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Psalm 9:9

Psalm 9:9 “The LORD is a refuge for the oppressed,”
 
[Praise you, Yahweh, the great I AM, Creator and Sustainer of the heavens and earth, the sea and all that is in it. While filling the whole universe, you are still aware of each of the oppressed and calls every one of us to yourself for refuge.
 
People are oppressed first and foremost by the devil as he keeps them enslaved by fear of death, by desire and deception, by division and distraction. And he oppresses through evil people, evil persuasions, evil purposes. Then we are also oppressed by our own old nature where selfishness, pride, lust and greed consistently seek to rule us.
 
But you, Lord Jesus, have opened a door out of this miserable mess of darkness and despair into the Kingdom of Light where you are our very personal refuge and strength, not just for our comfort but so we may give you ever increasing glory.]
 
The Lord is “a stronghold in times of trouble.”
 
[In you we are safe during the destructive attacks of the enemy, able to turn these assaults into opportunities for growth and helping others. In you we can find comfort and rest, salvation and protection. In you we find love and grace, goodness and help. In you we find forgiveness and pardon, cleansing and transformation.
 
In you there is:
loving chastening,
firm correction,
certainty of rebuke when needed.
In you there is
deliverance from
deception,
lust,
selfishness
and stubborn, destructive independence.
 
You are our protector in all troubles, as long as we dwell in your shelter. As it says in Psalm 91:1-4 “Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, ‘He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust.’
 
“Surely he will save you from the fowler’s snare and from the deadly pestilence. He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.” ]
 
Lord, help me to willfully take shelter in you today as my God, my mighty Rock and my Refuge. Help me to join you in what you are doing in me and in the world around me.
 
Picture of a refuge [from internet by Lana Christian
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More Autobio
 
This time our return trip to our adopted country was more challenging than previous times. As usual we drove through Yugoslavia in the night, approaching the Greek border as the day was dawning.
 
We’d followed a slow truck for many miles of zigzagging roads through the mountains and when a long straight stretch appeared, I immediately passed it, relieved to be able to drive at a reasonable speed. But shortly after I saw a police car beside the road and the driver flagged me down. He spoke some German and told me I’d passed in a no passing zone.
 
Technically he was right, I’d pulled out a few yards before the dotted line started, so I couldn’t object. “You must pay us a fine and it must be in Yugoslav Dinar,” the policeman said.
 
“I don’t have any Dinar, I said, “I’ll give you the equivalent in Euros.”
 
“No!” replied the policeman emphatically, “You must pay in Dinars. There’s a town 50 kilometers back there,” pointing the way we’d come, “Go there and get your Euros changed.”
 
It as about 6 am and after driving all night and being so tired, I was not interested in going back and waiting until the banks opened–although if I had, I might have avoided the difficulties that awaited me in Greece. In the end I convinced the policemen to take my Euros—the money went into their own pockets anyway, I’m sure—and we drove on.
 
After having a picnic breakfast under a tree by a river, we decided to make a short detour and visit Philippi, the place where Paul and Silas had been jailed and then freed by an earthquake. I love to “touch history” like that.
 
We were back on the road by about 10 am, driving on a very curvy two-lane road along the sea. There were almost no shoulders and on the right side was a drop off into the ocean with no guardrail. Two motorcyclists passed us, riding with no shirts on. “Protect them, Lord,” I prayed.
 
Very shortly after this I saw a puff of smoke come from the left front tire of an oncoming Mercedes, and suddenly that car veered into our lane. We were going to have a head-on collision!
 
By the Lord’s grace, I whipped the steering wheel to the right—usually I just freeze in such a situation—and was able to avoid a direct hit. The Mercedes struck our VW’s driver side right at the headlight and proceeded to crush in the side all the way to the back.
 
We were thrown around and spun off the road on the sea side—but here, instead of a drop off into the water, there was a large parking area! Our car came to rest just short of a large concrete pillar planted on the edge of the area. What protection from the Lord!
 
When the car stopped, Nat’s voice came from the back, “Daddy, why did it snow?” The impact had caused all the windows on the right side to disintegrate into small white pieces of glass that looked to him like snow.
 
My glasses were gone, slung over to the floor on the other side; we had to find those so I could see to proceed. Josh’s arm was bleeding, cut by the glass, and I had a particle in my good eye.
 
