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Psalm 37:6-7

Published by S.M. Wibberley on October 16, 2019
Psalm 37:6 “He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun.”
 
[Praise be to you, Lord God, for you truly know where we are right and where we are wrong. When we are falsely accused, unjustly condemned, or wrongly attacked, we are to entrust ourselves to you, because at just the proper time, you will clearly and publicly reveal where we are right in you.
 
The key is that we need to wait for your timing. This means to be willing to endure wrong, to pass through the tension of others’ disapproval and condemnation, believing that you, Lord, know the truth and will bring it out at the right juncture.
 
I praise you for the times in my life where you did exactly this, with those attacking me admitting in the end that they were wrong, without my forcing their hand in any way. You brought along the right person to intercede for me, or you opened the eyes of those opposing me. I praise you, Father of Truth, that you are faithful to bring timely vindication of those who trust in you.
 
Psalm 37:7 “Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for him;”
 
[That can be so hard, so difficult when we want to act, or you to act right now. We want help and justification immediately! But you, Lord, in your wisdom and complete knowledge, will move in your perfect timing–which is usually different than ours.
 
“Why do you wait so long?” we cry. Yet you are at work, preparing all for the right time of revelation and deliverance. Again, a good example is Joseph. You kept him in captivity “till the word of the LORD proved him true.” (Psalm 105:19). When Joseph had learned all he needed, then God acted and brought him out to Pharaoh for service.
 
And it wasn’t until more than eight years after becoming the ruler that Joseph was justified before his family, when they came to Egypt for food. Then his prophetic dreams came true as they all bowed down to him. It was God’s time.
 
Am I willing to wait for His timing? Things work out much better that way! Help me, Lord, to rest in you, to patiently trust you, to join you in waiting for the perfect time for you to answer my prayers–and thereby bring you honor before the great cloud of witnesses that surround all believers (Heb 12:1).]
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Worship Journal

Published by S.M. Wibberley on October 13, 2019
Written a number of years ago in my worship journal
 
Lord, I praise you this morning for the great and high privilege of knowing you, of being your child, of knowing how I fit into your creation. It is wonderful to have, in you, acceptance, worth and value, position, power and privilege, holiness, help and happiness. These are your gracious gifts to your children; I can find them in no other source.
You, Lord Jesus, are my Savior, my Shepherd, my Sovereign. I praise you for your great Love, for your Faithful follow-through, for your pure Perfection, for your high Holiness, and for your full Forgiveness. You are always there, always loving, always good, always effective–especially when I cannot see or sense any of this. “The angel of the Lord encamps around those who fear him and delivers them” (Psa. 34:7).
I praise you that you help me as I need it—which is all the time. I thank you for the difficult times you lead me through, I thank you for the problems, the disappointments, the anguish that are important for my growth and deepening (James 1:2-4), and provide opportunities to give you honor (Psa. 50:23). I praise you for your care, your protection and your provision in the midst of it all.
You, Lord God, are Mighty, Majestic and Magnificent; you are Great, Gracious and Good; you are High, Holy and Humble. You are worthy of worship, of obedience, of glory, of exaltation, of magnification, of honor, of praise. And I want to give all of these to you today.
Lord, at this time of such difficulty in my life, one of the most comforting, encouraging things about you is that you have a plan and a purpose in what you do: “The plans of the Lord stand firm forever and the purposes of his heart through all generations” (Psalm 33:11).
 
You know exactly what you are doing and you are going to bring about your great goals no matter what the enemy, Satan, wants, no matter what your enemies (unbelievers) do, or how your children rebel: “The Lord foils the plans of the nations and thwarts the purposes of the peoples” (Psalm 33:10).
 
