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Psalm 29:4 “the voice of the LORD is majestic.”
 
[To stand under the darkened sky, to see the great shafts of lightening flash to the earth, to hear the powerful peals of thunder as they make the ground shake–this is to see a tiny piece of your majestic, overwhelming greatness, Lord. You are awesomely magnificent and incomprehensibly powerful.]
 
Psalm 29:5 “The voice of the LORD breaks the cedars; the LORD breaks in pieces the cedars of Lebanon.”
 
[The power of a hurricane, the breath of your mouth, can smash the greatest cedar trees; you are unbelievably strong, Lord. We cannot begin to grasp the power of your Person, the might of your mind, the strength of your Spirit. A storm like this gives only a tiny inkling of your mighty hand’s ability.]
 
Psalm 29:6 “He makes Lebanon skip like a calf, Sirion like a young wild ox.”
 
[By your power you can shake a land with earthquakes, move mountains, shift and split the landscape. You are great, O God.]
 
Psalm 29:7,8 “The voice of the LORD strikes with flashes of lightning. The voice of the LORD shakes the desert; the LORD shakes the Desert of Kadesh.”
 
[Your power moves over the landscape, from the mountains of Lebanon to the great deserts, sweeping away all in your path.]
 
Psalm 29:9 “The voice of the LORD twists the oaks and strips the forests bare.”
 
[Where you have passed, all is carried away, the leaves are gone, the trees stand gaunt. You power is displayed, your might is manifest, our hearts are stirred, and we are filled with awe and fear, reminded of our smallness and your greatness.]
 
“And in his temple all cry, ‘Glory!’ “
 
[You, O Lord God, are Awesome, Overwhelming, Majestic, Powerful, Strong and Mighty. You are worthy of worship, worthy of glory, worthy of our surrender, awe and fear.
 
We confess our foolish pride, repent of our fruitless rebellion and bow before you, the Worthy and Mighty One. We submit ourselves to you, we rise up to serve you today in joyful obedience, joining you whole-heartedly in what you are doing in and around us. May you, the all-powerful One, be lifted up and exalted in our lives today!
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Psalm 29:2

Psalm 29:2 “Ascribe to the LORD the glory due his name;”
[You, Lord God, deserve all glory, all honor, all praise, all worship, all adoration, for you are the glorious and powerful One, the perfect One, the pure One–the only good God.
Glory flows from you as light flows from the sun. In giving you worship and honor we are simply reflecting your glory back to you as the moon reflects sun’s shine, illuminating the darkness of the night.]
“worship the LORD in the splendor of his holiness.”
[You, Lord, are glowing in your perfection, shining in your purity, radiant in your otherness, enlightening in your difference from any of your creatures, for you are the Creator of all. You are the Initiator of time, the Sustainer of history, the Terminator of time, the Savior of all and the Shepherd of those who choose to believe.
Therefore, since you are marvelously worthy, we bow before you in admiration, we fall on our faces in worship, we raise our hands in praise, we lift up your Name in awe. We give you honor, glory and exaltation, for you are splendid.
Psalm 29:3 “The voice of the LORD is over the waters; the God of glory thunders, the LORD thunders over the mighty waters.”
[You, O Lord God, are mighty. You, the Ruler, displaying your greatness and the power of your voice in storms over the mighty waters of the seas. Such storms can make waves a hundred feet high, crashing down on the shore, tearing down rocky cliffs, washing away shorelines, sending spray high into the air, rushing inland to wipe away all in their path. You, O Lord, are more mighty than that, more mighty than we can imagine.]
Psalm 29:4 “The voice of the LORD is powerful;”
[With your voice you created the heavens, the earth, the stars: “By the word of the LORD the heavens were made, their starry host by the breath of his mouth” (Ps. 33:6).
With your Word you established laws and set limits. “Let all the earth fear the LORD; let all the people of the world revere him. For he spoke, and it came to be; he commanded, and it stood firm” (Ps. 33:8,9). You are unbelievably powerful, shaping and shaking the earth with your voice. You are awesome and overwhelmingly wonderful.]
 