The driver who had been behind us came up to the car and offered to take Josh to the hospital. So he and I went while Barbara and Nat stayed with the car. The doctor sewed up Josh’s cut, but didn’t use any anesthesia, and Josh let him know that it hurt!
 
While waiting for us, Barbara turned on the tape in the car and it began playing a hymn, “Trust In Jesus.” She was encouraged.
 
The driver of the Mercedes also stayed and talked with her. It turned out he was a Greek who worked in Germany in a city very near Barbara’s hometown. His tire had blown out and there was nothing he could do to prevent the accident He very sorry for the damage, especially since he had grandchildren Nat and Josh’s ages.
 
When I got back from the hospital, we gathered up our luggage that had been thrown off the roof rack by the impact, and I put it into the back of the car. Although the right rear wheel was bent at quite an angle, the car was still drivable. The man who hit us helped us find a place to stay and put us in touch with a friend whose son was a body man.
 
God’s hand was so obvious in all that happened. The village near where this accident occurred had many Greeks who spoke the language of our adopted country so we could communicate with no problem.
 
We found a reasonable place to stay right on the beach and spent a rather pleasant 8 days waiting for the car to be repaired. And the hotel bill was all paid for by the German Touring Club, as we were members. God’s provision again!
 
Picture: our car after the accident.
 
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Psalm 9:5-8

 
Psalm 9:5-6 “You have rebuked the nations and destroyed
the wicked; you have blotted out their name for ever and ever. Endless ruin has overtaken the enemy, you have uprooted their cities; even the memory of them has perished.”
 
[It is your intent to cleanse the universe of rebellion, so you justly punish wickedness and those who refuse the forgiveness and cleansing you offer.
 
You first rebuke and give opportunity for repentance, just as you did with all the nations in the promised land. You gave them 400 years to repent, but they didn’t.
 
Rahab is the example of what could have happened with each one of them if they had responded with faith—and when they refused to come to you, they remained under judgment and were destroyed. In this you are just, you are consistent, you are righteous. As it says in Psalm 19:9, “The judgements of the Lord are true and altogether righteous.” ]
 
Psalm 9:7 “The LORD reigns forever;”
 
[Praise be to you, the forever One, who has no beginning and no end. Being eternal, you are able to follow through on your promises, your plans, your purposes because you never tire, never flag, never fade. You are the everlasting I AM, ever pure, ever holy, ever triune.]
 
Psalm 9:7b-8 “he has established his throne for judgment. He will judge the world in righteousness; he will govern the peoples with justice.”
 
[Praise you that in you alone there is true justice and righteousness. They are found nowhere else in this world. We long for them, but fear them at the same time, for we know innately that we are guilty and are found wanting in ourselves.
 
Praise you for your great mercy towards us, that in Christ we stand cleansed, forgiven, transformed, adopted and dearly loved.
 
So, we bow before you now, O Lord, exalting your name, your Word, your grace, your goodness. You are totally worthy of love, of obedience, of thanksgiving, of praise.
 
And we rise up from our worship to enter this day as your children, desirous of living a life worthy of you and of pleasing you in every way. May your Spirit fill us and overflow from us into the lives of those around us, bringing you more and more honor.]
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Worth from Worship

Written years ago.
 
Praise you, Lord Jesus, for qualifying us to enter your Kingdom, for adopting us into your family. Thank you for giving us purpose, meaning, hope and a sure future, along with joy, peace and power to live a godly life.
But thank you most of all for giving us a rich, real and righteous relationship with you. Thank you for loving us unconditionally, wholeheartedly, joyfully, enthusiastically, eternally.
In this wonderful relationship with you, you give us all we need:
forgiveness,
cleansing,
acceptance,
affirmation,
attention,
love
and grace.
I am thankful for these, but they are not to be the focus: You are.
Therefore, I worship you as the Lord of love, the Giver of good and the God of grace–the God who will carry me through my present trials.
 
You will bring me out into a wide and pleasant place, either through healing, through grace to endure, or through death. I praise you now for whatever you will do. To you be glory and honor in all my life today. Amen.
 
Epilogue: At that time I did recover from my sicknesses following a tick bite.
 
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More Heavenly Wisdom

Cody finished his talk with “Living by Heavenly Wisdom is actually a worldview shift, changing from our natural worldview that comes from our culture and environment, to God’s worldview, which we find only in Scripture.”
 
They were all quiet for a while, digesting this new perspective. Then Amy spoke up, “You are a remarkable person.
I’ve never met a man like you!”
 
