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After our return John and his family decided not to return. His adopted son had serious learning disabilities that required special therapy not readily available here, so they chose to stay in the States for a while. Later they went on to work with Middle Easterners in Australia
 
While we were gone, Charles had found out that the mother of our three “adopted” children had actually kidnapped them from the father, who had custody. Charles got in contact with the father in a city way out in the East and made arrangements to bring the children back to him.
 
We thought about adopting Solomon, as he and Nat were such good buddies. However, when Charles asked the father about this, he said he would only allow us to adopt Solomon if we would get him a German wife! That, of course, was not possible, so we gave up our dream.
 
The plan was for us to drive the children down to this eastern city and we set off in our little car with our German friend, Renate, the three children, Charles, and his two daughters, along with our two boys and the two of us, eleven in all.
 
We left early, hoping to make the trip in two days. I took the first shift in driving. Later in the afternoon Barbara took a turn while I sat in the crowded back seat and slept some. I was awakened by a sudden “whuuump!”
 
I sat upright, “What was that?” I asked.
 
“There was a big rock in the road and I went over it,” Barbara said.
 
“Why didn’t you go around it?” I growled. “Didn’t you realize that with eleven people in the car it’s sitting really low?”
 
“I don’t know, it was in the middle of the road, so I drove over it.”
 
“Well, stop and let me look to see what damage you did.”
 
Everyone got out and I crawled under the car as far as I could. There was nothing amiss that I could see beyond that mark where the rock had struck the transmission.
 
“Ok, everyone back in. Let’s keep going,” I said. All went well for about 100 kilometers; then the car began going more and more slowly until we were barely moving.
 
I pulled over and looked underneath again. The whole underside of the car was now covered with oil that had obviously leaked out of the transmission. The rock must have cracked it on impact.
 
Now what were we to do? I looked around. We were literally in the middle of nowhere. There were no villages, no houses, not even any cultivated fields, just desert-like wilderness with the road running through it.
 
“I’ll try to hitch hike to the next village and see if I can get help,” offered Charles. I gladly accepted.
While he as gone, I went for a walk, leaving Barbara and Renate with the kids playing in the rocks beside the road.
 
As I walked, the Holy Spirit was nudging me, “I want you to praise me in this,” He said.
 
“No way!” I replied, “this is nothing to praise about!”
 
Fortunately, the Holy Spirit doesn’t give up easily, “This is important. Praise me for this and see the good that will come from it.”
 
Finally I agreed and made the decision of will, against my personal desire, to thank God for this inconvenience, this obstacle to our plans, this distressing situation—my emotions were not engaged, but that did not negate my obedience in praise.
 
Charles returned with a mechanic who confirmed that the transmission was not only empty, but frozen up. He proceeded to pump more oil into it, rocked the car back and forth to loosen up the gears, and got it running.
 
“Follow me and I’ll check it out more thoroughly in my garage,” he said.
 
We all piled back in and crept the 20 kilometers to the next village. I had to keep constant pressure on the gearshift lever to keep it from popping out of gear.
 
“Well,” said the mechanic after opening the cover on the transmission and looking inside, “there’s nothing I can do for you other than trying to seal the crack. It needs new gears and I have none. You’ll have to go to the next big city to get parts. It’s 100 kilometers that way on the other side of the mountains.”
 
It was getting on towards evening, so after paying the mechanic, we drove slowly in the direction he had indicated, and looked for a place to stay. In the next small town we found the “White Palace Hotel.” It was far from my idea of a palace, but we were able to get two rooms for the eleven of us for about three dollars, so I was happy.
 
It was a hot night and I didn’t sleep well. The Holy Spirit was still nudging me to praise Him for our situation, so against everything I felt, and with the weight of the uncertain future pushing against me, I again agreed to obey Him, offering the sacrifice of thanksgiving.
 
Sections of Scripture I’d memorized came to mind. “I will bless the Lord at all times, His praise shall continually be in my mouth” (Ps. 34:1,2).
“My brothers, count it all joy when you fall into diverse temptations, knowing that the trying of your faith works patience” (Jam. 1:2).
 
It was good that I was learning to praise, because little did I know that this was only the beginning of the adventure God had in store for us.
 
