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Psalm 26:2-3

 
 
Psalm 26:2 “Test me, O LORD, and try me, examine my heart and my mind;”
[This is a scary thing to pray, as there is much unknown sin hidden there in my heart and mind, hidden even from me. If He answers this prayer, he will find some bad things.
Yet, Lord, you are the only One I can fully trust to examine me, as you are fully good and fully ready to forgive–so I am perfectly safe in praying this, although it doesn’t feel that way.
Certainly, there are negatives for you to find, so I need to expect exposure. Then I can repent and be set further free, for you are “good and ready to forgive and plenteous in mercy to all those who call upon you” (Ps. 86:5). This is a “step up” for me.
So, I ask you to examine my heart and mind, to point out the next sin I need to deal with, and to point out my failures early on (like not checking in with you in conversations) so I can grow in cooperating more with you. Help me to respond immediately with confession and repentance, with accepting your forgiveness and forgiving myself, with praise and submission; I thank you now for what you will do.
Psalm 26:3 “for your love is ever before me, and I walk continually in your truth.”
I praise you that you are loving, firm and gentle, that your mercy triumphs over justice, and that you chasten us for the purposes of helping us to walk in your way, to really live, to share in your holiness and to give us peace and righteousness (Heb 2:9-11).
Guide me in your truth this day, O Lord God, protect me from my own evil, keep me safe, watch over me that I may live for your glory. I praise you for your goodness which will surround me, for the care and protection you will give in all things. I bow before you, giving you glory and honor, praise and adoration, for you are worthy.]

Monday

I’ve decided to take a new tact in my posts. On Mondays I’m going to start putting up excerpts from my book “The Add-on Eskimo”. Hope you enjoy them.
 
Seal Hunting
 
The storm came up suddenly as Tinglit was returning from his fox trap line. It was 20 degrees below zero and, as the snow began to fall heavily, the wind picked up with 50 mile-an-hour gusts. Within a few minutes, visibility dropped to almost zero as an artic white-out closed in.
 
Here on the Far East Asian coast, just beyond Siberia where the Yupik Eskimos lived—and died—life was tenuous. Tinglit had experience in all kinds of weather, but this was the worst he had ever seen.
 
He kept his sled dogs moving in what he hoped was the right direction. As they went down into a small valley, the wind lessened. Tinglit halted his dogs and focused with all his senses. It seemed to him that something was breaking the wind’s force.
 
He didn’t dare leave the sled for fear he wouldn’t find it again, but he also didn’t want to get turned around and lose the direction of what he thought was the trail. But he knew that if he didn’t find some shelter soon, he would die along with his dogs.
Taking a chance, he directed his dogs to the left and came to a creek bed which had high walls blocking much of the wind’s force. Tinglit got off the back of the sled and led his dogs down the embankment out of the wind. Here I may have a chance to wait out the storm, he thought.
 
He unharnessed his dogs, then turned the sled with its back towards the wind. He sat on the sled and called his dogs to him. They crowded around and he had them lie down on both sides of him, with one on his lap for warmth.
 
Tinglit was dressed well, with several layers of clothes, topped by sealskin pants, boots and Parka. The wolfskin fur on his hood helped to shield his face from the cold. Still, it was 20 below and the 50 mile-per-hour wind made the actual temperature much lower.
 
He hoped the shelter from the wind and the dogs’ warmth would save him. However, after the storm abated, his son, Okfagit, found him, still sitting on the sled, frozen in place. The artic had claimed another of its own.
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Ayit slipped out from under his caribou-skin cover and groped in the darkness to find the flint and metal. Striking them, he lit the seal-oil lamp to warm the tent. Even though it was May, the temperatures here on the edge of Siberia in far-eastern Russia were well below freezing, and there were still two feet of snow on the ground.
 
As the youngest of the six children, it was his job to climb out into the cold each morning and start things for the day. As soon as the lamp was burning, he jumped right back under his covers. He let his eyes linger on the flame of the lamp, golden yellow, burning steadily in the darkness. How beautiful, he thought.
As the tent warmed, he got up again and stirred the coals left from last night’s fire, putting more driftwood on. He and his family were in the living quarters of their house. Most of the twenty by thirty-foot structure (see picture below), which was made of a frame of whale ribs with driftwood sides and a roof covered with walrus hide, was used for storage.
 
