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Psalm 17:15 “And I—in righteousness I will see your face;”

[Praise you, Lord Jesus, that you have given me your righteousness and opened the way so that I will see you in eternity, face to face. What a hope, what a high and wide security, equipping us to face the future, knowing where we are going. And what joy to see more and more of you here on earth in your Word, in your Works, and in your Wisdom.]

“when I awake, I will be satisfied with seeing your likeness.”

[When I awake each morning, you are there, Lord Jesus, watching over me, having prepared this day with all that is needed: grace, wisdom, insight, discernment, challenges and opportunities, as well as protection and provision. You are a marvel, a joy, a wonder, a glory. I praise you for the deep, rich, powerful and glorious privilege of being yours, of being with you, of being in you.

Knowing you now, living with you now is certainly enough reason for joy! Seeing you through your Word and works, veiled and dim as it is, is majestic, transforming, marvelous and far more than enough reason to find all my joy in you.

When I awake from death you will be there, too. How much more stupendous it will be when I arrive in your full presence, Lord Jesus, seeing you without the veil of sin and selfishness. It will be indescribably wondrous.

I praise you for the daily revelations you give now from your Word, through your Spirit, through God sightings, as you remind of us of truths taught and lessons learned so we can apply them again.

As one who has the privilege of knowing you so, of living in your joy, may I be a hope carrier, a perspective bringer, and faith supplier to all those around me as I pass through this life

May the wonder of your love flow through and out of me to those I meet today, giving you glory and honor and bringing further surrender and obedience in us all.]

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More Autobio: Chest Pains

Two years after Barbara’s fall down the stairs, we went on vacation in late September. Barbara first went to a women’s conference while I took a business trip to a city on the coast. After my business was completed, I drove to the conference site and picked up Barbara before heading down to the Mediterranean Sea.

This was our favorite time to be at the beach; it was not too hot, the beaches were empty and the water was warm. We were both pretty tired and looked forward to a quiet time at the beach: reading, swimming, walking and resting. And we did have a very relaxing, refreshing time.

However, when we arrived back home, I was just as tired as before I went, and I was having those chest pains again. As the days passed, the pains got worse.

A friend’s father had just had two stents put into his heart so he recommended his cardiologist to me. I got an appointment for the next evening. By that time my chest pain was strong enough so that I was constantly bending over, pressing my left arm against my chest. The doctor, however, didn’t seem too concerned about my pain. He just looked over the test results I’d brought him from the States, and said he wanted to repeat the tests in a lab in his building.

His lack of concern for the pain I was experiencing and his merely ordering more of the same tests to be done by his neighbor’s lab didn’t sound too professional to me. I took the prescription for the tests and left.

When I got home, I gave my test reports back to Barbara to file away, but before doing so she glanced through them. “Did you realize that in the report from the cardiologist in the US he listed your occupation as ‘gospel sharer?’” she asked.

“No!” I said. Hmmm, that was not good. Gospel sharers are viewed as enemies here. I didn’t know this doctor’s religious views, but it would be easy for him to let me die under the knife if he were conservative in beliefs.

This was not an unfounded thought. We’d had a friend who was left to die by a doctor in a hospital. But because she was a nurse, she knew what was happening and got help. So it was not all that far-fetched to consider the idea of being “done in” by a doctor.

The next day I went to the little hospital in our neighborhood where Barbara had received such good care after her fall, and had the tests redone there. Also once before I had visited the cardiologist there and had really liked him.

While I was waiting to have my blood drawn, the cardiologist’s nurse saw me and asked what was up. I told her about my pain. She patted me on the arm and said in her motherly way, “When you pick up the results to these tests, you bring them right over to the cardiologist and let him look at them.”

So that afternoon i got the results and I went to see him. I just knocked on his door and he took me in. He read the test results and immediately sent me with his nurse to do a stress test.

He then looked carefully at the printout from that test, and called me over. “Look here,” he pointed to the EKG results, “see how this dips below the line? That can indicate a blockage. And your irregular pulse also points to that.”

None my cardiologists in the States had noticed these two indicators, telling me I was fine. He continued, “There’s only one way to find out for sure what’s happening in your heart and that’s by doing an angiogram, taking a direct look inside. I can do one later this afternoon if you’d like.”

That’s one thing I really liked about the medical system here. If you are a private patient, you can get things done right away rather waiting weeks for an appointment. “Well,” I said, “my son is getting engaged tonight, and I don’t want to miss that. How about if we do it tomorrow?”

