Worship Journal

Worship Journal

The Gracious Guidance of God

I got home at 6 pm, just at the moment my 92 year old mother-in-law called to tell of the “bang” she had heard in her head.  Suspecting a stroke, we took her right away to the hospital. Since it was supper time, there were no other patients in the emergency room and they took us right in, immediately giving her a cat scan. Result: no sign of a stroke.  However, her blood pressure was 212/99 and the doctor said that was the casue of her problem.

I had had an appointment for a discipleship time at 6:30 with my friend, Benjamin.  Since he lives right next to the hospital, I called him and  he came over and we visited while waiting for the results.  When the doctor said it would be a couple of hours before they would release my mother-in-law, my wife, who had eaten earlier,  stayed with her while Benjamin and I went home, had supper and our discipleship lesson.  Then we went back and got my wife and mother-in-law.

Praise be to you, Lord Jesus, for your shepherding us through these events—getting me home at just the right time, having this happen when the hospital wasn’t busy, and at just the time when I was to meet with Benjamin, who lives right next door, so all worked out well.  I praise you for your power to orchestrate events, to guide us through them, and to give us your grace for them.  You are good, kind and mightily trustable.

Ours is a God of Details

Praise you, Lord, for your good and gracious guidance yesterday in the buying of the tickets for our next trip (it took a number of tries before we could get the website to work, and in each failure there was a new insight). Praise you, Lord that you can use such technological failures and difficulties to protect us from making wrong decisions.  The last such glitch was that my credit card was not accepted, and it turns out that the bank’s computer didn’t read the note that I live overseas and would be making many purchases there, so don’t flag my card as being subject to fraud—no, the computer missed that and shut my card off.  And that failure made us pause, reconsider and make other decisions about days to fly.  Praise you for your attention to such details.  I give you glory for your wisdom, your care, your attention to tiny things we aren’t aware of, your goodness in so many ways. As Psalm  33 says:

13 “From heaven the LORD looks down and sees all mankind;”  [you see every single one of us, not as a mass, but as individuals, you know each one’s name, you know our thoughts and our words before we speak them.  You pay close attention to all in our lives.]

Psa 33:14 “from his dwelling place he watches all who live on earth—“ [You watch every single person; your ability to see, hear, interact with and love over 6 billion people at the same instant is amazing, unbelievable, incomprehensible.  You are an awesome God!]

Psa 33:15 “he who forms the hearts of all,” [You formed the heart of each individual, one at a time, you work to draw them to yourself, one at a time, you died for each, you paid the penalty for each, you call each, knowing that many will choose not to come–such pain that must give your heart.]
“who considers everything they do.” [Every single thing I do you examine, you notice, you think about: brushing my teeth, thinking lustful thoughts, being impatient, saying a kind word, being proud, responding humbly—you not only see, but you think about, evaluate, mull over, weigh each act.  Again, that you can do this for over 6 billion people all at the same time—this is beyond comprehension and shows how great, how mighty, how amazingly wonderful you are.

Words fail me, comprehension fails me, understanding fails me—you truly are God, the One who is worthy of worship, worthy of belief, of faith, of trust, of obedience.  I must bow before you, reject my trust in my puny, microscopic, feeble, ignorant, foolish self, and put my trust in you, in your wide wisdom, in your complete comprehension, your lustrous light, your pure perception, your noble knowledge, your deep delight in your undeserving children.  May you be honored, glorified, exalted and lifted up in my life today; may I follow your leading, not mine.  May your heart be delighted with my obedience, which can only come with your grace and goodness at work in me. To you be glory today.

 

Our God is Worthy of Obedience!

Praise you, Lord God, for a new day, another opportunity to live with you, for you, by you in your power.  You are faithful, Lord Jesus, to sustain us, guide us, protect us, use us, even though we don’t deserve it.