It was much too large to heat, so their actual living space was a small inside tent which was heated primarily with the seal-oil lamps. Here they slept and ate. When they could find driftwood, they would use that for heat and light as well, but it was not always available.
 
As the wood fire warmed the tent further, his mother, Nisana, got up and began to prepare a breakfast of walrus meat, vegetable-like plants taken from the sea, and tea. As she worked, she talked with Ayit.
 
“My son, my little son! Thank you for lighting the lamps. I am so thankful for your helpfulness! You are an unusual boy!” Ayit beamed with pleasure.
 
Soon the others were stirring, slipping out from under their skin covers, putting on their sealskin shirts, pulling on their sealskin pants and boots. They all sat down on the walrus skin floor in a circle and ate, holding the walrus meat in their teeth and with an upward motion with a knife, cutting off a small, chewable piece —a practice that sometimes resulted in cutting off the end of one’s nose!

Off to Anchorage

The day of my flight from Juneau to Anchorage, the rain clouds opened up with such force that the plane’s take off was delayed. This was because the Lord knew that I needed to arrive two hours late for my next surprise.
 
As I came out of the gangway into the gate area in Anchorage, out of the next walkway came Harry, my fellow runner from high school! And long with him was Henry, another fellow from our hometown.
 
“What are you doing here!” we both said, and then laughed, shaking hands and hugging each other.
 
“We’re on our way to Vietnam,” said Harry. “Come on, let’s sit down and catch up on things.”
 
In God’s grace the BIA person who was to pick me up was half an hour late, so Harry, Henry and I had a great time together. We all felt a lot better after that nice touch with home. Another wonderful God sighting.
 
I was taken to the BIA headquarters where news of the “hippy teacher” had preceded me. First I had an interview with the BIA director.
 
“You will have to shave your beard, and you will be required to wear a tie while teaching,” he told me. I was amazed; out here on the frontier, on an island 40 miles off the coast of Siberia, at the end of the world I had to wear a tie to work! Well, if that’s what it took, I could manage it.
 
“By the way,” said the director, “We got the results of your national teacher’s exam. You got a high enough score so you will be starting two pay scales above a first year teacher.” I was now amazed for a second time! No objections here! Another Jesus sighting!
 
Then came two tasks beyond anything I’d ever had to do. First I had to buy all the utensils needed for my new kitchen! Fortunately I got some help with that from some of the BIA staff who had a much better idea than I did of what was needed.
 
Then I had to order all my food for the next 9 months! That was even harder. How could I guess what I would need?
 
I ordered a lot of cereal, canned foods, crackers and hotdogs. I could only guess if this was going to be sufficient and hoped I’d gotten enough. Later I found that I could order more in on the sometimes weekly flight to my village.
 
One last thing was to send in my application to Word Book Club, now that I knew my mailing address on the Island: Savoonga, St. Lawrence Island, Alaska. Not very complicated.
 
We packed up all my purchases, and took them along with the orange box from my motorcycle, my faithful sleeping bag and my two rifles to the airport. I flew off to Nome where the BIA worker put me on a little two engine plane to St. Lawrence Island.
 

Launching a new Publication

My book Equipped! (See cover below) is ready to be printed in Pakistan after being translated into Urdu (see picture of a page below).
 
I have had the translation work checked by American friends who worked long term in Pakistan and they said it was well done.
 
The translator said that working on the book has brought great change to his spiritual life and that of his family. He is very enthusiastic about how the book could influence the lives of Christians there and has made plans for distributing it. He already has pre-orders. The proceeds will go to Christians there, not to me.
 
Printing the book costs money. I am putting some of my own into this and wondered if you would like to contribute to this ministry possibility. If you would, you can use the paypal button above to give or the link here: paypal.me/SMWibberley The goal is $3000 for the first printing and formating by the publisher.
 
If you think it worthwhile, you can share on facebook
Thanks for considering this.
 