“Ok,” he replied, “here’s the address of the hospital. Be there at 2 pm tomorrow.”

Picture: ready for my stress test

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Psalm 17:4

Psalm 17:14 “O LORD, by your hand save me from such men, from men of this world whose reward is in this life”

[The wicked are in the hand of the evil one; they live only for this world: they are shortsighted, focused on only what they can get in the short run and are themselves short-lived.

But praise you, Lord, that in contrast, you have given us the long range perspective of living for eternity, living for greater things than the values of this world. You have lifted us from the narrow, dark pit of sin and slavery, and brought us into a wide, pleasant place before you, into the light of your Word, into the grace of your presence, into the peace and joy of your love.

Praise be to you for all the good you share, all the beauty you bring, all the gifts you give. To look at those forces of men and devils who attack us and what they want to force on us—slavery, fear, despair, hopelessness and death–and then to look at where you have brought us—into the Kingdom of light, into your grace, into your embrace–the contrast is stark, deep, powerful and wonderful.

To you be glory and honor for sharing your goodness with the naturally godless like us, making us your children, putting your divine nature in us, placing us in your family, your Kingdom, your plan, and your heart.

May you be glorified in my life today through gratitude, gratefulness and being a glory-giver in each instance, each decision, each challenge, by offering the sacrifice of thanksgiving.

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Psalm 17:12

Psalm 17:12 “…the wicked who assail me…are like a lion hungry for prey, like a great lion crouching in cover.”

[Our powerful enemies, Satan and his hordes, are like a beast desperate for food: dangerous, destructive and determined–burning churches, killing Christians, persecuting children. At present there are an estimated 200 million Christians who are suffering ongoing persecution. Satan’s attacks are terrifying and terrible, he is too strong for us. We are in desperate need of help before they overcome us.] So it is today in our country as many are doing evil things, trying to force us to join them. Satan is clever and powerful, but God is wise and much more powerful. We can trust Him.

Psalm 17:13 “Rise up, O LORD, confront them, bring them down;”

[In your might, Lord, you can easily win this battle. You are the Creator of the universe, Breather of the stars, Bringer of the dawn, Captain of history and Ender of time. You are strong enough to deliver us from any enemy.]

“rescue me from the wicked by your sword.”

[No one can withstand the onslaught of your sword of Truth and the Power of your right hand, Jesus. As John wrote in Rev. 19:11.21, “…there before me was a white horse, whose rider is called Faithful and True. With justice he judges and wages war….[those who fought against God] were killed with the sword coming out of the mouth of the rider on the horse….”]

You have given us hope that justice will be done; it may not be now  or in our lifetime, but it will come. The author of Psalm 73, Asaph,  put it this way: “For I envied the arrogant when I saw the prosperity of the wicked. They have no struggles; their bodies are healthy and strong. They are free from common human burdens; they are not plagued by human ills. Therefore pride is their necklace; they clothe themselves with violence. From their callous hearts comes iniquity; their evil imaginations have no limits. They scoff, and speak with malice; with arrogance they threaten oppression.” Just like today!

He went on to say “When I tried to understand all this, it troubled me deeply.” But then when he went to worship he got God’s perspective, when “I entered the sanctuary of God; then I understood their final destiny. Surely you place them on slippery ground; you cast them down to ruin. How suddenly are they destroyed, completely swept away by terrors! They are like a dream when one awakes; when you arise, Lord, you will despise them as fantasies.”

Justice will come; we can rest in that and trust God no  matter what goes on. He is our refuge and strength, we need to take shelter in that truth.

 

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Psalm 17:11

Psalm 17:11 “They have tracked me down, they now surround me, with eyes alert, to throw me to the ground.”

[Satan intentionally sends his servants out to track us down and attack. This description of spiritual warfare is expanded on in Psalm 62:3-4: “How long will you assault me? Would all of you throw me down– this leaning wall, this tottering fence?”

We are weak and unable to stand on our own against the attacks of Satan’s forces, whether he uses people or events, sickness or accidents, fear or frustration.]

“Surely they intend to topple me from my lofty place;”They want to have us forget who we are in Christ–children of the Most High God, chosen, forgiven, adopted and delighted in—they want us to forsake Him as our high tower, to topple us into the swamp of self-pity, materialism and despair.]

“they take delight in lies. With their mouths they bless, but in their hearts they curse.”