Picture: small town like the one we stayed in (from internet)
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No Fear

“For whom the Lord loves he chastens….” Hebrews 12:6
 
You are a wonder, O Lord God, for in your wisdom you always know exactly what you should do. You understand the right role to play in each situation: sometimes as our Savior, sometimes as our Father, sometimes as our Coach, sometimes as our Rebuker and sometimes as our Discipliner.
 
Your basic invitation to all people is to move from being a child of wrath to being a child of God. You are a judge for all people, for all are sinners, but you want to move from being the Judge of all to being the heavenly Father of all, if they will only believe.
 
Those who have taken your invitation and have become your children have also been made saints: forgiven, cleansed, transformed into a new creature, adopted into the family of God and are now dearly loved and deeply cared for.
 
We may be saints in Christ, but we still continue to sin unintentionally and, sadly, sometimes intentionally. In our rebellion and unbelief, however, you are no longer our judge; you do not condemn us in our sin, for we stand in the forgiveness of Christ.
 
You are now our heavenly Father who, with your Spirit, convicts us, chastens us, trains us and forgives us (Heb. 12:1-17). I praise you that you are the perfect Father, not too lax, not too strict, but an exact balance of grace and goodness on one side, firmness and force on the other.
 
You are committed to us, to our growth, to our sanctification. Your love and grace means that you will never reject us. Therefore, we never need to be reticent or reluctant about coming to you to confess.
 
As it says in Psalm 86:4,5, “Rejoice the soul of your servant, O Lord, for I lift up my soul to you, for you are good and ready to forgive and plenteous in mercy to all those who call upon you.”
 
Your goodness, your forgiving heart and your great mercy continually beckon us into your presence. To you we can confess without fear. Help us to be transparently honest with you and ourselves so we completely confess and be fully forgiven! May we do this to your honor and to bring you joy.

Picture: Climbing the stairs of life in Josh’s city

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Freedom from Fear

“He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.” Psalm 91:1
 
One gift that Jesus gave us is freedom from the oppression of the devil. I’ve told before of my slavery to irrational fears of the dark with thoughts of “If I open that door, there will be a flaming, ugly face hanging in the air!” or “If I open my eyes, there will be a wolf at the foot of the bed with red, fiery eyes!”
 
These fears were powerful and palpable even to those around me who did not share them. About 8 years ago, while in Albania, the Lord orchestrated a “show-down” with these fears, and as I wielded the Sword of the Spirit, using Psalm 23, those fears were vanquished, and I’d not been troubled since–until this fall.
 
Then while living in Germany, Barbara stayed with her aged mother about 6 nights a week to help her with going to bed and getting up in the morning, and on those nights, when I am home alone, those irrational, powerful fears began to return. Not as strong as before, but still compelling.
Psalm 23 again was effective against them as I prayed, “‘The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.’ Lord, even if such a face should be there when I open the door, I know that you are with me and would help me.”
 
With the Spirit’s help, I was winning, but the fears kept coming—until one night. That night as I got up to go to the bathroom, intentionally not turning on the lights in order to face these fears fully. Just as I was opening the bedroom door, a new thought came. “Do you know who’s actually on the other side of this door?” I paused and then answered the question: “Jesus!”
 
Wow, that thought was like a precise atom bomb that blew my fears to smithereens. I was immediately freed, and have had no reoccurrence since! Now every time I open a door in the dark, I think: “On the other side of this door, waiting for me, is the Lord Jesus: my Rock, my Salvation and my high Tower!”
 
As Psalm 68:6 says, The Lord “leads forth the prisoners with singing, but the rebellious dwell in a sun scorched land.” The Lord desires to free us from the corruption of sin and the traps of Satan. May He help you in your struggles as He helped me in mine through meditating on and wielding the sword of the Spirit, obeying the Word.
 
He always wants to work hand in hand with us in this. When we obey, cooperate, and use the Word, then He moves, just as He did with removing the pagan peoples from the promised land so the Israelites could live there.
 
The Israelites still had to strap on their swords and fight, but God was the One who actually cleared the land for them. And so, He fights for us as we obey what we know to be true.
 
Prayer: “Lord, I praise you that you are the all-powerful One who has defeated Satan, sin and self. Help me to dwell in the shelter of your Word that I may rest securely in the shadow of your Almighty power and protection. Amen.”

