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The God Who Hears

Praise you, Lord God, that I wake up each morning to your goodness. My experience last night of losing all my luggage, computer included, turned out to be a dream–but I didn’t know that while living it! And this gave me the chance in my dream to offer the sacrifice of thanksgiving and trust you in the midst of loss.
Praise you for all the times that you have protected the possessions you have given us, as well as allowing us at times to lose some. You, O Lord, are good and gracious and kind–even if I lose all and have only you, that will be far more than enough! “Whom have I in heaven but you, and earth has nothing I desire besides you!” Psalm 73:25
I thank you, Lord, for your care, your compassion, your constant presence. You are the One to be sought continually, to be thought about consistently, to be sought in prayer in every situation. “In the day of my trouble I call to you for you deliver me” (Ps. 86:7).
Psalm 31:2 “Turn your ear to me,”
[Thank you, Lord Jesus that you listen to us intently, that you have opened the way for us to cry to the Father and that our prayers are consistently heard. Praise you that you are the One who thought up prayer, who hears prayer and answers prayer.]
“come quickly to my rescue;”
[Praise be to you, Heavenly Father, that in answering prayer, you are never late, never miss the mark, never lose an opportunity. You know the best way to answer, which sometimes means leaving us in our desperation as long as it takes to produce the growth you know we need, the surrender that will open the way for deepening, and the maturing which will enable us to give you more glory.
Praise you that you answer out of your wisdom, your love, your grace and your goodness, rather than out of our impatience. Help us to rest in you rather than in getting our way.]
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More from the Add-on Eskimo

Two years later in the Spring, after the walrus and whale hunting, Okfagit announced to his family, “In three days we are going to hunt on the island Sivukuk. We will go for half a moon because there are lots of animals there. We will also visit the village of Sivukuk.”
 
Then turning to his son said, “And you, Ayit, will accompany us!” He smiled at his youngest son, now 18, who was obviously very excited about this trip, his first time to visit the island. It would be sixty miles by boat, and then paddling miles more down one side of the island, seeking game.
 
The next three days were spent in preparation, carefully checking the boat, putting in supplies and water stored in a seal skin poke (one could never be sure what might happen on the way—more than one boat crew got lost in fog and were glad they had drinking water with them). And making sure there were extra paddles, plenty of seal-skin rope and pieces of walrus skin that might be needed to patch the boat if it sprang a leak. Each man had his raincoat made from seal intestines, his rifle and plenty of ammunition which they had gotten from trading with a whaling ship.
As it was summer, they had no fear of being lost in the dark; the sun would always be there to guide them. Okfagit, his four sons and a relative left early in the morning, and raising their sail, headed directly East. Within two hours their land, had become just a thin line on the Western horizon while a thin line now appeared in the East.
 
In the meantime, it was just the sea with wave after wave as Okfagit sat in his customary place at the tiller. He had made this trip a dozen times or more, so knew how to get to the Island following the sun, as he explained to Ayit.
 
The thin line on the horizon grew rapidly as they sailed on. They arrived on the Northern tip of the Island in the late evening, where they made camp and rested, wanting to be ready for the next days’ hunting, which would be strenuous.
 
Up early, they paddled along the shore, watching for seals. When one surfaced, they stopped and drifted towards the spot, knowing that others, too, would probably come up in the same area. Soon several others surfaced, and the Eskimos were ready, shooting three.
 
Out came the spiked wooden floats which were thrown beyond the seals, then drawn to them to pull them to the boat. They had to be careful not to capsize the boat while pulling in the 150-pound animals. Each seal was offered fresh water to keep the spirits from anger against the hunters.
 
As they continued on, Ayit watched the shore of the island go by, treeless and flat along the coast, with the land going gradually up to small, ancient volcanoes which made the backbone of the island.
 
They saw no more seals, so began fishing and caught a number of large fish. Then they pulled into a beach where they set up another camp. Ayit and his brother searched the shore for driftwood. Some they would use for a fire, the rest for building a fish drying rack and another for drying the seal meat.
 