آٹھواں حصّہ: زندگی بھرکی مشق
تیسواں باب : غوروخوض (مراقبہ)
گیارواں سچ: پاک کلام پرغوروخوض ہماری زندگی بدل دیتا ہے
مَیں اِس سے پہلے بھی اِس بات کاذکرکرچکا ہوںکہ مَیں بل گوتھرڈ کے سیمینارمِیں گیااور یہ کہ وہ میرے لئے کتنامدد گارثابت ہوا تھا۔ جب مَیں اُس کے سیمنارمِیںپہلی بار گیا تویہ مجھ پردوطریقوں سے اثراندازہوا۔
پہلا یہ کہ اُس نے پاک کلام کی سچائی کوکس طرح قبول کیا اور اُس سچائی کی قدروقیمت کیاتھی ۔ ایمانداروں کے لئے یہ محض ایک بیان ہے، لیکن مجھے ایسالگا کہ جیسے مَیں اس مِیں (pick and choose) کے عمل سے گذررہا تھاکہ زندگی مِیں اِس کے اطلاق کے لئے کس چیزپریقین کیاجائے ۔ مجھے اِس بات کے لئے سزاوار ٹھہرا دیاگیاکہ اگرمعافی اور معاف کرنے کا وقت آیاتومَیں خُدا کی ہدایت پررتی بھرعمل درآمد نہیں کررہا تھا۔ جب مَیں نے اِس سلسلے مِیں صحائف انبیاءکا حکم مانا تو وہاں ایک نئی آزادی تھی۔
دوسرا طاقتور پہلو غوروخوض تھا۔ بل گوتھرڈ کی اپنی زندگی سے پیغام اور مثالوں نے مجھے بہت متاثرکیا اور مَیں نے اپنی زندگی مِیں اُن کا اطلاق کرنے کا عزم کیا۔
بِِل نے ہمیں اِس شرط پرایک کتاب مفت مِیں دینے کی پیشکش کی کہ ہم اُسے پورا پڑھیں۔ تاہم ، اُس کے مقابلے مِیں اِس ترغیب نے مجھے کچھ خاص متاثرنہ کیا کہ خُدا کا پاک کلام سیکھنے کی خواہش میںاُس کے ساتھ تعاون کروں۔ رُوحوں کی تبدیلی کے لئے خُدا کے ساتھ تعاون مِیں غوروخوض بہت ضروری ہے۔ جیسا کہ ہم ذکرکرچکے ہیں، ہماری رُوحوں کے تین بڑے حصے ہماری مرضی ، ہمارے جذبات اور ہمارے دماغ ہیں۔غوروخوض رُوح القدس کے ساتھ مل کراِن عناصرمِیں تبدیلی لانے کے لئے کام کررہا ہے ۔
زبور1غوروخوضکے لئے کچھ سمجھ بوجھ عطاکرتاہے۔ دلچسپ بات یہ ہے کہ اِس کا آغازہمارے تین گناہوںکونظراندازکرنے سے ہوتاہے۔ جو بنیادی طورپرحفاظتی لباس کے پہلے تین حصوں سے ہم آہنگ ہے:
”مبارک ہے وہ آدمی جوشریروں کی صلاح پرنہیں چلتا۔۔۔۔۔“
مبارک ہیں وہ جو بدکارنصیحتوں کومسترد کرتے ہیں ، خُدا کا مشورہ لیں اور خُدا کے ساتھ اپنے رشتے کاتحفظ کریں ، سچائی کا کمرکس باندھیں رکھیں۔
”اور نہ گناہگاروں کی راہ مِیں قدم رکھتاہے۔۔۔۔۔“
وہ گناہگاروں کے راہ کومسترد کرتے ہیں ، یہ جانتے ہوئے کہ یہ اندرونی کشمکش کاباعث بنے گا،اِس طرح راستبازی کے بکترپرقائم رہیں۔
”اور نہ ٹھٹھابازوں کی صحبت میں بیٹھتاہے۔۔۔۔۔“
زبانی طور پر طنزاور حملہ کرنے کی بجائے: خُدا کے لوگ پسند نہیں کرتے اور نہ اُن کے ساتھ متفق ہوتے ہیں ، وہ اُنہیں معاف کردیتے ہیں ، امن کے جوتے پہنے رہو۔
دوسری آیت ہمیںدومثبت چیزوں کا حوالہ دیتی ہے جوخُدا کے لوگ پسند کرتے ہیں۔
”بلکہ خُداوند کی شریعت مِیں اُس کی مسرت ہے ۔۔۔۔۔“
خُدا کا کلام ہے جواُس شخص کومسرور، شادمان اور خُوش کرتاہے۔ اِس کامطلب یہ ہے کہ جب اُس کا ذہن آزاد ہے اورجوآتاہے یہ پاک کلام سے ہے ۔ یہ اُس کی شادمانی کا بہت بڑا ذریعہ ہے۔ ہم بتاسکتے ہیں جب ہم کسی چیزیا کسی سے لطف اندوزہوتے

