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More Thoughts on Psalm 119

 
 
“Your laws endure to this day, for all things serve you” (Ps. 119:91).
 
You created the universe to be dependent on you; you established the laws of physics, the laws of ethics, the laws of morality, and they have continued on throughout history. Whatever happens, the creation serves you. You are able to transform whatever comes into something useful in your Kingdom.
 
“If your law had not been my delight, I would have perished in my affliction” (Ps. 119:92).
 
This is so true of me: if I had not meditated on your Word, I would not have made it in the Middle East. I would have both exploded and imploded, for the difficult events we lived through would have driven me back home, demolished my emotional life, destroyed my family life and done in my ministry. But you fed and led me through your Scripture.
 
Your Word brings life, it brings light, it brings truth, it transforms, protects and guides.
–By it we can understand life to a sufficient degree, enough to make sense.
–By it we can know you enough to trust you.
–By it we can see you at work so we can move on with you in life.
 
Your Word is my light, my lamp, my love. Praise be to you for providing what we need to trust you.
 
Prayer: “I bow before you, O Lord– Father, Son and Holy Spirit. I give you honor and praise for you have revealed yourself to us in your Word. I rise up from worship to obey you today with all my heart, for all your glory. Amen.”
 
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Psalm 119:93

 
“I will never forget your precepts, for by them you have preserved my life.” Psalm 119:93
 
Praise be to you, Lord God: you are the Great “I Am,” the all-powerful Creator, Sustainer, Director and Ender of history. Your being flows from before time, into history and beyond it into eternity. You are forever, with no beginning and no ending.
 
Like you, “Your word, O LORD, is eternal; it stands firm in the heavens” (Ps. 119:89). It does not change or shift; it is not altered or abrogated; it is firm and sure, true and right, trustable and good.
 
“Your faithfulness continues through all generations….”
 
You are the same as when you created Adam and Eve: your wisdom has not diminished, your power is not less, your love has not shifted and your grace has not been depleted. You are forever unaltered: ever trustable, ever faithful, ever present, ever good.
“…you established the earth, and it endures” (Ps. 119:90).
 
Whatever its age may be, the earth endures, hung on nothing, spinning at the right speed, circling the sun at the needed distance, tilted on the right axis—all this because you are faithful. The enduring earth is the visible evidence that you are the unchanging, unending God whose Word is forever true.
 
So each morning, when I awake you in your enduring love are there, faithful to your character, to your creation, to your creatures. I can face the day knowing I will go through it with you, on the path you prepared, in the events you have planned. Praise be to you, my great shepherd.
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More from the cowboy’s wisdom.

More from the cowboy’s wisdom.
 
Cody was again up before dawn—and heard the bugler on the military side of things playing reveille to roust all the soldiers out.
 
After reading his Bible and praying, he went to see the Captain, but had to wait until the first formation and inspection of the day were completed. Then the Captain took him into his office and called in a soldier.
 
“Corporal,” he said, “bring us some breakfast, and make sure the coffee is hot!” Then turning to his guest, he said, “Have a seat, Cody Smith. I’ve given the matter some thought.”
 
Cody broke in, “Before you tell me your decision, let me add some information I gleaned last night from Dodge’s men in the saloon. He gave a thorough description of the conversation, ending with the threat of killing John and his family.
 
The Captain leaned back in his chair. “Well, that reinforces my decision to take a detachment of soldiers and make a visit, first to John and then to Dodge.” He smiled, “And I’ll try to make it for the right motive, to make and keep peace for all.”
 
There was a knock on the door and the corporal, along with another soldier, brought in two trays of a good smelling breakfast. Cody certainly was hungry and ready to eat. But first he turned to the Captain and asked permission to pray, which was given.
 
“Heavenly Father,” he said, “you are the Lord of the harvest and have brought us sustenance from your riches. We thank you for this meal. Amen.”
 
“And thank the US Army, too!” put in the Captain with a smile.
They made their plans to leave in early afternoon with a detachment of forty soldiers, and the Captain went to give his orders.
 
Cody went down to the general store and looked around, keeping his ears open. He picked out a few things: more ammunition, a new canteen, coffee, sugar and salt. While paying for them, he heard some people enter the store. He did not turn around but leaned his elbows on the counter and waited.
 
One man said, “Let’s get us a bunch more ammunition. We’re going to need it when we smoke that varmint out.” It was one of Dodge’s men.
Cody turned to look at the men and enjoyed the shock their faces registered when they recognized him. They quickly got over it and sneered at him. “Well, if it isn’t the sod busters’ angel. I hope you have enough sense to stay away from them or you’ll get busted, too.”
 
