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REAPING GOODNESS SOWED
Cody reined in his horse and held up his hand, signaling to Sam. He looked around him, especially back over his trail, ever cautious, ever aware that danger could be around the corner.
He also carefully looked down, checking for tracks, and what he saw disturbed him. “look here Sam, what do you make of this?” Sam edged his horse up for a better look. There were tracks of a number of unshod horses that had passed this way not long ago.
 
“Looks like Indians,” said Sam.
 
“You’re right,” replied Cody. “We need to be careful.”
The conflict between Indians and settlers had nearly ended, but there were always hotheaded young ones who wanted glory, scalps and horses. For the Indian, fighting was a way of life. He was a warrior first, everything came after that.
Long before the white man came, the tribes had fought each other, raiding for horses and women, goods and glory.
When the white men came, the Indians knew their way of life was threatened and sought to chase out the white settlers, ranchers and soldiers. They were similar to Dodge in that they wanted no change.
 
The Indians were superb fighters, able to live off the land, to sneak up on unsuspecting invaders and to strike with fury. They were brave in their search of coups and scalps and honor.
But they could never defeat the white man, for they were not united, and their Indian idea of a war was one battle and then they’d go home. They had no supplies or plans for a campaign, so they were unprepared for the soldiers who would follow them and attack again and again.
 
The Indians hadn’t changed much, even though they’d been repeatedly defeated, so Cody rode carefully. He turned off the path and moved through some cottonwoods growing along the trail.
 
“Better not to be in the open,” he said. They rode towards a rise to get a better look around, careful not the make a silhouette, staying in the cover of trees.
There they were, a dozen Indians, trotting across the plain. There were no women or children with them, so they were hunting, but the question was, what were they hunting? Scalps and horses, or deer and antelopes, as Cody was?
 
Cody turned his horse in the opposite direction and Sam followed. “Keep looking back to see if you’re followed, and look all around to make sure you’re alone,” Cody said to Sam. “No need to fear, but a great need to be cautious.”
 
On one of their stops, Cody got out his field glasses for a wider look and spotted a small herd of antelope, pointing them out to Sam. “This way,” he said.
 
“But we are going away from them,” objected Sam.
 
“Antelopes have very good eyesight; if they see you, they’re immediately gone. So, we have to move downwind from them and come up on them from around a hill so we can get a shot.”
They worked their way around to the south side of the herd, keeping to the many dips in the plain. When they finally again caught site of the antelopes, they were only about 200 yards off.
 
Cody lifted his rifle, carefully sighted and squeezed the trigger. Then he quickly lifted his rifle a bit and fired again.
“Did you miss?’ asked Sam.
 
“No, I wanted to get two, and did,” replied Cody. “I suspect we will need the second one. The Indians probably heard my shots and will come.
 
They rode over to the two antelopes lying on the plain and dismounted. Cody showed Sam how to skin and butcher the animals, all the while frequently looking around.
A bit later he said quietly to Sam. “The Indians are here. Let’s load up our meat.”
 
“How do you know,” asked Sam, looking around and seeing nothing.
 
“I feel that we are being watched; they are behind a hill observing us.”
 
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Psalm 1:3d Prospering as God defines it

 
For the man who meditates on God’s Word day and night, “Whatever he does prospers.” Psalm 1:3d
 
[As a result of avoiding the three sins mentioned in verse 1 and meditating on God’s Word day and night with delight, whatever situation or work you call us to do, Lord, you promise to prosper both it and us.
 
This is partly because we will be thinking as you think, acting in accord with your Word, obeying what we know to be true, and living in your power not our own. It is partly because you will act on our behalf. This is the promise I will rest on.
 
Of course, your definition of “prosper” may be different from ours. What may look like failure of our efforts can be what you will be using to make us prosper spiritually.
 
One example of this is that our last church plant failed; humanly speaking this is not prospering, and I grieved when the church died. But we know that you can bring something better out of this death of a vision.
 
For one thing, the believers all moved to other fellowships, taking their training, maturity and drive with them. Some of those have gone through very difficult situations since and have stood strong in their faith, trusting you.
 
For another, you have deepened us through this, showing me that I put too much importance on being successful from a human standpoint instead of keeping you in first place. You are prospering our efforts in a way that is different from what we wanted, but you are bringing growth and direction.
 
Picture: The beauty of rocks in the woods, what could be unwanted if it were in a field.
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Psalm 1:3c Remaining Green

 
 
The man who meditates on Scripture day and night will like a tree planted by the rivers of water “…whose leaf does not wither.” Psalm 1:3c
 
[No matter what happens around this tree, it remains green—in drought, dryness, winds, dust storms or disasters, failure of the seasons, failure of other streams–this tree , this man, always has water to draw from, for its roots are deep down into the true source of vitality and strength, the Word of God.
 