“I am simply a follower of Jesus who takes God’s Word seriously” replied Cody. “Anyone could do this if they would try to live according to Heavenly Wisdom.
 
“That may be so,” replied Amy, “but you are the only person I’ve met who does that!” and she smiled at him, a radiant, enlightening smile.
 
Cody blushed and looked down. “Remember, it is God who brings the changes you see in me. He is the Redeemer and Transformer of His children. The credit and glory go to Him.”
“Now” said Cody, recovering his poise, “You remember the cowhand, Andy, who didn’t like me, Well, there’s more to the story, which also involves the last quality of Heavenly Wisdom, being sincere.
“When we got to Abilene, we were disappointed to see how small a place it was. Just a few log buildings, the railroad station and some holding corrals. But, small as the town was, the cattle buyers were there and that is what counted.
“We stayed with the herd while our boss went to make a deal. When he came back, he brought a number of the buyer’s hired hands to take care of the cattle until the train came.
 
“We were then free to go into the small town to see what was there. We headed first for the meal place, a plain log structure with only a couple of windows. It was no restaurant like you see out East, just some rough tables with crude benches along each side, all sitting on a dirt floor. A bald man with broad shoulders and a big belly welcomed us.
 
“Have a seat and I’ll bring you each a meal. Coffee’s on the stove, help yourselves.”
 
“We got coffee and sat down while he brought out plates of beef and vegetables. It was sure good to sit up at a table to eat after the weeks of sitting on the ground for every meals. We were all in a good mood.”
 
“Then the door opened, and three men came in. They were unwashed and poorly dressed, but I noted that they hadn’t come in off the trail as there was no dust on them. They took a seat at the other end of the table and ordered food.
“One of them called to us, ‘What outfit are you with?’
 
“The big Y,” I said, “just got in.”
 
“Did you sell your cattle?”
 
“The boss did.”
“How much did you get?
 
“Don’t know. Ask him.” And I didn’t know, but even if I had, I wouldn’t give any such information to someone I didn’t know, especially men like these. They could well be gathering information to see how successful a robbery might be.
 
“Come on, tell us” the man persisted.
 
Andy spoke up, “Would you believe, $60 a head!”
 
“Everyone knew that was not possible, and his answer irritated the three. One of them began to needle Andy until he lost his temper.
 
“When Andy jumped to his feet to pull out his pistol, his antagonist drew before him, but never got his gun high enough to shoot. My six shooter was out earlier and I shot the gun right out of his hand.
 
“Andy’s gun hadn’t even cleared leather before it was all over; he would have been dead for sure. I swung my gun over to cover the other two. ‘Don’t try anything foolish, if you don’t want to suffer a fate worse than your friend. Now get him up and all of you leave here pronto!’
 
“They immediately obeyed. Picking up the wounded man, who was holding his hand and moaning, they left. ‘I’ll get you for this,’ he yelled as they went out the door. And I knew he meant it.”
 
“Now, I was a stranger in the town, while these men were locals who had friends, knew the layout and would probably try to set a trap for me. What was I to do? Should I cut and run?
Should I let fear decide for me? No, I decided to let faith decide. That is, I decided to be sincere in my faith. “
“This word ‘sincere’ in the original language of the New Testament Greek, means ‘without wax.’
 
“In those times if a potter made a bowl and it cracked during the firing process, he would often rub wax into the crack and then cover that with some clay so the crack couldn’t be seen. The buyer would have no idea there was a problem with the pot until something hot was poured into it; then the wax would melt and whatever was in the pot would run out.
 
“To be sincere means to be without wax, that is, to avoid being a hypocrite, instead to be one who is solid in belief and action. It means that under pressure you won’t melt and run away from your stated values. It means you always live what you say you believe. So I trusted God and decided to stay, which brought another adventure into my life.”
 
Picture: the log cabin restaurant
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God’s goodness

[Note: This occurred a long time ago; I am now fully recovered.]
Writing from the hospital where they are working on blood clots in my right lung and leg, and on my A-fib condition (irregular and very fast pulse, high blood pressure). Another chance to live in the truth of God’s Sovereignty, the truth that He has a plan and will work this out for the best. So, I wrote this in my worship journal.
Praise be to you, Lord God, that yours is a full-orbed character, shining brightly into our lives, illuminating our path, enlightening our understanding.
On one side you are love itself, while on the other you hate what is evil. I praise you for your rejection of evil, for your anger at injustice and your wrath against sin, for these make salvation possible; your insistence on justice makes restoration possible; your hatred of wrong makes a sinless new Heaven and new Earth possible.
I praise you, Lord Jesus, that you took the wrath of the Father fully upon yourself, so that all who choose to believe in you might be saved in your goodness, sheltered in your love, protected in your grace and transformed in your power.
Thank you that you have given us life through your suffering, love from your heart and light from your Truth. Help me to walk in that light wholeheartedly today.
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God’s conflict resolution

Written 10 years ago.
 