Cody said nothing, just tipped his hat to them and walked out, and there, sitting on her horse was the girl. He tipped his hat to her also.
 
“So, you’re the trouble maker,” she said. “I hope you don’t get in my father’s way!”
 
“Yes, ma’am, I intend to stay out of your father’s way. Along with that I will try to show him a peaceable way. My desire is to see him well established for the rest of his life.”
 
The girl looked surprised; Cody turned and ambled down the street.
 
At 1 pm he was at the military buildings, mounted and ready to go. The Captain came out, stepped into his stirrups, waved his hand to the soldiers sitting ready in their saddles, and the detachment moved out, their banner waving from its pole held by one of the soldiers.
 
It was a hot afternoon as they first rode east. This way the sun was not in their eyes. Cody led them down and across the river, then turned north toward John’s ranch. They camped that night in a good spot Cody found for them. It was at the base of a steep cliff with a small pool and cotton wood trees around it. It would be hard for anyone to approach them without being heard or seen. The watch had an easy night of it.
 
They were off right at first light and by mid-afternoon arrived at John’s house without sighting Indians or any other trouble.
John and his family came out of their cabin, amazed at the sight before them: forty-two men dismounting in their yard.
 
“How will we ever feed them?” asked Amanda.
 
“I hope they’ve brought their own food and feed for the horses,” answered John.
 
Cody and the Captain walked up to the cabin and greeted John and his family. “Well,” said the Captain, “I’m sure this is a surprise. We are here to help you with your relationship with your neighbors.”
 
John looked at Cody and then to the Captain. “I suppose Cody has told you about Heavenly Wisdom,” he said.
 
“Yes, he has, and more than that. We are embarking on this duty following the principles of Heavenly Wisdom, acting from the right motives, wanting it to be a peaceful win-win outcome for all involved.
 
“Part of this, in being peace-loving by letting Dodge know that you aren’t alone, and that if he decides to move against you, he will have to answer to me.
 
“We will try to be sweetly reasonable in our approach and words, hoping that Dodge will be approachable and submissive to the law of the state.”
 
John’s boy spoke up, “Wow, did you learn all that from
Cody?”
 
“Yes, I did. I’m not a Bible reading man, but Cody sure is. He has a lot memorized. He tells me that way he can think God’s thoughts instead of man’s thoughts. Certainly, the qualities of Heavenly Wisdom are different from my normal thinking–and,
I’m sure, from Dodge’s too.”
 
“Thank you so much for coming, Captain,” Amanda said. “We were feeling very much alone in this, even though I do have my shotgun!”
 
The Captain smiled. “With your permission we’ll camp here tonight and tomorrow go to meet with Dodge and see what sense we can talk into him. If you’ll excuse me.” He went off to his men who were already arranging things into an orderly camp, getting ready for supper and then sleep.
 
“Good thing we got plenty of water,” said Sam, “I’ll tell the Captain where the spring is,” and he ran off, eager to be in amongst the men.
 
Amanda turned to Cody, “Thank you for your help. Won’t you join us for supper. And come to think of it, bring the Captain with you!’
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Types of Prayer

  • The following prayers were written a good number of years ago in my worship journal while living in another country during an ugly conflict among the members of the church we attended.
 
Here are four types of prayer I used.
 
Praying Scripture:
 
1. I woke up several times in the night and found you there, Lord, leading me to pray for our church, using Psalm 86:1,16-17.
 
“We are poor and needy, Lord, hear us, have mercy on us, help us to lift our souls to you, to trust you. I cry out to you in the day of trouble that you will save us. I pray that you will grant us a token for good that those who hate you may see it and be ashamed.”
 
2. Praying God’s will:
 
“Bring revival, bring great conviction of sin, a vision of your holiness, a grasp of how much we have undeservedly been forgiven. Lord, only you can do this, I cry out to you for a working of power, a defeat of the enemy, a powerful overcoming of his plans and tactics with your great wisdom, power and love.”
 
3. Praying for the right motive:
 
“Shine on us, expose sin, bring repentance, deal with pride, clean house that this church may become again a beacon for you. I ask that you answer in power for the sake of your name, for the sake of your glory, for the sake of more worship in eternity.”
 
4. Praying in line with God’s character:
 
“Answer out of your great love, your mercy and grace. Sweep in in strength, transform in power, tear down in wisdom and build up in grace. I praise you now for what you will do. Work especially in the leadership, Lord, and bring to pass what will glorify your name.”
 