Help me today, Lord, to rest in your plans, rejoice in your purposes, to resist in your power all the schemes of the evil one. Help me to honor you in all. May praise be the keynote of my life; may prayer be the foundation of all I attempt; may persistence be the mark of all I do for you.
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Worldview Shifts

Published by S.M. Wibberley on October 13, 2019
Two “worldview shifts”, out the darkness into the light
 
In the midst of all the ministry, the Lord continued to work on setting me free from the chains of the past. On one visit to Albania the Lord had a surprise waiting for me. I went alone on this trip, and when I arrived, our field leader and his family were away for a couple of days. He left me a message, telling me to stay in his house and which bed to sleep in.
 
So here I was, in a strange house, in a strange country, all by myself, and night was descending. Not a good situation for me with my fear of being home alone in the dark.
 
As I got into bed and turned out the light, I could see the bedroom door with its frosted window. The street lamp was shining into the hall beyond the door, and illuminated the glass.
 
Negative, scary thoughts began to come to my mind, “What if I hear a footstep on the stairs…..then another….. and another. Then what if a huge shape appears in the hall, reaching out a great hand towards my door, each finger tipped with a huge talon….”
 
I interrupted this flow of negative images: “No! I will not think this. The truth is that the Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. He will protect me here. Even if such a creature did come, Jesus is with me; His rod and His staff will comfort and protect me. He will prepare a table in the presence of my enemies. I do not need to fear, I can trust Him!”
 
In the face of this barrage of Truth, the familiar fear of the dark, the demonic power that had tried to envelop me, began to crumple in on itself and fell to the floor.
 
In that moment, I was set free from this fear in a new and deeper way. Later that night, when I had to get up to go to the bathroom, I did not turn the light on, but walked in the dark, reciting Psalm 23 out loud on the way there and back. I wanted to continue to powerfully and directly confront those powers of darkness and fear.
 
I only had one more such powerful attack, several years later, this time in Germany. There, as I went to the bathroom in the dark, the fear came; it was a fear that when I opened the bedroom door, I would see a flaming face hanging there in the air.
 
As I began to recite Psalm 23, a question came to me: “You know who is on the other side of that door?” And I knew the answer: “Jesus is there, waiting for me, ready and very able to protect me from any and every possible enemy. I can trust Him!” This truth put my fears to rest permanently.
 
After that, every other attempt on Satan’s part to reestablish his reign of fear in my life has proved ineffective as I lift the shield of faith and wield the sword of the Spirit. True freedom comes only in Christ!
 
In 1996, came another big step forward into freedom through an epiphany sent by the Lord. All my life I’d struggled with an aversion to celebrations. Christmas, Fourth of July, Labor Day and Thanksgiving all made me uncomfortable. This was a mystery to me.
 
Holidays were opportunity to have time off from work, an opportunity to be with family and friends, to enjoy meals and celebrate together—something that should have made me happy. But it did not. I learned to stuff my negative feelings and join in, but I did not welcome holidays.
 
Later, I realized that one aspect of my inability to enjoy “down time” was that I felt most comfortable with myself and others when I was working. I liked to work; it provided me with a clear role and brought me a sense of security. Holidays took all that away from me, and added the further uncertainty of an unscheduled day stretching before me.
 
Then unexpectedly in my fiftieth year, during a quiet time with the Lord, it was like a door opened in my heart of understanding, and I realized the real reason I didn’t like holidays. It was because my father had taught me that celebrating was not masculine. It was only for women and children. It went into the same category as religion: unmanly. My father had never specifically articulated this, but his actions, reactions and stories had definitely communicated it.
 
More than once he told me how during holidays as a boy he had been forced to go with his mother to visit little old ladies. He had to sit in dark parlors for hours with these old women, enduring their “old lady” attentions and remarks.
 
Dad did join in on our family celebrations but always dashing in at the last minute, signaling to me that they weren’t important. “Work was more important,” was the message I got.
 
Dad would probably have been surprised to hear what I’d learned from him, since I am sure it wasn’t intentional, but I got the point that celebrating is not masculine and lived it out in my own life.
 
At the moment of my epiphany when I received this revelation, a statement of truth popped into my mind: “Well, that’s not how God thinks! Look at all the celebrations He initiated in the Old Testament! And think of all the celebration that the Bible says takes place among the angels when one person believes in Jesus. Think of the forever celebration there will be in Heaven!”
 