Whatever trying events come to us—weakness, hardship, insults, persecution, difficulties, or loss—we can remain lush and green, bear our fruit, and be a delight to those around us.
 
I have seen this true in my own life, living in a Middle Eastern country where at one point a cascade of disasters flowed into my life. I arrested for my faith several times, spent time in jail, was fired from my job, kicked out of our meeting place, abandoned by my team, threatened expulsion from our apartment, put on trial with the prosecutor wanting 7 years in jail for me and others.
 
In all this I kept meditating on the Word, remembering truth, replacing fear with faith, processing stress through the Word.
 
The outcome: moving through with God’s strength, ending up with no PTSD, no depression, no need for counseling, no need to abandon my post to recover.
 
This is all because of you, Lord, for you gave us your Word and draw us into it. And this is what I am experiencing again right now as my wife goes through a very difficult time—I am not withering up but remaining green and bearing fruit because you are empowering me to do so as I meditate on your Word.
 
Epilogue: in the end of my trial I was acquitted along with others and this brought a great freedom to share the gospel in this country for the next 10 years. God had a plan; we just had to join him in it.
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Psalm 1:3b

 
Psalm 1:3 “He is like a tree planted by streams of water,”
 
[Planted, put down in one spot and kept there—it seems this is the result of a cooperation between you, Lord, and the person.
 
My part in being planted is to avoid the three sins of verse one, and then to delight in and meditate on your Word. Then you plant me in the right spot. And not by just one stream, but streams of water to put my roots down into, to draw sustenance from them and to grow strong.
 
This is your good desire for us, Lord, that our roots go down into your Word, which brings deepening dependance, maximum maturing, and spiritual strengthening.
 
There is no end to the insights, understanding, wisdom and guidance you give us from your Word as we meditate on it. Your desires are good!]
 
“which yields its fruit in season”
 
[For the person who meditates on God’s Word day and night, when it’s time to bear fruit, you, Lord, will bring it forth. And it will be the right fruit, whether it be a specific aspect of
the fruit of the Spirit
(love,
joy,
peace,
patience,
kindness,
goodness,
faithfulness,
sweet reasonableness
and self-control),
 
or the fruit of praise,
or the fruit of good works,
or the fruit of those who come to Christ.
 
Praise you, Lord, that you make us fruitful as we abide in you, for without you we can do nothing.]
 
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Leaving the city where the transmission had been replaced, we drove up over the mountains again and down to the village where the car was first looked at.
 
The main road had a number of little grocery stores scattered along it. Since it was about lunchtime, we stopped and I went into one of the shops to buy some bread and cheese. And who was sitting there, but Adam, the bus driver!
 
“What a surprise to see you!” he said. “I am only home one day in a month and that is the day you stop here!”
 
“And I could have gone into any of the other little store and not seen you!” I replied.
 
Adam insisted that we come with him to his house. He took us up to the second story where he introduced us to his wife and several children. As it was Ramadan he was not eating, but offered us tea. We declined out of respect for him and he was pleased.
 
He took me out on the balcony to show me his garden. There was a woman hanging out laundry on the balcony below.
 
“That’s my first wife,” said Adam. We knew that some men had more than one wife, but Adam was the first one we’d ever actually met.
 
“My brother married her first,” he explained, “but was killed in a car crash soon after. So it was my responsibility to marry his wife and have children in his name. I was 15, she was 19. We had three children. The first, a boy, we named after my brother.”
 
“I see,” I replied. “So this was an arranged marriage. And how did you come to marry your second wife?”
 
“I had a little shop where I sold and repaired watches and clocks,” he said, “When my eyes got bad from all the close work, I started doing long distance truck driving. On one trip to the South I met my second wife and fell in love with her. When I came home I talked with my first wife about it.”
 
“How did you do that?” I asked.
 
“Well, I asked her if she loved me. She said, ‘Yes.’ So I said to her, ‘Then give me permission to marry a second wife.’”
 
“ ‘No, I won’t,’ she replied.”
 
“ ‘OK,’ I said, ‘then I will have to divorce you because you don’t love me.’ ”
 
“After that she gave her permission for me to marry the second time. I had given her the children she wanted, now I have the wife I wanted.”
 
“Hmmm,” I said. And to myself thought, “A very different perspective!”
 
That began a four-year friendship with Adam. On his frequent bus trips through Ankara he would often stop in for a visit. He always brought us a nice gift—a whole honeycomb or a polished brass glass-enclosed candle holder or a large box of candy—and as he presented each to us, he always described it as “a worthless gift.” That in itself was a gift, giving us insight into the culture of the East, how the emphasis was on the relationship, not the gift.
 