I give you honor and praise and glory before anything starts today,  before we see any of your works, for you are worthy of worship and adoration first of all because of your wonderful being, your perfect person, your marvelous character. You are full-orbed, exactly balanced, totally True, sinless and faultless, full of light and life and love.  You are absolutely unique: the only non-created One, the only from-eternity-to-eternity One, the only self-sufficient One, the only truly Triune One, the only Source of contra-conditional, unalterable, unending agape love, the only All-knowing One, the only Undefeated and undefeatable One, the only true Creator, the only Sustainer of all, the only One who can end all.  You are utterly other, absolutely absolute, faithfully faithful and completely complete.  You are unshifting, unchanging and unalterable—perfect, persistent, powerful. You are worthy of worship, worthy of trust, worthy of love, worthy of obedience.

Praise you that today there will be a multitude of opportunities to give you glory in many little decisions: to praise in the face of disappointment, to be patient in the face of frustration, to rest in the face of failure.  With you there is ever enough Grace, from you ever flows sufficient wisdom, by you there is ever plenty of protection, in your there is ever a super abundance of love.  You are all we need, you are all we could want, you are all there truly is.

Forgive us for trying to find what we want, need, desire and lust for in other, empty sources.  In doing so, our unbelief and rebellion wound your heart again, bring dishonor to your name and burn our souls with the caustic power of sin. Help us instead to turn our eyes to you only, to repent of our foolishness before we commit it and to seek you, you alone.  May you be glorified in my life today, Lord Jesus, my King and Shepherd, my Captain and Navigator, my Savior and Lord.

His love is enough!

Ps 23:1  “The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.”

It is so good to know you, Lord God, my Father in Heaven, my Shepherd Jesus, my Guide, Holy Spirit.  You are all I need, if nothing works out in this world, if all my dreams and desires come to nothing, if I am a total failure in life, if I suffer multiple tragedies and losses, still, knowing you is enough for joy.

To know that you work to tailor-design every day, every minute of my existence, that you, in your love and grace are protecting me from all actual harm (what will damage me spiritually, what is more than you know I can handle in your grace), while allowing or sending what will mature, deepen, challenge and equip me to serve you better, this is enough.  To know that your power, wisdom and love are unending, immeasurable, inexorable, ever present and perfect, this is far more than I need.

In you is all, in you I am complete.  Praise be to you, O Great One, Lord Jesus, whose love is wide and long, high and deep, without beginning or end, all encompassing, unstoppable, uninfluenced by any reaction.  I praise you, exalt you, glorify you, lift you up for what you will do today in goodness and grace.  Praise be to you in all.

Thoughts on Col. 3:12a

Col 3:12a, “Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved….”

Praise you, Lord, for the surety that I am with you, chosen to be your child. Praise you for the stability of your love and forgiveness, the certainty of the significance and security you give me every day and for all eternity.  Being created in your image, being redeemed by the blood of the Lamb, being chosen before the foundation of the world, being called, cleansed, transformed and claimed as your child, being made holy, being commissioned and equipped for special service, being dearly loved, deeply cared for, doted on and delighted in—these Truths—all of which flow from your pure and perfect character–are the reasons I can rest in you.

You have done so much to bring your rebellious creatures into your family; it has cost you so much, there is no way that you would retreat from this expensive purchase you’ve made! Plus you have given your word: in over 2,000 years of moving men to record your thoughts in the Bible, you have predicted and promised, you have predestined and provided all that what you proposed to do.  In you we can trust–but we cannot trust ourselves, we must learn to rely on your Truth, not our perception, perspective or feelings.

I praise you, Lord God, my Shepherd and King, my Lord and Owner, my God and Authority, that you are solid, stable, unchanging, trustworthy and good—loving, wise, powerful, just, righteous, firm and gracious.  You are the only source of Truth, of Light, of Love.  All else is temporary, fickle, shifting and empty.  Without you there is no meaning, no purpose, no hope, no direction, no light.

Praise be to you that you are real, powerful, present and presiding.  Praise be to you that today you call me, and each believer, to live with you, by you and for you. You have gone through this day and prepared all things, given us significant work to do and supplied all the grace we need to do it.

