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God’s conflict resolution

Written 10 years ago.
 
As I “commit my way to the Lord, I will trust also in Him”, (Ps. 37:5), I can rest in what you will do in the pressing debates before me concerning how to biblically proceed with our work, for you are faithful.
 
Things may not work out the way I desire, but I know that you will do what is right for “you have sat on your throne, judging righteously.”
[When we look at a situation we may be unsure, have only part of the information, be prejudiced by our preferences and preconceptions, but you have none of these restrictions.
 
You, Heavenly Father, see all perfectly, you have every detail of information, you even understand our motives and the intents of our hearts. You know Truth totally and you will judge in full Righteousness.
Praise be to you, Lord God, for your goodness and graciousness, your greatness and glory. I praise you today, bowing before you, accepting whole-heartedly whatever results you bring out of the conflicts we are dealing with.]
Epilogue: in the debates mentioned above, neither side “won.” Instead, our conflicting ideas were woven into the policies in a way that bridges that gap between our view points and I think will prevent us from being unbiblical in our work.
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Psalm 9:2

 
Psalm 9:2 “I will be glad and rejoice in you; I will sing praise to your name, O Most High.”
[Yes, I will rejoice in you, my Most High God, for you are
 
wonderfully worthy,
graciously good,
powerfully persistent,
righteously just,
lovingly strong
and readily forgiving.
 
Praise is your due, praise is our privilege.
How can I not praise you in and for all things—pleasant or painful, nice or negative—when, in your magnificent, pristine, and perfect triune character, you are weaving all events together for good? Glory be to you now, today and forever, for you are worthy!]
Psalm 9:3-4 “My enemies turn back; they stumble and perish before you. For you have upheld my right and my cause;”
[Praise be to you, O warrior God, who fights for your children. You fight against Satan and sinners, selfishness and sin as they attack your children. Such help is not our right but a powerful privilege.
In myself I am not right, but your Word is right, you will is right and you Son is right—and you have made me righteous in Him. I praise you that out of your grace you fight for me, for all the followers of Jesus, for your Word, for all that is right.
As I “commit my way to the Lord, I will trust also in Him, and He shall bring it to pass, He shall bring forth my righteousness as the light and my judgment as the noon day sun” (Ps. 37:5-6). As I delight in and meditate on your word, according to your promise, I “will prosper in whatever [I] do.” (Ps. 1:3).
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More Autobio
Shortly after meeting Orin, we made a trip to Germany, driving Dan and Nancy’s car for them so they could pick it up after their furlough and drive it back to our new city.
 
This trip turned out to be very different from our previous ones. When we arrived at the Bulgarian border at about 11 am, the police said we had to wait there until there were enough cars to be escorted through the country.
 
When we asked why, a policeman said, “We are trying to prevent the entry of hoof and mouth disease into our country.”
“Hmmm,” I thought, highly skeptical, but prayed, “Ok, Lord, we will praise you for this, too.”
 
It was a nice warm, sunny day, so we sat back and enjoyed the afternoon. We bought ice cream from a shop there—it was the best ice cream I’d ever had, and we each had several cones as our wait stretched on.
 
Finally at about 6 pm there was a line of three hundred cars, a large enough group, and they opened the border. We each had to drive through a vat to cleanse the tires of any hoof and mouth disease germs; then we slowly moved off in a great caravan.
 
After three hours the lead police car pulled off into a rest area. There were about twenty toilets for all the passengers in those three hundred cars. You can imagine the lines, and how much in need everyone was after three hours of driving!
 
When most people were ready to leave, off we went again, arriving at the northern border at 1 am. We were near the front of the line, so we got through pretty quickly.
 
On the other side of the border was a long line of cars waiting to enter Bulgaria. These were locals from our adopted country who worked in Europe, and were now on their way home for summer vacations.
 
We didn’t realize how long this line was until we had driven several miles and still saw no end to it. Then suddenly the traffic in our lane stopped. I got out to look, and could see up ahead that there were cars coming towards us in our lane.
Since we had all been in the caravan driving across Bulgaria there had been no traffic in our lane for a long time. Some impatient driver on his way to Bulgaria had gotten tired of waiting and had decided to use our lane. Then everyone behind him followed along. So now we had gridlock!
 
We again thanked God for this 2 am adventure, even though there was one thing that intensified the situation for me: our gas tank was low—we had not been allowed to tank up in Bulgaria. I had planned to stop at the first gas station in Yugoslavia, but there was none in sight and now we weren’t moving.
 