With these insights, I could immediately reject the wrong idea and feeling that celebrating is not masculine. I could now begin instead to embrace the positive concept of celebration and enter whole-heartedly into the holidays to come.
 
This may seem like a small issue, but for me it was like moving out of a dull, grey “twilight zone” into the full color of a bright summer’s day.
 
I could now whole-heartedly and fully join Barbara and mt mother, who were very good at celebrating in both American holidays and in the many holidays the Germans celebrate, another step forward in freedom.
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Psalm 37:4

Published by S.M. Wibberley on October 12, 2019
 
Psalm 37:4 “Delight yourself in the LORD
[In one sense, this is an easy command to obey–if we are willing. There is so much in you to delight in, Lord. You are the loving and gracious One, full of kindness, goodness and thoughtfulness. You are richly generous, wisely firm, powerfully active and eternally faithful.
You are the good Shepherd, leading us wisely and well; you are the mighty Warrior, powerfully protecting us from the enemy; you are the holy Hater of sin, moving to eliminate it from the universe; you are the majestic Savior, providing a door of escape in the wall of condemnation; and you are the gracious Giver of righteousness, sharing your purity with those who will accept it.
You created all, own all, provide all that is good. You are all-present, all-seeing, all-knowing. You are always with us, shielding us from true harm, leading us through deserts and dark valleys, bringing us out into wide pastures. You provide all the grace, refuge and wisdom we need. You love beauty, and share it with us in the beautiful universe you created.
You are the Creator, the Sustainer and the Ender of all. You are the Savior, the Sanctifier, the Shepherd of all your sheep. You are the wise One, the wonderful One, the winning One. You love the sinner and therefore performed the impossible by keeping your law while making a way to redeem us criminals.
You live outside of time, so you know the future. You are never late, always know exactly how to help and give us far more than we need. You give us a continual string of “God sightings:” providing, protecting and helping us just when we need it. You thereby deepen our understanding of your love and develop our faith–if we are just willing to notice your often subtle work.
You are the King, the Ruler, the Sovereign, our Lord. You are worthy of worship, praise, glory and honor. To delight in you is not hard! Help us to actively do that through this day, thinking on your wonders, giving you honor, bringing joy to you–and us–while deepening our first love for you.
 
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Psalm 37: 3

Published by S.M. Wibberley on October 11, 2019
Well, the zoning board in the end granted my request! It was touch and go for a while, as some members wanted to say no, or put restrictions and demands in addition to the ones I’d already complied with. However, one woman member brought them back to the focus of my request, then made a motion to accept it; everyone dropped their objections and voted yes! To God be the glory. Thank you for your prayers.
 
Today’s devotional was written before the meeting and was very helpful to me in the run up to the decision.
 
Psalm 37:3 “Trust in the Lord and do good”
 
[In the face of evildoers and workers of iniquity mentioned in verses 1 & 2, we have these two commands. First, trust in the Lord. That means we have to lay aside our natural desire to focus on these evil people and their negative actions. Instead we are to willfully look away to the Lord, our Rock, our Fortress, our Deliverer, our Shield and High Tower.
 
These evil people are nothing in contrast to Him. We must remember that He is our security and significance, that this difficult situation is not a problem, but an adventure with Him. When we move into this truth, a lot of negatives drop away and we can dwell in the Light and Truth He gives us.
 
Then, second, we are to do good in the face of evil. This is certainly a worldview shift away from what is natural. It is a supernatural worldview.
 
The first good we can do is to forgive those who have done evil. I think of the recent incident where an ex-police white woman came home to find an African-American man in her kitchen. She shot and killed him. Only it turned out that it wasn’t her kitchen, but his; she’d gone into the wrong apartment!
 
At the end of her trial where she was found guilty of murder, after her sentencing the 22 year old brother of the murdered man got up, went to her, told her he forgave her and gave her a hug. Then he begged her to open her heart to Jesus and be born again!
 
