it worked again! I was happy that I didn’t have to buy a new light, but at the same time was unsettled, not knowing if the light would stop functioning again on some dark night.
 
I’d noticed a sign in town for a sauna, so decided to go there and get a much needed cleaning. It was good to sweat out all the grime of the last few days of riding.
 
The next morning I woke up early, somewhat damp under my sheet of plastic. Again I had difficulty getting the fire going, but with a farmer’s persistence, succeeded in the end. I had a good breakfast of scrambled eggs, bacon and bread.
 
As I was cleaning up, a car drove into the campground, and out stepped the old logger!
 
“Well, hi Steve!” he called. “I’ve been looking for you in several camping sites. I thought you might like to come to church with us this morning!”
 
I must have looked surprised, since it was Saturday. The logger, seeing my confusion laughed. “Don’t forget that we are Seventh Day Adventists, and today is the seventh day! Would you like to come?”
 
The warmth of the man and his sincere invitation won me over, so off we went. At the church service the son of the logger, the new seminary graduate, spoke.
 
His topic was a book called The Taste of New Wine. The title stuck in my head, and this proved to be very important later in what God intended to do in my life. Looking back, this happening was definitely a Jesus sighting, a three star one.
Picture: my motorcycle on the way to Prince Rupert
 

Psalm 25:16-17

 
Psalm 25:16 “Turn to me and be gracious to me,”
[Sometimes my life feels like the picture below. But instead of complaining, I choose to praise you, Heavenly Father, Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit. For you turned to me, saved me and you are continually gracious to me–when I deserved the opposite. You are faithful, persistent, wise, graciously at work in my life, for you are the Perfect Father, the Good Shepherd, the Wise Guide and the Great Protector.
I thank you for your daily gracious work in the lives of your children, as you provide our needs, lead us in paths of righteousness, protect us from our enemies with your rod, and correct us with your staff.]
Psalm 25:17 “for I am lonely and afflicted. The troubles of my heart have multiplied;”
[Although I feel lonely and abandoned, this is not true. In the midst of my troubles, you are there, working, protecting, guiding and maturing me. Therefore, I can offer the sacrifice of thanksgiving and honor you. I can praise you in the midst of uncertainty and disappointment, for you are all I need.]
 
Guide me today, Lord, in living worthy of you!
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Lifting my soul to God

Written in my worship journal SOME YEARS AGO after a run in with a team mate, an example of lifting my soul to God.
Lord, as this conflict with my fellow worker seeks to occupy my thoughts, I must think of the many refugees in the Middle East, forced out of their homes, villages, jobs, security, possessions and into uncertainty, insecurity, having physical and emotional needs, without safety or the necessities of life, living in tents, sleeping on the ground, never being sure of food the next day. They are without hope, without peace, without a future.
Such a situation is what is actually difficult, not the present uncomfortable conflict I have. Help me to keep this perspective, to remember all you give me every day, Lord: so much good, so much protection, so much provision.
Praise you for your rich, warm, positive, supportive grace and love. Help me to walk in the light of your presence all day long so that you may be glorified through the faith you have given me.
Give me wisdom in how to proceed in the painful conflict before me, remembering that this person is not my enemy, even though he’s acting like one. Thank you so much, heavenly Father, that I am not left in this alone, but have your presence, your help, your wisdom.
 
Instead of fighting to win, to protect my ego and my sense of significance and position, I want to focus on who I am in you, and operate out of a position of weakness and humility, for then your power will be made perfect in my life (2 Cor. 12:9,10). Then I can move through these difficulties with others from the solid foundation of your goodness, grace and greatness.
Truly, my soul finds rest in you alone, Lord Jesus. No other can give me what I need, weak and needy as I am. Only you, Lord Jesus are eternal, infinite and perfect. Only you live forever to intercede for me. You have given me worth in creating me in your image, in choosing me before the foundation of the world. You left all in Heaven to live among rebels and liars, and, for your Father’s glory, to die for all and defeat death. You chose me, called me, you transformed me into a new creature, you adopted me as your son, you have given me your Holy Spirit, you invite me to live with you, work with you, to be your partner in all that you are doing. What more could I ask for!?
In you I have significance, for you have made me important with your love. In you I have security, for you have made me safe in your power. In you I have meaning, as you have made me a partner in your plans. In you I have purpose, as you have granted me the possibility of giving you glory in everything I do.
You, O God, are my King, my Lord, my Shepherd, my Protector, my Guide, my Corrector, my Loving Brother. Praise you, Lord Jesus, that in you I am complete, need nothing else and can live a life of “giving rather than of getting.”
Help me to live in the light of all this truth, to be a spring of life-giving water, rather than a sponge taking from others, a source rather than a sucker who is dependent on others’ approval and acceptance. In you I already have all I need and can trust in you with all my heart.
Praise you, Lord Jesus, that you are the God of completeness, full of far more than I need, always pouring out grace and goodness and greatness into my life. I give you praise and today want to honor you with all my heart. Guide and direct me, Lord, especially in resolving this conflict, that you may be lifted up before all those around me. Amen.