As I “commit my way to the Lord, I will trust also in Him”, (Ps. 37:5), I can rest in what you will do in the pressing debates before me concerning how to biblically proceed with our work, for you are faithful.
 
Things may not work out the way I desire, but I know that you will do what is right for “you have sat on your throne, judging righteously.”
[When we look at a situation we may be unsure, have only part of the information, be prejudiced by our preferences and preconceptions, but you have none of these restrictions.
 
You, Heavenly Father, see all perfectly, you have every detail of information, you even understand our motives and the intents of our hearts. You know Truth totally and you will judge in full Righteousness.
Praise be to you, Lord God, for your goodness and graciousness, your greatness and glory. I praise you today, bowing before you, accepting whole-heartedly whatever results you bring out of the conflicts we are dealing with.]
Epilogue: in the debates mentioned above, neither side “won.” Instead, our conflicting ideas were woven into the policies in a way that bridges that gap between our view points and I think will prevent us from being unbiblical in our work.
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Psalm 9:2

 
Psalm 9:2 “I will be glad and rejoice in you; I will sing praise to your name, O Most High.”
[Yes, I will rejoice in you, my Most High God, for you are
 
wonderfully worthy,
graciously good,
powerfully persistent,
righteously just,
lovingly strong
and readily forgiving.
 
Praise is your due, praise is our privilege.
How can I not praise you in and for all things—pleasant or painful, nice or negative—when, in your magnificent, pristine, and perfect triune character, you are weaving all events together for good? Glory be to you now, today and forever, for you are worthy!]
Psalm 9:3-4 “My enemies turn back; they stumble and perish before you. For you have upheld my right and my cause;”
[Praise be to you, O warrior God, who fights for your children. You fight against Satan and sinners, selfishness and sin as they attack your children. Such help is not our right but a powerful privilege.
In myself I am not right, but your Word is right, you will is right and you Son is right—and you have made me righteous in Him. I praise you that out of your grace you fight for me, for all the followers of Jesus, for your Word, for all that is right.
As I “commit my way to the Lord, I will trust also in Him, and He shall bring it to pass, He shall bring forth my righteousness as the light and my judgment as the noon day sun” (Ps. 37:5-6). As I delight in and meditate on your word, according to your promise, I “will prosper in whatever [I] do.” (Ps. 1:3).
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More Autobio
Shortly after meeting Orin, we made a trip to Germany, driving Dan and Nancy’s car for them so they could pick it up after their furlough and drive it back to our new city.
 
This trip turned out to be very different from our previous ones. When we arrived at the Bulgarian border at about 11 am, the police said we had to wait there until there were enough cars to be escorted through the country.
 
When we asked why, a policeman said, “We are trying to prevent the entry of hoof and mouth disease into our country.”
“Hmmm,” I thought, highly skeptical, but prayed, “Ok, Lord, we will praise you for this, too.”
 
It was a nice warm, sunny day, so we sat back and enjoyed the afternoon. We bought ice cream from a shop there—it was the best ice cream I’d ever had, and we each had several cones as our wait stretched on.
 
Finally at about 6 pm there was a line of three hundred cars, a large enough group, and they opened the border. We each had to drive through a vat to cleanse the tires of any hoof and mouth disease germs; then we slowly moved off in a great caravan.
 
After three hours the lead police car pulled off into a rest area. There were about twenty toilets for all the passengers in those three hundred cars. You can imagine the lines, and how much in need everyone was after three hours of driving!
 
When most people were ready to leave, off we went again, arriving at the northern border at 1 am. We were near the front of the line, so we got through pretty quickly.
 
On the other side of the border was a long line of cars waiting to enter Bulgaria. These were locals from our adopted country who worked in Europe, and were now on their way home for summer vacations.
 