How different from the world’s way! Compare that to the shootings of the last year where everything devolved into riots, destruction and bitterness. God’s way is much better, bringing healing rather than ever deepening hurt.
 
Beyond forgiving, each situation may offer a different opportunity to do good. It may be confronting the person in love and firmness. It may be letting go and moving on, which we can only do if we have forgiven the person. It may be praying consistently for that person’s salvation. It may be doing some good deed for him. We need to ask for wisdom in what good we can do.
 
“so shall you dwell in the land, and verily you will be fed.”
 
[As we follow God’s way, He will provide for us. The NIV translates this slightly differently: “dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.” We have to choose to stay in the land where the evildoers live, but if we do, He will protect us, provide for us, watch over us. I think back to our time in the Middle East with all the negative things that were done to us. We forgave and we chose to stay rather than running, and God greatly blessed us. His way is certainly the best.
 
Suffering faced can produce beauty in our lives, just as frost brings out beautiful, rich colors in the leaves of Maple trees. But we, like the trees, must stand and not run.
 
This all depends on whether we look away from the situation to the Savior and see things from His perspective. We must speak to ourselves in the words of Psalm 62:5, “My soul, find rest in God alone, for my hope comes from Him.” As we trust in Him, He will fill us with all joy and peace so our lives can overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit (Rom. 15:13).
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Fear vs Faith

Published by S.M. Wibberley on October 10, 2019

Today is the zoning board meeting where my financial future will be decided. Here’s what I wrote about it in my worship journal.

Thank you, Lord, for your words this morning in Matt. 6 to not worry about what I will eat or wear, for you are the one who supplies them to the birds and the flowers, so you will certainly supply them for me. Even if the zoning board denies my request for being able to rent storage places, and thereby cuts off much of my retirement income, you will provide in another way.

I thank you for the reminder this morning that this whole happening is another adventure from you–a perspective I had forgotten: I have been looking at this as a problem, a threat, a danger. Instead it is the doorway to growth, the pathway to giving glory to you, a possibility of resting by faith in you rather than in resolution.

Help me, Lord, to walk in this truth today, resting in your great love, your mighty wisdom, your majestic power. As you were able to orchestrate all in the life of Joseph, of Daniel, of Paul, so you will do in my life.

As David said in Psalm 18 when he was being pursued by king Saul, “I will love you O Lord, my strength. The Lord is my rock, my fortress, my deliverer, my strength in whom I trust. He is my shield, the horn of my salvation, my high tower. I will call upon the Lord who is worthy to be saved, so shall I be saved from my enemies.”

I pray, Lord, for the sake of your glory, answer me out of your love, your faithfulness and your power. I pray that in this situation that your will be done, whatever that is. You have a plan, you know what you are doing, and it will be good.

You have made me to lie down in this green pasture, a place to grow and mature. You are with me as I walk through this valley of the shadow of death, death to my desires, to my situational security, to my comfort. But in this valley I need to fear no evil, for you are with me. Your rod will protect me, your staff will guide me.

I praise you now for what you will do, Lord, for whatever outcome you will bring. Glorify your name, bring honor to yourself, use this happening as a springboard to share more with those around us about the gospel and the greatness of your love for us. I praise your name for whatever you will do.