Later we also made the long drive to visit Adam in his home, spending a delightful weekend with his second family.
During those years there were many chances to share the gospel with him and his family. He took a Bible and read in it, along with other literature.
 
We saw this as part of the reason the Lord allowed our mishap with the car and the difficulty in getting it fixed: it meant meeting Adam and opened up the opportunity for him to hear the gospel. We never know what the Lord is orchestrating through the difficulties He brings into our lives, but can always know it is for good.
 
At one point we didn’t hear from him for a while, so we called Adam’s home and were shocked to learn that he was dead. He had been using his tractor to help a neighbor by pulling his wagon down the main road when a bus struck him from behind. After a short time in the hospital, he had died.
 
We were thankful that the Lord had had mercy on him, giving him opportunity to find eternal life. We hope he took it, perhaps in those last hours of life while he was in a coma; we hope that we will see him in heaven.
 
We left Adam that afternoon a lot later than we had planned, and it wasn’t long before it was dark. I wanted to press on as long as we could, but the Lord had other plans.
 
Along a lonely stretch of road, my headlights picked up two large sheep dogs, their tails curled over their backs, iron spiked collars on their necks to protect them from wolves. I slowed down, as you can never tell what animals may do. They were off on the left hand side of the road, but just as I got to them, one crossed over in front of us and I was unable to avoid him.
 
After the car struck him, he rolled off to the side of the road.
I felt bad about hitting him and wondered if he would survive, but wasn’t about to stop and get out in the dark with a large wounded animal. Those dogs can be very fierce.
 
Besides, I had something else to contend with. The impact had rearranged the front of the car and my headlights were now refocused: one shone off up in the air to the right, the other down and off the road to the left. We were not going to get very far that night!
 
I drove slowly to the next town, praising God that nothing worse had happened. We found a hotel and got some rest. The next day we made it back to Ankara before darkness came.
Picture: Adam and me on a picnic before he died.
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Psalm 1:2 Meditation

 
“and on his law he meditates day and night.” Psalm 1:2
 
[To internalize your Word , Lord,by memorizing and meditating on it, is wonderful. It is a marvelous privilege to be permeated with your Truth, to think as you do, to set our hearts and minds on things above, to be able to say “Whom have I in heaven but you, and earth has nothing I desire besides you.” (Ps. 73:25).
 
To meditate on your Word day and night results in having a Teflon-like cover for our mind and heart, coating them with Truth, so the mud of the world does not stick, and is daily washed away by the water of the Word.
 
When we memorize, personalize and pray through your Word, the Holy Spirit works powerfully to transform, to undo and redo, to break and reshape us in the image of Christ. He opens our eyes to new things, He replaces human thought with His thoughts, natural responses with supernatural ones, selfishness with God-centeredness, greed with worship.
 
Lord, to have your Word in my mind through memorization, in my heart through personalizing it, in my will through praying it—this means that all through the day I can think on your Word, measure my motives, my thoughts and my words by it, reject what is natural, choose what is of you.
 
Praise be to you for the great privilege of meditation on your Word, thereby
knowing,
loving,
living with,
walking with,
and working with
the King of Creation,
the Lord of Love,
the God of Goodness.
 
I praise you, I exalt you, I glorify you. May you be magnified in my life today so that people will also meet you when they meet me and that you may be more honored.]

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Psalm 1:2

Blessed is the man whose “delight is in the law of the LORD,” Psalm 1:2
 
[If you delight in something, that is what your mind goes to when it is free. I remember delighting in my future wife–I was working, but my mind kept going to her! And I delight in the beauty around me, as in the picture below.
So it should be with God’s Word. When I awake in the night, it is my habit to meditate on Scripture , to delight in what I’ve memorized, which often puts me back to sleep!
 
Here’s what I say to the Lord about His Word.
 
Your Word is so delightful, Lord, so full of rich
Glimpses of your Majesty,
Insights into Your marvelous Character,
Demonstrations of your Might,
Revelations of your Holiness,
Displays of your Wisdom,
Insights into your Grace,
Announcements of your righteous Wrath against sin.
 
Your Word has all that we need to know about you and how to live. It is deep, powerful, revealing and convicting. “For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart” (Heb. 4:12).
 
As we delve into it, you use it to delve into us, convicting us of the next sin we need to repudiate.
 
As we dig in through memorization and meditation, you lead us on an endless discovery of gems of wisdom and treasures of truth. These make our lives rich and spiritually powerful,
 
leading us to being:
Glory-givers,
Wholehearted worshipers,
Grace receivers,
And grace givers;
–all of which leads to more delighting in your Word.
 