As we see your majestic and magnificent might in your creation, and see the sublime splendor of your character, Lord, may we today live in awe, act in wonder, obey in joy and honor you in thought, word and deed.
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Amazing God

Psalm 29:1 A Psalm of David.
“Ascribe to the LORD,”
[ O LORD, Yahweh, we proclaim that you are the source of all possible positives. We attribute to you all the beauty and goodness we find in the world. We declare that you are righteous, holy and without fault, shouting out before men and angels that you are perfect, pure and powerful, the Paragon of excellence.]
“O mighty ones,”
[Angels, great in strength, and humans who are, on their level, have some power, with resources and influence, should freely and eagerly assert that You, Lord God, are the Most High, the Almighty, the Eternal King. In spite of their measure of power, the strength of men and angels is monumentally minuscule compared to yours. Which of them could create even a small star like our sun?]
“ascribe to the LORD glory and strength.”
[We declare, O Lord, that all glory and strength flow from you, the Majestic and Mighty One. You are glorious in your greatness, gorgeous in your grace and grand in your goodness.
 
You are glorious because in you there is no evil, no darkness, no wrong, no sin. You are glorious as you shine out from your Being in holiness, purity and goodness. You, the glorious One, are full of light and splendor, majesty and might; there is no other like you.
We see your strength in your speaking the stars into existence, forming the world with your Word, setting it in place, in orbit, in proper tilt to support the carbon-based life you created.
Praise be to you, Lord God, for your infinite, immeasurable, eternal, irresistible, unthwartable power. All might flows from you, from the level of sub atomic particles to the greatest stars and the largest galaxies–you are the Creator, you are the Source, the Sustainer, the One who is worthy of worship.
So, we bow before you this morning, surrendering to you the day you have given us, acknowledging our weakness, our ignorance, our neediness, so that in you we may be strong.
Help us to keep on your armor, to fight the right enemy with praise, prayer and persistence in obedience, thinking truth and living in the light of your presence. May we bring joy to your heart and credit to your name in all we do. I praise you now for your answers to this prayer. Amen.]
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Hunting Walrus

The whole village was now eagerly waiting for the breakup of the shore ice, and when it came one evening, every man rushed to get his boat off the rack. Each already had their equipment ready, so it didn’t take long to load everything into the boat, including four sled dogs along with the six men and push away from the shore. Of the six men in Okfagit’s boat, four paddled at a time, periodically switching off while Okfagit manned the rudder.

They wove their way through small icebergs, heading for the open sea. At times they came to very large sheets of ice, so they would drag the boat up onto it, hitch the dogs in front and with the men lined up on each side, pulled the boat across the ice.

This was the first walrus hunt for one of Okfagit’s sons, and he kept falling through the thin ice as they ran along the sides of the boat; then he had to haul himself back up by holding onto the side of the boat. It did him no harm because his seal-skin boots and pants were waterproof, however it was impeding their progress. His father said, “Stop trying to lift the boat, just pull it forward.” Lesson learned and that was the end of his falling.

After crossing several of these ice fields, they spotted a herd of walrus on an ice floe. Walrus live on clams, diving to the bottom of the sea, digging up the clams with their tusks, crushing the shells with their great molars, and swallowing the clams.  When they are full, they climb up on an ice floe and sleep. However, one is always on duty as a watchman.

As Okfagit’s boat approached the walrus, the guard walrus nudged his sleeping neighbor, who then nudged his neighbor, and so on down the line until all the walrus where awake, looking at the boat, bobbing their heads.

It is difficult to kill a walrus, for their hide is so thick that bullets can’t penetrate to mortally wound them. A shot to the head can harmlessly bounce off the bone which is several inches thick. The only effective place to shoot them is in the temple where the bone is thin.

Okfagit pointed out the two walrus he wanted. His men aimed and fired; the two selected slumped over while the rest leaped off into the water. That was amazing shooting, for the boat was bobbing up and down in the swells, the ice floe was also bobbing to a different rhythm, and the walrus were constantly moving their heads, yet the Okfagit’s crew hit their targets dead on.