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God’s Plan

Published by S.M. Wibberley on October 9, 2019
 
Praise you, Lord, that you are the One in charge, that you know what is best and that you allow things into our lives that we would never choose personally–but are events that will be of great use to you, and us, in the long run.
When Nat and Abby were visiting us in Germany in 2011, their little son, Benaya, was awake quite a bit in the night, crying. So shortly before 5 am, I got up, took him into the living room and comforted him. Shortly we both fell asleep as we sat in the easy chair, waking up about 7:30. He felt much better and so did I!
However, this gave me a late start in the day, which I don’t like–but it is your day, Lord, and I praise you for it. It is so good to be flexible and let go of things easily and quickly, moving on with you in what needs to be done.
Thank you, Lord God, that you are Sovereign, in control, moving things ahead, working with our errors and even our sins and the rebellion of mankind to bring about your over-all plans. Praise you that no detail escapes your attention, that you arrange the smallest aspects of life to give all people the opportunity to hear and believe. Praise you that you love all, have provided the possibility of salvation to all, and work with all to bring understanding.
I praise you that you call us into partnership with you in this, giving us truth and wisdom, desire and guidance so we can be carriers of the gospel, purveyors of light and sharers of truth. Praise you for your graciousness in including us in such a great and wonderful work.
You, Lord God, the triune One, are worthy of worship and glory, honor and praise, all the time. I thank you for your Word that gives revelation and insight, light and direction. I am so thankful for how, over the years, you have gotten me into your Word in memorizing and mediating, in reading, in studying and thereby bringing continual growth.
You, O God, are the great and good One, before whom I want to bow down and worship, whom I want to fear and obey, whom I want to honor and exalt before all I meet today. Help me in this, Lord. Truly, it is a delight to delight in you!
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Psalm 37:1-2

Published by S.M. Wibberley on October 8, 2019
Today’s devotional, written several years ago, is so relevant to me as I face the decisive zoning board meeting this Thursday. May I live out what is said here.
 
Psalm 37:1 Of David. “Fret not yourself because of evildoers;”
 
[Praise you, Lord, for your clear commands which steer us away from our natural, selfish reactions and towards your wonderful ways.
 
It is so easy to get worked up about evildoers: selfish, corrupt, immoral political leaders here and abroad, unjust actions, destructive organizations giving unjust decisions and anti-Christian groups making brutal attacks. But you in your great wisdom and knowledge of the future, have reasons for allowing them.
 
You will use them to open people’s eyes to truth and bring many into your Kingdom, while maturing your children through difficulties. Therefore, we can rest in you and pray for and about them, rather than wasting energy and time in fretting, knowing that you are the One who takes down and sets up rulers.]
 
“be not envious of wrongdoers!”
 
[It is so easy to envy their power, the effectiveness of their ways and to be tempted to imitate their methods, desiring to use their fallen methods, of course, for good. But the good is then tainted and negated by the world’s wily ways.
 
Your command is, “Be not!” I praise you for this word that moves us towards a supernatural view of things, freeing us from what is of this fallen world. Then we can be like you and act out of your thoughts and ways: loving our enemies, praying for those who persecute us, forgiving those who harm us. Praise you for the possibility of letting go of temporary values, of holding on to what is eternal and rising above our difficult situations.]
 
 
Psalm 37:2 “For they will soon fade like the grass and wither like the green herb.”
 
Here’s the freeing perspective you give us: these evil doers won’t be around for too long. You will cause them to fail and fade (think of Stalin, Hitler and Mao), while your children still stand–because you are the preserver and protector of the righteous. These evil doers will melt like snow in the Spring Sonshine, revealing the rich, dark ground of your plans that produces spiritual growth in our lives.
 
Praise you, Lord God, that you can see into the future, that you know all to come and that we can trust you to prepare us, knowing that you will work out what is best, guiding us in joining you in the process.
 
To follow worldly ways brings death; to obey your wonderful ways brings eternal life and eternal fruit. Help us to choose your ways throughout this day so we can honor you before all.
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Choose

Published by S.M. Wibberley on October 7, 2019

“…choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve….But as for me and my household, we will serve the LORD.”

Joshua 24:15

 

Praise you, Lord God, for the many opportunities you give us each day to choose for you or others, for good or evil, for positive or negative, for what is constructive or destructive. Many of these choices seem innocuous and unimportant, but are steps towards or away from where we should be.

To choose to read email before doing my quiet time, to choose to have extra helpings regularly, to choose to look at pictures, images or people which stimulate negative thinking, to choose to speak selfish words—these all move me in the wrong direction.