It is not hard to delight in your Word–we just need to spend time there and divest ourselves of the taste for the ashes of the world, acquiring a taste for the rich, heady fare of your Truth!.
 
Help us, Lord, to delight regularly in your Word so that we may be transformed into your likeness, thinking your thoughts, obeying your commands, honoring you.
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The Seat of the Scornful

Blessed is the man who does not…sit in the seat of mockers.” Ps 1:1
 
[Lord, it is such a part of my nature to be judgmental, to criticize, to make fun of others. It makes me feel good, to set myself above and to decide who is acceptable and who isn’t, who is cool and who is a nerd.
 
But this is destructive, negative, unhealthy, ensnaring and evil. To do so is pleasing to the devil but grievous to you. It is the opposite of what you do with us—and since you know us completely, you have abundant reason to judge, condemn and reject us, yet you choose to love and elevate us to being your beloved children. Then you delight in us, rejoice in us, sing over us.
 
I praise you, Lord God, that you have worked so consistently in my life, convicting me of my negativeness and bringing me to the point of surrender, to stop speaking negative things, and to work at being positive–in my thoughts as well as words–to follow your command in Philippians 4:8 to think on what is true, noble, right, pure, lovely, admirable, excellent and praiseworthy.
 
You yourself, Lord Jesus, are the great positive: in you there is only good, only purity, only holiness; there is no evil, no sin, no negative, no dark side. You are thoroughly, completely, perfectly good and all you do is good.
 
You are the One for me to think on, rejoice in, delight in, and I choose to do so because your beautiful, shining, lovely, wonderful character is worthy of all worship and honor.
 
Praise be to you, glory be to you, honor be to you today in my life. May those around me benefit from the overflow of your Spirit and the goodness you pour into me, so when they meet me, they may also meet you.]
 

City of 10 million, in need of positiveness

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The Way of Sinners Psalm 1:1

“Blessed is the man who does not…stand in the way of sinners” Psalm 1:1c
 
[This, I believe, is to watch what sinners do and desire to do the same. This is so common, so easy, so attractive: TV, movies, music, shopping, catalogues, colleagues, books, magazines, newspapers, the internet—all call us to stop and view, look and lust.
 
It is so natural to do this–but to walk in the way of Jesus is so much better. “Let your eyes look straight ahead, fix your gaze directly before you. Make level paths for your feet and take only ways that are firm. Do not swerve to the right or the left, keep your foot from evil” (Pro. 4:25,26).
 
This verse really helps me in the Middle Eastern city where we lived. There were so many attractive women here, especially among the multitude of college students. So I guarded myself by looking straight ahead , often looking down, rather than around. This shielded me from temptation and destructive thoughts.
 
One day, however, at the photographers, I failed in this, looking twice at an unhealthy picture; forgive me, Lord, help me to heed instead to the voice of the Spirit, and stand not in the way of sinners.
 
One strategy I used to protect myself from this temptation was to have my wife look through the local newspaper before I did. She would either tear out pages with semi-pornographic pictures or tell me something like, “Don’t look at the fashion section.” These pictures were no temptation for her, but could easily trigger wrong thoughts for me!
 
For other people it might be looking at jewelry, furniture magazines, or others’ cars of those who have more money and envying them. We each need to know our weakness and guard against it.
 
Praise you, O Lord, that you are a forgiving God and work to bring me back to your path so I can run the race with you and stay off the way of sinners.]
 
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Psalm 1:1b

 

Psalm 1:1b “Blessed is the man who does not walk in the counsel of the wicked”
 
[This is a call to discern and reject wrong: will I agree with God, or will I make human understanding the measure of right and wrong?
 
Praise you, Lord, that you give discernment, based on your Word and the direction of the Spirit, to see and avoid the advice of the wicked—and I find that the majority of the wicked advice I encounter arises from my own heart!
 
I praise you, Lord God, in contrast to the dark path of the wicked, that you are light itself, continually shining wisdom and understanding into our lives. “The path of the righteous is like the first gleam of dawn, shining ever more brightly til the full light of day” (Pro. 4:18).
 
If we stay in your light, we can discern and avoid the traps of wickedness. Blessed are those who have learned to walk in the light of your presence. The more we avoid the counsel of the wicked, the more we can walk in your light, in your love and into your blessings.
 
I praise you for the joy of being able to avoid the wiles of the devil, to recognize when he puts out the bait for me, to reject it, grasping clearly that the devil’s way only leads to misery, fear, oppression, failure and death.
 
But you, O Lord, in your true wisdom, offer us just the opposite: joy, security, freedom, success and eternal life! Praise be to you. Help me to walk in the light of your Word all through today.
 
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