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Psalm 34:4-5

 
Psalm 34:4 “I sought the LORD, and he answered me;”
[Yes, Lord, in your faithfulness you always answer: at the right time, in the right way, with the right means. Therefore, you are trustable in your goodness, you are reliable in your unchangingness, you are beautiful in your consistency.]
“he delivered me from all my fears.”
[This was not the help I really wanted, but in your wisdom, Lord, you start answering on a much more foundational, inner level in order to bring an answer much bigger than my request.
The troubles in my life reveal these fears, fears you want to deliver us from: the fear of man, fear of the future, fear of loss, fear of humiliation, fear of suffering, fear of failure, fear of death. I’ve heard that you command, “Fear not!” 365 times in the Bible. One for every day of the year.
So, you turn our eyes to you that as we gaze upon you, seeing you in your great power, your deep wisdom, your gracious compassion and your rich love, we may remember how many times you have protected and provided for us in the past. Fear will then have no place to cling and will fall away. You are the fear Killer, the freedom Bringer, the peace Giver. Praise be to you.]
Psalm 34:5 “Those who look to him are radiant; their faces are never covered with shame.”
[Because you are faithful and powerful, wise and good, you always answer by meeting our true needs. So, we are never put to shame when we trust in you. People and Satan may try to shame us. But we, like Jesus in Hebrews 12:3, can endure our cross, despising the shame, looking instead to the joy we will have with you when seated at the banquet table in heaven.
As we look to you in our troubles, Lord God, we are transformed more and more into your image (2 Cor. 3:18). As we meditate on your great and good character, as we bask in the light of your glory, we join you in being a light to the world, for we will reflect that glow of your greatness to all those around us–the radiance of trust, peace and contentment in you. And may we so honor you today.]
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At all times

The following was written in 2011 following an unsuccessful attempt to resolve a conflict on one of our teams, a painful event with a sad outcome.
Psalm 34:1 “I will extol the LORD at all times;”
[Even now, in the midst of this painful failure, in darkness and despair, I will extol you, Lord, I choose to praise you, the great and sovereign God who is at work doing what is right, bringing good out of every situation. You, Lord God, are worthy of worship even in the worst of circumstances, humanly speaking–for you do not abandon us. You press on in spite of this pain you suffer with us. You are faithful to the end, and therefore worthy of all exaltation.]
“his praise will always be on my lips.”
[Always, no matter what happens, in every difficulty, every hardship, every form of suffering, failure and evil, I can praise you and I choose to do so. You, Lord God are good, through and through. Therefore what you do is good, what you allow you will use for good for your children, bringing breaking and transformation. Lord God, do good in this situation. Have us suffer as long as is necessary; may we learn what we need to and go through what you know is necessary, with your power and strength.]
Psalm 34:2 “My soul will boast in the LORD;”
[If I am honest, there is nothing to boast about in myself, I can only boast in you, Lord Jesus, the perfect One, the pure One, the holy One who never makes a mistake, never fails. To you certainly belongs honor, praise and worship. You are the One to boast in, not myself.]
“let the afflicted hear and rejoice.”
[In this case I am afflicted, beaten down, a failure, but as I think on you, Lord, I can, with my will, rejoice in you.]
Psalm 34:3 “Glorify the LORD with me; let us exalt his name together.”
[This is the purpose for which I was created, Lord: to bring you honor, praise and exaltation. In this situation, I honor you by faith, clinging to you and to your truth, praising you for what you are doing–what I can’t see or understand yet. To trust you in the darkness brings you glory. Thank you for the light of your Word in this darkness, as illustrated in the picture here.
 
I will focus on this now, Lord, giving you praise for how you are working things out. At present, from my perspective, there is only total failure and loss, but in reality, there also is the opportunity for giving great glory to you as, by faith, I rest in your wisdom and grace, offering the sacrifice of thanksgiving.]
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Praise in the darkness

[Written seven years ago in the midst of Barbara’s debilitating illness of chronic Lymes disease and depression, and the deterioration it brought].
 