 Picture: strapping on our spiritual armor to stand firm!

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More on Psalm 119:103

More on “How sweet are your words to my taste, sweeter than honey to my mouth!” Psalm 119:103
 
Praise you, Lord, that you show us more of your beautiful qualities as you continually take care of us. Every day of our lives you manifest
your power in protection,
your creativity in care,
your love in lavishness,
your sharing in your showing us your goodness.
 
You are also the God to be feared for your justice and holiness, a God to be obeyed for your wisdom and righteousness,
a God to be loved for your goodness and grace,
a God to be worshiped for your greatness and glory.
 
In you is more than we could ever imagine; in you is more than we can ever comprehend; in you there is more than enough to keep us learning for all eternity.
 
You are the God who is too good to be true, while being more than true. Glory be to you, honor be to you, obedience be to you, joy be to you this day in my motives, thoughts, words and actions.
 
Prayer: “Lord, keep me in awe of you, keep me worshiping you, praising you all day long. Keep my eyes open to the beauty around me that reflects the loveliness of your character. May I delight your heart in my delighting in you. Amen.”
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More on Heavenly Wisdom

 
More on Heavenly Wisdom
 
Later that day after their successful talk with Dodge the Captain and Cody rode over to John’s ranch. As they sat on the porch, Cody told them of the happenings, including the attempted poisoning of his horse and Dodge’s accepting their proposal.
 
“Amazing! I have never heard of a rancher backing down like that!” exclaimed Amanda.
 
“Well,” said the Captain, “using Heavenly Wisdom definitely helps, as does having forty soldiers with me!” They all laughed. “And really, Dodge didn’t back down, he took a step ahead into the future.”
 
Suddenly Sam jumped up, “Look, Pa, the barn’s on fire!” As one they all stood and saw the smoke billowing up from behind the barn.
 
Cody and the Captain took off running. John stopped in the barn to get three shovels and a tarp. By the time he got behind the barn, Cody had already begun beating at the flames with his vest.
 
It was the haystack leaning on the back of the barn that was on fire. “Here,” John shouted,” take a shovel and put dirt on it, it’s better than water!”
 
He gave the other shovels to Sam and the Captain, then threw the tarp over the center of the flames, smothering them. Sam and Cody shoveled as rapidly as they could on the edges of the fire, and in a few minutes the flames were out.
 
John, Cody and the Captain then used the shovels to pull out the burned hay to prevent any re-ignition. They stepped back and surveyed the damage.
 
“We are really fortunate that Sam saw this in time,” exclaimed John. “A few more minutes and the whole barn would have been engulfed in flames,”.
 
“It’s more than fortunate, it’s God watching over you,” Cody said. “This is what I call a ‘God sighting.’”
 
“A what?”
 
“A God sighting is when you see God reach into your life and do something good for you. He alerted us through Sam, and we were able to get the fire out in time. Your only loss is some hay, not the barn.”
 
Sam smiled, “Hmm, I think that you are a God sighting, Mr.
Cody! God sent you to help us! And the Captain, too!”
 
Cody laughed, “Yes, I guess you are right. If I hadn’t found you out on the plain, I wouldn’t have been here to help you. Now I want to look around and see what I can find out about how this fire started.”
 
He went to where the fire had begun, found some boot prints and followed them away from the barn to a stand of poplars. There he saw where a horse had waited and traced the tracks of the rider coming and going. He leaned down to look at the horseshoe prints.
 
Each horse has distinctive ones. In fact, each horseshoe is distinct. After studying these prints, Cody knew he would be able to tell the horse that made them when he looked at it’s shoes.
 
He went back to the barn where the others were waiting. “I’m going to follow those tracks and see who made them, and where they go” he said.
 
Picture: Haystack on fire from internet, royalty free
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Amazing Revelations

“How sweet are your words to my taste, sweeter than honey to my mouth!” Psalm 119:103
 
The more I meditate on your Word, Lord, memorizing, personalizing and praying it, the sweeter the Word becomes.
 
I praise you, O Lord, for your great and glorious Revelation;
I praise you for the privilege of partnering with your Spirit in understanding, embracing and applying your Word in my life.
 
To you be glory for your powerful plan of redemption, transformation and continual growth.
 