Then the driver in front of me turned off the road into the orchard on our right, obviously trying to find a way past this traffic jam. Since the car I was driving was built high like a jeep, I had no qualms about following that driver off the road and into the orchard.
 
We drove along parallel to the road for a good ways, finally passing the last of the “road pirates” who were blocking our lane and climbed back up onto the asphalt. And shortly after that we came to a gas station and tanked up!
 
Just think of the God sightings here: we were near the front of the line, right behind the driver who had the idea of going off road, had a car capable of driving over the rough terrain, and made it to the gas station before running out of gas! The Lord had again showed us his bountiful grace and goodness.
 
 
In Germany we bought a used car to drive back, a somewhat beat up old yellow VW station wagon. And nn the return trip we left Dan’s car with a mutual friend who had worked in the Middle East for many years. We spent only fifteen minutes there, but they were life-changing minutes.
 
“So, what are you doing about education for your boys?” our friend asked.
 
“We are planning on putting them into the German school,” I replied. “We’ve learned how easy it is to be expelled from Turkey and since our ‘plan B’ is to move to Germany, if the boys are already in the German system, they could easily fit in here.”
 
“In that case,” said our friend, “I have some advice for you. Have your older boy repeat the third grade. That way he’ll only have to adjust to the language, not the material. That’s what we did with our children when we moved to Germany and it was very helpful for them.”
 
I thanked him for his advice while thinking, “Have my boy repeat a grade? No way!” What an insult that would be to our family and to my boy’s intelligence! No one in our family had ever stayed back a grade, only skipped them.
Little did know that the Lord was preparing me to “step outside of my box.”
 
The main road as it was when we traveled up to Germany
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Psalm :1

A Psalm of David, 9:1 “I will praise you, O LORD, with all my heart;”
[You, O Lord God–Triune, Triumphant and Tremendous in grace, goodness and power–are worthy of praise.
 
As you have loved me,
cleansed me,
transformed me,
adopted me,
delighted in me,
giving me the opposite of what I deserve,
–how can I but respond with love, with praise, with admiration, thankfulness and whole-hearted rejoicing in you.
You are
my Lord and my King,
my Shepherd and my Rock,
my Savior and my Shield.
 
I rejoice in the great privilege of knowing you. You are worthy of praise no matter what comes into my life, so I will whole-heartedly exalt you both now and forever in eternity!]
“I will tell of all your wonders.”
[Great and many are your wonders, Lord God, beginning with your character:
you are Love,
Light and Life; in you there is
Purity, Perfection, and Power;
Greatness, Grace and Goodness;
Righteousness, Justice and Mercy.
You are Immortal, Invisible and Invincible.
You are Mighty, Magnificent and Marvelous.
You are God, Lord and Sovereign,
the Most High who rules forever.
You are without beginning,
without end
and without time.
You are a wonder, and we have not even come to your works: speaking all into existence–
the heavens,
the earth
and all that is in them;
holding all together;
holding back the tide of evil;
providing salvation for all your enemies.
In addition, you are willing to suffer disappointment, pain and grief every day as you shepherd us, your professed children, who often willfully disobey, disbelieve and disrupt.
 
You wait patiently for the right time to faithfully, lovingly and
firmly correct; you always act from pure motives and consistently do the right thing in the right way. You persist in making us lie down in green pastures where we can feed on your Word, mature and grow.
You weave all together into your plans to bring history to a conclusion, to eliminate evil and usher your children into an eternity of light, love and life. Your wonders are great and you are worthy of praise!
Help me to be a glory-giver today, taking every opportunity, positive or negative, to honor you by offering the sacrifice of thanksgiving, and thereby fulfill the life purpose you have given me.
Alert me when I am about to be a glory-stealer by complaining, whining or feeling sorry for myself. In the light of your marvelous and majestic presence, what’s there to feel sorry about!!!? Honor yourself in my life today.
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Psalm 8

Psalm 8:5 “You made him [man] a little lower than the heavenly beings and crowned him with glory and honor.”
 
[You, Lord, made us for a specific position in your creation, higher than the animals and in your image lower than the angels and in this you granted us glory and honor because you loved us, giving us significant roles:]
 
Psalm 8:6 “You made him ruler over the works of your hands;”
 
[You gave us position and power, meaning and might, dominion and direction. You called us to partnership with you in administrating what you created. And this is still true, even after the fall, even though we are twisted and imperfect, for you are gracious and good, wanting us to have meaningful work and productive purpose.]
 