In this difficult time we want to continue to follow Habakkuk’s example in Habakkuk 3:17-19
“Though the fig tree does not bud
and there are no grapes on the vines,
though the olive crop fails
and the fields produce no food,
though there are no sheep in the pen
and no cattle in the stalls,
“YET I will REJOICE in the LORD, (Yahweh)
I will BE JOYFUL in God (Elohim) my Savior.
[these are acts of the will, leading Habakkuk’s emotions to the proper place of rest in God.]
Like Habakkuk, in the midst of my wife’s difficulties, I choose to rejoice in you, Lord, for you are good always, you are the source of our joy–not our having things go the way we want.
As I praise you for what you are going to do in Barbara’s illness, Lord. I can let go of the negatives and cling to you. I praise you for what you are doing, for what you are planning, for what you will work out, as you did with Old Testament Joseph in all he suffered.
Help us all to respond as Joseph did, trusting you, bringing glory to your name, and healing to our souls. I thank you for the unseen things you are going to accomplish through this, for the good that you will draw out of it. I ask for your guidance in what I should do to join your purposes.
Lord Jesus, you are the Wonderful One, full of wisdom, grace, righteousness, mercy, justice, goodness and power. You are the One who can overrule in any situation you desire. You could have worked Barbara’s illness out in another way, but you allowed and guided things in this direction, so we choose to trust you with praise and to look at the bigger picture of what you are doing in shaping our character and giving us opportunity to honor you in trust.
Lord, to belong to you, to be your possession, to personally know you is wonderful, marvelous, majestic. “Blessed” is way too mild a word! To know that you chose us, wanted us as your children, sought us out, bought us, adopted us, transformed us, and that you richly, wholeheartedly love and cherish us–this is awe-inspiringly marvelous! It is more than we could ever have imagined or hoped for, especially in the light of what we actually deserved (punishment, rejection, suffering, eternal separation from you and all that is good).
So we choose to trust you through praise, knowing that you have laid out the race before us, empowering us to run it with perseverance and patience. And we run, looking to you, Lord Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, knowing that as we look ahead to the joy you have for us, we can endure whatever cross you give us, for we will be seated with you at the banquet table of your wedding feast in Heaven (Heb. 12:1-3).
[Epilogue: after years of depression and difficulty for Barbara, there has been marked improvement in the last months. We are thankful!]
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What happened after Okagit’s successful hunt
 
All the sons gathered round and helped to skin the bears and pile the meat on the skins. Then they pulled the full skins home. When they reached the village, Ayit was sent to tell others of their success, so they could go to the bone yard and take what Okfagit’s family had left behind.
Traditionally it is not the one who kills a bear who claims it, but the one who sees it first. So, the first bear belonged to Ayit, and the second to his brother. That night Okfagit talked with the two boys about sharing their kills with the rest of the village.
 
“I think this is what Jesus would want us to do, as this is adding brotherly kindness to our faith. And I also suggest that we give one bear head to the shaman, which is adding God’s unconditional love to our faith.” he said. “You, of course, will keep the skins.”
 
The boys agreed, so they made a meat package for each of the eight families in the village, including an extra big one for the shaman. In Ayit’s words, “We are adding brotherly kindness for our neighbors, and God’s love to the shaman!”
 
Okfagit smiled, “You, Ayit, certainly are the add-on Eskimo!” Everyone laughed.
 
After delivering the meat packages, the family sat in the tent inside their house with the one polar bear head laying on the floor before them. Okfagit spoke.
 
“As you know, in our old way we would offer the bear fresh water to honor it and appease its spirit. Then we would keep the bear’s head in our tent for five days, telling it stories to make it happy. If it were a male bear, we would put a pipe in its mouth. If it were a female bear, we would be a cloth on its head. But now we are followers of Jesus. So instead of honoring the bears, we will honor Jesus by giving thanks to Him.”
 
Okfagit led his family in prayer, praising God for bringing the bears to them, for protecting them in the process. He concluded his prayer with, “Jesus, we look to you for protection and provision. We renounce the old ways which are not your ways. Help us to be a light for you here in our village. Use us to bring others out of the darkness into your light.”
 
When the story of how Okfagit’s family got two polar bears in one day got around the village, it reignited the debate about the New Way Okfagit was following.
 
