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Cody liked to ride; it gave him time to think, to pray, and to memorize. Today it gave him time to talk with God about how to handle this situation. He knew the way to the fort so he let his horse follow the path, while he talked to God–but at the same time he was always alert, always scanning the horizon, often looking back on his trail.
 
God again brought to Cody’s mind Heavenly Wisdom and its seven aspects. Cody thought about how he could best implement each of those.
 
After two hour’s ride he paused for a break; it was important for him not to ride his horse too hard in this heat; it always had to be ready in case he had to run for it.
 
Again, he took the time to look all around, especially on his back trail. He noticed a small dust cloud back where he’d come from, meaning someone was riding towards him. He quickly led his horse into the brush and hid himself where he could easily watch the trail.
 
It didn’t take long for the riders to come into view, three men, armed with six-shooters and rifles. No, one was a woman riding side saddle. They were moving right along, and he let them pass, recognizing the men immediately as some of Dodge’s cow hands. But who was the woman?
 
“Hmmm,” he said to himself. “Looks like they’re heading to the fort, too. I wonder why?” He decided to keep an eye on them and see what he could learn.
 
After they had passed, he waited a bit, then quietly mounted up and left his hiding place, riding carefully along the side of the trail where he raised no dust.
 
He found a good place to camp, shielded by cotton woods, and there was a small seep that collected water in a little pool. After watering his horse, Cody refilled his canteen; important to always be ready. He unsaddled his horse, rubbed it down with some rough grass and picketed in near the green grass growing along the seep.
 
He did not light a fire, as he wanted to keep his presence a secret from the two cowhands he was trailing. If they knew he was here, one might go back and inform Dodge, who then might make another attack on John and his family.
 
He laid out his ground cloth and blanket and stretched out, trusting his horse to stand guard. Not much could slip by its notice, and it would snort or nicker when it sensed someone around.
 
Cody woke before dawn when there was just a slight white line on the eastern horizon. He put on his boots after shaking them out, making sure nothing had sought refuge there in the night, and buckled on his guns, checking them.
 
He walked over to the horse, which reached out to nuzzle him. “Good morning, good fellow,” Cody whispered. “Ready for the day?”
 
He saddled up, checked his rifle and swung into the stirrups. Pulling some jerky from his saddle bag, he chewed on it as he guided his horse out of the camp site.
 
He hadn’t gone far when he saw the remains of a campfire and he knew he’d come upon where Dodge’s men and the woman had spent the night. Good thing he hadn’t had a fire which could have betrayed his presence.
 
He quietly rode by and set off at a brisk pace. “I should be at the fort by early afternoon, and we’ll see what these fellows are up to,” he thought to himself. “And that woman, I wonder who she is.”
 
The day was hot as the sun beat down on the desert country. He was glad for the breeze that came up once in a while, cooling his sweat-soaked shirt. His horse moved along at a good pace and Cody kept him to the side of the trail, so no dust would alert Indians or others of his presence.
 
At about 3 pm he pulled up at the top of a ridge and looked down on the fort spread out on the plain before him. Like a lot of western forts, it didn’t actually have a wall around it, but had buildings placed around a perimeter.
 
There was the military headquarters, where he was headed. On either side were offices, the land office, a lawyer, a doctor and a surveyor. Further on was a store with several horses and a buckboard tied to the rail in front of it. But the most crowded place was the saloon on the backside of the quadrangle.
 
“Men just gravitate to the dark side,” Cody said to himself. He would also go there, but not to drink or gamble or look for a girl. He would go to sit and listen, to gather information. Men were always ready to talk to anyone who would listen, and it was amazing what a body could learn there.
 
First, however, he had to see the Captain and the land office, and maybe the lawyer. He nudged his horse and they moved down the hill and across the open space to the buildings. He pulled up in front of the army office, tied his horse and dusted himself off before going up the steps.
 