You are worthy of worship, of praise, glory and honor.  I bow before you and give these to you, Lord. I bow before you in surrender, I rise up to obey, to be a glory-giver, to live a life worthy of you.  May you be exalted in my life today, my Savior and King, Lord Jesus.

No Need to be Shaken Psalm 62:2

Meditation on Ps 62:2 “You only are my rock, my salvation and my high tower.  I will never be shaken.”

Praise be to you, my Lord and King, Captain and Navigator, Teacher and Leader.  You only are my mighty Rock: solid, unshakable, stable, sure, consistent, trustable and eternal.  With you there is certainty, there is hope, there is the possibility of joy in a world of increasing turmoil.  There is no certainty anywhere else but in you.

You only are my salvation, you have redeemed my soul from hell, rescued me from the domain of darkness and translated me into the Kingdom of Light.  You have taken my rebel heart, full of evil, destruction and selfishness, and transformed me into a new creation. You have taken me as your enemy and adopted me into your family so that I am now your beloved son.  You have annulled my just sentence of eternal separation from you in suffering, punishment, failure and death.  You have given me the gift of eternal life, and of an ever-increasing joy here on earth, of a continual upward path of growth, insight, wisdom and transformation.  You are a marvel!

In addition to all this, you are my salvation every day, protecting me from the attacks of the enemy (you both hold back the tide of evil and you give me the armor, grace and training to use it to deal with what challenges you, in your wisdom, allow through).  You also save me from my own evil desires (alerting me to my wrong responses, giving grace to reject them and respond as you want), and from the negative possibilities of life (how often you have spared me from car accidents, especially when changing lanes on the turnpike).  Truly you are my Salvation in every sphere of life, and in every incident in life!

You are my high tower, my sanctuary—like a giant at my side, you lift me up, set me on your shoulder and make me safe. You are my refuge but not like a stone tower, rather like a great friend, a loving Lord.  You give me perspective, you elevate my thoughts and understanding, you enable me to see further in the distance.  With you there is the ability to grasp more of what you are doing, to trust you more, to defeat the fears and worries that flow out of my heart.  With you there is intimate relationship, deep exchange, personally tailored input.  In you I am safe from all that could harm me, while you let through all that will make me grow, give a platform upon which I can demonstrate your grace to those around me, and allow me to give you more and more glory—which is the whole purpose of life.

With you alone there is such stability, certainty, power, protection and grace that whatever you allow, I can remain unshaken, certain that you will work through it, carry me with you and come out the other side in a way that will bring glory to you, growth to me and good to those around me.  Praise be to you today, Lord Jesus, King and Shepherd, Lord and Servant Leader, the great resolver of paradoxes, the preparer of each step in life, the guide who goes before. You are worthy of worship, of exaltation, of complete obedience.  To you be glory forever and ever.  Amen!

Amazing Love

 

Praise you, Lord, for your goodness, for the truth that whatever comes to us, knowing you is enough for joy.  You are the great and glorious God who has no reason to stoop and love your sin-slick, self-centered rebels—yet you choose to not only love us, but to retrieve, redeem, to redo us, even though you know that each day we will grieve your heart as we choose self over surrender and service, that we will choose rebellion and rejection over responsibility and respect.  Your love is amazing, awesome, all-encompassing, altering and absolute.  We can do nothing to increase or lessen your love; it flows in spite of us.

You are amazing, beyond comprehension, unbelievably wonderful:  Father, God, Holy, Intelligent; Jesus, King, Lord, Mighty, Nobel; Holy Spirit, Omniscient, Powerful, Quick, Royal, Supreme, Teacher. You Lord God are Undefeated, Virtuous, Wonderful, Xulon, Yes and Zealous. You are worthy of worship, of glory, of honor and praise.  You are great, holy, mighty and wise.  You are worthy to be exalted, lifted up, adored and obeyed.

I bow before you, the King of Glory, the God of Goodness, the Lord of Love, the Shepherd of sinners, the Lover of the low, and give you praise and worship.  I rise up to obey you, Lord, to follow you with all my heart. May you be pleased with my life today, may glory flow to you in all I do.