Okfagit directed the boat up to the ice floe, and the men climbed out. The first action was to pound an anchor into the ice. To have the boat drift away would result in certain death for them all.

After offering the dead walrus some fresh water, the men went to work butchering the two large animals, each bigger than a Holstein bull.

In a short time, they had cut the skin into large squares, chopped the meat into pieces and bundled them up in the skin squares, making packages they called “meat balls.”

They took especial care with the stomachs, full of clams. They cut one open and ate their fill of these “pre-marinated” delicacies, then put the rest in the boat.  The liver also was prized for its mild and pleasant taste, each one weighing over 100 pounds.

The packets of meat were loaded into the boat, along with the heads with their great tusks, then the remaining bones were pushed off into the sea—another way of honoring the animals they had just killed. All that was left were the large red blood stains on the ice. For one to eat, another must die.

After the men and dogs climbed aboard, the boat sat low in the water with the sides only about six inches above water level. Now they all paddled, for if a storm came, or even a strong wind, the boat could sink, so they had to get back to shore as quickly as possible.

Now when they came to a large ice floe, they would unload the meat, pull the boat up onto the ice, and with the dogs pulling the boat, each man would put a band around his head with a rope tied to a 150-pound meat ball, pulling these while guiding the boat on its journey back to open water.

When they finally paddled up to the beach in front of the village, the boat was pulled up as far as they could with it being so heavily loaded, and an anchor was pounded into the sand.

The packets of skin and meat were divided among the hunters, with the boat captain and his assistant also taking the walrus heads. They would use the tusks to make carvings and hunting equipment and, of course, eat whatever they could from the head, but only after showing their respect for the walrus.

The head would be kept in the home for three to five days, during which time they would honor it by offering it food and telling it stories, making sure they didn’t offend the spirits that guarded the walrus. Then they would then remove what was edible and take out the tusks.,

These hunters had worked long and hard for over 14 hours: paddling, pulling, butchering, and then paddling the heavily laden boat home, yet, they didn’t seem especially tired. They were a hardy folk, tough and strong, used to heavy, dangerous work.

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A Plunge into the darkness

After the wonderful, helpful seminar I left for Connecticut, saying goodbye to my blond friend. We never met again; our summer friendship was a pleasant and uplifting gift from God for both of us and was needed no more. It was a God sighting: given, received and released.
 
I shocked my family with my enthusiasm for Jesus, along with my hippy clothes from California (it was 1969). I had a good two-week visit, then was off again to Alaska.
 
It was the end of August when I arrived back in Savoonga but there were already snow flurries. My students told me they’d been swimming in July in some snowmelt pools in the Tundra. They described the weather as being really hot—up to 60 degrees! I didn’t want to know what the temperature of the water was.
 
This year there was a new principal teacher and his wife. We got along together quite well right from the beginning.
Over the summer a new school building had been completed and we began classes in this beautiful facility. What a change from the old Quonset hut. Just for a start we had windows in this building while the Quonset hut had none!
 
Teaching was going better. I had some idea of how to keep discipline, the kids knew me enough to be willing to cooperate and the new facility had them somewhat in awe.
 
I very much wanted to live fully for the Lord, to do everything the way He wanted it. I began right away memorizing and meditating on the chapters that Bill had given us, doing a few verses each week.
 
Along with this I began to pray about everything I did: what tie to wear, who to visit after school, what to eat for supper. I wanted to be obedient to God.
 
As time went on, I developed what I thought was a way of hearing God’s voice. I would pray for guidance, make my mind go blank, and take the first thing that came into it as God’s direction. In doing this I unknowingly stepped into the shadow land of the occult that ruled on the island. Some of my friends later told me more of their experiences.
 
One Eskimo friend looked down as he spoke, “It was nighttime and the spirit came into my house and spoke to me. It said that if I would worship it, I would be given power.
 
“When I asked what kind of power that would be, immediately the walls of my house were lifted up and I could see out onto the Tundra.
 