They bring a sense of guilt and remorse, of emptiness. Over time these build up in my soul, clogging the flow of grace, diminishing my first love for Jesus, sapping energy, bringing discontent, discouragement and possibly depression.

Praise You, Lord Jesus, for the continuous working of your Spirit to both convict and guide us, to teach truth and encourage, to give perspective and heal.

When I have chosen what is wrong, and feel convicted about it, you bring me to confession and cleansing. You forgive me, reminding me of your full, rich love and how each failure is a potential doorway to deeper surrender, further breaking and spiritual growth. You remind me of the effectiveness of your death in bringing forgiveness, of your unending love for me, of your knowing all about me and still delighting in me—illogical as that may be–for your love is full of grace.

Praise you, Lord Jesus, the Lover, the Liberator, the Leader of my soul. You are a marvel, so magnificently different from any human being, so majestically pure, so marvelously persistent, so mightily powerful, so perfect in your character. You never change, you never vacillate, you never alter your ideas. You are rock solid, ever loving, ever correcting, ever forgiving.

 

With you we can move through the valleys of failure and selfishness, sin and poor choices and still come out to a good place because of your grace and goodness. You faithfully work to convict us, guide us, warn us, call us, protect us, chasten us—with you there is always hope for growth and progress. You reverse the second law of thermodynamics on a spiritual level, bringing order out of chaos!

I give you honor and praise and glory, Lord Jesus, for to know you is to be given stability in your love, grace in your commitment, hope in your power, peace in your forgiveness, joy in your presence, delight in your beauty, wisdom in your Word, strength in your might, help in your compassion and guidance in your wisdom. Your goodness and desires for us are summed up with this: “May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in Him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit” (Rom. 15:13).

 

Prayer: “Glory be to you, honor be to you, obedience be to you in my life today, Lord God, that your Name may be lifted up before men and angels. Help me to hear you, to comprehend and obey you for your glory. Amen.”

—from EDIFIED!

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Travels

Published by S.M. Wibberley on October 6, 2019
Another major part of our work was traveling to visit IMI workers. This entailed meeting with every worker in each of the locations we visited.
 
In a place like our country of service, we would do more than thirty interviews in two weeks. This took a lot of time and energy, since each interview was at least two hours long and included delving into the couple’s or single’s life and ministry. We were pretty drained by the end of our visits.
Most of the places we visited were not where tourists normally go. Just getting a visa for some destinations was difficult, and the travel to and from was a challenge.
On one trip to Kazakhstan and Tajikistan, we first flew into Tashkent, Uzbekistan. Three planes came in at the same time, so along with hundreds of other passengers we were crowded into a long, narrow hall for processing
At the far end were just three passport booths. There were no lines, so we all pressed forward toward the booths. Many people lit up cigarettes and soon the place was full of smoke.
Barbara had not been feeling well on the trip and now weary and overcome by smoke and lack of oxygen, she fainted. I caught her and lowered her to the floor.
People around us immediately opened up a space, women patted her hands and she began to come around. A doctor was called and she took us up to the front of the room and right through the passport booths.
She spoke none of our languages, so we had to communicate through pantomime. After examining Barbara, the doctor determined that she was ok, and then took us through the baggage check. This was the reverse experience of most places, where things are x-rayed and checked when you leave. Here everything coming in had to be x-rayed and all contents listed, a process that normally took three hours. But with Barbara’s fainting, we were out in about thirty minutes!
I told Barbara she should faint every time we had to make these trips! She, however, was greatly embarrassed by all the attention and declined to do a repeat
We were met at the airport by our team leader from Kazakhstan, who took us to a guesthouse for the night. The next day we drove into Kazakhstan and were waved through by the guards at the border. On later visits, this border crossing would become a complex, two-hour ordeal.
We were hosted by the leader in his small apartment. Heating fuel was scarce, so the average temperature in the apartment during our visit was about forty-five degrees Fahrenheit.
The city looked like something out of a pre-World War II film. The buses, filled to the gills with passengers, were ancient and decrepit, belching out great clouds of diesel smoke. The cars all looked like they’d been made in the 1940s and were in poor shape.
The buildings were dilapidated, unpainted, and unsightly. The Soviets had a penchant for building unattractive concrete structures, and the break-up of the Soviet Empire had left the new little countries impoverished so no maintenance had been done in years.
All along the streets were huge rusting pipes, some five feet in diameter, all part of a central heating system that no longer worked. Everything was ugly.
 
