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The Lord was busy working in other people, too. The little photocopy business on the ground floor of our bookstore building was put up for sale.

Since we were looking for new means of income in order to make our business platform self-sustaining, this looked like a good opportunity for us. The location would be another plus; having the bookstore on the third floor meant people had to look up before they would see our sign. Owning the business at street level would allow our sign to be easily seen by anyone passing by.

After we bought the photocopy business, Freedom, the young fellow who was already employed there said, “I’ll work for you for a month until you hire someone and I’ll stay to train that person. This sounded good to us, so I accepted his offer.

After nearly a month of looking, we hadn’t been able to find anyone suitable among the available believers to do the job, so Freedom made us another offer: “I like you. I think I’ll keep on working for you!”

So he essentially hired himself, and we were not sorry. He was creative, pleasant, hardworking, and honest. Those last two qualities were rare ones around us.

After three months of getting to know him, we began to talk with him about spiritual things. He engaged eagerly. Later he told me the reason for his interest. He’d been a thinker from childhood and had looked carefully into the faith of his fathers. After thinking long and hard about it, he’d rejected it in his early teens and became an atheist.

Then at age eighteen, while serving his military duty, he was on patrol, sitting on a mountainside around a campfire with his fellow soldiers and he said he suddenly realized that atheism was not an honest stance for anyone to take.

“No one can know for sure that there’s no God,” he said out loud to himself. Looking up at the star-studded sky, he added, “Maybe He lives on the back side of the moon!”

That was pretty impressive to me, to see how God had been working in Freedom’s life long before we met. Here was a fellow with a 6th grade education who had more insight than many professors with doctorates who persist in holding onto the intellectually dishonest position of atheism.

Freedom then went back and reexamined his family’s form of religion, but ended up rejecting it again. He was now actively looking for direction.

After moving to our city he had joined a Mafia group in the neighborhood of our shop and was working toward a leadership position. However, as we shared the gospel with him, he became aware of the vast differences between what the Word says, what his father’s religion says and what the Mafia had to offer.

One Monday after attending Salvation Fellowship with us, Freedom surrendered himself to Christ. With him was a friend, Falcon, who had heard the gospel in another city; he also prayed to accept Christ. These two, along with three other new believers became the core of our new fellowship plant. The Lord was answering our prayers!

Picture: Freedom working with me

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The Fool

Psalm 14:1 “The fool says in his heart, ‘There is no God.’”

[This is a clear definition of a fool: one with no spiritual discernment or interest, who rejects truth in favor of his own unfounded opinion.

The statement “there is no God” is so far from reality, so entirely limited to this tiny earth, this moment; it is a view that it is a sorry position, void of hope, truth, goodness, meaning and a future. I pity the person who believes this, as he is caught in his own delusion and ends up in the darkness of a meaningless, hopeless existence.]

“They are corrupt, their deeds are vile; there is no one who does good.”

[We are all by nature fools, making ourselves our own god until we meet Jesus, the true and living God. In our natural selves there is no good, no ability to do true good, for all we do is corrupted by our selfishness.

This is reality—and this is why we desperately need you, Lord Jesus, you who are goodness itself. You desire to give all people a new heart filled with righteousness, joy and peace so we can do the good works you have prepared for us (Eph. 2:10).]

As it says in Psalm 107:17-21 Some became fools through their rebellious ways and suffered affliction because of their iniquities.

Then they cried to the LORD in their trouble, and he saved them from their distress. He sent out his word and healed them; he rescued them from the grave.

Let them (and us) give thanks to the LORD for his unfailing love and his wonderful deeds for mankind. Will we take His hand?

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The Gift of God’s Faithfulness 2

Psalm 13:6 “I will sing to the LORD, for he has been good to me.”

[David here still did not have an answer, he was still in danger, but this is a declaration of his trust in God to answer and save–based on his past experience of God’s help.

We also can sing now in praise and thanksgiving to you, Lord, before you act in our troubles, knowing that you will come and work things out, to rescue and save, to empower and carry us through–just as you have helped us in the past, always acting out of your pristine character and your powerful faithfulness to your Word.