“I was afraid and refused to give in, telling the spirit to go away.”
 
“Do others have such experiences?” I asked.
 
“Oh yes, most of us have such a happening. One friend of mine was out hunting when the demon came and made a new shotgun appear out of the Tundra. Another was taken by a demon to the village store in the middle of the night. The door opened by itself. ‘Take whatever you want,’ said the demon. Such are the experiences we have.
 
“Some have accepted the demon’s offer. They have power, but they are also in bondage.”
 
It was in this atmosphere that I unknowingly opened myself to spiritual forces. I was getting direction, but from where?
 
I began to hear a voice in my head. One night it told me to go out barefooted in the snow, which I did without any ill effects. Then it told me that my father had died and that I was to go back to Connecticut. I immediately made plans to leave, much to the dismay of the new principal teacher and the Eskimos—we were only two months into the school year. Who would teach my students? At the same time, everyone knew there was something wrong with me and didn’t know how to help.
 
All communication from the BIA villages was by radio phone at 4 pm every afternoon. All the radio operators could hear what everyone else said, so they got all the news that the hippie teacher had problems and was leaving Savoonga.
 
Dave Shinen, my Bible translator mentor, was living in Nome now and heard that I was leaving the island that day and why. Having lived on the island for many years, he knew exactly what was happening in my life, so he went to the tiny airport in Nome to meet me.
 
When he got there, he saw the eight-passenger plane sitting on the apron and knew I’d arrived. He went into the one room terminal building and asked the agent at the desk where I was.
“Oh,” said the man, “He didn’t come on the plane from Savoonga.” Dave knew this was a trick of the enemy and went out to search around the airport. He found me looking for a way to get to town and took me to his home.
 
I described to him my spiritual journey with the voice that spoke in my head. He quietly explained how I had opened myself to the dark spiritual powers of the island. He led me through a prayer, confessing my sin of looking for guidance in the wrong way, in renouncing my listening to the voice and surrendering afresh to the Lord Jesus. He directed me again to seeking God’s guidance through the Word.
 
This experience had shaken me deeply on an emotional level; I felt weak and unstable, so I spent a couple of days with Dave, getting guidance and support. Then I took the next flight back to Savoonga.
Although everyone was glad I came back to teach, they were all uncomfortable with me. Even though the Eskimos knew about the forces I had dabbled with, they still treated me with the deference reserved for the insane.
 
The principal teacher was more forthright, but it was clear that my foray into the occult had negated any witness I had with him.
 
By God’s grace the Presbyterian pastor, Sig Kristiansen, who served both villages, was in Savoonga when I returned. He was the only one who treated me like a normal person. His love and grace were the support I needed. During the next couple of weeks he had me over for supper several times and we spent time talking about the experience and what it meant.
Picture: teaching in the new school
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Let go, Hold on, Rise above

Recently we had a chat with an older neighbor who has given up gardening because it is beyond her strength. She knew when to quit and to focus on other things. She is living out the saying, “Old age is the process of losing things, wisdom in letting them go!”

I want to have such wisdom, to willingly, whole-heartedly give up what I can no longer do as I get older. Then I can move on to whatever else the Lord has for me, making my way through the aging process with grace and praise, living in the truth that “My soul finds rest in God alone…” (Psalm 62:1).

Such wisdom will lead us:

Ø to remember our great purpose in life–to glorify God–and do so in the small and the big;

Ø to make praise the keynote of our lives;

Ø to focus on prayer, the Word, and reading good, edifying material;

Ø to lift our souls to God every day, not storing up negatives, especially     bad feelings;

Ø to praise in and for all that comes and goes;

Ø to continue to be teachable;

Ø to let go of what we cannot keep;

Ø to let go of what tends to worry us (what will happen if…?) and let God handle them;

Ø to let go of our small desires and keep our eyes on the bigger picture;

Ø to deal with resolvable pain with available help (meds, diet, exercise, weight loss, etc.)

Ø to accept offered help;

Ø to speak kindly and with patience;

Ø to be generous;

Ø to not fret about waste.