After our visit, we went back to Tashkent where some one helped us hire a taxi to take us the three hours to the Tajik border. There we hoped to get onto a plane headed to the capital.
Our driver spoke none of the languages we knew, but he was a friendly fellow and tried to communicate anyway. Pointing to boys selling jars full of gasoline beside the road, he said, “Kuwait.” When we came to the destination and saw the big river there, he said, “Mississippi.”
Our plane was an old Soviet one. There were no frills: no seat belts, no heat, no stewardess. We sat on board, waiting in the cold. Pretty soon someone knocked on the door and somehow a passenger managed to open it. An unshaven man in a black leather jacket got on; he looked like a mafia hit man. He was our pilot.
As we flew over rugged snow-covered mountains, I thought, “If we crashed here, even if we survived, what would be the possibility of getting to some kind of civilization?” The plane, however, did not crash and made it safely to the capital, Dushanbe.
This former Soviet city was the same as the others we’d seen: drab, decrepit and depressing. We spent the night in a guesthouse. It was built around a courtyard with all the rooms opening onto it. We had our own room with a mattress on the floor.
At this point I began to feel sick, probably from something I’d eaten along the way. During the night I got the chills and had to go to the bathroom. I crept out of bed, eased out our door and ran across the cold courtyard to the little bathroom. After using the toilet, I found there was a big hot water tank in the next room, so I spent some time with my arms wrapped around it in order to garner some warmth; that helped and I felt better. Because of my illness, I made that trip several times during the night and each time had a pleasant reunion with the water heater.
Another nice touch about those night trips to the bathroom was the house owner’s dog, which greeted me joyously each time I ran across the courtyard. I couldn’t resist stopping to pet him.
The next morning, the team leader drove us for several hours through the mountains to reach the town just north of the Afghan border where he was working.
Here, we stayed in an empty apartment. The temperatures were cold, below freezing. Our only heat source was one small electric heater, but with the electricity being off eighteen hours a day, it didn’t do much to heat the cement-walled rooms. We slept under so many blankets that we could hardly turn over. It was quite an adventure.
Our workers there lived and worked under these conditions all the time, uncomplaining and diligent. It was a privilege to visit, advise and encourage them in this work.
Our return trip was well-timed. The day before we were to leave there’d been a bombing at the airport. We missed it all and were not a bit sorry about it. When we arrived at the airport the next day, all the damage had been cleaned up and the extra security made the situation very safe.
When we checked in, the baggage worker put our new suitcase with wheels on his little truck. We walked out and got on the plane, the same one we’d come in on. I watched from the plane window as the baggage worker started his little truck toward the plane. The truck moved, but our suitcase remained stationary and fell off the back, hit the pavement and popped open. The worker hopped off and put it back on the truck, laying it flat because the latches were broken.
I asked Barbara for her belt. Grabbing it along with mine, I jumped up and ran off the plane, meeting the baggage truck as it arrived. After attaching our belts together, I was able to tie them around our suitcase; this arrangement held it closed for the rest of the trip.
After stops in Uzbekistan and Istan.bul, we arrived at JFK airport 35 hours later, thoroughly exhausted. There was no one there to meet, so we called the transportation service to find that they had forgotten we were coming that day! So we got to wait three more hours for them to pick us up! Another chance give thanks in all things. Our trip was, to say the least, a most interesting experience and representative of what we often experienced in our new job.
 
Pictures: Barbara having her quiet time in Tajikistan at below freezing temperatures. Me with our Russian driver
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