Picture from the internet: buildings at the fort.
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Psalm 37:8

Psalm 37:38 “But all sinners will be destroyed; the future of the wicked will be cut off.”
[The certainty of your judgment, Lord, is absolute: sin and all who choose to remain in it will be condemned, taken from this world and removed from your presence forever.
 
Then the new Heaven and the new earth will come, beautiful and pure with no evil, no sin, no wickedness– only obedience, love, glory-giving and worshiping you, Lord God–Father, Son and Holy Spirit. You are worthy, the only One to be exalted, for you are the wise and good God who judges correctly.
Psalm 37:39 “The salvation of the righteous comes from the LORD; he is their stronghold in time of trouble.”
[we should look nowhere else for salvation, protection or help, for no one and nothing else can save us, protect us, keep us as You can, Lord God. You are our Savior, our Shepherd and our Warrior King.]
Psalm 37:40 “The LORD helps them and delivers them; he delivers them from the wicked and saves them,”
[You, Lord, are active, powerful and always present; We can trust you to work all things out, as you did in defeating the wicked at the cross.
 
Lord you save us in and through the pressures that are good for us while you remove those which are destructive. You point out our junk stress (are we listening?), call us to let go of what we can’t control or change anyway, and then to hold on to your gracious goodness, your perfect plan, your positive power so we can shed who binds us and rise on the wings of truth above the things we have allowed to burden us.
 
Yes, the Lord helps and delivers us when we join Him in what he’s doing, when we trust Him rather than ourselves. So let go, hold on and rise above.
 
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Flourishing

 
Psalm 37:35-36 “I have seen a wicked and ruthless man flourishing like a green tree in its native soil, but he soon passed away and was no more; though I looked for him, he could not be found.”
 
[Think of Stalin, of Hitler, of Genghis Khan, and Napoleon. They all died and are no more. Their evil was dealt with, their powerful condemnation is now implemented.
 
You, Lord God, are just, working out the proper punishment, while using the evil of men to bring about your purposes in the lives of many. Continue to do so in these days, Lord, to work against the designs of the devil, to destroy the plans of death and darkness.]
 
Psalm 37:37 “Consider the blameless, observe the upright; there is a future for the man of peace.”
 
[Abraham, Joseph, David, Elijah and Isaiah, Jeremiah, Ezekiel, Paul, Luther and Billy Graham–these all live on, having an endless existence and unlimited joy with you. So do we, being safe in the arms of Jesus.
 
I praise you, Lord, for the certainty of our future with you, filled with life, light, love and lavish goodness. I praise you for your unending, undeserved, unreserved, unrestrained grace, flowing from your heart of holiness into our lives of light.
 
We stand in your presence,
chosen,
cherished,
dearly loved,
deeply cared for,
doted on
and delighted in.
 
You, Lord God are a wonder–no, you are THE Wonder of all existence, the God who lives in multi-dimensions, full of multi-goodness, operating out of multi-wisdom.
 
In the light of these great Truths, help us to consistently listen to your Word and respond to your Spirit, to grow in humility, brokenness, obedience and praise.
 
May we daily take up your grace, receive your wisdom, add endurance to our obedience, and become ever more godly, extending brotherly kindness and love to all those around us. May you be honored, glorified and pleased with our walk today.
 
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More Autobio

As we continued to work at our language studies, we found that a culture is carried by the language and religion of the land. Turkish has lots of Islamic greetings “Selam Aleykum” (peace be to you), and “Rab sana iyilik versin” (may the Lord give you goodness). Many of these are straight from Arabic.
 
One of my favorite examples of how the language carries the culture is this word: anlatabildimmi? Meaning, “Was I able to explain myself?” In English, after explaining something, we say, “Did you understand?” The onus is on the listener; if he didn’t understand, it’s his fault.
 
Here this is reversed: : “Was I able to explain myself?” If the listener didn’t understand, it was the fault of the speaker This illustrates the face-saving, conflict-avoiding politeness of the culture.
 