Some said the attack of the second bear was punishment for him leaving the old way. Others said, that finding the bears, being saved from the attack of the second bear, and being able to kill both was proof of the power of the Jesus Way.
 
The shaman declared that he had sent the second bear to punish Okfagit. “But,” another pointed out, “the attack was a failure, showing Jesus to be more powerful.”
 
The elders called a meeting to talk about it, asking Okfagit to speak first and tell them about the hunt.
 
“Before going to hunt, I prayed to Jesus and asked him to help me, to bring me to a polar bear. I thanked him for what he would do. Then as we were going, I got the idea to go by the bone yard, and there was a polar bear. I believe Jesus guided me to it, just as he brought the whale to me. And I believe Jesus protected me from the second bear. You know how hard it is to avoid the charge of such an angry bear, yet Jesus helped me, and gave us two bears. Jesus is the Creator God, who loves us, hears our prayers and helps us. He is the one to follow.”
 
Many heads were nodding. But the shaman angrily declared, “This New Way is not the Eskimo way. If we follow it, many bad things will come to us.”
 
One elder replied, “As you know, many seasons ago on Sivukuk, the time of hungering came, and many hundreds of our people died. We are told that the spirits brought this hungering because they were angry with some hunters who did not show them respect. I’m sure the shamans tried to get help from the spirits, but none came. Only a few survived.
 
“Living in the old way brought much harm to us. This New Way, following Jesus, seems to me to be the right way. I choose to follow him!” Others also declared their desire to follow Jesus.
When the meeting was over, Okfagit invited all who wanted to follow the new Way to come to his house to learn more about Jesus.
 
Over the next few days he and Ayit taught these new believers the 23rd Psalm and explained it to them. Ayit also taught them the “add-on” passage so they could deepen their faith.
 
After that the believers followed Okfagit’s example and called Ayit, “The Add-on Eskimo,” a nick name that stuck with him all his life; and he was glad to have it.
 
The grumbling, however, went on among those who opposed the new Way and they became more and more unhappy with those who chose to follow Jesus.
 
Picture: Walrus Tusk carved into a polar bear.
 
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More of Psalm 107

Psalm 107 continues to tell us how God works in our lives to bring us to faith in him.
 
“Some wandered in desert wastelands,”
[when we reject your truth and go our own way, we dwell in dry and parched lands of our own making, far from the green pastures you have for us.]
“finding no way to a city where they could settle. They were hungry and thirsty, and their lives ebbed away.”
[When on our own path, we go from one bad decision to the next. We search for emotional and physical sustenance but find none; instead we grow weaker and weaker. Everything goes downhill because we are far from your way.]
“Then they cried out to the LORD in their trouble,”
[When we finally saw that our selfish way was not good, that our weak wisdom was insufficient, that our strength was too little to escape condemnation, then we cried out to you.]
“and he delivered them from their distress.”
[You, Lord, in your goodness, were right there, waiting for us to come to our senses, to see our need, to cry out to you. You were ready to help as soon as we were ready to receive. You plucked us out of our distress and inserted us into your forgiveness, your family and your future plans.]
“He led them by a straight way to a city where they could settle.”
[You, Lord, know the way to shelter and are very willing, eager to lead us to it, if only we will follow. You give us wisdom, insight, security and community, all we need to prosper.]
“Let them give thanks to the LORD for his unfailing love”
[and truly your love is unfailing as you wait and wait and wait for us to repent of our selfish, stubborn independence. You don’t give up, you are patient, persistence and prepared.]
“and his wonderful deeds for men, for he satisfies the thirsty and fills the hungry with good things.”
[What you have for us is beyond good–it is wonderful, marvelous, awesome and great. You, Lord, have only good for us, satisfying our thirst for love and forgiveness, our hunger for relationship, our deep desire for reality and meaning.
You know our needs, for you are our Creator; you are able to supply our needs, for you are infinite; you desire to give us what we need, and promise to do so, for you are good. Praise be to you, both now and forever. Help us to walk in the light of these truths today.]
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Psalm 107