It is in this certainty that, while still in trouble, we can sing in praise for the help you will bring. Help us to persistently praise you in every difficulty, Lord God, before we see any answers, resting and reveling in your full faithfulness. May you thereby be glorified before the people and the spiritual powers around us today.

 

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The Gift of God’s Faithfulness

Psalm 13:3 “Look on me and answer, O LORD my God. Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death;”

[Thank you that we can cry to you in our desperation, as David did here, Lord. We can always appeal to you, knowing that your faithfulness will flow into our lives like a stream forever. As it says in Psalm 86:7 “In the day of my trouble I will call upon you: for you WILL answer me.”]

Psalm 13:4 “my enemy will say, ‘I have overcome him,’ and my foes will rejoice when I fall.”

[Even if we fall, we can stand again, firm in your faithful power, with you as our persistent Shield and Defender. I praise you, Lord Jesus, that you are our unshakable Rock, our faithful Fortress, our high Tower, our almighty Shepherd who can never to be defeated.]

Psalm 13:5 “But I trust in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation.”

[Yes, I look away to you, Lord, and peer down the long history of your unfailing love where you–in faithfulness–answered, acted, protected, and guided your people: Abraham, Moses, Joseph, David, Daniel, Jesus and Paul.

Truly we can say with David , “I will love you,

O LORD, my strength.

The LORD is my rock,

and my fortress,

and my deliverer;

my God,

my strength, in whom I will trust;

my buckler,…and my high tower.

I will call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so SHALL I be saved from mine enemies”!! Psalm 18:1-3

And so you will do for us. Thank you, Lord.

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The Gift of God’s Goodness 2

“How long will my enemy triumph over me?”

[At times the enemy does triumph over us—evil leaders arise in nations (such as ISIS), bad decisions are made by government or mission leaders, churches fall apart, families dissolve in bitterness, hard-working people can suddenly become homeless.

None of these, Lord, are your desired, overall will, but you allow them for greater reasons. For unbelievers, it is to nudge them towards belief (many have come to Christ in the Middle East because of ISIS). For believers, it is an opportunity for trust, growth, glorifying you and earning rewards.

As it says in 1 Pet. 1:6-7, “Now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that the proven genuineness of your faith and…may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed.”

So, we can know, no matter what, Lord, that you are always there: you are at work for good, moving deeply, quietly, powerfully and patiently, waiting for the right moment to remove the pressure. “The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want.” In your goodness we can rest. Help us to do so today.]

Picture: two old sheep who have seen much of the Lord’s goodness

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The Gift of God’s Goodness

The Gift of God’s Goodness

Psalm 13:1,2 “How long, O LORD?”

[There will be times when God seems distant, when He is not answering our prayers on our timetable (like right now in my life), when things are going awry with no help in sight. We pray and wait, but nothing seems to happen. There is no hint of His goodness in the mists and darkness of our lives.

Yet His goodness is still shining on the edges of and over our darkness and seeming barrenness. He is at work behind the scenes, carrying out His greater plans, as He was in the difficulties of Joseph, and Daniel, and Jesus.]

“Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me? How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and every day have sorrow in my heart?”

[There are dark valleys in life, ones we must pass through. These may be sickness, unemployment, relationship problems, depression (like the deep one my dear wife was going through as I wrote this in 2014), the death of a loved one, or fears sparked by governmental chaos and failure, by wars, pandemics, or great disasters.

But we can know that you, Lord, in your goodness, have designed or allowed each one to mature us, to give opportunity to bring glory to you through faith, and to demonstrate your power to the world, sweeping all who are willing into your Kingdom.

As we know and believe this–even though at times our hearts fail us if we allow ourselves to be overwhelmed by disappointment and the immediate circumstances surrounding us–we can choose to look up and have hope in the midst of despair; we can have light in the midst of darkness; we can have joy in the midst of turmoil. Why? Because you are good and we know that you have a plan for good and will faithfully carry it out.

Then there is your promise in Psalm 23: “Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life.” Goodness and mercy are there and become visible at the right time.

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Psalm 12:7 “O LORD, you will keep us safe and protect us from such people [oppressors and liars] forever.”

[Praise you for this certainty, Lord, both now and in eternity. And a major means of protecting us is your Word as you warn us, guide us and set us free of our natural worldview. “You will know the truth and the truth will set you free” (John 8:32).