Your Word shows you to be a consistent giver of goodness to all creatures, whether they be your children or your enemies. You are the God of unbounded grace, pouring out on all peoples the opposite of what we deserve.
 
Your Word helps us to see this, as we so naturally fool ourselves into thinking we are good, comparing ourselves with those we consider worse than us, rather than comparing ourselves to your perfect standard.
 
You have also revealed your multifaceted and lovely character in how you created all we can see. Praise you for the beauty of your world, twisted though it may be by sin:
a myriad of shades of green,
a multitude of types of flowers,
a million different colors,
a majestic display of your power in forming mountains, plains and seas,
a magnificent show of glory in the stars every night.
 
You have created the vast variety of animals: the intricacies of the minute world of single-celled creatures, the incredible variety of insects, the many means of movement from the flagellum of a virus to the great bodies of elephants, walrus and whales.
 
And the expanse of your creation astounds us: the superb spread of the heavens stretching out billions of light years and on beyond anything we can comprehend.
 
Praise you for revealing yourself in both your Word and in your world, giving all people opportunity to know you, to come to you, to enter your shelter, your Kingdom, your Family.
 
Help us to ever walk in awe of you, your wisdom, your power and your love.
 
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Shining Love

“As the Father hath loved me, so have I loved you: continue ye in my love. If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love….” said Jesus in John 15:9,10
 
I praise you that in you, Lord Jesus, we are
chosen, holy and dearly loved;
that we are called to abide in you;
that we are claimed to be your sons and daughters, commissioned to special service,
“As the Father hath loved me, so have I loved you: continue ye in my love. If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love….” said Jesus in John 1
commanded to live for your glory,
to praise you in all things,
to rejoice in your goodness,
to obey in your power,
to worship in your presence.
 
Your love is beyond conception, beyond imagination, beyond comprehension, beyond human wisdom.
 
Your love is cleansing, forgiving, transforming, uplifting, edifying, and purifying.
 
Your love is the opposite of selfishness, pride, ambition and control.
 
It is empowering, equipping, embracing, enduring and excellent.
 
It is too good to be true, yet is more than true.
 
In your love we can bask and be transformed. As we look upon you, shining in your glorious love, we are being transformed into your image (2 Cor. 3:18). And in delighting in you, in being satisfied in you, we give you glory.
 
Prayer: “Forgive us, Father, for not giving you more glory, honor and praise by basking consistently in your great, glorifying, gracious love.
 
Help me, Lord, to revel in your love all day today, to walk in the light of your goodness, to exalt your name, to rejoice in you, to embrace all that you send, for you are good and worthy of all worship, obedience and love. Amen.”
 
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More Autobio

We had planned to stay three weeks in Germany, but difficulties cropped up that kept causing us to postpone our departure. The car had problems and it took longer to fix than expected. And getting some official paper work done was interrupted by German holidays.
 
As usual, however, the Lord was at work orchestrating things for us. The delays gave us time to visit Barbara’s Bible school where we talked with a possible recruit. We also visited the head of an organization which received monetary gifts for us, and the amount they had for us was just enough to cover the repairs on the car.
 
We almost lost Nat during this time. He, his brother and I went for a stroll on the sidewalk running along the main highway bordering Barbara’s village.
 
Nat was on his tricycle and was getting too far ahead of us, so I called for him to stop. Instead he went faster and fell on the sidewalk. I gasped to see him rolling right into the path of an oncoming car–but just before going under the tires, he stopped and rolled back.
 
It was like he hit something and was deflected onto the sidewalk. I suspect his guardian angel was responsible for saving his life there. We did have some words about obedience following that incident!
 
After four weeks we headed back, stopping at the Word of Life castle for a good night’s sleep before the grueling thirty-six hour push on the next stage of the trip.
 
The next morning was sunny and clear as we packed the car. We had the back seat down with a sleeping bag spread out so the boys had a nice place to play as we traveled. We drove down through Austria into Yugoslavia, working our way through heavy traffic the whole day.
 
In the late afternoon dark clouds filled the sky and we drove into a heavy thunderstorm. I stopped under a bridge to take the suitcases off the roof and put them into the back of the car out of the rain. Just at that moment there was a spectacular flash of lightning, striking a barn in the field next to us, setting it on fire. I felt bad for the farmer, but couldn’t do anything about it, so we went on.
 