They spent several more days in the area and had a good collection of meat. When it was all hung to dry, they left one man to watch it and set out for the village of Sivukuk.
This village, built on a spit of gravel at the foot of a mountain, had been occupied for at least a thousand years, for it was a good place to live. There was lots of game and in the winter the winds blew the heavy snows off the spit making it easier to get around.
 
They pulled their boat up on the shore and soon were surrounded by the villagers, who, like them, were all Siberian Yupik Eskimos.
The village elders organized a celebration for their visitors, cooking up walrus, seal and pacific Salmon. They sat on the ground to eat, and then got out their drums to dance. Each dance told a story, often of hunting and the animals they hunted, and each song taught a lesson.
 
Map showing Sivukuk, marker at the point of the Island showing Sivukuk. Siberia is to the left and Alaska to the right. The international date line passes by.
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Wow Worship

 
Praise you, Lord, for your undeserved goodness, poured on upon us daily, manifested in multiple ways, like giving us the gifts of sight, speech, hearing, smell, taste, and touch, things we take for granted, but miss much if we lose them.
Then there are the major, majestic, mighty ways you pour out your goodness on us: pardon from definitely deserved death, the gift of eternal life, the indwelling of the Spirit, the wonder of your Word, an intimate relationship with you, belonging in your family, guidance, meaning, purpose and protection in life. Plus, help in every circumstance, membership in the Church Universal, and abundant grace at all times. There is no end to the wonderful flow of your goodness, just as there is no end to learning about your marvelous and magnificent character.
You are the Three-in-One God: the Father who plans, the Son who brings it to pass, the Holy Spirit who finishes it up. You are the perfect Person, the perfect Personality, the perfect Planner, the perfect Partner who invites us into your work.
You are Marvelous in your personality, Majestic in your judgments, Mighty in your redemption and Magnificent in your mercy. To you belongs all affection, all loyalty, all commitment, all awe, all reverence, all obedience, all honor–for in you there is no flaw, no imperfection, no error, no sin, no evil, no lack, no wrong. You are worthy of eternal, complete, wholehearted and total love.
So, I bow before you this morning, Lord God: I praise you, Heavenly Father, I honor you, Lord Jesus, I surrender to you, Holy, Spirit. May there be in my life what you continually deserve: exaltation, magnification, worship, obedience and glory. Amen.
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Soul Lifting

 
An example of “lifting my soul to God,” written in my worship journal several years ago.
 
Lord, I praise you this morning for your gracious and good presence: while I slept, you watched over me; when I awoke, you were there. Praise you that we can trust you to carry us forward and upward in life, to lead us through and out the other side of every happening that will come to us with your permission and good intent.
 
It is wonderful that your faithfulness does not depend on mine; you are there no matter what I do, working on me with grace, patience and wisdom. Thank you, Lord, for exposing my sinful old nature last night when I got upset over my friend’s accusatory statements.
 
I was, as he pointed out, touchy. He is wrong in the way he makes blame-shifting statements, but that is no reason whatsoever for me to be touchy. That means I reacted in a “fear of man” mode, giving his statements more credence and importance than I should. This is looking to my friend for support and truth, when I should be looking to you for that, Lord.
 
Forgive me, Lord, transform me in this area, help me to respond in a godly, wise and gracious manner rather than in a selfish, whining, self-pitying way.
 
Lord, help me to embrace the humiliation of my failure and the fire of shame, allowing it to refine me, to move through it and on into humility, accepting the fact of my depravity on one side and affirming the holiness you have bequeathed me with on the other.
 
Thank you for this further step in my ongoing revival, the exposure of my depravity and the further revelation of your gracious and powerful sufficiency in love, forgiveness and cleansing. Praise you for the warnings of your Word and the perspective your Spirit gives us; we need them so much to keep us balanced and effective for you.
 