Psalm 26:1

Psalm 26:1 “Vindicate me, O LORD,”
[You, Lord Jesus, are the only One who can remove the deserved accusations against me; I am, in myself, a sinner only worthy of condemnation. But you are the One who, in your death and resurrection, bought for me forgiveness and honor, power and transformation, granting to me your righteousness.
Therefore, you can and do vindicate me before Satan and his accusations, before myself and before others. It is your righteousness that declares my innocence: “Who shall bring any charge against God’s elect? It is God who justifies. Who is to condemn? Christ Jesus is the one who died—more than that, who was raised—who is at the right hand of God, who indeed is interceding for us” (Rom. 8”:33,34).]
Psalm 26:1b “for I have led a blameless life; I have trusted in the LORD without wavering.”
[This I cannot say about myself, Lord–I sin every day in my thoughts; I waver every hour in my decisions. I need your help to trust, and then you vindicate me: “Trust in the LORD, and do good… Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him, and he will act. He will bring forth your righteousness as the light, and your justice as the noonday sun” (Psa. 37:3,5,6).
Praise you for the new start every day—actually, every minute. I thank you for your grace-filled kindness to me, to your creatures, to your creation.
As we wait for the great and total restoration of perfection, we can heed your call in Psalm 37:4, “Delight yourself in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart.” As we delight in you, you will put into our hearts the right desires and then fulfill them at the perfect time.
Praise you for your great patience, Lord God, waiting until all who are willing to believe are swept into your kingdom, and then you will bring the day of judgment, righting all wrongs and eliminating all evil, ushering in an eternity of Light and Love and limitless Life.
I revel in your forgiveness and love, I give you glory and honor, Lord, for you are absolutely worthy of it.
 

Peace in Turmoil

A good devotional for post election day fears and jitters.
 
“Send forth your light and your truth, let them guide me….Then will I go to the altar of God, to God, my joy and my delight.”
Psalm 43:3a,4
 
Dawn comes and I awake to have my time with God. But there is no freshness, He seems far away. What is wrong? Is it sin? (I confess all the Spirit brings to mind.) Work overload? Tiredness? Probably some of each, but mainly it is my feelings.
 
Emotions are definitely the least reliable part of my being. When I allow them to rule, I end up feeling like this fellow below, out of touch with reality and at the mercy of whatever emotional wind that might blow.
 
To combat these negative feelings, I need to keep an ear open to the Spirit’s conviction and guidance, and to press on with what is right: worshiping, confessing, reading, praying, trusting that God is as near as He promised.
 
This is a chance to live by faith, to believe God’s Word when I have no inner confirmation. It’s a chance to be weak, to live by faith, to praise Him for what I don’t like (feeling far away) and to go again to Scripture to remind myself of Truth.
 
Psalm 43:2 expresses my feelings well: “Why must I go about mourning, oppressed by the enemy?” Then verse 3 gives me a good prayer to combat this: “Send forth your light and your truth, let them guide me [not my feelings], let them bring me to your holy mountain, the place where you dwell.” God’s Word gives light, and I can affirm by faith that I am with Him who is “my joy and my delight,” and I praise you, “O God, my God.”
 
The advice in the last verse of Psalm 43 speaks strongly to me, “Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise Him, my Savior and my God.”
 
He is at work and is carrying me along whether I sense it or not! He will work all out, so I can praise Him ahead of time for and in all.
All this brings to mind that beloved saying, “Knowing Jesus is enough for joy.” This is a chance for me to live it willfully by faith!
 