We didn’t realize how long this line was until we had driven several miles and still saw no end to it. Then suddenly the traffic in our lane stopped. I got out to look, and could see up ahead that there were cars coming towards us in our lane.
Since we had all been in the caravan driving across Bulgaria there had been no traffic in our lane for a long time. Some impatient driver on his way to Bulgaria had gotten tired of waiting and had decided to use our lane. Then everyone behind him followed along. So now we had gridlock!
 
We again thanked God for this 2 am adventure, even though there was one thing that intensified the situation for me: our gas tank was low—we had not been allowed to tank up in Bulgaria. I had planned to stop at the first gas station in Yugoslavia, but there was none in sight and now we weren’t moving.
 
Then the driver in front of me turned off the road into the orchard on our right, obviously trying to find a way past this traffic jam. Since the car I was driving was built high like a jeep, I had no qualms about following that driver off the road and into the orchard.
 
We drove along parallel to the road for a good ways, finally passing the last of the “road pirates” who were blocking our lane and climbed back up onto the asphalt. And shortly after that we came to a gas station and tanked up!
 
Just think of the God sightings here: we were near the front of the line, right behind the driver who had the idea of going off road, had a car capable of driving over the rough terrain, and made it to the gas station before running out of gas! The Lord had again showed us his bountiful grace and goodness.
 
 
In Germany we bought a used car to drive back, a somewhat beat up old yellow VW station wagon. And nn the return trip we left Dan’s car with a mutual friend who had worked in the Middle East for many years. We spent only fifteen minutes there, but they were life-changing minutes.
 
“So, what are you doing about education for your boys?” our friend asked.
 
“We are planning on putting them into the German school,” I replied. “We’ve learned how easy it is to be expelled from Turkey and since our ‘plan B’ is to move to Germany, if the boys are already in the German system, they could easily fit in here.”
 
“In that case,” said our friend, “I have some advice for you. Have your older boy repeat the third grade. That way he’ll only have to adjust to the language, not the material. That’s what we did with our children when we moved to Germany and it was very helpful for them.”
 
I thanked him for his advice while thinking, “Have my boy repeat a grade? No way!” What an insult that would be to our family and to my boy’s intelligence! No one in our family had ever stayed back a grade, only skipped them.
Little did know that the Lord was preparing me to “step outside of my box.”
 
The main road as it was when we traveled up to Germany
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Psalm :1

A Psalm of David, 9:1 “I will praise you, O LORD, with all my heart;”
[You, O Lord God–Triune, Triumphant and Tremendous in grace, goodness and power–are worthy of praise.
 
As you have loved me,
cleansed me,
transformed me,
adopted me,
delighted in me,
giving me the opposite of what I deserve,
–how can I but respond with love, with praise, with admiration, thankfulness and whole-hearted rejoicing in you.
You are
my Lord and my King,
my Shepherd and my Rock,
my Savior and my Shield.
 
I rejoice in the great privilege of knowing you. You are worthy of praise no matter what comes into my life, so I will whole-heartedly exalt you both now and forever in eternity!]
“I will tell of all your wonders.”
[Great and many are your wonders, Lord God, beginning with your character:
you are Love,
Light and Life; in you there is
Purity, Perfection, and Power;
Greatness, Grace and Goodness;
Righteousness, Justice and Mercy.
You are Immortal, Invisible and Invincible.
You are Mighty, Magnificent and Marvelous.
You are God, Lord and Sovereign,
the Most High who rules forever.
You are without beginning,
without end
and without time.
You are a wonder, and we have not even come to your works: speaking all into existence–
the heavens,
the earth
and all that is in them;
holding all together;
holding back the tide of evil;
providing salvation for all your enemies.
In addition, you are willing to suffer disappointment, pain and grief every day as you shepherd us, your professed children, who often willfully disobey, disbelieve and disrupt.
 
You wait patiently for the right time to faithfully, lovingly and
firmly correct; you always act from pure motives and consistently do the right thing in the right way. You persist in making us lie down in green pastures where we can feed on your Word, mature and grow.
You weave all together into your plans to bring history to a conclusion, to eliminate evil and usher your children into an eternity of light, love and life. Your wonders are great and you are worthy of praise!
Help me to be a glory-giver today, taking every opportunity, positive or negative, to honor you by offering the sacrifice of thanksgiving, and thereby fulfill the life purpose you have given me.
Alert me when I am about to be a glory-stealer by complaining, whining or feeling sorry for myself. In the light of your marvelous and majestic presence, what’s there to feel sorry about!!!? Honor yourself in my life today.
Picture: green pastures
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