May this revival continue. May you be glorified in the process. Guide me today in checking in with you often and following the direction of your Spirit, that I may honor you in all.
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Psalm 30:9-11

 
Psalm 30:9 “What gain is there in my destruction, in my going down into the pit? Will the dust praise you? Will it proclaim your faithfulness?” I feel like this as our weakness drags on confining us to home!
[This is David’s desperate appeal for help as he faces the real threat of death; it was done in logic and in a desire to honor you, Lord; he desired to live for the magnificent purpose you have granted us: giving you glory. Help us to grasp, like David, the privilege of honoring you each moment of our lives—and to live that out.] Yes, especially in the midst of this present illness.
Psalm 30:10 Hear, O LORD, and be merciful to me; O LORD, be my help.”
[It is a wonderful truth that you, O Lord, do hear and are richly, powerfully merciful. You are our ready help, you will answer in the right way and at the right time. Therefore, I can give you praise in and for all, long before any answer comes.
I praise you now for how you are going to work in the situations in my life. Praise be to you for your goodness, continually emanating from your perfect and beautiful character.]
Psalm 30:11 “You turned my wailing into dancing; you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,”
[You answered David, you brought him through the dark valley, you delivered him from his fears, his enemies, his dangers. And for what purpose?]
Psalm 30:12 “that my heart may sing to you and not be silent.”
[You saved him so David might have the privilege of exalting you further, you who are worthy of worship, of love and obedience.]
“O LORD my God, I will give you thanks forever.”
  1. Please be in prayer for my brother Sam who is not doing with Covid, going down hill
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Chapter 25 The End in Sight
During the month of May the Island’s shore ice, which has been stationary all winter, softens as the temperatures rise. Then when some strong sea swells come, the ice breaks up in a matter of minutes.
 
One day after school I rode my ski-doo to the other side of the village and then took a shortcut back over the ice to the point of land where my house stood.
 
I parked my ski-do, went inside and looked out the window. I was amazed to see that in the several seconds I’d been back on land, the ice had broken up into small pieces! If I had come just a 20 seconds later, I would have been on the ice when it broke up and would have fallen through into the deep, freezing water! That would have been a life-threatening experience. Here was another God sighting, a 3.5 star one of supernatural protection!
 
After the shore ice breaks up, the Eskimos go hunting and I went out with them again. This time there was lot of open water, and as we were searching for walrus, a whale suddenly surfaced a few yards to our right. Its huge head broke the surface of the water and then curved back under. The rest of its body followed, and followed, and followed. Then finally its gigantic tail emerged and slapped the water, throwing up a great spray.
 
It is one thing to see such an event on film. It is completely another to watch it from a few yards away while in a fragile skin boat! What a huge, majestic, powerful animal. Another reminder of the smallness of human beings in the greatness of creation. More than once whales have attacked these little skin boats and snapped them like straws. I was thankful that we were able to return safely home.
 
The end of the school year was approaching, and I was glad. I was not going to sign on for another year because it was clear to me that teaching junior high was not something I wanted to do the rest of my life!
 
I’d saved most of my earnings, not having much to spend it on anyway, so I decided that I would go on an Intervarsity Christian Fellowship Tour to Europe. I made my application before leaving the Island in June.
 
I first flew to East St. Louis to visit my grandmother. After I’d arrived at the airport and collected my baggage, a guard stopped me and wanted to see my baggage claim tag. This was the only time this has ever happened to me, and it was also the only time I’d lost my tag!
 
“Ok…..,” said the guard, “Tell me what’s on the bottom of this bag!”
 
“That’s easy,” I replied. “A ivory walrus tusk with the names of 15 Eskimos families carved into it—and mine at the bottom.” The guard’s eyebrows went up, but when I produced the tusk, he shook his head and let me go. I was thankful that the Lord had the guard pick that particular bag, another God sighting.
 