We also learned that there is a proper response to every possible situation. Unfortunately, we have no equivalent for many of these in English.
 
Affiyet olsun: “I wish you a good appetite/meal.”
Gecmis olsun: “May the pain of it soon pass–said after any traumatic, difficult, painful, negative thing—good for saying to a sick person, someone who’s had an accident, a loss or even had his picture taken.
Kolay gelsin: “may it go easily.” A nice greeting to give someone you see who is working. Could be a street sweeper, or a construction worker, or a fruit seller or clerk. There’s nothing in English like it.
 
Basiniz sag olsun: “may your head stay healthy.” Said to someone whose relative has died. In English we have nothing with such strength to say in this situation. We say, “I’m sorry” or “My condolences.” But these are like offering a wet noodle. This in our new language, however, has some “umph” to it.
 
The culture here also contains many proverbs that are used extensively and express the culture’s face-saving tradition. One time when I parked my car on the street, a fellow offered to wash it for me while I was gone, but wanted me to pay him up front.
 
I smiled and said, “He who has burned his tongue on hot milk blows on his yogurt before eating it.” The equivalent in English is, “Once burned, twice learned.”
 
The fellow smiled back and left. I had let him know that he was a crook, but in a polite and indirect way which didn’t dishonor him. Very acceptable.
 
This society is an ordered one where people know and use the proper responses which are designed to keep conflict at a minimum. This gives a sense of security, prevents misunderstandings and keeps relationships in place.
 
Our society is much more free-wheeling, with far fewer forms of expected responses. Often we don’t know what to say and that causes insecurity as we struggle to give a response.
 
For example, if a reporter sticks a microphone in the face of the average American and asks a question, often you get a laugh, or “ah, um, well…” before a fumbling answer comes out.
 
If, however, a reporter interviews someone here, be it a child, an old person, educated or simple, the person starts speaking right away; he immediately knows what kind of answer he is expected to give.
 
So, here we were, dropped into a new culture and language, slowly making our way through uncharted territory. My approach to the unpleasant and difficult task of learning grammar was to practice language patterns until they became automatic.
So I would practice declining verbs: “I went, you went, he went, we went, you went, they went.” Then I moved to short sentences, and after memorizing one, tried switching out words to make new ones: “I went to the school.” became “I went to the store.” And then, “I went to my friend.”
 
In the beginning I got tangled up trying to make long sentences, but Barbara wisely pointed out that long sentences are simply a series of short ones strung together. She encouraged me to stick with short ones to get it right and later combine them to make longer sentences. As usual, she was correct, and this approach helped me greatly.
 
Then the point came where I could no longer understand the explanations of grammar, even if they were given in English (grammar had never been a strong point for me). Here the Lord gave me the idea of getting my language helper to make two or three useful sentences using this new grammar point. I would then memorize them, and begin to use them in every day interactions.
 
I called these my “pattern sentences” because they provided the template from which I could build other sentences. My work of memorizing and meditating on Scripture had given me the ability to do this memorization work more easily.
 
As time went on, I found that doing this memorizing not only seeded my mind with the grammar points I was targeting, but also with other new points that these sentences contained. I spontaneously started using them, too.
 
My new friends told me that I “talked like a book,” meaning correctly, but a bit stilted.
 
To increase my vocabulary, I tried to memorize thirty new words a day. I would write these words down on one side of a strip of paper, and the English meaning on the other. Then I would fold the paper down the middle, with the the new ones on one side, the English on the other and memorize them. Then I would look at just the new word and try to remember its meaning.
 
I used my travel time to do this memorization, going to and from work or while shopping, walking or riding on a bus. Once while walking to work, I was focusing on my vocabulary paper, when, for no discernible reason, I looked up and found myself right on the edge of a ten-foot deep hole dug in the sidewalk!
 
There was no railing and no warning, which was a common situation at that time. If I hadn’t looked up at that particular moment, my next step would have been into thin air. The Lord was not only helping me with language learning but protecting me in the process.
 