Such “non-self-centered living” will free us to enjoy what God has given us. It will help us to focus on the Joy that is set before us, looking to Jesus, the Author and Finisher of our faith, enduring whatever cross we may have, despising whatever shame we or others may put on us, knowing that we are going to be seated with Him in heavenly places (Heb. 12:2).

Let us embrace this great hope, this great future and this great purpose and rise above every situation.

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Nurturing my first love for Jesus.

 
 
I am reading now in John, my favorite NT book. In chapters 13-17 Jesus talks a lot about love, how He loves the Father by obeying Him, and how He loves us.
 
In John 15:9 there is this amazing, astounding, unbelievable statement by Jesus: “As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you.”!!!
 
So how does the Father love Jesus? Here are a few adverbs that describe that. The Father loves Jesus
 
Enthusiastically, warmly, delightedly,
joyously, fully, faithfully,
 
unreservedly, wholeheartedly, passionately,
powerfully, perfectly, persistently, paternally,
expansively, eternally, beautifully,
 
unconditionally, unceasingly, constantly,
consistently, contentedly, completely,
 
with all goodness, grace, greatness and glory.
 
I’m sure that if we sat down and brainstormed, we could come up with more. But think about that: this is also how Jesus loves you!!! How can we ever doubt His love, proved on the cross, displayed in His resurrection, seen every day in God sightings.
 
He ends that verse with “Now remain in my love. If you keep my commands you will remain in my love.” When we see how much he loves us, it is not hard to love Him back as we rest in the warmth and security of his merciful and gracious love. Let’s revel in that rejoice in that and love Him back by keeping His commands every day! That is doing what we know to be right.
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The only Source of true Rest

This is a good one after today’s tumultuous events.
 
After a pretty good night’s rest, I woke up at 8:15! Guess I needed the sleep. But my initial reaction was unhappiness because I don’t like to get up late. I don’t like to have my worship, quiet time and prayer later in the day.
But I praise you, Lord, because, right in the midst of my unhappiness, your Spirit brought to my mind that fact that I can let go of my desires and preferences, hold on to the truth that you have my day in hand, and rise above my unhappiness, eagerly letting you guide, rejoicing in a different kind of day.
This I did and am walking now in the freedom and the light of your goodness and presence. Thank you, Lord Jesus, my good Shepherd, that you are leading me well and that I can trust you to carry me in the right direction for your name’s sake. Praise be to you.
“The Lord is my light and my salvation,” so of whom or what should I be afraid? Certainly not of having my plans be disrupted or of being disappointed. No, In you I can rest.
Thank you for the great freedom you have brought to us, Lord Jesus. Help me to walk in it daily by surrender, praise and obedience to what we know to be true, and thereby continually bring you honor. May glory to you radiate from my life today.
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preparation for Hunting Walrus

The weeks went by and the weather grew warmer, moving up to zero degrees, while the nights grew shorter and Okfagit finished the frame of his new boat.

The walrus skin covering his wife had split and hung out to dry was also ready and one morning he told his sons and daughters that they would cover the boat the next day.

The assembling of this boat took only one day, but the preparations for this act had gone on for months. First shooting and skinning the female walrus (the skin of a male is too thick and heavy to use) and scraping the hide clean of fat. Then the hide was soaked in water for a long time until it was soft. At the right time they took it out, folded it up and put it in the relatively warm tent in their house. There it remained for many days while the hair on the hide rotted away. Only then was it ready for splitting and finally for sewing onto the boat frame.

Then there was the long, arduous task of constructing the frame. First, they had to search the shoreline for suitable driftwood, pieces large enough and long enough to cut into long, supple ribs. And, of course one especially long piece to make the keel. After months of sawing by hand, the boat builder would assemble the frame, lashing all together with hide thongs.

Such an undertaking was not only a significant engineering feat, but also a work of art. These patient people were willing to go to all this trouble because such a boat was the only means by which they could hunt walrus and whales. Without a boat, stranded on the land, they could only hunt seals that came near, which was not that common in the summer when the seals could surface to breathe anywhere they wanted, uninhibited by ice flows; and they seldom surfaced near the shore.