It was good to travel back to Connecticut for a few weeks. I brought home presents for everyone, including a handmade parka for my mother with white arctic fox fur around the hood. I don’t think she ever wore it, but appreciated the thought.
 
At the end of June I went down to New York to join the Intervarsity Tour. We visited England, France, Germany and then went to Schloss Mittersill, a castle in Austria where we attended a conference. I enjoyed the great teaching and also got to know the International Intervarsity director and his family while I was there.
 
After further trips to Italy, Czechoslovakia and East Germany, the tour ended, but I stayed on as I had made arrangements to study at L’Abri, under the ministry of Dr. Francis Schaeffer.
 
He was a renaissance man, a prophet for the second half of the 20th century, an intellectual on the level of Luther, a man who helped many find their way through the mental and emotional mine fields of our time.
 
The community of L’Abri, located in the Swiss Alps, accepted students to stay for ten weeks of study. I arrived at the beginning of September.
 
Mrs. Schaeffer described our group as a “colorless lot.” Not one of us had come to Christ in extraordinary circumstances, nor was there anyone among us who was an intellectual, a celebrity or an oddity. We simply all had come with questions and needs, and this was a good place to have them met.
 
Mornings I spent listening to tapes of teaching by Dr. Schaeffer and other leaders of L’Abri. In the afternoons we did work for the community. There were also special lectures and discussions in late afternoon and evening.
 
Meal times were for discussion, and it was interesting to sit at the table with Dr. Schaeffer, listening to him patiently answer questions, most of which he had probably heard many times.
He spoke in five-minute-long sentences, his powerful mind grappling skillfully with all aspects of an issue. Most people didn’t expect an answer that complete and he did try to scale it down for us, but I could see that for him it was like trying to drive a 900 horsepower car at fifteen miles an hour.
 
After the meals, the house leader would ask for volunteers to do the dishes. Many of the students there had never done much in the line of practical work and were very slow. It could take some of them hours to do the dishes for a group of twenty.
 
I quickly learned that if I wanted to get this task over with, I needed to volunteer to be the washer. And others understood just as quickly that if I volunteered to wash, they would end up with more free time if they worked with me. So everyone would wait to see if I volunteered–then there was no shortage of others willing to put things away. This was one place that my speediness was positive as I washed through those dishes in about 20 minutes.
 
One day my house leader told me he wanted me to spade the garden, a smallish plot of ground–maybe twenty yards by ten yards. I got the spade and went to work. Two hours later I came to him and said, “I’m done.”
 
He looked at me in amazement, “What? How can that be? Last year it took the guy assigned to that job two weeks to get it done.” That helped me appreciate even more the farm training and work ethic my father had passed on to me.
 
picture: one of the chalets where I spent time
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Shepherd

Day 17 of covid and I’m glad to report noticeably improvement including lessening of brain fog! I am thankful! Barbara is also better. Today’s post is good for us.
 
You, Lord Jesus, are my serene Security, my superb Stability, my unshakable Surety, my supreme Savior. With all that swirls around us in life, we could not make it without you as our firm Foundation, our strong Anchor, our great Shepherd, our powerful King.
Praise you that you are our impenetrable Shield, our impregnable Fortress, our intrepid Defender, our immense Stronghold.
In you and your protection there is no gap, no chink, no forgotten loophole for the enemy to come through. You are the great wall protecting us from true evil, and you are the great and gracious gateway through which comes all that is profitable, helpful and positive, whether it is painful or pleasant.
Praise you that you protect and provide through your wide wisdom, your complete knowledge, your rich love and your perfect patience.
 
You are the One to be trusted, Lord and King, Triune and Holy God. I praise you for what you will bring today in your wisdom and love, your purpose and plan. Help us to follow you well, joining you in what you desire to accomplish today–in, through and around us. May you be honored in all we do.
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Proverbs 3:5

Today’s devotional is exactly what I need. It is now 14 days since testing positive, with very little improvement. Barbara seems to be doing a little better than I am. In addition to the early problems, now I have entered a fog, unable to make good decisions. I can’t type right, I can’t do anything with the tax and zoning issues before me, I can’t even watch a movie to relax.
 