Another Jesus sighting. And many more came in the following days!
 
Picture: Barbara with one of her new friends
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Psalm 37:34b

Psalm 37:34b “when the wicked are cut off, you will see it.”
[The outcome is sure–am I willing to wait for it and to join you in what you are doing now, Lord, leaving it to you to deal with the wicked?
 
Help me to rest in the outcome you promise and to endure through the misunderstanding of others, the disapproval of others, the negatives of their responses. Help me to think and live in truth. Help those who oppose me to see truth also, to surrender to you, to come to walk in your light.
Praise you, Lord God, that you are the Winner, the Victor, the Triumphant One in the end–always. Praise be to you for
your power,
your wisdom,
your patience,
your grace and
your goodness.
 
We can wait for you, knowing that you will go before us, giving us light in this dark valley and leading us out the other side, strengthening and maturing us along the way.
Help us all to endure, to move through with your power, listening to you, doing what is right and best, cooperating with you rather than doing our own thing in our own timing.
 
Help us to avoid the mistake of Abraham, who in his impatience, fathered Ishmael, bringing trouble to many. Instead we submit oursleves to you, Lord, for you are the wise One, the good One, the holy One.
I thank you for the certainty of your being with me through this day, Lord Jesus, of my being able to join you in what you are doing–even though things may be as twisted as the vine in this picture. Show me continually how to do this and I praise you now for the help you will give.]
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Psalm 37:34

Psalm 37:34 “Wait for the LORD and keep his way. He will exalt you to inherit the land;”
[The necessity of surrender is so clear: it is His timing and His way that are right, not mine. I must deny myself, take up His patience, obey what I know to be true and wait for His work.
 
Guide me today, Lord, in walking in your way. Thank you that you will help us at the right time.
Yesterday in my quiet time I lifted my soul to God, telling him of the frustrations in my life, of the many mechanical problems I have with equipment, etc.
 
Then I surrendered to His Truth and thanked God both for the problems and for what He will do, as well as His timing in it. Then during the day 7 different solutions came to pass!–the Lord just brought people along to help me. Surrender and trust open the way for His working.
What you do is always good, Lord, so your timing is good, your outcome is good as you lead us through the twists and turns of life. We can trust you and we choose to do so, praising you now for the outcomes of all before us.
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Psalm 37:32-33

Psalm 37:32 “The wicked lie in wait for the righteous, seeking their very lives;”
[This is an unavoidable fact of life here on earth: those who reject your way, Lord, will attack those who follow Jesus. They hate the righteous, they are motivated and guided by Satan who seeks to use them for his destructive and evil purposes.
We should not be at all surprised when such attacks come. To expect them is to have a biblical view of things, remembering Jesus’ words, “If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first” (John 15:18).] But, like the frost on the board in the picture below, such suffering brings out the inner beauty Christ gives us.
Psalm 37:33 “but the LORD will not leave them in their power or let them be condemned when brought to trial.”
[You will rescue us, whether it be by some divine intervention, or by giving justice, or by giving grace to endure through, or by taking us to yourself. Praise you for the certainty that you will guide, direct and protect us in all.
 
This is what we experienced in the Middle East, being arrested and put on trial for our faith in 1988. In the end, you led the prosecuting attorney to defend us and to define our freedom of religion widely and officially—all glory to you.]
I praise you, Lord, for the security, the rest, the peace, the joy that comes from knowing you, the great and sovereign King, Ruler of time and space and all that is in them.
 
You are the truly good One,
the wonderfully wise One,
the gloriously gracious One,
the infinitely patient One.
 
In you we can trust, in you we can rejoice when all goes sour, for your grace and goodness are enough, lifting us above the evil and hurt of life. Thank you, Lord God, for your care which will come in each succeeding moment.
To you be honor and glory in my life today, Lord Jesus, through my listening to your Word, submission to your Spirit, obedience to what I know to be true and praising you in and for all.
 