Psalm 8:7-8 “you put everything under his feet: all flocks and herds, and the beasts of the field, the birds of the air, and the fish of the sea, all that swim the paths of the seas.”
 
[You are so gracious to give such a broad range of responsibility to humans whom you knew would fail and fall. This is true both in what Adam did, and in how we fail to treat your creation with respect and care—and I praise you that you will restore us and it to pristine purity again so we may rule further and righteously with you in the new heaven and earth!]
 
“O LORD, our Lord,”
 
[Again, you make yourself “our Lord:”
the personal,
present,
passionate,
powerful
and perfect God,
Ruler of all,
Lover of all,
Redeemer of all
 
–even though you know that many will not accept the forgiveness you have purchased at great cost.]
 
[Truly] “how majestic is your name in all the earth!”
 
Your name is
majestic in perfection,
in creation,
in redemption
and in salvation.
 
Therefore, you are worthy of worship from every being throughout all the earth, throughout all the universe, throughout all eternity.
 
May that worship be seen now in us giving honor through praise to your majestic name in whatever you allow in our lives throughout this day. Amen.
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Psalm 8:3-4

Psalm 8:3 “When I consider your heavens, the work of your fingers, the moon and the stars, which you have set in place…,”
[Last night walking back home after dark, the stars were wonderfully bright and clear, and the sliver of a new moon so distinct in the sky—and this despite the light pollution of the nearby city. It was a stimulating sight, a reminder of how vast the universe is, of how small and insignificant we are.
As we view the unimaginably immense stretches of the heavens (billions of light years across), and think of the incredible, amazing size and number of stars (trillions), galaxies (billions) and formations of galaxies—all created by you, Lord–we get a small idea of how infinitely great and powerful you are. And this makes us ask:]
Psalm 8:4 “what is man that you are mindful of him, the son of man that you care for him?”
[We are so little, so unimportant, so insignificant–just minuscule creatures hidden away on a tiny speck of cosmic dust tucked under one arm of an insignificant galaxy. Yet you not only think of us, you value us and desire a relationship with each one, in spite of our being twisted by sin and selfishness. And you were willing to pay a huge price to be able to take us into your family.
The LORD looks down from heaven; he sees all the children of man;…he looks out on all the inhabitants of the earth…” (Ps. 33:13-14)
Praise you, Lord God, that you are consistently mindful of us and you care deeply for us, in spite of what we are naturally. Praise be to you
for your grace, giving us undeserved goodness;
for your kindness, returning blessing when we hurt you by disobedience and unbelief;
and for your faithfulness, correcting us over and over again as we stumble through life.
You are a marvel, Lord, majestic in grace, mighty in love and most worthy of worship by all of your creation. May I give you honor today by giving the sacrifice of thanksgiving in all that comes.]
 
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More Heavenly Wisdom

More on Heavenly Wisdom
 
Cory spent the day looking for John’s cattle. He found thirty head and herded them in the direction of John’s homestead. When he got there, he noted that Amy’s horse was still there and he was glad.
That evening after supper, Sam was at it again. “So, you promised to tell us about the other kinds of fruit! How about now?”
 
Cody laughed. “You are one eager student!” he said. “OK, you remember the first two kinds of fruit?”
 
“Yes,” said Sam, “The fruit of the Spirit and the sacrifice of thanksgiving.”
 
“Well done, Sam. I’m glad you’re listening well. Now you need to actually live out these truths in your life.
 
“The third kind of fruit is good works, doing good to others. As Jesus taught in John 15, He is the vine, we are the branches, as we abide in him, we will bear much fruit. And abiding means, among other things, that we obey Him in what we know to be true.
 
“This is God’s plan for us. As it says in Ephesians 2:10, ‘For we are God’s handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.’
 
“So, as we do good things to others, obeying God, we are bearing the fruit of good works.
 
“Then last of all is the fruit of bringing people to surrender in Jesus, to be born again.
 
“If we live out the first three kinds of good fruit, this fourth one is much more likely to happen.”
 
“So, there you have it, the four kinds of fruit we can bear in obedience to Heavenly Wisdom, being ‘full of mercy and good fruit.’”
 
Cody paused and looked around at his new friends. “Now the question is, how do we live in this quality of Heavenly Wisdom?
 
“Let me tell you a story.” And he proceeded to tell of his difficulties with Andy and the outcome.
‘So, how did I do good to Andy, Sam?”
“Well, first you set limits for him and then you protected him!”
“Right. We never became friends, but he tolerated me the rest of the trip, leaving me alone. In the end he did thank me for saving his life.
 