This reminds me very much of when I Hepatitis A in the 80s. My brain just shut down. About 3 months into it, the lights suddenly came on again. I am hoping and praying for a similar but quicker recovery here. In the meantime I will take this devotional to heart.
 
“Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;” Proverbs 3:5
 
Proverbs 3:7 says, “Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the LORD and turn away from evil.” Sometimes we find ourselves frustrated in all our plans with none of the things we’d like to see happen getting accomplished. In this I have to remind myself that my main purpose as a Christian is not productivity, but knowing and worshiping our Lord Jesus Christ. We are to be ever drawing closer to Him. We may be successful in the eyes of the world because of our accomplishments, but if we aren’t close to Him, it’s all a mirage.
 
The Lord has been stressing to us again and again the importance of getting closer to Him by praising, and recently gave me a new insight about this. When we praise God for each thing that comes to us, whether it seems good or bad from our perspective, we are surrendering to God at that particular moment, reaffirming our trust in Him. In such praise we are declaring His goodness and His power to all those around us. We are getting up the shield of faith and quenching the fiery darts of the devil. We are proclaiming God’s intent to bring to us only what is for our good and His glory.
 
Conversely, failure to praise (complaining) is resisting God’s working in our lives. It is a form of rebellion. This is declared in Psalm 106:24-26, which tells of the Israelites’ response to the report of the spies after they had seen the promised land. “Then they despised the pleasant land; they did not believe his promise. [They failed to praise, to trust, to submit to God’s leadership] They grumbled in their tents and did not obey the LORD. [Instead of praising, they complained, rebelling against what the Lord was giving them.] So, he swore to them with uplifted hand that he would make them fall in the desert.” [that is, the Lord did not give them the good things He had offered and waited till all those grumblers had died before bringing the Israelites into the land].
 
In contrast, we should more follow David’s example in Psalm 34:1-2. “I will extol the Lord at all times; His praise shall continually be on my lips.” [We can always say, “Thank you, Lord God, that in every happening there is potential growth in my focus on you and a platform upon which I can demonstrate your grace to the world.”]
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More from the Add-on Eskimo

Winter Sight for the Add-on Eskimo

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As winter came on and the daylight faded in the Artic night, the Eskimos gathered in one home or another to visit, with the seal-oil lamps burning to give light and heat.

It was also a time for the shaman to practice his arts. Several families would crowd in together as the shaman got his drum, made from a piece of wood bent in a circle and tied to a handle. The skin was made from a walrus stomach and made a satisfying boom when struck with a stick.

The shaman sat cross legged, closed his eyes and began to beat out a rhythm. Okfagit leaned over to his son, “He’s calling the spirits,” he said. As Ayit watched, suddenly a tiny artic fox appeared and began to run around the perimeter of the drum. “See, that little fox is a spirit,” whispered Okfagit. The shaman chanted on, now keeping his eyes closed.

When he was done calling the spirits, he said, “The spirits give power,” and lifting his parka, he plunged a knife into his stomach. Withdrawing the knife, he put his hand on the bleeding wound, muttered an incantation, then took his hand away, revealing a fully healed stomach, only a scar remaining.

He played his drum and sang some more, then fell into a trance and lay twitching on the floor. When he awoke, he shouted, berating several men, one at a time, saying they had angered the spirits. Then he said, “The spirits call us to worship them, to praise them, for they created everything, all belongs to them. They loan it all to us, but we must use all only as they direct us.”

Ayit shuddered at the dark, ominous feeling all this gave him. He longed for someone who could bring light into their family and village, who could protect them from these evil, demanding and destructive spirits. But there was no one.

The next day Ayit trudged behind his father on his snowshoes as they hunted caribou before the snow got too deep. He looked around at the beauty of the snow-covered landscape, the tall pines lifting their heads up on the mountain sides, the rugged cliffs and the still flowing brook.