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Psalm 37:31+

Psalm 37:31 “The law of his God is in his heart;”
 
Thank you, Lord, for what you give us in
your Word:
your gracious wisdom,
your careful instruction,
your good direction.
 
Help me to meditate on your words, walk in them, to be alert to the wisdom you offer each moment rather than relying on my own thoughts and desires. Bring to mind the Scripture, the truth, the principles I need to heed.]
“his feet do not slip.”
[When we walk in your path, Lord, our feet will not slide, our ankles will not turn, we will not fall, for you open the way, bring the change necessary, protect us from our natural, sinful pitfalls.
I praise you, Lord, for the great and sweet privilege of walking on your way, of belonging to you, of being given such wonderful gifts.
 
I praise you, Lord God, for the greatest gift of all: being your beloved son, dearly loved, deeply cared for, doted on and delighted in—the opposite of what I deserve.
This is the outpouring of what you are, Lord God:
the great Creator,
the great Lover of our souls,
the great Forgiver,
the great Transformer.
 
Praise be to you for all you will do today out of your goodness and righteousness, wisdom and power. May I join you in obedience so that your Name may be lifted up before all the unseen hosts today.
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Psalm 37:31-31

Psalm 37:30 “The mouth of the righteous man utters wisdom, and his tongue speaks what is just.”
[Lord, this is certainly does not describe the “natural me.” Help me to move ever more in this direction, spotting and turning away from the ungodly advice I tend to give myself, abandoning my tendency to gossip, and refusing to sit in the seat of the scornful, not looking down on and criticizing others (Psalm 1:1), but instead thinking on what is true and good and pure and lovely.
Help me to be like Job who properly and positively rebuked those who gave him ungodly advice (I need to rebuke myself when I am thinking ungodly thoughts).
 
Help me to know how to talk to myself and to destructive people in a way that will be edifying, speaking wisdom, uttering what is just. May you be glorified in it.]
Psalm 37:31 “The law of his God is in his heart;’
[Here is the key: when your Word is hidden in the heart of a righteous man, constantly bringing insight and rebuke to him, influencing his thoughts, motives, words and actions, then he can speak with Heavenly wisdom.
 
Praise be to you, Lord Jesus, for your great and wonderful work to bring such change in us through Scripture.
 
Help me to cooperate with you in the process by consistently memorizing and meditating on your Word.
 
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More autobio

Chapter 49 Language Learning
Our main task, once we had settled in, was to learn the local language. There was no established program at the time, so John found us a teacher, and we, along with John’s wife and two OM girls, started having language classes each day.
 
After our first week of intensive work Barbara said to me, “If we keep up this pace, we are going to learn this language really well in our first year!”
 
I smiled at that good estimate, “Yup, that’s what I’m aiming for.”
 
“But…” she continued, “we’re also going to be divorced!”
 
I gulped. “Ok, let’s see if I hear you correctly. You are saying that this pace is too fast. Is that what you are trying to communicate? If so, I guess we can slow it down.”
 
My enthusiasm, my desire to be successful, to make myself feel good by achieving a lot, again drove me to take on too much. My old lust for speed was still there. I praised God for an insightful and “weaker” wife who brought perspective and helped us move at a better pace.
 
No matter what we did, though, it was slow going, for this new language has no relation to English or German. Rather, it is in the same language family as Korean, Japanese, Finnish and Hungarian.
 
Here is where my high school Latin lessons came in handy. No one had to explain to me about the use of cases, I already knew them: nominative, genitive, dative, accusative and ablative. this was a huge help to me conceptually.
 
In addition, although there was no actual relationship between Latin and our new language, the progressive addition of endings to words was also similar to the declensions in Latin.
 
The Lord had known I would have to learn this new language someday and had used my high school Latin classes to prepare the way. I wished I could have gotten in touch with my old Latin teacher, Mr. Daniels, and thanked him. [many years later I was able to do that.]
 