 
As it says in Psalm 107, “Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; his love endures forever.”
[And we do see your love every day, Lord, in the myriad of provisions and protections you pour out upon us. You made us able to see, hear, speak, walk, work and write. You give us food, shelter, health, community and sleep. You provide protection, guidance, warning and help–these among many other wonderful gifts.]
“Let the redeemed of the LORD say this–those he redeemed from the hand of the foe,”
[You, Lord Jesus, have marvelously redeemed and rescued us from the hand of Satan, from the hand of sin, from the hands of evil men. You are our Savior, Shepherd and Sustainer. Praise be to you forever and ever for your gracious, good and great salvation.]
“those he gathered from the lands, from east and west, from north and south.”
[Thank you, Lord, that your Spirit works in every land in every people, opening their eyes, giving them the desire for truth, bringing them your Word so they, too, can enter you Kingdom, become your children, and spend eternity with you. You are the true, loving God, gracious to all, forgiving to all those who come to your call.
 
Help us to bask in the wonder of your love, of your word, of your wisdom. Help us to love you as you love us.]
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Engagement Announcement

Engagement Announcement
At the beginning of September I still had no clear direction from the Lord as to whether Barbara was the woman for me to marry. One concern I had was that this relationship would negatively affect my walk with the Lord. I wanted my undiluted delight to be in Him in line with Psalm 37:4, “Delight yourself also in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart.”
 
A good pastor friend, Harold Carpenter, would come by a couple of times a month to chat with me while I worked. He talked out his problems and listened to mine. When I mentioned to him my prayers for guidance concerning Barbara, and my thoughts about delighting in the Lord, he was used by the Holy Spirit to give me the key to my dilemma.
 
“This verse says we are to delight in Him, and I see that’s what you are doing and want to do.” He paused. “It also says that if you do that, He will give you the desires of your heart. There are actually two meanings to that. First, He will put proper desires into your heart as you find your delight in Him. And second, He will fulfill them. Since you are delighting in Him, He knows that the desire won’t become your idol. Just keep on delighting in Him.”
 
The lights suddenly came on for me. Of course, Barbara was the fulfillment of my desire for a godly wife, for a partner in ministry. We were well matched in our love for Jesus, in our desire to serve and in our present level of spiritual growth. Of course she’s the right one! Dad and Mom think so. Pastor Carpenter thinks so. My siblings think so.
 
The one remaining obstacle in my mind was the age difference. Then the Lord brought to mind a conversation I’d had with Doug, the nurse in the village of Gambell on St. Lawrence Island. He had fallen in love with the secretary at the Christian radio station in Nome, and they’d gotten engaged.
 
One night they were sitting in her living room with the lights off, enjoying the beauty of the Arctic moonlight coming through the skylight when she asked him, “How old are you?”
 
“I’m 24,” he said. “and you?”
 
“I’m 29,” she said. That was followed by a long silence. Then she spoke up. “Well, it doesn’t matter to me.”
 
Doug said, “Well, then, I guess it isn’t that important.”
Later he told me that his mother was thrilled that he was marrying an older woman. “You get a mature partner instead of someone you have to bring up to speed,” she said.
 
“Hmmm,” I thought to myself, “that makes sense. We can be better partners in the ministry. And that’s the real reason to get married, because we can serve God better together than we can singly.” I had certainly seen that in our work with the youth group.
 
I couldn’t wait until that evening when Barbara came. We went for a walk, and I said, “We’re getting married!”
 
“Ok,” she said. She was a little taken aback but didn’t show it. She was ahead of me on this anyway, since the Lord had prepared her by telling her that I was the man He had for her. So she was ready to accept my “proposal.”
 
I suggested that we get married around Christmas, but that was way too fast for Barbara. Germans don’t move that quickly! So we agreed on taking a trip to Germany at Christmas to meet Barbara’s parents and to get officially engaged there.
 