After breakfast, Okfagit and the boys took the heavy skin off the drying rack and dragged it to the boat frame. Nisana and the girls prepared the whale sinew for stitching the hide in place on the boat. This sewing was a difficult task as the skin was thick and hard. They would use a curved needle carved from ivory.

Okfagit and his sons took the split hide and draped it over the frame of the boat. Then Okfagit cut it to fit the boat’s shape, and Nisana stitched the front and rear seams to give it the proper fit. Then the boat was turned over and after cutting slits all around the edge, the skin was lashed to the boat’s ribs. It was an all-day job of heavy labor, but they were a strong people and did it well.

When all was completed, they lifted the boat up and put it on a rack. They didn’t want the dogs chewing on that tasty walrus skin while it dried in place!

Okfagit’s boat was 18 feet long, and 8 feet wide in the center. From gunwale to keel it was 3 feet high.

It could hold an amazing amount of weight for its size, and maneuver in very rough water. Even though it had no keel, it was still used as a sailboat when the wind was right.

Each boat had a captain and a crew—often from more than one family—who worked together in the contest of life and death, survival and loss. The boat captain was a man of very high standing in the village, as he was responsible for providing food and protection, not only for his immediate family, but for his extended family and the families of those in his boat crew.

In order to ensure a successful walrus hunt, Okfagit spent ten days performing certain ceremonies designed to call the female walrus towards the shore. It was important for him to use all the powers available to provide the food they needed.

Picture: finished boat being launched for a hunt

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More California Events

More California events.
 
There was also a very nice girl in our class: slim, shy, tall and blond. I asked her if she’d like to go for a motorcycle ride and found she knew how to ride—she didn’t try to steer me as we went around the corners.
 
We became good friends–some thought us boyfriend and girlfriend as we were pretty much inseparable, but it was more a pure and positive friendship.
 
Although she never told me, from different clues I gathered that she had been taken advantage of by someone on the reservation where she taught and was suffering from the pain of it. Our positive, Christ-centered friendship seemed to be healing to her. It was also good for me to have such a healthy relationship after living in the Eskimo culture where I had no interaction with women my age the last nine months.
 
On most days after class we would hop on my motorcycle and go to the beach. One weekend we took a trip to Tijuana, Mexico and had a close call on the way.
 
It started to rain shortly after we got on the freeway, an unusual event in LA in the summer. I was driving in the left lane and wanted to pull off so we could put our ponchos on. There was a wide shoulder between my lane and the guard rail, so I leaned left to get up on it, not realizing there was quite a high curb. By the Lord’s grace when I hit the curb we didn’t fall over in front of the traffic behind us. Instead we bounced up in the air and landed safely on the shoulder. I was very, very thankful.
 
When we arrived at the border, we parked my motorcycle on the US side and walked through the border check. As we crossed the bridge into the city, we were met by a wizened little man. Rubbing his hands together he squinted at us, looking us up and down.
“Come for an abortion?” he asked.
“No,” we answered.
“Come to get married?”
“No.”.
“Come for some drugs?”
“No!”
“Then why’d you come?” he asked in amazement. We were just as amazed at his questions and attitude.
 
Later we were approached by a woman carrying a baby which she held out to us. She spoke only Spanish, so I couldn’t tell what she was saying, but it looked to me like she wanted to sell her baby. Later I realized that she was begging, using the baby as bait. Another world.
My blond friend and I also had an interesting accident on Hollywood Boulevard late one afternoon. As we approached a stop light on my motorcycle, an old set of trolley tracks on the street veered to the left. The front tire of my cycle dropped into the groove and we both went right over the handlebars.
I landed first on my head, then came down on my hands and knees. My friend landed astride my back, holding a can of oil we had just bought in one hand and her camera in the other!
 
All the traffic stopped and as we got up people called to us asking if we were ok. Other than ripping the knees of my jeans and skinning my hands a bit, we were fine. Good thing I had a helmet on or my head would have had a different shape! Another God sighting!
 