“So, in my interactions with this difficult man, first I was merciful to him—I could have taken him apart in the fight but chose not to. And second, I was good to him, taking the time to save his life. And I also applied the next quality of Heavenly Wisdom, being impartial. I treated and protected him as I would a close friend. I made no distinction.
 
“Now Sam, what fruit of the Spirit did I seek to show him?’
 
“Well, you were patient, you used self-control, you were loving in saving his life.”
 
“That’s right. I returned good for evil, as Jesus commanded us. One of my favorite passages about this is in Psalm 37:1-4, a passage I use whenever I have a conflict with someone.
 
“It says, ’Fret not yourself because of evildoers, neither be envious against the workers of iniquity. [This means I shouldn’t use their wrong methods or motives in our relationship]
 
“‘For they shall soon be cut down like the grass, and wither as the green herb. [God will deal with them in His own way and time. I don’t need to get revenge for being poorly treated. The fact is, in the West here, all it takes is a slight to bring on a gun fight, but I chose not to be touchy.]
 
“It goes on to say, ‘Trust in the LORD, and do good;’ [There it is again, doing good, and we can do that because we trust God; He allowed this difficult person into my life and will use him for good for me, although I may not see that for a long time. And in the meantime, God will take care of me], “…so shall you dwell in the land, and truly you will be fed.’
 
“After giving me that perspective, the next verse directs me to what to do in my difficulties, ‘Delight yourself also in the LORD; and he shall give you the desires of your heart.’ So, my focus is to be on God and His wonderful character.
 
“I shouldn’t delight in winning or getting rid of a difficult person. I am to delight in my Savior and Lord, in His faithfulness, wisdom, love and grace. That lifts me up above conflicts, puts into my heart right desires and then God will fulfill them.”
 
“Amazing,” said John, “Again, that is so different from anything I’ve ever seen or heard!”
 
“That’s because it is Heavenly Wisdom, not earthly wisdom. And we can only know and exercise Heavenly Wisdom if we are regularly in the Word, filled with the Spirit and are looking how to join God in what He’s doing.
 
“Living by Heavenly Wisdom is actually a worldview shift, changing from our natural worldview that comes from our culture and environment, to God’s worldview, which we find only in Scripture.”
 
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Psalm 8:2

 
Psalm 8:2 “From the lips of children and infants you have ordained praise”
 
[You give the weak, the unrecognized, the unimportant the great possibility of giving glory to you—such a significant task your grant them! Praise you that you give the privilege of praise to all, even infants. May we join them in giving peons of praise to you throughout the day.]
 
“because of your enemies, to silence the foe and the avenger.”
 
[What a wonder: you use the praise of the weak to defeat your powerful enemies, starting with Satan, the avenger, and his forces! What an amazing thought! The deliverance of king Jehoshaphat in 2 Chronicles 20 comes to mind. As the king faced a great coalition army, he came to you for help, “O our God, will you not judge them? For we have no power to face this vast army that is attacking us. We do not know what to do, but our eyes are upon you.” (2Ch 20:12)
 
Then after a prophet foretold that God would deliver them, in faith “Jehoshaphat bowed with his face to the ground, and all the people of Judah and Jerusalem fell down in worship before the LORD” (2Ch 20:18).
 
The king then followed the unusual strategy of sending out singers, a choir, before his army as they set out for battle. How would you like to be in an unarmed choir between two armies about to fight? It was a big step of faith for the choir, as well as the king. And God honored this faith.
 
“As they began to sing and praise, the LORD set ambushes against the men of Ammon and Moab and Mount Seir who were invading Judah, and they were defeated” (2Ch 20:22).
 
God responded to this praise of trust in Him and sovereignly defeated the enemy. Such praise is an act of pure faith, for there was no discernible reason to praise, except for knowing the powerful and good character of God.
 
So it is with us. As it says in Psalm 50:23, “He who offers the sacrifice of thanksgiving [that is, giving thanks when we don’t want to], honors me [that is, fulfilling the purpose of our lives] and opens the way that I may show him the salvation of the Lord.”
 