Epilogue: God did answer, although much more slowly than I wanted. He answered thoroughly, and carefully as far as all of us were willing to change. And years later, the church is doing well. He is faithful to His Word, and praying it is how we join Him in what He is doing.
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Faith or Feelings?

 
“Send forth your light and your truth, let them guide me….Then will I go to the altar of God, to God, my joy and my delight.”
Psalm 43:3a,4
 
Dawn comes and I awake to have my time with God. But there is no freshness, He seems far away. What is wrong? Is it sin? (I confess all the Spirit brings to mind.) Work overload? Tiredness? Probably some of each, but mainly it is my feelings.
 
Emotions are definitely the least reliable part of my being. When I allow them to rule, I end up feeling like this fellow here in the picture: out of touch with reality and at the mercy of whatever wind might blow.
 
To combat these negative feelings, I need to keep an ear open to the Spirit’s conviction and guidance, and to press on with what is right: worshiping, confessing, reading, praying, trusting that God is near as He promised.
 
This is a chance to live by faith, to believe God’s Word when I have no inner confirmation. It’s a chance to be weak, to live by faith, to praise Him for what I don’t like (feeling far away) and to go again to Scripture to remind myself of Truth.
Psalm 43:2 expresses my feelings well: “Why must I go about mourning, oppressed by the enemy?” Then verse 3 gives me a good prayer to combat this: “Send forth your light and your truth, let them guide me, let them bring me to your holy mountain, the place where you dwell.” God’s Word gives light, and I can affirm by faith that I am with Him who is “my joy and my delight, and I praise you, O God, my God.”
 
The advice in the last verse of Psalm 43 speaks strongly to me, “Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise Him, my Savior and my God.” He is at work and is carrying me along whether I sense it or not! He will work all out, so I can praise Him ahead of time for and in all.
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All this brings to mind that beloved saying, “Knowing Jesus is enough for joy.” This is a chance for me to live it willfully by faith!
 
Prayer: “Thank you, Lord, for the opportunity to believe and trust you when my feelings tell me the opposite. Help me to think Truth, to act on Truth, to praise according to Truth today. Amen.”

More Autobio

More Autobiio
 
During the summer of 1980 Nat woke up every morning with the call to prayer, which came before 5 am, so I was up with him. It did help me get some more time in with the Lord, and I tried to look at it as an opportunity.
 
However, the combination of lack of sleep from all the bombs, the ongoing adjustment to culture, the surrounding violence and the pressures of language study made us more weary by the day.
 
I saw how tired I was when one night Barbara asked me to fill the diaper-laden washing machine with water. This wringer washer came with the apartment and was much better than having none, but had its interesting points.
 
We had to put water in it with a hose, and to complete a load required running all the clothes through the wringer twice, once after washing and again after rinsing. I would tape my Turkish word lists on the wall and work on them while running the many diapers through the wringer.
 
That evening I put the water hose into the washer, turned it on and watched carefully until it reached the proper level. Then I went to bed and fell asleep immediately.
 
After a while Barbara nudged me. “Hmph?” I mumbled groggily.
“Do you hear water running?” she asked.
 
“I’ll go check,” I said. I swung my feet out of bed and stepped into an inch of water! Then it hit me that I’d brought the water level in the washing machine to the right point, but failed to shut the faucet off! Now this whole end of our apartment was flooded and the rug in the bedroom was soaked.
 
We leaped out of bed and began to clean things up. I wanted to hang the soaking wet rug over the railing on our balcony, but fortunately Barbara first looked over the edge and saw the glow of our landlord’s cigarette as he sat in the dark on his balcony below us. We spread the rug out elsewhere to dry.
 
The next day Barbara found Nat lying on his stomach on the balcony, trying to swim in a puddle that was left from our night’s adventures.
 
One scary and seemingly significant event occurred during the time we lived in that apartment. While we were studying, we heard a yell from the boys’ room and ran to find our older boy lying flat on his back with a safety pin in each hand. He had stuck the pins into the 220 outlet to see what would happen.
 
Providentially God protected him; he didn’t even get any burns. But from then on he was actively interested in and amazingly competent with electronic devices. We wondered if maybe the shock had crystalized the chips in his blood stream!
 
That summer of 1980 we pressed on with language study and we also moved. One of the “old timers” who had been denied a new work permit was leaving and was selling all of his furniture. We bought it and moved right into his apartment—the easiest move we ever made!
 
This apartment was further up the hill, its location ensuring that we’d have better air quality. There was also a nice walled-in yard where the kids could ride their tricycles and play, and the neighbors were already used to foreigners.
 