Our classes were helpful, giving a lot of new ideas for teaching English as a second language in a multiclass, village situation. In one way, I was sorry to have the experience end, but at the same time was looking forward to making a quick trip to Connecticut before going back to Alaska for my second year of teaching.
 
However, there was one more important event the Lord had in store for me here in L.A. In fact, it was the most important aspect of the summer.
 
Jewell and her husband invited me to go with them to a course on Christian living, and I invited my blond friend to come, too.
This event was Bill Gotthard’s first experiment with larger Basic Youth Conflicts Seminars, having seventy-five attenders. It was very personal with chances to chat with Bill in between sessions. He gave us more information than he did in his later much bigger seminars, often attended by crowds of 3,000 to 5,000 or more.
 
In this seminar, the Lord brought two significant things to my attention. First was Bill’s high regard for Scripture. He took what it said very seriously; he didn’t try to explain away things that were difficult or uncomfortable or out of our culture. Instead he explained how to live them.
 
I had always been told WHAT to do as a believer, but no one had really explained HOW to do these things, such as how to ask forgiveness, how to resolve conflict, how to turn humiliation into humility, how to deal with anger, jealousy and depression. I was hungry for this kind of input.
 
The second and greater gift was Bill’s teaching on meditation. This has turned out to be the most powerful and prolific source of spiritual growth in my life. The Lord has used it to equip me for ministry, give wisdom for living, free me from depression, from self-pity and from natural thinking.
 
The Lord has used meditation to bring continual, powerful, fundamental transformation, bringing freedom from one trap after another. It has and continues to be a rich spring of blessing and growth.
 
Bill’s description of meditation was preceded by the promise of what it would bring. He spoke from Psalm 1:2-3 which says, “Blessed is the man” whose “delight is in the law of the LORD, and on his law he meditates day and night. He is like a tree planted by streams of water,
which yields its fruit in season
and whose leaf does not wither.
Whatever he does prospers.”
 
Bill said, “We could title this passage, ‘God’s way for success.’ Meditation is the way to get our roots down deep into the water of God’s Word. This allows us to bear fruit, stay fresh and grow strong spiritually no matter what our circumstances may be, and in the end be successful as God defines it.”
 
Bill gave examples from his own life, beginning with his being a poor student until he started meditating, which led him to became an A student.
 
“Meditation,” he explained, “is cooperating with God in the transformation of our souls. The soul is made up of our mind, our will and our emotions. When we memorize a passage, we learn to think God’s thoughts after him. This is cooperating with the Spirit in the transformation of our mind.
 
“Then as we personalize the passage—putting in personal pronouns where we can–we cooperate with the Spirit in the transformation of our emotions.
 
“Finally as we pray through the passage, asking God to make it true in our lives, we are cooperating with the Spirit in the transformation of our will.”
He gave us an example of how to do this using Psalm 1: “Lord, I want to delight in your word, to be one who loves and cherishes it. Give me such a love. I want to be a person who meditates on your word day and night. Help me to memorize it well and to follow through on meditation.
 
“Make me like a tree planted by the rivers of waters, getting my roots down deep into the water of your word. Bring forth my fruit in its season—whatever fruit you think I need for those around me, Lord, may it come.
 
“Keep me green and fresh, strong and fruitful in all circum-stances, in good times and dry times. And make me to prosper in what-ever I do.”
 
Bill gave us a list of ten different chapters to memorize and meditate on, giving each one a title.
 
Psalm 1 God’s way to success
Hebrews 12:1-17 Why difficulties come, what to do with them.
James 1 Benefiting from trials
Matthew 5-7 God’s Values
Romans 8 Victory in life
Romans 12 Guidance
Psalm 23 The all purpose passage
Psalm 37:1-28 Dealing with conflicts
Psalm 34 Purpose in life
Psalm 62 True rest in life
 
He offered us some books as a reward if we would memorize them, but the desire for growth with Jesus was much more of a motive for me! I immediately began the practice which I kept up all my life, and I’m very thankful for it.
Picture: Los Angeles smog when I was there.
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