For a time, we may have to suffer the negative effects of liars (those who deny you, your Word and your values) who appear to win. But their seeming successes cannot affect the core of our stability–our relationship with you, nurtured through your Word.

You, Lord God, are our peace and joy, our hope and rest which will last forever, for they are bound up in you and your eternal and unchanging character, revealed to us through your Word.

Your Word tells us that all we own, all that we value here on earth is expendable and temporary. Knowing this we can let it all go, releasing it all to you. Then we can hold on to what is eternal–which is primarily our relationship with you, nurtured by your Word, from whence flows all goodness. Then, with your given grace and strength, we can rise above all the difficulties, problems and losses of this world, remembering that you, Lord, are all that really counts.]

To you be glory this day, Lord, in all I have to do and say. May I spot and reject lying and selfishness in myself as well as in others and conform instead to your pure and positive Word.

May you, the Holy and Eternal One, our Great God and Glorious King, be lifted up and exalted before the world today in my thoughts, motives, words, actions and attitudes. Amen.

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More Autobio

More Autobio

One of our desired outcomes from opening the bookstore and holding the seminars was to see a new fellowship started. In preparation for this, we on the Net Team began to meet together on Sunday afternoons to “practice” being a fellowship.

One reason we agreed to a late afternoon meeting is that Sunday would then be more of a Sabbath: we could sleep in, have a leisurely breakfast, some nice family time together, a late lunch and then wander over to the meeting.

A second reason was that the locals are not early risers on weekends, often having only one day off in the week. It’s good for them not to have to rush off on Sunday mornings like they do on the rest of the week.

We established four principles to work by:
1. Be faithful to the Word—make sure we are working from a biblical worldview, not a cultural one.
2. Be simple—the more complex a plan is, the more chance of failure. A simple plan does not necessarily guarantee success, but it certainly increases the chances of it going well.
3. Be reproducible—do things in such a way that locals could imitate us. For instance, instead of using computers, projectors or piano, we began with hand-written notes, hand-drawn pictures taped to the wall and a Cappello singing.
4. Be empowerers as soon as possible—instead of hanging onto control transfer responsibilities to the locals as soon as it was feasible.

In line with these principles, we decided to start with inductive studies rather than sermons. It takes years of development before a new believer gains the knowledge, biblical insights and skills to write and deliver a sermon. However, a three-month-old believer can lead an inductive study from the Book which someone else has written, if he has proper preparation and someone there to coach him.

Inductive study also makes the gathering more participatory and teaches how to handle Scripture. It is common in a study of the Word with locals to ask a question and have someone answer without any reference to the verses involved. Even a second and third repetition of the question brings an off the cuff response. Finally, after saying again, “But what does this verse say?” it begins to get through and they start interaction with the Word rather than their own ideas.

The one thing we lacked for our start-up was a group of local believers. We were a fellowship without members! We had been praying for the last seven years that the Lord would bring the elect to us, that is, those He knew would believe, and He began to do just that.

In the few weeks leading up to our start-up date, the Lord drew the hearts of several locals to Himself and they were ready to join us at our first gathering. It is good to note that it is unusual for several to come to the Lord at the same time here—this was obviously the Lord’s direct work.

One of these who made a decision was the accountant we had hired for the bookstore business. I literally ran into him one day going into an apartment building. We began to talk and he gave me his card. It turned out that he had had contact with believers for several years and had attended a number of events put on by the fellowship we originally worked with. But it seemed that no one had done any personal studies with him.

Since I had to see him about once a week for business, I made it a habit to go early before his employees came so we could begin with a Bible study. He was really interested and asked good questions.

That made me ask myself, why was this successful, upwardly mobile, bright young professional interested in spiritual things? To find this combination is extremely rare. Such people are usually entirely focused on their goals of success, making money and getting ahead. The Lord gave me the answer one day when my friend opened a drawer in his desk and took out a thick stack of papers.

“These are my monthly physical exams,” he said. “I am so afraid to die that I keep a very close check on my health!” So there it was: the Lord had given him a fear of death to drive him to search for spiritual issues.