I took two year old Nat with me to the new apartment to do some preparation before we moved with our meager belongings. After fixing some outlets, I went to check on Nat and found him with a box full of medicine bottles the previous tenants had left.
 
Nat had a bottle of pills in his hand with the cap off; the bottle was half empty. Had he swallowed some of them? How many? Were they dangerous? What should I do? I had no idea!
 
I scooped him up, along with the bottle, and ran to a nearby pharmacy. “No, these are not particularly dangerous,” said the druggist, “that is, he won’t die from them. Should you take him to a doctor? No, I don’t think that’s necessary.”
 
Relieved, I took him home and told Barbara about it. She was not so convinced that doing nothing was a good idea, especially when Nat began to act a bit tipsy. It was late on Saturday afternoon, so we decided to take him to a nearby hospital that served American servicemen.
 
When we got there, we were taken right in. The doctor looked at the bottle and said, “Yes, we should get this out of his stomach. I’ll give him something to make him throw up. That should take care of it.”
 
After Nat had taken the medicine, we sat in the waiting room with a bucket. Nat acted more and more like a drunk, staggering from side to side, laughing happily. As time went on he couldn’t stand any more, so he lay on the floor, his laughter increasing with his inability to walk.
 
The doctor was dealing with someone who had taken a drug overdose, so it was a while before he came back.
 
“No results? OK, we will have to pump his stomach. I’ll take him.” Nat laughed some more as the doctor picked him up and carried him away.
 
When they brought him back half an hour later, he was no longer laughing; he was very subdued.
 
“He’ll be ok now,” said the doctor. And he was. In fact he was much better. He had had diarrhea for the last three months, fortunately beginning shortly after he was potty trained, but nothing we’d tried had helped. We’d prayed, been to the doctor and kept him on a special diet, but the diarrhea just kept coming.
 
However, after having his stomach pumped, the diarrhea immediately disappeared. Maybe it was all the medicine he had swallowed, or the cleansing aspect of having his stomach pumped. At any rate, God answered our prayers, using a distressing situation to bless us. Another God sighting.
 
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The Wonder of the Word

The commands of the LORD are radiant, giving light to the eyes.” Psalm 19:8b (continued)
 
In this world of darkness, confusion and conflict, your Word shines bright and clear, showing us the path, exposing Satan’s traps, guiding us in decisions, enlightening us about the future. You, who stand outside of time, know all this and share it with us in your Word.
 
“The fear of the LORD is pure, enduring forever.”
 
To know your Word is not enough. As we obey it out of love, reverence and respect for you, you lead us in doing things that will last forever. You are eternal and what you do is eternal; you bequeath us with the possibility of making decisions that have consequences forever, have significance for eternity. The resulting fear, reverence and awe of you lead us to make decisions according to Truth.
 
“The ordinances of the LORD are sure and altogether righteous.”
 
When all else is uncertain, your Word is sure, trustable and without fault. All you command is right and righteous. We desperately need the wisdom of your Word and the leadership of your Spirit so we can walk in the right way.
 
“They are more precious than gold, than much pure gold; they are sweeter than honey, than honey from the comb.”
 
The things of this world are attractive—the power-giving, comfort-offering, security-promising success and prosperity—but they quickly pass away. In contrast, your Word is forever. In it we can find the true and lasting security, significance, power and comfort every heart desires, for you are the source of all good, everlasting good.
 
Prayer: “Valuing your Word above all, may your name may be lifted on high today before all those we meet. Glorify yourself in our lives today as we live according to your Word! Amen.”
 
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The commands of the LORD are radiant, giving light to the eyes.” Psalm 19:8b
 
Praise you, Lord, that my failures do not influence your attitude or love for me. You are the great and gracious One who does not change, who cannot change, who is steady, faithful and good. It is a great comfort to know, in the midst of my ups and downs, how consistently, wonderfully loving and reliable you are.
 
As it says in Psalm 19:7-11, “The law of the LORD is perfect, reviving the soul.”
 
It is through your Word that you have brought life to my soul, giving transformation, strength, courage and joy.
 
“The statutes of the LORD are trustworthy, making wise the simple.”
 
When I have no idea what to do or say, your Word gives guidance. It is full of wisdom, overflowing with insight and packed with knowledge. By your Word and the work of the Spirit, we can, to a great degree, understand life, suffering, purpose, our end, and most importantly, you.
 
“The precepts of the LORD are right, giving joy to the heart.”
 