Looking back, he saw the view of the expansive sea. It was breath-takingly beautiful. He thought of the summer when the short tundra grasses had waved in the wind while the thousands of birds wheeled overhead. He thought of the many animals around them—seals, walrus, bears, caribou, foxes and wolves—and noted how each was unique and fascinating.

Suddenly a thought came. “I don’t believe the spirits created all this,” he said to himself. “They are so ugly and mean, so evil. They destroy those who don’t obey them, and they randomly bring sickness and suffering to others. No, they couldn’t have created all this beauty. I think there must be a good, creator god. Perhaps it is our Apa, but he is so far from us, I don’t know.”

He trudged on, not realizing that the Good Creator God had just spoken to him, giving him insight beyond his 16 years and beyond his human ability. This revelation was to lead him on to the most significant event of his life.

They wound their way up to the mountain’s edge and then turned to follow its skirt. As they came around one bend, there was a small herd of caribou digging through the snow, looking for the lichen they favored so much.

Both men quietly knelt in the snow and slowly raised their rifles. Each fired twice before the remaining caribou fled. They stood and walked across to where the four bodies lay.

First, they offered each a drink of fresh water to honor their spirits. Then they began preparing them to take home. When they had the hides off, Okfagit sent Ayit back to bring the dogs and the sled they’d left further down the hill, tethered where the dogs would not disturb any game.

When he returned, Ayit helped his father to put the caribou skins on the sled, then piled the meat on top, lashing it all down. They were both pleased with their success, and not only because of the meat they’d gotten. The caribou skins were highly prized because they were the warmest type of skin they could find. This was because the hairs of the caribou are hollow, providing extra insulation for the animal—and for the person who wore the skin.

When they got home, the meat was cut into smaller parts and put outside up on meat racks or on a platform to freeze. Then Nisana and her daughters carefully scraped the skins to get all the fat off. When the skins were ready, they put them into small wooden vats full of human urine to cure. When that process was complete, they would hang them outside on the walls of the house to bleach and soften. In time the skins would be ready for making blankets or clothes.

Unlike other Eskimo families, Ayit had no grandparents. Life in the artic was often cruel and short lived. His father’s father had died in midlife, frozen in a snowstorm. Nothing could be done to save him. His mother’s father died of an illness brought on by parasites found in their drinking water. One grandmother had died when she fell through the ice while crabbing. The other died from an illness, probably contracted from the whalers who stopped by in the summer. Ayit was thankful that his father was still alive to teach him the skills needed to survive in their harsh climate, and for other elders in the village taught him the customs of his people.

 

Picture: inside of an Eskimo house where the neighbors gathered

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Psalm 37:4

“Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart.”
Psalm 37:4
 
To delight in you, Lord, in one sense is so easy, for in every aspect you are wonderful beyond conception. You made all, you know all, you hold all together. You know the makeup of every atom, the information in every DNA molecule, the workings of every synapse in the brain, the condition of every artery, the reproduction of every cell—nothing escapes your attention and knowledge.
 
You have control of all events, balancing perfectly the genuinely responsible choices of billions of people with the specific plans you have for each individual, each moment, each generation, each epoch.
 
And at the right time you will bring about the end of history, of time and of evil. You are perfect in your wisdom, perfect in your love, perfect in your justice, perfect in your mercy, perfect in your timing.
 
You are the God of grace, the Dispenser of justice, the King of righteousness and mercy, of truth and love, of Heaven and Hell, light and mystery, purity and punishment, forgiveness and vengeance—each in its time and place.
 
You are in every way the delightful God: there is no repugnant, ugly, unjust, impure, evil or wrong aspect to your nature, your character, your thoughts or your actions.
 
So in the midst of many things going wrong from my perspective, I can offer the sacrifice of thanks giving, let go my idols, hold on to truth and rise above–thereby honoring you!
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