Picture: Barbara’s mother and father
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God’s Four Gifts to Us, Part Four

God’s Four Gifts to Us, Part Four
A fourth gift He has for us is improving our emotional, mental and physical health. This comes through expressing gratitude to Him as we live out Psalm 50:23 by giving thanks in all things, both positive and painful, delightful and difficult.
A secular article on News Max entitled “Giving Thanks Makes Us Happier,” points out that having an attitude of gratitude brings many benefits. A summary says, “Researchers delving into the physiology of gratitude have discovered it acts powerfully upon neurotransmitters in the brain to increase happiness, reduce stress, boost energy and even improve sleep.” In a separate article, I read that gratitude also strengthens our immune system.
This, of course, is simply discovering what God has told us all along: giving thanks is powerfully good for us, as well as for all those around us. And it is good for God, as we are joining Him in advancing His Kingdom.
When God commands us to do something, it is always for the best. His expression of these truths is found in Philippians 4:6-7, “Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, WITH THANKSGIVING, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, WILL GUARD your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”
These truths are reiterated in an article in the latest Reader’s Digest, entitled “The Goodness of Gratitude,” saying, “people who wrote thank you letters or performed good deeds for a six-week period decreased their pain, upped their energy, accomplished more every day, and improved their mental health for up to six months. And you can reap these benefits at any age.”
God’s wisdom is far deeper than we can imagine! It is our privilege and responsibility to live out Psalm 50:23 (“He who offers the sacrifice of thanksgiving honors me and opens the way that I may show him the salvation of the Lord” by making every day a “Thanksgiving Day.”
Do yourself and many others a good turn and offer the sacrifice of thanksgiving in each event, especially the ones you don’t like—then watch God work!
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God Reigns

“The Lord reigns, let the earth be glad, let the distant shores rejoice.”
Psalm 97:1
 
Yes, Lord, we rejoice, for you are the sovereign One, the King over all, the Ruler of the universe. No detail escapes your attention, no attitude, no motive, no thought goes unnoticed. You guide the flow of events in each person’s life to draw him or her to yourself and then to mature in Christ those who do come.
You are massively powerful; no one can get around you, no one can thwart you in your great plans—just the opposite is true: you thwart the plans of the nations and topple the purposes of the people (Ps. 33:10,11). You are God alone! “For you, O LORD, are the Most High over all the earth; you are exalted far above all gods” (Ps. 97:9).
 
Praise be to you for your wisdom, as you have given your human creatures a sphere of responsibility where we are to make decisions. You control what comes to us, each event designed to give us opportunity to move in the right direction, but we must make the choice.
 
It would have been much easier if you had just made us puppets or robots—but that would have eliminated the possibility of love. To have genuine love there must be the chance to choose, to respond to your love with willing decisions to do what pleases you. Praise you that we are made in your image (albeit, now cracked and marred by sin), and therefore able to make moral and ethical decisions with eternal consequences.
 
“The heavens proclaim his righteousness, and all the peoples see his glory” (Ps. 97:6).
 
Prayer: “I praise you, Lord God, that in your grace, wisdom and kindness, you have created us with the right and responsibility of choosing to obey in love. Help me today to take up your grace, to obey what I know from your Word and to fulfill the purpose you have given me of living for your glory. To you be praise and honor forever and ever. Amen.”
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God’s 3rd Gift to Us

 
A third gift God bestows when we give thanks, is the privilege of being a powerful witness to those around us. Our unnatural, supernatural response to trouble puts us up on the stage of grace where we can do the dance of faith in front of all those around us.
 
As we trust God we bring a focus on God’s good character in a way that words alone could never do.
Thus God gives us opportunity to join Him in the spread of the gospel by walking in faith, in opening people’s eyes to spiritual truth, and in drawing them to Himself.
 
I think that we underestimate the impact we have on others when we respond positively to difficulty, offering the sacrifice of thanksgiving. In the recent death of my brother, I let go of him before he died and thanked God for what He was doing in Sam’s life by taking him home. As people offered their condolences, I shared with them my view of Sam’s death. Some were glad, some were amazed, some were disturbed. But God was glorified before many.
 
Truly, as we offer the sacrifice of praise, we honor God. His glory is reflected in our lives as we honor Him in His throne room, before a multitude of angels, before demons and before all the people around us.
 
Since honoring God is the purpose of our lives, every difficult, disappointment and potential discouragement is an opportunity to fulfill the purpose God has given us. In doing so we are joining Him in His great plans.
 
Are we joining Him by offering the sacrifice of thanksgiving?
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