This provides another answer to the question many people ask: “What about those who have never heard the gospel?” God is so gracious—He gives each of us exactly what we need to draw us to Himself. To me, He gave a burning question about my purpose in life; to my Eskimo friend, He gave the realization that there is a good creator who is the true God; to Orin, He gave a question about the God of the ruined church; to the accountant, He gave a fear of death.

Note that the Eskimo, Orin, the accountant and I all had people who come from afar to give us an impetus to accept the gospel. God makes sure that those who want to hear have the opportunity and almost always uses people to bring the Word so the gospel can be understood.

Each of us are invited to play a part in accomplishing this great, personal work of the Lord, where every aspect is important: our prayers are important; going is important; sharing our faith with everyone we can is important. He wants to work hand in hand with us to reach the world. The question is: are we joining Him?

Shortly after having our discussion prompted by his fear of death, my accountant friend bowed his head, confessed his sin and asked Jesus to become his Savior. He then considered me his spiritual father, and since I would continue to disciple him, he started coming to our little fellowship gathering.

However, because his first contact had been with the leaders of the other fellowship, so they considered him to be under their spiritual care. Not wanting to compete, I encouraged him to attend there. Through attending that fellowship, his wife also came to Christ. God was at work!

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The Gift of God’s Flawless Word

The Gift of God’s Flawless Word

Psalm 12:6 “And the words of the LORD are flawless, like silver refined in a furnace of clay, purified seven times.”

[Praise you, Lord God, the King of Glory, the Creator of only good, for you are Truth itself; therefore, your words are flawless and pure as newly opened flowers, for you cannot lie. You have revealed your words to your prophets, had them write them down and preserved them through the ages, bringing them to us as a bright light in deep darkness.

With your words you protect us, guide, teach, correct, rebuke, comfort and encourage us. As you are flawless, so are your words. Therefore they are worthy of trust, of praise, and honor through obedience.

Lord, may we value your Word so that all of us may be people of Psalm 1. That is, avoiding walking in the counsel of the wicked, not standing in the way of sinners or sitting in the seat of the scornful.

Instead, may our delight be in the Law of the Lord and may we meditate on it day and night [only fully possible if we memorize it].

Then I pray that you will make us like a tree planted by the rivers of water, which bears its fruit in its season [we can bring forth the fruit of the Spirit as needed].

Its leaves will never wither [for our roots are down into the water of the Word],

And whatever he does will prosper.

This scenario is your desire, Lord, may it be true as we read your Word daily, memorize and meditate on it and obey what we know is right.

The choice is ours:

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The Gift of Truth

Psalm 12:1 “Help, LORD, for the godly are no more; the faithful have vanished from among men.”

[In spite of how it appears, I praise you, Lord, that you have always reserved for yourself some who are righteous in Christ. You are quietly at work to keep your children strong, to make them truth-bearers, shining the light in love to all around them, to be yeast, salt, and light in society. Help us to be carriers of hope, truth and light to all around us; convict us quickly when we are not.

Psalm 12:2 “Everyone lies to his neighbor; their flattering lips speak with deception.”

[This is true of so much of what goes on today: lies about what is right and wrong; lies in political correctness; lies of those who claim to be tolerant but are not; lies we tell ourselves.

But You, Lord God, are the only One we can truly, totally trust to speak Truth. Help us to be truth lovers (loving your Word), truth speakers (especially to ourselves) and truth discerners (in society). We so easily fall into our natural way of complaining. We say to ourselves, “That was terrible, disgusting,” when the truth is, it was disappointing and difficult.” To lie to ourselves about  situations and happenings pulls us down into unhappiness. True thinking lifts  us up, “That was a challenge and taught me a lot!”

Psalm 12:3 “May the LORD cut off all flattering lips and every boastful tongue that says, ‘We will triumph with our tongues; we own our lips—who is our master?’”

[Yes, Lord, show yourself mighty, expose the liars, bring them to justice; show yourself the true Master. May the deceived be brought into the light and grasp truth. May we not be fooled by anything that is put forth by liars, including lies we tell ourselves.

Shine truth in our lives, Lord, so that we may shine it on others. Convict us quickly of untruth we so readily tell ourselves. Help us to be your truth lights in the world today.]

 

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