The locals view shame as a great motivator and it seems to work to a degree in their honor-based society —although I suspect it leaves untold emotional damage in students’ lives.
 
Our Turkish teachers tried to use this approach with me and would periodically say to our class, “You ladies are doing quite well,” and then, turning to me, add, “but you–you are terrible, an awful student.”
 
I did not find this particularly helpful, to say the least. Along with all the other pressures of adjustment, these denigrating statements from our teachers was almost too much for me to take.
 
Much of my “terribleness” had to do with pronunciation. Barbara had a great advantage, as the phonetic sounds of German were much closer to this new language than English, and also shared the umlauted letters Ü and Ö. For an English speaker, however, forming these and other sounds was a new and difficult task.
 
My self-consciousness also hampered me from being more aggressive in trying to make the right sounds. Sometimes when I was out with a local friend, I would say something to a shopkeeper who would then look at my friend and ask, “What did he say?” My friend would repeat exactly what I had said, and the store owner would understand him perfectly. It was frustrating.
 
I’d actually gotten my first lesson on the importance of pronunciation on that day of our arrival in the country when Howie and I had gone to the corner grocery. He had asked the grocer for a “mum,” a candle, which he pronounced in the American way, like the name of the flower.
 
The grocer had no idea what he meant, because in this new language the word is pronounced with an “ooo” sound: “mooom.”
 
Such a small difference, but such a gulf of misunderstanding it produced! We finally had to act out lighting a candle, and then the grocer understood and produced one from under the counter.
 
The Lord came to my rescue in my weak pronunciation by giving me Tom as my new language helper. He was an architectural student and had a marvelous ability to discern what I was doing wrong. He would say the word the way I mispronounced it. This enabled him to then draw a picture of the inside of my mouth to illustrate how it looked when I said it incorrectly, and then drew another to show me the right way to place my tongue to form and say the word.
 
Part of my problem was that almost all sounds of this new language are pronounced in the front of the mouth, while a lot of English sounds are produced in the middle. For instance, these folks trill an “r” sound, while we arch our tongues in the middle to produce it. In contrast, the Germans make an “r” sound in their throats.
 
Tom would have me practice just a couple of pronunciation adjustments in each class. I would then repeat these over and over again on the drive home until they became almost natural.
 
It is actually a beautiful language. First it is thoroughly orderly and is cited in the Guinness Book of Records as the language having the fewest exceptions in the world: three.
 
Each letter has only one sound. There are no glides. There are no masculine or feminine or neuter words like in German—that in itself removes half the complexity of a language. And instead of “he, she or it,” the third person singular is the same for everything: “o.” The way to figure out what the “o” refers to look at the context.
 
Syllables have only two or three letters, making it easy to pronounce. This means that little children can start speaking earlier than children who speak other languages.
 
For instance, say, “My daddy came.” Notice all the glides and extra muscle manipulation needed. In this new language it’s simply, “Babam geldi.” No glides, all in the front of the mouth, all easy to say.
 
On another front, it is a great language for literature and bureaucrats, for you can just keep adding endings to a word, resulting in long words like: “Hristianlastiklarimizdanbirimisiniz?” meaning, “Are you one of ours who has become a Christian?”
Every ending has an exact meaning, so if you know the root word, which is always at the beginning and very short, you can easily decipher a long word you’ve never seen before.
 
You can also build seemingly endless sentences, stretching out to a full page if you are a practiced bureaucrat. The difficulty in reading these marathon sentences is that the verb comes at the end, so you have to read the whole thing before you can get the meaning.
 
It’s also great for writing traditional poetry, because you can just add the ending needed to make it rhyme.
 
All in all it is a delightful language, but so different from English that it takes a while to lay the foundation that leads to being an effective speaker. Years, in fact. But with God’s help we persisted.
Picture: Tom with me and the boys
 
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