Prayer: “Thank you, Lord, for the opportunity to believe and trust you when my feelings tell me the opposite. Help me to think Truth, to act on Truth, to praise according to Truth today. Amen.”
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Ongoing Revival

Today’s post is a bit long, but worth the read, I believe.
 
“And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best ….”
Philippians 1:9,10
 
Yesterday was a test for me as I set off to do errands, 14 in all. I’d prayed about them and most of them went smoothly except two, the last, and most desired ones. My natural reaction was to focus on these unaccomplished items, to be distressed and upset.
 
However, as part of the on-going revival in my life, the Holy Spirit reminded me of the habitual sins I had “confessed ahead” just that morning: complaining instead of praising, idol worship (“If this doesn’t work out, I can’t be happy”), judgmental, negative thinking, and selfishness. So, with His help, I deliberately chose to reject these and instead to praise Him for what couldn’t be done and to thank Him for what was accomplished.
 
With His guidance, I chose to “let go of the temporal, hold on to the eternal and rise above.” There is such freedom in this; when I got home, I could be pleasant and positive with my little wife, having no burden of discontent.
 
What keeps this revival going? There are four principles which open the way to continual refreshment in my life.
 
1. Small things repeated often are powerful.
Taking vitamins and brushing your teeth regularly bring long term positive results. Regular quiet times bring bigger results as I follow the disciplines of daily worship, confession, being in the Word and prayer—these are cooperation with the Spirit in being transformed.
Along with this, asking for revival every day is effective, if we add the next 3 principles.
 
2. Deal with the next sin God is pointing out.
What is God convicting me of? This “next sin” is often something that appears to be small and unimportant, (grouchiness, unnecessary snacks, staying up too late, etc.) but is a key to a significant issue in my life. Deal with it: name it, confess it, forsake it. Adrian Rogers is credited with saying, “What we believe we obey; all the rest is religious talk.”
 
3. Confess ahead.
Another small act that adds up. It is powerful to regularly confess my tendency to commit certain sins (at present I have a list of 52! I “confess ahead” 10 or so a day), to ask for help in rejecting these tendencies and commit to obedience. Doing this reminds me of my weaknesses, helps me to be alert to my tendency to react naturally, and to instead choose the supernatural response.
 
4. Be aware of how our worldview tends to blind and bind us.
Ask God to help us discern where our natural thinking and values conflict with His. Ask Him to help us discern what is of the world, the flesh and the devil so we can reject them and do the opposite, obeying Him.
 
If we practice these principles, our love will “abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight so that we may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness…to the glory and praise of God” (Phil. 1:9-11).
 
Prayer: “Lord, help me to be consistent in spending time with you in the Word and prayer, in confessing ahead and dealing with the next sin. Help me to see where my natural worldview clashes with yours and to make the necessary shift. Amen.”