[Satan’s forces can be slick, sounding so positive and constructive at times (“we welcome all, we don’t want anyone to be offended”), but their goal is destruction, causing people to accept lies and harmful values–as we see happening all around us today, with abortion, rampant divorce, twisting of the definition of marriage and political correctness.]

Our strength is inadequate, but yours, Lord God, is mighty, invincible, and infinite–you who breathed the stars, who hung the earth on nothing, who brings the dawn each day, you are able to empower us to stand in any situation.

Help us to remember these truths: that we are in a spiritual battle every day; that our real enemies are not people, but Satan’s forces using them. Help us to keep on the full armor you have provided, to fight with praise, prayer and persistence in obedience and to see your mighty power triumph in our lives and in those of people we are called to serve.]

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The Wicked Assail, but God is with us.

Psalm 17:9 “… hide me in the shadow of your wings from the wicked who assail me, from my mortal enemies who surround me.”

[For David, these enemies were actual people; for us it is sometimes people acting like our enemies, but it is actually our spiritual foes, Satan and his forces of demons and devils, who regularly use people to attack God’s children.

This opposition is real, it is powerful, it is beyond our abilities to withstand or overcome. We know that Satan’s goal is to rob us of joy, to destroy our testimonies, families, churches and lives. And to kill as many Christians as possible, as he is doing in the Middle East and parts of Africa with attempts by terrorists to wipe out all Christians in their area. We need help from God desperately!

Praise be to you, Lord, that you do want to hide us in the shadow of your wings. You are our rock, our salvation, and our high tower. You urge us to take shelter in you–just as David is doing in Psalm 17 by pouring out his heart to you and asking for help–so that we will never be shaken.]

Psalm 17:10 “They close up their callous hearts, and their mouths speak with arrogance.”

[People used by Satan are certainly callous—I read recently that a young man publicly executed his own mother for opposing his joining ISIS! And when you hear the pronouncements of those who oppose biblical truths and standards, there is huge arrogance as they exalt their own intellect above the Almighty Creator of heaven and earth, the sea and all that is in them. Mercy and grace are foreign concepts to them as they are pawns in Satan’s plans. May this not be true of us!]

Praise you, Lord, that you do not leave us defenseless but reach down to carry us through  each attack, each tragedy, each failure on our part. Because we are the apple of your eye, we are called, chosen adopted, equipped and offered a place in your great Kingdom and plans. Help us this day to follow you wholeheartedly, ready for any attack that may come that we may give you honor by offering the sacrifice of thanksgiving.

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Wings

Psalm 17:8b “hide me in the shadow of your wings.”

[You, Heavenly Father, actively shelter your children, covering us with your Presence and Power, keeping us safe from what is truly evil.

But we, like chicks, must choose to stay under your wings, to abide in your love, as you, Jesus, command us in John 15:9-10, “Now remain in my love. If you keep my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have kept my Father’s commands and remain in his love.”

If we choose to disobey your commands, Lord Jesus, and in arrogance and selfishness elevate our intellect and desires above your Word, as Adam and Eve did, we remove ourselves from the protecting shelter of your love.

Even then, though, you never stop loving us. You are always there, calling us, waiting for us to come and again abide in your shelter, your grace, your unconditional love.

And when we do stray in disobedience, you actively, in your love, chasten us by letting us suffer the consequences of our poor choices (Heb. 12:1-17). You do this so we will come to our senses and return to obedience to you.

You WILL hide us under your wings, if only we will come and abide there.]

Help us, Lord, to abide in your love, obeying what we know to be true, reveling in the Truth of your great and wonderful compassion and care for us. May we have the glow of your love in our hearts, in our souls and on our faces as we go with you into today, that we may bring light and hope to all those we meet.

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More on Psalm 17:8 “Keep me as the apple of your eye;”

And in John 15:9, “As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you.”

How does the Father love the Son? Most foundationally, the Father loves the Son because God IS love; He can never not love. His love is “agape,” that is, it does not depend on the response of the loved one. Whatever we may do, God’s love will not stop flowing to us.

Now, here’s the point: as the Father loves the Son, so Jesus loves us!!! This is an astounding, beautiful, transforming and wonderful truth, too good to be true–and yet it is true for all believers. This is because Jesus has purchased us and given us His righteousness, His guiltless record and His holiness. Read that list above again, beginning with, “God loves me……”

As John exulted in 1 John 3:1, “See what great love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are!”