We planned to drive through the night again, with Barbara and the boys sleeping in the back of the car. The positive side of this was that there would be a lot less truck traffic, but the down side was negotiating the twisting and turning road through the mountains, which had no lighting, no painted lines and no guard rails.
 
I didn’t actually pray for it, but the thought came to me that having someone to follow would be wonderful. At dusk as traffic slacked off, there was a car sitting beside the road. As we approached, its lights came on and it pulled out onto the road. The whole rest of the night that car went before us, showing us the way.
 
The driver seemed familiar with the road, knowing where to slow down, where we could drive fast. He led us through all the twists and turns in the mountains and as the sky began to get light in the east, he brought us down to a small town on the plains just north of the Greek border. There our angel turned off the main road, leaving us on our own. This was God’s love in action, a marvelous Jesus sighting.
 
We made it to the last city before the border that evening and after a good night’s sleep, approached the border with some trepidation. Would our name be on the black list? Would we be refused entry? Would it make a difference that we’d not exited through here? We had prayed a lot and now would get to see God’s answer.
 
The border guard took our papers, wrote the car into my passport and waved us on. No questions, no hesitation, no problem! We enthusiastically praised God for His protection and provision.
 
We drove the last twelve hours to our city praising God all the way, and upon our arrival, found that we weren’t the only ones happy with our successful return.
 
Never had we had such a warm welcome as we got from our little team of four, plus our German friend and the three children. As our teammates were all newcomers they were glad to see someone return who was a little further down the road in experience.
 
This challenge of our being expelled, and the possibility the team had faced of losing all of its older members, worked together to give us a better appreciation of one another. Crisis can be a bonding experience when we all respond properly.
 
Picture: Nat on his tricycle in Germany
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Amazing Love

Praise be to you, Lord, for your great love that pours out of your heart into our lives every day.
 
First it flowed to us when we were your enemies: “But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us” (Rom. 5:8).
 
Now it flows to us as your children. We are–against all reason, against all hope, against all of what we deserve–
dearly loved,
determinedly delighted in,
definitely doted on
and deeply cared for.
 
Your love is
powerful,
rich,
unquenchable,
unstoppable,
unending,
uninfluenced,
unilateral,
immeasurable,
great and good.
 
Your choosing us to be your children is a call to bask in your forgiveness, to delight in your love and to rest in your grace. It is an insistent invitation to exult in your
great, wholehearted acceptance of us,
in your joy at being our Heavenly Father,
in your persistent,
almighty,
pure,
wonderful,
goodness-filled,
grace-fueled love.
 
We are yours and you are glad. We come to you in selfish prayer—but you are delighted that we come at all.
 
We obey a bit—it gives you joy.
 
We doubt, disobey, disrespect you, saddening you—but you forgive, chasten, guide and love us again.
 
This a great, wise love, coupled with a growing revelation of how much you have forgiven us, which calls us to a deeper, wholehearted obedience–an answer of love to your Love like clouds reflected in a pond.
 
May we be consistent in actively loving you back, Lord!
 
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Colossians 3:12

“Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved….”
Colossians 3:12a
 
There is so much to thank and praise you for, Lord–if we open our eyes to see it. Among your gifts to us, Lord, are:
 
a rich, growing, wonderful relationship with you;
eternal life;
meaning in life;
significant work in living for you;
family and; good relationships;
continual growth spiritually, intellectually and emotionally;
a reasonable level of health;
a mind that works;
hands that function;
a small and simple home for us;
good friends;
love, life, laughter and light;
sight and sound;
protection and provision—and much more!
All that is good flows from you, Lord God.
 
You, Heavenly Father, are the Giver of every good gift, the Planner of all our future and our Protector in all, taking us through each day.
 
You, Lord Jesus, are our Savior from sin, the Supplier of strength, making it possible to work, to achieve, to join you in what you are doing.
 
You, Holy Spirit, are the Giver of wisdom, insight and guidance, the One who brings fruit in our lives.
 
You, O God, are my Triune Lord, my great Shepherd, my Savior and King. You are absolutely trustable because you are absolutely good. I can and must praise you in and for all things.
 
Help me to ever focus on you, on what is good and noble, excellent and praiseworthy. May I live in gratitude all day long.
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