Lilly Pads and Sin

A story taken from chapter 15 of the book “EQUIPPED!”
Dave pulled into the driveway and parked. He was looking forward to his lesson with Jack, but when he knocked on the door, there was no response. So, he went around to the back of the house, walked down toward the pond, and found Jack standing knee deep in the water, pulling up lily pads.
“Good morning!” Dave called, and Jack waved a muddy hand. “I’ll be up in a few minutes; just let me finish with this patch,” he called.
Dave watched Jack reach down deep into the water with both hands, feel around for a bit, then pull up a long dark root. With it came several lily pads and flowers, all tied together by the tuber. Jack then threw them way up on the bank.
Pulling up the last bunch with its roots, Jack waded to the shore and dropped it on the bank. As Jack rinsed the mud off his hands at the edge of the pond, Dave asked, “Why don’t you just pull off the pads and flowers instead of messing with those ugly, muddy roots?”
“Because lily pads are like sin,” answered Jack. He paused, enjoying Dave’s look of bewilderment. “Just like sin, lily pads are attractive to look at: beautiful, graceful white flowers floating among lovely green leaves. But they are destructive. If left unchecked, lily pads will fill the whole pond, choking out other plants and animals. And under those beautiful flowers and leaves hide ugly things: slime, bloodsuckers, worms and snakes, to name a few!”
Jack leaned down and picked up one of the roots he’d thrown up on the bank. He held it up, a dark, gnarled, muddy tuber with long, white ugly stringers hanging from one side, and on the other the slime-covered stems ending in leaves and flowers.
“Look at this. Like the root of sin, it’s ugly. See what it’s done to my hands?” Jack held up his free hand, stained a dark purple from the roots. “The last time I did this, one of my fingernails got infected from working with these. And smell this!” He held the root up toward Dave’s nose. Dave pulled back as the odor of rotting mud and slime assailed his nostrils.
“Just like the stench of sin uncovered,” said Jack, throwing the root back on the ground. “And like sin, unless you remove it far from where it was growing, it will re-root and grow again. That’s why I’ve thrown these way up on the bank where there is no moisture to help them stay alive.”
“Look at this.” Jack held up a stem growing from the root; it was coiled up like a telephone cord. “This young stem was below the surface, slowly straightening out to bring its leaf to the surface. If I’d just picked off the leaves and flowers I could see, within a short time this young leaf would have been up on the surface to replace them, keeping the plant healthy and strong.”
Dave stood thinking on what Jack had said. “It’s like confessing in layers, isn’t it?” he said. “If you only get rid of the pads and flowers, not the stem, the shoots and the root, it’s going to grow right back!”
“Good application,” said Jack as he turned and walked up to toward the shed, where he turned on the hose to wash the mud off his hands and bare feet. “Confession in layers is the only effective way to root sin out of our lives. And as you read chapter 16 [in “EQUIPPED!”], you’ll see how to apply this to a very specific and significant area of your life.”

Psalm 25:21-22

You only, Lord God, are my mighty Shield, my high Fortress, my powerful Defender, standing firm against the attacks of the enemy. You are my God, my great Rock in whom I take refuge, my Protector, the Provider of my salvation and my Stronghold. “I call to you, O Lord, who are worthy to be praised and so I am saved from my enemies!” (Ps. 18:16-19).]
 
Psalm 25:21 “May integrity and uprightness protect me,”
 
[I praise you, Lord Jesus, for the integrity and uprightness of your character and that you have imputed these to us, your children. Help me to live in your integrity (doing what I say I believe) and in your uprightness (obeying what you say is right) so I can give you honor and glory in all.
 
“because my hope is in you.”
 
Praise you that I can do what is difficult and unnatural (like offering the sacrifice of thanksgiving in the midst of trouble), because my hope is in you alone. In you there is the certainty of help, guidance, and protection.]
 
Psalm 25:22 “Redeem Israel, O God, from all their troubles!”
 
[Praise you, O God, for your great act of redemption in the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ. In this you have provided salvation for all in all our troubles.
 
I pray that you will save me from my present troubles, Lord. Help me in the midst of them to act in wisdom and obedience to you and your Word. I praise you now for how you are going to help me today. Amen.

Psalm 25:19-20

Psalm 25:19 “See how my enemies have increased and how fiercely they hate me!”
[Satan, who is the great angry dragon as in the picture below, is always after me, seeking to trap me, to trip me up, even to take me out–if you, Lord, gave permission. I am too weak to stand against him and the people he uses.
 
But I praise you that you are very aware of my situation and are protecting me moment by moment in your great Power. As your Word says, “The angel of the Lord camps around those who fear Him and delivers them” (Ps. 34:7).]
Psalm 25:20 “Guard my life and rescue me; let me not be put to shame,”
[Every day I must appeal to you, Lord Jesus, to rescue me from my powerful enemies, from my foes who are too strong for me. Thank you that, instead of shame, you offer us honor–the honor of being your children, of belonging to your Kingdom, of joining you in your work, of keeping on the armor and standing against the enemy, and of living with and for you.]
“for I take refuge in you.”
[This is my part, I must flee to you, my High Tower, my Rock of Salvation, instead of trusting in myself. I do this by recognizing my weakness and need, and offering praise and thanksgiving for whatever comes, asking for your help and obeying what I know to be true.
Help me today, Lord, to consistently take refuge in you, keeping on the armor, under girding all by prayer and doing what I know to be right.