In a world of great uncertainty, shifting values and confusing change, you guide us in knowing what is right, and that gives us joy. Life without boundaries makes us uncertain and sad. Life with the means to determine what is right and wrong gives us security, light and joy. You are the source of all that and this flows to us through your Word. We praise you for that!

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More Cowboy Wisdom
 
Leaving the captain, Cody gathered up the reins of his horse and headed for the stable where he talked with the hostler, unsaddled, rubbed down his horse and pitched some hay and grain into a manger for it. Then he walked across to the saloon, carrying his rifle with him. A man never knows what might come up.
 
He stepped inside and looked around. There were several men at the bar, a couple of card games going on and four men sitting at a table, sharing a bottle.
 
He eased over to a corner chair where no one could get behind him, and from where he could see the whole room while listening to several conversations.
 
After a while Dodge’s two men came in and joined the four at the table. They were talking loudly enough for Cody to hear most of the conversation.
 
“So, we checked with the land office and his deed is valid.
There’s nothing we can do legally to get him out.”
 
“Since when have you acted legally? This is the wild west, not Philadelphia!”
 
“Right, here it’s still ‘might that makes right.’ It’s only one man and his family against Dodge’s thirty gunmen. Who do you think is going to win?”
 
“Dodge thinks it’s critical to get rid of him because others are going to come along and settle more and more of the range. If he gets rid of this man, he thinks he can keep any others from coming.”
 
“He’s probably right. I wouldn’t back down if I were him. Those sod busters need to be run out and if they won’t go, we’ll burn them out and shoot them!”
 
Cody was not at all surprised at what these men thought and proposed. Only they were wrong. “Might” used to make right, but now the law was coming in. The territory had become a state and laws were being made.
 
Cody now knew exactly what he must do. But it must be from the right motives, wanting to see everyone win. It must be from a peace-loving perspective, and peace-loving in this case meant preventing harm to anyone. And it must take into consideration that the real enemy is Satan, not Dodge.
 
Even if John were faced with thirty gunmen, a number of them would die along with him in the standoff. That must be prevented, and Cody knew how they might do that.
 
In addition, he and John had to be sweetly reasonable, that is, gentle, in trying to get Dodge established on his range by law, not by force. That could start things moving in the right direction.
 
He had heard enough in the saloon, so he quietly got up and walked across the street to the eating place, a log building where there were long tables and rough benches. A few men were scattered about, eating.
 
He sat down at the end of a table, away from the door where he could see every person in the room and no one was behind him. The proprietor brought him a cup of coffee, then a plate with beef, bread and some greens.
 
As he was eating, the door opened and the girl he’d seen came in, dressed in a buckskin skirt and a calico blouse. She sat by herself and was given food.
 
As he watched her out of the corner of his eye, he noted how gracefully she ate. She glanced over at him once, and again he noted how fine and refined a girl she appeared to be. What was she doing here in the company of Dodge’s rough cow hands?
After eating, as he got up, he tipped his hat to her and went out across the street to the stable where he bedded down in the hay, right next to his horse. Again, he trusted his horse to alert him to any imminent danger. Who knows what may come in the night?

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Your are….

“I love you, O LORD, my strength. The LORD is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer, my God, my rock, in whom I take refuge, my shield, and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.”
Psalm 18:1,2
 
Thank you, O God, for the opportunity to praise you in and for whatever comes, to trust you to carry me through. I can do this because you are:
• The Lord God,
• Triune Ruler,
• Eternal King,
• Unchanging Sovereign,
• Undefeated Commander,
• Wise Judge,
• All-Powerful Leader,
• Mighty Shepherd,
• Merciful Savior,
• All-knowing Guide,
• Unshakable Rock,
• Safe and High Tower,
• Our Ever-present Salvation.
 
To you, O Great One, belongs praise and honor, glory and strength.
To you belongs awe, amazement, reverence and surrender.
To you belongs fear, denial of self and taking up of our cross daily.
We can submit to you because:
• You know what is right,
• You know what is best,
• You know beyond the moment,
• You know all that will be.
Therefore:
• You are the One to be trusted,
• You are the One to be honored,
• You are the One to be obeyed.
As I look at today, it is wonderful to know that you are going to work all things out for good, leading me through the maze of events, the succeeding challenges and adventures and the battle against the evil one. In all I can rest in you, in your goodness, in your love and in your power.
 
“Fill me with your Holy Spirit. I bow before you as my Captain and Navigator, surrendering to your wisdom, knowledge and goodness. Help me to hear and obey, to seek your direction and follow it immediately. Glory be to you, Lord God, for you are worthy, deserving of all obedience! Amen.”
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