So, we don’t have to try and live off the love others give us; instead we can live out of the Love God gives us, being confident in His acceptance, forgiveness and liking us! Then we can love, forgive and like ourselves! We can rest in His love, abide in His love and revel in His love because it is wide like this field, secure, eternal and wholehearted. It is not based on us but upon His unchanging, all powerful nature. We ARE the apple of His eye!]

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This week’s autobio

Last week we wrote about Nat’s very short courtship leading to his good, long marriage He needed a nudge to consider the girl he married. And so did our older son was much more cautious. He had had two difficult relationships that hadn’t worked out; then a third girl had declined his offer to pursue a relationship with him, so he was now “gun shy.”

Well, we knew a girl who, in our minds at least, seemed just right for him. She was a young friend of Barbara’s whom we considered our “adopted” daughter, a part of the family already. I suggested to our son that he consider a relationship with her, as she had all the qualities he had told us he wanted in a wife.

She was a committed and growing believer, had already worked in the country for several years, knew the language well, was involved in ministry, was a member of our company and was fully supported. What more could he want? But he was reluctant, fearful of another rejection.

Finally the girl herself suggested they pursue a friendship and one of the things they decided to do was to read together the book, Boy Meets Girl by Josh Harris. They slowly worked their way through it, using it as a stimulus to discuss important issues and to get to know each other.

In the last chapter they were instructed to ask someone older for advice about taking the next step of commitment, so they came to me. My advice was for each of them to take a piece of paper and draw a line down the middle. On one side they were to write all the positive reasons for their getting married and on the other, the negatives. They both came back with a long list of positives, while each had only one reason against marrying, a financial one.

“Well, that issue is easily resolvable,” I said, and helped them see how they could work out a solution. It still took our boy a while to work up his courage to pop the question, but when he finally did, she didn’t have to think twice before saying, “Yes!”

Having friends and family in three widely dispersed places, they decided to have three wedding celebrations! The first one was held in Connecticut at our home church. It was a very nice time, attended by many friends and family members. One highlight for us was that Dr. Goodell, who had given us advice at our wedding, read the same advice to the young couple. Another highlight was that the bride sang a beautiful song for us. I admired her poise in such a situation.

The actual legal wedding took place in the girl’s home church in Maine. They set a date in early April, but the bride’s mother suggested they have it a week later, knowing that Maine can get snowstorms even in April.

Well, on the original date they had great weather, but on the actual day of the wedding they awoke to a snow storm! In spite of the weather it was another very nice event with family and friends from both sides coming to celebrate with us. The ceremony was a joyful one, filled with lots of uplifting songs and words of encouragement.

Then when they returned to our country of residence as a married couple, we had the third celebration of their marriage at the local international fellowship. For us, it was actually the most special celebration because all the people we’d worked with over the last twenty- plus years were there to celebrate with us as our extended family.

It was wonderful and the beginning a a very fine marriage which has seen lots of positive ministry to others. Our son and his wife now do a good deal of marriage counselling, sharing what they’ve learned with others. As I like to say, the main reason for getting married is that the couple can minister better together than alone, and so it is with them.

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Psalm 17:8

Psalm 17:8 “Keep me as the apple of your eye;”

[This, Lord God, is how you view each of your children, the object of your illogical, unbelievable love: we are special, unique, wonderful and dearly loved. By you we are delighted in, doted on and deeply cared for. You chose us, you cleansed us from our sin and guilt, you called us into your arms, you claimed us as your children, you commissioned us to special service and you cherish us wholeheartedly with joy.

Jesus made an amazing statement in John 15:9, “As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you.” This is an astounding, ground-shaking, worldview-shifting announcement. If we grasp this in ongoing depth, it will change our whole lives, resulting in us “being filled to the measure of all the fullness of God” (Eph. 3:16-19).

Think, how does God the Father love Jesus the Son?

He loves Him enthusiastically

and Eternally,

wholeheartedly,

willingly,

without equivocation

without reservation,

without interruption,

without any doubts,

without remorse,

joyfully,

jubilantly

and justly,

positively,

purposefully

and powerfully,

constantly,

creatively

and consistently,

warmly,

wonderfully,

wildly,

fully,

forcefully

and forever.

What more could we want as Jesus us loves us like this. This brings worth, security, joy and peace. We don’t have to measure up, He won’t judge us, reject us or  condemn us. His love wraps us in a warm embrace all the time. Then we obey Him as a response to His love for us. Perfect harmony!

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