Praise opens the way for God’s help while complaining closes the door. May we follow king Jehoshaphat’s example of going immediately to God, keeping our eyes on Him, seeking His help and praising Him for it before any answer comes. This honors our Lord greatly and defeats the enemy whether we can see it or not!
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Psalm 8:1b

 
Psalm 8:1b “…how majestic is your name in all the earth!”
[Your name, O Eternal God, is pure and powerful, high and holy, great and good. You move with majesty, unrushed, sure, full of grace and glory. You are majestic and mighty, the only One with no beginning and no end. You are the One to be extolled and lifted up before all creation.
Truly, your name is to be exalted above all in the earth, above the heavens, above all in the universe. It is to be honored by our reverence, our obedience, our awe and worship. You are to be exalted throughout the whole earth, by every person in every place at every moment, for all of time and beyond–for you are worthy.]
“You have set your glory above the heavens.”
[You, who spoke and created the stars, who stretched out the heavens with your hand, who set the limits for time and tide, you are far beyond the universed, you are outside of time, you are beyond human comprehension.
Your glory is far above us, far beyond what we can imagine, yet in your grace you give us glimpses into the beauty of your character. I see echoes of your glory in Springtime with the wealth of flowers, each more lovely than the last. I see your glory in their colors—bright and gentle, rich and wonderful; in their shapes—varied and pleasant, crisp and smooth; in their scents—pleasing and positive, pure and powerful.
So it is with you, Lord: you are beautiful, lovely, colorful, richly scented, wonderfully complex and grandly inspiring—and much more so than anything we can imagine in our earth-bound understanding. Truly your glory is great, stretching far beyond the limits of the universe.
Help me to remember this and to continually stand in awe of you, to honor you today by wholehearted obedience to what I know to be true.]
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More autobio

 
In 1982, I was given thirty names of contacts from Transworld radio station and I wrote to each of them. I was excited to get a letter from one with his telephone number.
 
Since we didn’t have a phone, I went to the little corner grocery store and called Murat from there. He invited us to come to his house and even offered to pay for our way in a taxi, which would have been half of his monthly salary! He really wanted to meet someone who could tell him about Jesus!
 
We drove to the very southern edge of the city, up into the same squatter house neighborhood where my language teacher lived. Murat’s house was on a high cliff, built on a rock jutting out over the valley. He met us at the entrance of the little road that led to his house and rode in with us.
 
His wife greeted us at the door, where we took our shoes off. She ushered us into the living room and had us sit on the sofa bed there. We knew how to sit in the proper way, drawing our legs up under us and leaning against the cushions behind us. I got the spot of honor in the corner. Barbara sat a bit separately with Murat’s wife. The boys made friends with their two girls and went outside to play.
 
Murat was so shy he could hardly bear to look up at me while we talked. Over tea and refreshments he told me his story, looking down at the floor most of the time.
 
As a child growing up in a remote village in the eastern part of the country, he had often played in the ruins of an old church. One day when he was about five years old, he had asked himself two questions: “I wonder, is the God of this church the same as the God we worship?” And “If he is, why don’t we keep up the church the way we do our building?”
 
These two questions led him on a quest that lasted twenty-nine years and ended with us sitting here together in Murat’s living room. Wanting to know God, he had delved deeply into the local religion, memorizing the whole of their book in Arabic. He did not understand it, but was able to make all the appropriate sounds and so became a leader of the worshipers in his village.
 
He had then gone a major city in the west to study engineering at the university. In his spare time he would walk the streets, looking for a tourist who might have a Bible. He did not find any.
 
After graduation he did his military duty, moved to our city and got married, still looking for answers to his questions about God. He bought a short wave radio and one day while he was searching for broadcasts in his language, he came across Transworld’s frequency. He began to listen regularly to their program in his language and eventually wrote to them. They, in turn, sent his address to me.
 
I gave Murat a copy of “I am the Door,” the new translation of the Gospel of John. He accepted it gladly and by the next time we met had read the whole thing. He was an eager student and came to Christ during his own Bible reading.
 
He began to memorize large sections of Scripture, but later admitted to me that he did not know what they meant. He was memorizing as he did in the local religion’s book, believing there was magical benefit from being able to repeat passages without understanding. It took time for him to grasp that the message was more important than mindless repetition.
 
His wife was at first somewhat open to the gospel, but then turned against him, burning his Bible and books. This conflict waxed and waned during the whole time we knew them.
 
Murat worked as an inspector for a government organization, meaning he often traveled to inspect construction of places of worship, schools and office buildings throughout the country.
 
He gave me a warm invitation to come and visit him at his work place. I was quite hesitant to do this because the place where he worked was a very religious organization, but Orin insisted I come.
 
He himself also spoke very openly about his new faith, sharing with others from the Scripture portions we gave him. This was to have serious consequences for both of us.
 
Picture: visiting with Murat
 
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